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5teen

[aliciamaynardsworld2]

Can somebody please beat the shit out of me? Till i am fully bruised and blooded and aching.

So that i can finally feel this pain.

So that i know i can still feel.

[emotionaleating]

if i ever act like this again shoot me in the face

[rotting-bitch]

Guilt follows me like a stray dog

[youre-not-a-god]

This scene is vastly underrated

Tbh the tenderness and hesitancy in Jon’s voice in the this scene is about as close to tact as he gets and it just makes me *clenches fist* feel so many fuckin things

[pencildragons]

i love s2 jon because he’s like ‘hmmm why is martin b e i n g  n i c e  to me 🤨🤨🤨. why is he bringing me CUPS OF TEA and LOOKING AFTER ME >:|| it is suspicious i am SUSPICIOUS’ like. jon. he’s gay.

[ihaveanaversiontodecisions]

relistening to jon spiral into depression and paranoia and start sacrificing himself even more is actually so sad. "Martin doesn't want me working not even a month after I had worms corkscrewed out of me. is he hiding something?" no, Jon. you're just obviously deteriorating rapidly and he's concerned. shit reminds me that tma is a tragedy and that it doesn't stay as silly as s1 starts out :(

[yoki-loves-stars]

POV you’re Jude Perry

[scrybe-of-death]

Jon was later found in his office blushing madly with his face slammed into the desk and the crumpled poem clutched close to him

[isaac-ezekiel]

Martin, greeting everyone pleasantly as he enters the archives:

Jon, glowering from his office for no reason: I hate the sonofabitch.

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Statement: Can you be haunted by the spider who ruined your childhood?

Jon: *haunted by the spider who ruined his childhood* This is bullshit. Never happened. Likely drugs. Nope. Next.

[70-nn-13]

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

Just relapsed after 6 months

[jirairot-deactivated20241209]

Why is repeating thoughts and specific rituals called manifestation when it's for good grades or smth but when I repetitively think of absolutely horrendous situations and cause irreparable physical damage to myself to prevent those situations from happening it's called mental illness smh

[aropride]

[sunderingstars]

ocd is literally just having a guy in your head that torments you with false prophecies & visions

[sunkissedpages]

[sunkissedpages]