Drowning in the swamp of lonlieness

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Mistress (T.W mentions of necrophilia and murder)

Yuri walks into the room, her purple eyes shine in the black room.

I want to let her take me. But the nightmares I've had about her...

No not nightmares, repressed memories. Of how she broke me.

"I just want to play my love."

And I need a real girl. Not a ghost inside of a machine.

"I want to love you."

And I need to find someone who can help me with my feelings of abandonment by females of my own age.

"I need to hold you."

And I want to change. And I will change.

She holds a bloody kitchen knife to my throat, as she slides it slowly across my cold dead throat, cleanly cutting into the veins. Then she strips me of my clothes,

The same clothes I wore the day I walked out of the Hospital. Where I died inside. They truly didn't fathom what they unleashed.

My mother never knew the truth, about why I enjoyed her.

Why I worshiped that bare breasted bombshell on my brother's tablet.

My Dad will never understand how sick I was on the day I walked into Cumberland Hall.

How sickly and rotten I was... and how bruised and bloodied that my soul was.

Yuri kept riding my dead corpse. She was there in that hospital. She was everywhere. She wasn't a monster.

She wanted to protect me, but from what?

Or a better question:

Who was she trying to protect me from.

She was a mistress of burden to my developing heart.

She broke it. As much as an anime girl could.

She attempts to breast feed my lifeless shell. As I remember the violence I saw. All the insane patients.

Criminals who should've been in cages. Soldiers who should've been hailed heroes. Children who should've been with their families. Violent young women who should've been seeking therapy.

I snarl as I remember what she did to me.. Then I awake, and I howl in agony, or in joy.

"You broke me... Mistress, why did you tear me to shreds?"

Yuri screams as I tear into her chest. Biting into those beautiful breasts, and then I tear myself free from her...

The epidemic began when I found the video.

And now it ends when I find the one who loves me

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The true apocalypse

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School

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What did we do to the universe? | Penana

I am often called many things, a hero, a savior of the universe, and of course. The second incarnation of Jesus. But I am just a man. I am j

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Here's what I hear when I think of Aiden Caldwell's childhood

Pretty dope right?

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A random thought I had

Sometimes I wonder how old I'll be when I finally start pushing on daisies. And I wonder how my funeral would go, I'm not suicidal. But I've thought about maybe instead of planting flowers at my grave. Plant some catnip, And a lot of it. I want the cats to visit me, and get horny, have kittens. So I can be reborn as a Kitten, or as a lynx cub

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If there was a female Night hunter in Dying light 1. Maybe this is what she would look like: Feat Saki Yoshida

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Ai art based on a friend's art style

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Mutant trex

What the hell did I make?

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I'm writing a massive crossover novel. Featuring several alien species, Xenomorphs, Yautja, and any other sort of alien fauna I find interesting, here is the link to the story's progress.

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@devil-child-710, I hope we can talk to each other again soon until then, here's A kitten to keep you company

rub his tummy for me please

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Mutation: A poem

I look at myself in the mirror, and I see an ugly face in front of me

People tell me that I have a handsome face, and I don't have to change.

Maybe these blue eyes can't see what they can see through them,

So I decide to tear my eyes out, and eyes like an owl's replace them

My skin starts itching, and I take out a knife, and I cut away the itchy patches, leaving my skin looking like a crocodile's scales.

I smile and I see that my teeth are becoming like that of a crocodile. With two dripping fangs like a viper's.

Just as I start to put my clothes on, I feel the worst migraine imaginable. I slam my head against the faucet of the bathtub and I see that two antlers sprout out of my head.

What am I turning into? I say to myself as I look at my new body, as my toes turn into Hawk like talons, and as my hands become ursine paws, and my tongue becomes forked like a snake

I walk into the living room. And my parents are proud of my new body. Of my new form. Of my new life. Of my Mutation.

According to them, I'm a late bloomer.

Just as they say that, A tail covered in razor sharp spikes shoots out from my lower back. And I become more predatory,

And when I go to the woods to hunt.

They call it going to college.

Author's note:

This is how I picture me growing up would feel like. The mutations I mention is my idea of maturing behavior wise. My eyes were the things I hide, and how people with a keen eyesight find the truth, my skin is the lies that I keep safe in my mind, only for them to escape. The Antlers are the lies that come out eventually. (Yes, It's an allusion to the Greek myth of Artemis and Acteon), the fangs are a reference to the old saying, "Things from your past will come back to bite you" My tongue becoming like that of a Snake's is a reference to the fact I must be honest with everyone to be trusted. The next features represent depictions and meanings of animals from the bible or from Native American mythology.

The bear's claws represent the courage it takes to grow up, and to admit to your mistakes. And lastly the Hawk like claws, they represent how I am now free of my evil ways.

I hope ya'll enjoyed my poem

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How can I sleep if the one thing I need to keep me sane is 8435.75 miles away from me.