bea's deadstar

independent. pluviophile. wanderlust mind. awkward. shoe challenged. living life one page at a time. 

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Random Thoughts: Possibilities

The endless possibilities. Our first and last times. Lost in our own little world in the midst of wandering souls, Our hands finally filling the spaces in between. Lost in you. Consumed by your wholeness. Engulf by your depth.

The things we could do The adventures we could take The rules we will break The possibilities are endless. Some, more than others Others, more than some But in the middle of the madness, one truth remains: I am Yours, As You are mine.

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Random Thoughts: Mahimbing

Kalimutan muna natin saglit ang sakit

Sa pagpikit ng aking mga mata tungo sa kalawakang pait ay panandaliang iwawaglit

Sa paghaplos ng simoy ng hangin ay aking sinasambit

Na sanay tangayin din pati ang lungkot na sa akin ay pilit na kumakapit.

Piping saksi sa mga mundong nagkapanagpo, pinagbigkis ng tadhana at iginapos ang mga puso.

Sa katahimikan sa gitna ng kaguluhan at kasiyahan, aking nawawari, darating pa kaya ang panahon na ang tadhana ay sa akin papanig.

Kung kailangan ako'y mumulat sa ngiting mababakas sa iyong mga labi.

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Random Thoughts: Bliss

I often caught myself staring at blank space. Thinking of possibilities and what if’s. Sometimes, whenever I walk the empty hallways I would imagine myself walking with you, side by side. Hands brushing to each other. Flushed cheeks, quickened breaths, hearts on sleeves. Grinning from ear to ear. Comfortable with the silence only you and I could hear.

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Random Thoughts: Sa Aking Pag gising

Sa pagitan ng paghimbing at paggising Sa gitna ng mga tagong pagsulyap at mga lihim na damdamin Sa pagitan ng galak at luha Kung saan ang mga pagtatagpo ng mga nakaw na pagtingin, mga salitang humahaging sa hangin at mga lihim na sandali Doon ko natagpuan ang aking pusong tumatangis. Humihiyaw ng tahimik habang puno ng galak ang paligid.

At sa bawat tibok ng mga pusong nagkapanagpo, ay siya rin daloy ng tubig alat mula sa aking pusong nanaghoy. Tumatawag kay Bathala na sana'y bukas makalawa sa pagpikit ng aking mga mata sa gabing umiihip ang amihan ay  sa iyong mga bisig na mahihimbing, at sa pagmulat ko sa umaga, ay sisilay na ang ngiti sa iyong piling.

-deadstarbea

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Random Thoughts: Odd Shoe

Flickering blue lights at a distance Emotions descending from notes echoeing across the stage Souls entwined with clandestinely sweet words uttered without a space in between ears and rhymes. And thy, lone as a star, lightyears a far furtively weeping with reason no one wants to bare. For of all the things to capture, it is the death by being the odd number in an even mated crowd that triggers her fall with no rhymes or reason at all.

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Random Thoughts: In the Morning

I’ve had too many dreams. Too many. Of us walking, talking or just staring. Of us dancing under the stars,millions and eons far. Too many of it that it hurts whenever I wake up in the morning, only to look forward to night fall, where I can see you, faceless in my dreams. Now, each waking hour is spent with wishing fervently, that someday we’ll meet in the morning.

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Random Thoughts: Heart Like Yours

Quiet and still as the lake beyond one can see. A heart runs deep unbeknownst to thy Myriads of blues engulf thy soul For thy heart craves her own, someone to call her home.

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Random Thoughts: Lit

She burns with fire deep within. Oh the girl in red, flaming in the wind. Calling for rhythm for his might is fading Running towards oblivion, falling and crashing.

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can’t get enough of you #panglao #flatfootedtraveler #balengtravels #bohol (at Dumaluan Beach Resort, Panglao Island, Bohol)

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I woke up in Boracay

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Take me back in time.

LAS CASAS FILIPINAS DE ACUZAR

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LAS CASAS FILIPINAS DE ACUZAR

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sandy feet, sun kissed skin, salt in my hair. LIFE

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Travelling may empty my pockets but exploring new places, experiencing adventures, meeting new people and seeing God’s  creations make my life far more better and a little bit closer to heaven. - Baleng Travels

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