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on another note.. i found the perfect young cassidy

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asdfgh i’ve been so inactive over here forgive.....
on another note.. i found the perfect young cassidy
❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, an' stayed. ❞
WHY DID HE STAY ? of course , padre’s not the first one that had ever offered the vampire shelter . ( it’s been roughly 90 years on the run , after all ) those were all kinds of people , sinners , normals , those that were just so swayed by a mysterious guy that , even with a bullet in his throat , could still stand and ask them for a place to stay during the night ( or a sunny day , rather ) . and he’d left them afterwards , stole from some , killed one or two and later regretted it . but that place he’d LITERALLY stumbled / fallen upon ? ——— a church of all places , and the man that preaches to them all to try to be better than what they are even when he himself seems so strange , like he knows the way of a sinner so well ——— for the first time maybe , it gives cassidy the wish , the will , to be better . because it’s there , it’s always been there , just . . . so hard to live by when you are , well , what he is . and yes , he’d let him burn that one afternoon , but what is a believer to do upon realizing , so plainly , that hell is real and that it might be standing right in front of him , burning in the sunlight ? he can understand . because that condition alone doesn’t intend for them to be friends . and still they are . and still preacher ACCEPTS not the messed up part , but the messed up entirety that is proinsias cassidy . the only thing he’s found truly messed up of the other was , yeah , sending the kid to hell . but he didn’t mean it and he regrets it so , so really who is cassidy to judge ? he’s done messed up things to innocent people once or twice , even when he tries not to .
and now here they are , and cass can feel himself LOATHE the man for not letting him save her . there they are with her lifeless body in the back and even when he tries to play it cool he can hardly bring himself to look . here they are , messed up , the both of them . and cass can’t bring himself to leave , because that’s what they do , they’re messed up but they forgive each other . so he swallows , sighs . it’s such a soft thing to say , and he guesses it’s a step towards regaining friendly terms , to calm the mood .
yes , i hate you right now , but ‘ yeh want me t’ leave , padre , yeh have t’ kick me out the car . ’
sentence meme . / send one but i ain’t promising nothing
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FIGURES. tulip just wants one thing to go right in this godforsaken (naw, god ain’t even batting an eye towards this shitstain on the texan map) town. jesse’s too busy with the whole MESSIAH, PREACHER, SAVIOR OF ANNVILLE, LET ME KISS YOUR SHIT AND MAKE IT SHINE shtick, carlos is out there, living his goddamn happy life, and tulip’s, ironically enough, bruised, battered, and covered in someone else’s blood in the church of that very same asshole? ex? boyfriend? preacher. not just that, oh no, but with the goddamn vampire she’d only just fucked a few days ago. yeah, someone’s really got her on their shitlist. still, tulip’s not pissy about it, just amicably taking in the sight of the dead bastard off to the side. felt kind of good to slam him into the doors she used to loathe going into as a kid (’cos church service was so dang boring that it almost wasn’t worth going to for jesse custer), but the whole, SHOOTING CASSIDY thing hadn’t been cool on his part. “preacher? he shouldn’t be surprised, giving that his whole congregation is full of cow-killin’, gun-totin’ rednecks. probably some symbolism behind all’a this, anyway, HARK, THE LORD SHOOTETH THE BASTARD WHO TRAMPLED DOWN THE VAMPIRE,” tulip grins crookedly in the vampire’s direction, though it fades as she watches a bullet clang onto the floor, “starting to think you like getting hurt,” she huffs, not-so-gently reaching over as he’s requested to pry into his, well, bullet hole. “jesse custer may be many things, but he ain’t a man who’s never seen bloodshed before, no matter how—” she grits her teeth, digs her fingers hard into the irishman’s wound until they find purchase around the cool metal, “—holy he acts,” tulip pulls the bullet free, displaying it between her thumb and forefinger towards the vampire with a grin that’s a little too venomous, “what i wanna know is why that fucker,” she nods to the dead man, “came here lookin’ to rumble.”
‘ NOT ‘F IT’S SO HEARTLESS , NO . . . ’ a lopsided grin to the huffed statement that didn’t really call for an answer . his grimace is subtle when the bullet is removed . he’s used to it , mostly . ‘ o.k. , all those hints an’ kung fu moves are startin’ t’ seriously make me t’ink yeh two were serial killers or somethin’ . . . ’ a quizzical expression on his face , still it’s not spoken like he actually expects clarification . they’re secretive with those things , their past ( ? ) , or he is , with her it’s more like a suggestive remark to or about the preacher here or there . and it’s not like cassidy hasn’t seen him fight because that --------- is not the kind of thing he’s ever seen a holyman do . don’t even get him started on her skills . . . she’s a goddamn death angel , and those curls bob so beautifully when she destroys dreams , makes widows , etc . . . she’s something . bloody lower lip between canines as he looks down at the bullet in tulip’s hand , a jolly smile to answer her sarcastic one . ‘ t’anks eternally . ’ and then , very casual , because he has an explanation for everything ( or tries to ) : ‘ well , two t’ings : either was comin’ for me or for , well , that t’ing inside ‘im . or . . . or you ? if yah do have unfinished business somewhere . ’ brow creases , like a thought hits him , and he turns once more to look upon the body . ‘ hope he’s not like those clonin’ lads . ’ words spoken with a frown as eyes search the room without real thoroughness . should’ve come back by now though , right ? christ , he’d hate if hunters coming after him were to become the weekly reason for messing up the man’s poor church . he stretches uncomfortably at the thought , taking a long breath of the drug and then the surprisingly cool air . at least the air conditioning's currently working .
praecher !
a blatant roll of preacher’s eyes when cassidy follows his cheap lead on the clone people - bullshit ( shoulda seen it comin’, really ). the roll is followed by a quirk of his brow, the man PREPARED for whatever has to come next, & yet… ❝ WHAT THE━━━ !! ❞ a flinch as the hand lands ‘pon his cheek, disgusted air settling as jesse resolutely WIPES the sauce from his face. ❝ jesus christ, cass. ain’tchu got… actual stuff to do ? like… fixin’ the entire damn church. ❞ but where the words are blunt, his tone is CASUAL, almost amused ━ lips stretching into a thin, thin grin. ❝ thought emily’d stopped by. said she had somethin’ for you t’ do. somethin’ about… finally puttin’ your skills to some use. ━━━ hope she wasn’t talkin’ ‘bout a sauce. ❞
PLAN EXECUTED , AND HIS LAUGH comes as a somewhat dirty sound . the yelp satisfies , but even though preacher doesn’t turn the other cheek , the microscopic grin is preferred to resentfulness . he could start to like it --------- jesse oblivious to , or well refusing to believe the vampirism thing . blood on him , the image doesn’t yet inflict nightmares . a refreshing thought . could maybe even make friends like that . ‘ oh , she does , ’ hands dried on the apron , he’s on his way back into the kitchen where the stove top is covered with the same shade of red ( one little accident , forgot the lid ) ‘ but can’t climb on the roof while the SUN 's out , naturally , so i’m makin’ us dinner . is tulip comin’ over ? ’ she , that is , one of the things that makes this place awfully exciting , murder eyes and denial towards him aside . them / those two , they might not talk enough about their feelings , is what he thinks . communication is key .
disastercorvid !
❝ VANDALISM? ❞ Voice dripped with curiosity as his head came tilted in confusion and jet black eyes stared at the creature not blinking for seemingly endless moments until a nod was given. Naive bird, always determined to learn as he seemingly took each new syllable committed to memory. ❝ Do we actually hit something there ? ❞
‘ SO Y' DO KNO' ABOUT vandalism ! ’ brows shoot up in relief . ‘ well , possibilities include but aren’t limited to : baseball bat , chainsaw if yeh’re hittin’ a hardware store first and are PREPARED to go away for a very long time , let’s see . . . hammer ? . . . or just the good old arm beef . ’ a pat on the man’s biceps and a palm already on the other’s back as he proceeds to lead him away . ‘ quick note : we just have to be done before sunlight . ’
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SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).
SIX WORDS .
❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞
TEN WORDS .
❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞
‘ NEVER HEARD O’ VANDALISM ?? ’ and here he’d been , passionately laying bare for the other the DEEDS of proinsias cassidy before ww2 had even begun , when a near impossible notion hits him with disturbing disbelief . ‘ yeh kno’ that means we HAVE to hit the town now so i can show yah . ’
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