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miithridatism

cagcdbird

@vampirekilling

#the bird and the beast;#it theeem #cagcdbird

musingmemes

jealous / possessive meme

“ you’re mine. you hear me? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ why is she/he calling you? ”

“ do they know we’re together? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ i don’t want you seeing them anymore ”

“ did she/he make a pass at you? ”

“ i know you were with her/him ”

“ you belong to me ”

“ i can’t believe you were with her/him ”

“ i don’t like the way he’s/she’s looking at you ”

“im NOT jealous ”

“ i thought you only had eyes for me ”

“ he/she can’t make you feel the way i make you feel ”

“ you’re too good for her/him ”

“is there someone else?”

“ you were flirting with them ”

“ they were flirting with you ”

“ i don’t want you talking to them again ”

“ i can’t stop picturing you with him/her ”

“ the thought of you with him/her makes me sick ”

“ tell me i have nothing to worry about ”

The corpse of a vampire lay in front of them and was dissolving. “I had no idea that my husband was a vampire. He must have hidden it very well,” Rivah said and placed her pale hand against her cheek, the note in her voice spoke of worry and grief. “We have never talked about private things.” There was no reason for it since she had been the reason for his state way back in the days. “What will happen next, good hunter?”

bound length of leather weaved itself in his grip; the downed vampire had been the host responsible for the disappearance of a score of women. yet fate tied another factor into the mix. before him as well had been the creature’s wife. skepticism buried itself flush to him, the likelihood she could even plead innocence had been slim to his perceptions.

rounding on her the hunter drew closer. lingering, his gaze routed itself to her throat as his touch extended. bold yet invasive calloused digits tilted her jaw from left to right. any resistance had surely been likely even as he remained firm. studious, his gaze hadn’t wavered as every inch of visible flesh had been taken under scrutiny.

“ my apologies if i seem doubtful of your innocence. these creatures are nefarious in their machinations. has he ever bitten you? ”

#format later.#frostweaved

" ugh ... men ... "

digits captured a wooden cup stationed beside his dinner for the evening. the young woman’s abrupt exclamation nearby radiated irritation. he had little desire to infringe upon her escape; rather the abrupt sound of approaching footsteps painted an unfolding portrait of what she’d suffered through.

drunken fools. she no doubt could handle her own however as his hand reached for his cup one of the suspected trio had stolen it. muscles had twitched in response, his form still seated.

“ my drink. ”

#format later.#vjestica

loisnclark

Send “🔥?” and my muse will admit whether they find your muse attractive or not.

spctlessminds

based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’

i apologize for the lack of activity; i’m currently making an Artorias blog. feel free to like this for me to send simon to your inbox.

lupichorous

VICAR AMELIA aest edits › 01.

#promo.

#visage;

phantomemes

starters / prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work , between you and these bones . feel free to change pronouns / tenses as necessary .

‘ the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes ’

‘ how i soften when you pull me against you ’

‘ you are teaching me to love ’

‘ i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes ’

‘ you perhaps will become my swan song ’

‘ it is a very human thing to love ’

‘ you are my good days ’

‘ i have been loved dearly ’

‘ i promise you will not always be this war ’

‘ thank god for the stubbornness of organs ’

‘ it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you ’

‘ there will always be another day ’

‘ there will always be another mercy ’

‘ perhaps i will take up dancing again ’

‘ what a pretty little disaster you will be ’

‘ i am terrified for you ’

‘ i will fold inside of myself ’

‘ today i am thankful ’

‘ i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake ’

‘ come and get me ’

‘ i tell myself i do not need you ’

‘ i think i broke again last night ’

‘ i’m just trying to connect with you ’

‘ you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing ’

‘ burn the house down in search of yourself ’

‘ don’t you dare ever stop looking ’

‘ i struggle not to feel guilty ’

‘ you are a wild , unkempt thing ’

‘ sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing ’

‘ find that you are made of russian nesting dolls ’

‘ the trees are always kindest with spring comes ’

‘ teach yourself the hymns again ’

‘ he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips ’

‘ this life is an altar ’

‘ i am sorry i do not have more time ’

‘ there is a mountain in me ’

‘ by the morning i am a triumph ’

‘ there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat ’

‘ today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across ’

‘ there are many things that will fit beneath your skin ’

‘ forgiveness does not take up much room ’

‘ some days you will breathe and it will be enough ’

‘ you do not have to hold it quite so tightly ’

‘ there is a prayer in me , still ’

‘ you scare me a little ’

‘ you can be a good thing and not a whole thing ’

‘ there are flowers in my chest again ’

‘ the rain comes and sounds like you ’

‘ i cannot tell you why i still trust god ’

‘ find peace and build a home out of it ’

‘ there is never an end ’

like this for an inbox starter.

selinakylebat

Jason Momoa in Wolves (2014).

#visage;

cagcdbird

❝Sometimes human places, create inhuman monsters.❞ — Stephen King, The Shining.

ind. original character. / written by artorias. / science fiction & cosmic horror themes.

BIOGRAPHY. / RULES. / VERSES.

#promo.

"Yet another overconfident hunter."

the masked hunter’s words did little to sway the lone figure. a stranger to such a cursed land—discerning friend from foe alike had been a herculean task. still, such lashing upon his character only leveled simon’s gaze. any urging to draw upon the other his weapon remained stagnant save for the subtle straying of digits to his sword’s hilt.

“ are we not one in the same, hunter? ”

#format later;#vilefeather