If you could only see the beast you've made of me.

9-1-1 AO3 Hockey AO3

[agirlwithachakram]

Oh yeah Josh is definitely going to stay with that one guy whose name I don't remember. I mean he's so clearly over Oliver. That was a very platonic hug and everything no doubt no doubt

[v88sy]

Me next week when Josh offhandedly mentions that they broke up.

[altaryel]

OMG 😭😭😭 MY DADS 😭

[v88sy]

Lol, looks like Brillant Minds is going (not so) straight AHS and Hannibal next episode.

Also, like, sorry you got friend zoned, Silva. But truthfully, you could do so much better.

And while I do hate that everything is being rushed now (I feel like if they knew they had another season, we'd probably be ending this one still at Hudson Oaks), that WolfNichols hug at the end healed me a little. I fully expect Beau to get the Natalia (off screen breakup with a throwaway line of dialogue) treatment here soon.

[v88sy]

Another sad thing about Brilliant Minds getting cancelled mid season is now a show that was usually good about pacing feels rushed. A lot of what was planned would've been better being drawn out, and we're not seeing as much of the "patient of the week."

[thingsisaidweredumb]

it's just really insane to me how much abby and tommy changed buck's life by breaking up. they just really both saved him at different points and changed his whole self concept. they're the most important people to his relationship history and it all starts with them together and tommy breaking abby's heart.

and then if you think about it, tommy.... tommy is the single most important person in buck's dating history because he broke up with abby at such a crazy point in her life which is why such a great woman took a chance on such a mess as buck.

[v88sy]

It really is crazy when you think about how he's affected the show as a whole. There's this. He's the first name said in a line of dialogue.

Not even mentioning that on his own, he was Buck's "most transformative relationship."

And he literally saved Bobby's life before we even got the 118 we see throughout the series.

They wrote things in such a way that the show wouldn't even exist without him, and yet...

[v88sy]

Like, I get that they've kinda ruined Maddie's character and she can be very opinionated, but I don't think she would be downright cruel and mean, and fics where she is are just very off-putting to me? 🤷🏼‍♀️

[robbuckys]

Happy Pride to everyone on 911 except Eddie who's the only character who's had to come out as straight because y'all can't take a hint lmaoooo

[ribbit-ribbit-mfer]

you can headcanon a character as queer. that's fine, we all do it. but you can not get mad when said character isn't included in posts about canonically queer characters. because they are not queer in canon. if they come out, they'll be included.

[sad-girl-hours23]

[sad-girl-hours23]

Tommy’s face after he dares ask Buck how he’s been in the last year

[sodiumvaporss]

i do have to say that no matter how shitty any sort of media is or how shitty your own creations are. always remember

[v88sy]

[aestheticvh]

Sunshine

[cull3nblaze]

@911whatisyourpride week 4: Sex & Romance (kissing, casual touch, kink...)

[v88sy]

Happy 🌈🌈

🌈🌈 Pride

[fakemouthstaticpilot]

Happy Pride Month!

You deserve sunshine

[v88sy]

It takes a lot to surprise Evan Buckley, especially after everything he's seen and done in his 34 years. Hell, the last 10 years alone could be its own novel, and don't even get him started on the last 4.

The fact that he's currently sitting tucked away in a dimly lit booth at a dingy bar with the ex he never quite got over...well, he can safely say it's up there. The fact that it's been well over a year since they last spoke and Tommy agreed to meet without any hesitation definitely took things up a notch.

Tommy suddenly leans in closer, struggling to be heard over the noise. "l'm glad I came out tonight. I've never been here before."

"Yeah, I love you."

And Buck freezes, because there is no way he just said that.

I love it here.

That's what he had intended, and he's absolutely certain that's what came out of his mouth. Except the shocked and confused look on Tommy's face is currently telling a different story. 

"Sorry, I need to, uh.."

Disappear. Be anywhere else. Add this to my list of 'what the hell' moments.

"...get another drink."

He's halfway out of the booth before Tommy catches his wrist. 

"Evan, wait. Please sit down."  

And he does, so willingly that it's almost embarrassing. 

"If that was an accident, if you didn't mean it, or even if you just meant it platonically, tell me. Tell me, and we'll pretend it never happened. I'll move on and we can continue just being friends. But if you meant it…I need to know."

"I-I need…I need a minute. I need that drink."  

Tommy searches his face, and slowly nods. "Yeah."