Aleah ♡ Free Palestine

I try sometimes. other times, I rot ● finally made an account so I can actually interact with this app ● she/her :)

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help i cant stop thinking about superbat

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superman... save me superman...

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thing I doodled through sniffles after I had a crazy breakdown and had to watch batman videos to calm down and feel better

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RIP Charles Rowland you would have loved superman 2025

[venivampyr]

Don't you think if I could force myself to do it, I'd do it??? It's the vague idea that disabled people can just 'push through it' and overcome some kind of moral failing that leaves me fucking furious. It's not a moral failing, it's not something we're choosing to do. It's out of our control! The fact that I cannot do certain things isn't because I'm not trying hard enough.

[arthur-lesters-spine]

The idea that John and Arthur are an exploration of how platonic love is just as powerful as romantic love and the thought that John and Arthur should fuck sloppy style are ideas that can and should coexist. Methinks

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I watched deadboy detectives yesterday, and im losing my mind (thanks @the-aj-archives ) im working on a bigger piece of these two, but I could NOT get their features right, so I did a little study :) love these guys

RAMBLINGS AHEAD BEWARE:

ofc I have to yap, too.

it was such a good show!! to be completely honest I tried to watch the first episode a few months ago and just couldn't get into it (im very sensitive to second hand embarrassment/ cringe) but im so glad my friend asked me to watch it with them! I get bored of shows easily but that didnt happen to me with this one. it was a really fun, sweet, fantastical plot with the most damaged characters you can imagine and im so pissed ill never see their happy ending on screen.

the character development, writing, and acting was so incredible! I was laughing at them mocking eachothers accents one second and bawling my eyes out the next. I really appreciate that the fact that theyre children wasnt lost. they made so many dumb decisions, and it was so refreshing to be yelling at the TV screen for something in character. I loved that they all got their moments of teenage angst and genuine struggle, and that they had space in the storyline to be messy and complicated and traumatized. despite going through crazy, fantastical things daily, the root of their issues were all rooted in mundane, fairly common experiences and that made them feel grounded in reality even while walking through mirrors and using psychic powers. also.

also shout out costuming department for 1. all of the cool outfits and 2. giving charles and edwin fuck ass shoes. like the ugliest shoes imaginable. theyre the type of guys to have ugly shoes and i appreciate that

AND THE YEARNING. THE YEARNING. actually insane that these teenage boys went that long without realizing their feelings for eachother but ig thats what growing up in a homophobic (and ultra homophobic) time period will do to you. I have so many hozier songs for them. for all of them actually.

if anyone actually read this far I am so sorry I am in a pem crash and at the point that I cannot sleep so ive been awake for like. 20 ish hours. this is very likely not coherent I just love this show so much

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me/cfs is so dumb because the silliest things trigger PEM. I put myself in a PEM crash because I spent too much time drawing. in bed. laying down. didnt think that was possible actually

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art fight!!!

its crazy how much I've improved in the past year (and how many freaking references I had to update 😭😭) im so excited !!

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the shadows around Thomas form angel wings in the stairwell scene. btw. and a halo above his head. with human shadows from bellini and sabbadin on either side of him. if anyone cares

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oh Arthur, why are you so relatable in your worst moments? why can't you be relatable when you're being cool? why must you be such a great representation of the intersection of suicidality and stubborn hope?

Miles to go before I sleep or whatever the fuck oh Harlan Guthrie when I get you for making me care about a fictional character this much

[ihaveanaversiontodecisions]

ever see a post so stupid and mean spirited and generally wrong that it inspires u to do something good to balance it out? like fuck you the people of the world are actually kind and hopeful. fuck you I just donated to the cause you hate. fuck you im reading a book now.

"I know people are kind because I am kind" or whatever. spite fueled good is still good. suck my dick and lick the viscera from my bleeding heart. being nice IS hard and it's everyone's human responsibility to try it

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silly batman and Robin doodle before bed :) they're so shape

anyway i can't get over the idea of a young dick, angry at Bruce in their civillian lives and actively grieving the death of his parents, who still offers to hold Bruce's hand when they have to walk down an alleyway because he can sense something is different about Bruce and knows what it's like to be "afraid" of something that seems so small

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silly superbat sketches because they're eating my brain

"thank you superman 2025 casting director" we all say in unison

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Viktor "I'm a grown man stop infantilizing me" Arcane vs Jayce "IM NOT INFANTILIZING YOU IM BEING CHIVALROUS" Talis

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jayvik doodles because I need to exorcize them from my brain

[rotflea]