[vampyreambrosia]

the passenger (2023) + the last temptation of christ (1988) + ethel cain's family tree (intro) instrumental

im not even gonna try to explain this one

[gnawu]

freak | ranson

[vampyreambrosia]

just realized Ethel is an anagram of Lethe, the personification of oblivion and also the name of the river of forgetfulness. oh.

[vampyreambrosia]

oh okay so eating makes me sick and not eating also makes me sick. god's perfect fucking creation ig

[notdayle]

Me and my girlfriend did a lil photo shoot in our regalia back in December

[notdayle]

Oh we’re engaged now btw 💍

[robotslovedeath]

open up

[vampyreambrosia]

this is such a perfect day to be so sick I can't leave the house :)

[nightofthecreeps]

I am so scared.

MIKEY AND NICKY 1976 | dir. Elaine May

[vampyreambrosia]

and this is not a therapy or medication situation. it's my living conditions. they're shit. and I'm too poor and mentally unstable to leave

[vampyreambrosia]

I have to constantly be bartering which one will cause me the least panic in any particular moment

[vampyreambrosia]

and the problem is that I STILL have social anxiety I STILL feel terrible while I'm outside but I can't be inside either I don't know what the fuck to do

[vampyreambrosia]

even looking at PICTURES OF WALLS is freaking me out!!!

[vampyreambrosia]

uh-oh I think my social anxiety and borderline agoraphobia is now turning into a much scarier thing... claustrophobia!! yay my former safe space is now the worst place in the world!! it's so nice to feel like I'm in a torture prison all hours of the day inside my own house!!

[funstyle]

i legiterately always feel like that person on reddit who posted "is it weird if i go on a walk like is everyone gonna be freaked out". i feel like that every minute of every day

[killxbunnyyy]

Hey sorry if I’m kinda weird I was supposed to be dead by now

[vampyreambrosia]

some cute queer movies for when you want to feel love and warmth and celebrate how awesome it is to be queer <3

[robotslovedeath]

study ft. benson