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nevertheless (hwang intak)

synopsis : intak hates you from the moment he meets you, but is it truly hatred that he feels?

content : 12k words, male reader, smut & fluff, top reader x bottom tak, uni au, enemies to lovers-esque, light masturbation, safe and unsafe sex, praise, a looot of pining

note : it has finally arrived :p longest fucking thing i've ever written pls never expect it from me again

!! minors go away pls

#receipts

IS SHOHEI HOMOPHOBIC? ────── ✦

NATSUSAWA SAKU x USAMI SHOHEI ⌗🖥️ What happens when Saku comes out to the Chidori boys?

''🏷️ coming out, bisexual Natsusawa Saku, canon compliant (kind of? i've only read up until vol15), fluff, mild crack?, they're all supportive of Saku

''🗯️ ────── POV switches between Saku and Rintaro's a lot, sorry if it's confusing!! I'm a heavy bisexual Saku truther, and I think he gets to be gay in honor of this pride month (even if it's ending in a day from when I'm posting this.) This work is also cross-posted to AO3! Please give it some love there too <33 You can find me at @//charmevie

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“Hey…”

The boys had just begun to pack up, the three of them hanging behind with Ayato to accompany him while he’s on duty to lock up before going home. Saku’s voice is quieter, smaller than it usually is when he calls out to the other guys, but it manages to catch their attention anyways. They — Rintaro, Shohei and Ayato — stop whatever they were doing previously, heads turning in sync to face the black-haired boy. Saku himself had frozen up for a second too, suddenly malfunctioning from the attention that was placed on him even though he was the one who’d called out to them.

“Um, do all three of you have the time to stop by the diner today?” It’s a tentative question, one that they could tell would lead to something more. Saku definitely had something to talk about, didn't he? “Oh? You won the lottery or something?” Ayato teases — though Rintaro was thinking something along the lines of that too. It was rare for Saku to be the one suggesting that they go out to eat together after all. “Though, can’t say I’m not down for that!”

“Yeah, me too!” Of course, Shohei would never turn down the offer for a meal.

“I’ve got the time.” Rintaro quickly added in, following behind as they exited the classroom.

Saku breathed out something that almost seemed like a sigh of relief, his expression easing up after hearing their responses — something that only Rintaro seemed to catch. Was something really going on? A sense of worry bubbled up in Rintaro’s mind, but he tried his best to ignore and ease up on it — Saku would surely end up sharing whatever it was that troubled him anyways. It wasn’t really like him to be hiding things from them, not anymore at least.

“I’m gay.”

The entire table went silent, filled in by the chatter coming from the other customers sitting in booths around them. All three of them were stunned, eyes on Saku while he sat there awkwardly. ‘Jeez, the atmosphere’s crazy tense right now…’ the ravenette thought, trying his best to avoid all of their gazes. Rintaro was dumbfounded, chopsticks clattering onto the table as they slipped out of his hand and inevitably rolling on to the ground. Neither one between the three of them reacted fast enough to catch it. Shohei was mid-chew while Ayato just stared with his mouth slightly agape, like a fish.

“Or well, bisexual, I guess. Since I like girls too.”

Saku watches as his friend’s mind gears turn in real time, all three of them processing the information and finally getting back on to the same track as him. “Congratulations, Saku.” Ayato offers with a smile — one that was genuine. Of course, these boys — they’d support him no matter what. The ravenette almost feels foolish for feeling so nervous over telling them this now. He should’ve known, trusted them a little more to have let them know way earlier.

Rintaro quickly requested for a change of chopsticks when his thoughts were less frazzled, then turning back to Saku who’d already gotten back to his food. Though he did seem more like he was just picking at it at this point. Had he lost his appetite all of a sudden? “Same here. Good for you, Saku.” Rintaro wasn’t exactly sure what he should be saying in situations like these, not because he wasn’t actually supportive of Saku — it was more because he’d never experienced this kind of thing before. These kinds of things… aren’t meant to be said over a meal, was it?

“How long ago did’ja find that out?” Rintaro throws in, breaking the awkward tension that had built up.

“Ah, awhile back. I only thought I’d let you guys know this now.” Saku stopped picking at his food, placing his own chopsticks down to sheepishly rub at the back of his neck. “Haven’t really.. let anyone else know so,” he pauses for a moment, looking up from his bowl. They’re all looking at him. Have they been looking this entire time? “You three are the first.” The ravenette admits quietly. Ayato is quick to nudge at his shoulder, smiling brightly. “Proud of ya, Saku. Thanks for trusting us.” Rintaro nods too, agreeing with Ayato’s sentiment.

It’s not long after that that their short outing ends, bellies full and conversations all wrapped up. Neither Rintaro nor Ayato saw Saku any differently prior to him sharing the news, to which the ravenette was grateful for. He’s lucky to have gotten friends like these. They each had their own things to get up to afterwards, so the three of them parted after leaving the diner. Rintaro busied himself at the bakery again, then his schoolwork shortly after. It wasn’t until after dinner that he’d realized something — way, way later than he should’ve.