Little Failure

TRIGGER WARNING I'm not trying to promote EDs / Fighting my own demons since I have a memory, clinically ill (MDD, BPD). H:160cm (5'3) 30 yo HW: 70.3 (154.9lbs) CW: 68.5kgs (151 lbs) LW: 38kg (83lbs) (Take me back) GW1: 60kg (132.2lbs) GW2: 55kg (121lbs) GW3: 50kgs (110lbs) GW4: 45kgs (100lbs) UGW: 40kgs (88lbs)

[butterflyxproject]

자자

[slightdamage]

[slightdamage]

[angelkittyyy444]

outfit today :/

[butteranaflies]

[losingitforniki]

motivation

[d3gen3rate]

In this cold world, be my little pocket of warmth. I’ll guard it with bruised knuckles and gentle hands.

[lessmouse]

day 6 / ???

[bakurapika]

this is really interesting in how it frames disability/low spoons/etc as not being a series of internal symptoms, but specifically a situation in which daily tasks increase in complexity. for example i used to be able to wash the dishes normally. but now mental and physical issues combine to make that situation have a lot of prequalifications (do I have time, energy, how long can I do it without being sore the next day) that means many more steps are involved in getting that single physical act of washing a dish to be done.

[rockshitty]

I’m trying to remember the quote. “On a good day, doing laundry is three steps. On a bad day, the first step is getting out of bed.”

[rchlzbth-deactivated20180624]

kinda want a relationship, kinda never wanna get close to another person again

[nikish-l]

[vv-itchy]

[nostalgiaishere]

[valium-und-vodka]

Also, I’ll start using pills to get skinny, I don’t fucking care

[valium-und-vodka]

Well, I’ll use Ozempic , so it’ll be fine

[achillesinhighheels]

nobody in the entire world has ever known what to do with me

[fairylilies]

[lullxbyblue]

Trauma hasn’t made me strong I am just broken and scared

[nofuckingideawho]

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear