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No longer Neurotypical by Osamu Dazai
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Low/no empathy culture is being scared of people you know passing away, purely because you wouldn't be able to react or feel anything towards it.
low/no empathy culture is
God. Real. Sorry man, I'm going to ramble extensively about my experiences on your post. Feel free to ignore.
I find I'm more fluctuating/weird empathy than no/steady low, which Fucking Sucks Ass because I can't even provide a steady amount of responsiveness. Affective empathy fucks me over hardest. The rest of it is probably flawed as well, wouldn't be surprised. I can't quite tell which other types of empathy aren't doing so hot.
TWs: SUI, DEATH, HOSPITALISATION, GRIEF, RELIGION, DEHUMANIZATION, JUST A LOT
?? empathy culture is struggling to identify "empathy" from "sympathy" and struggling to sense when you're feeling The Emotion (cause you can't tell which it is) regarding most real life situations, but then bawling your eyes out when watching a movie or reading a book where someone dies, even if you've just met them.
Like, what is even happening? *shakes brain* Please, I need answers! /lh
you might find the term fictoempathy useful?
Having psychosis but not "glaringly obvious" psychosis is weird. I did start to wonder about myself years ago, but went into denial about my symptoms quickly and easily because it's not like I was having vivid hallucinations. I've never held a conversation with someone who's not there, for example. And this is somewhat my bad for only having a stereotyped understanding of what psychosis can look like.
For me though, my schizospec/psychosis symptoms look like this:
Perceptual distortions: Hearing or seeing things incorrectly. Everyday sounds morph into people talking to me, usually with indistinguishable words/ babble. Images are distorted or skewed. It takes me a moment to recognize an object sometimes, even with clear visibility.
Mild hallucinations: I'll hear music playing quietly or electronic noises, see shadows or shapes at the corner of my eye or as a flash that immediately vanishes. Sometimes I think I see a bug crawling near me but when I go to look directly at it, there's nothing there. I'll smell things that aren't there, and sometimes even feel touch - though I attribute that mostly to C-PTSD. The most vivid hallucination I can ever remember having was a door slamming.
Ideas of reference: I sometimes interpret things as having some kind of "special" meaning to me. I see "signs" and tend to view things in a superstitious way. I see things as good or bad omens. I think random events are some part of fate. When I'm not doing it I can see how irrational that is, but it happens anyway.
Paranoia and delusions: My prime example of this is a reoccurring belief that my therapist doesn't think I have DID at all and is only playing along for some unknown and malicious reason. When under enough stress, I've also been afraid to take medicine in case it's been tampered with or someone is trying to drug me with the wrong dose.
Overall, my psychotic symptoms get noticeably worse with stress or lack of sleep. I can go for long periods of time with virtually no psychosis at all, but it always reoccurs.
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Deltacember Day 2: Vessel
Part 2 of this
this came to me in a dream
Someone went in, someone went out
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