i want nothing more

vani, they/them, 18 || requests OPEN (see rules) || header: @milomeon

[vanikolya]

RULES & UPDATES [last big update: 11/08/22]

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GENERAL INFO & RULES

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masterlist + tiktok account @scribblingaster for more genshin impact content

requests: OPEN! however, literally only open for sigma from bsd (or if you have a request for multiple bsd characters including sigma ig) bc im SO EXCITED about his anime debut

(i accept headcanons, alphabet headcanons)

working on 9 request(s)

other request prompts: flower prompts

rules: 

no nsfw requests! i am asexual myself and whilst i could write these, they make me heavily uncomfortable afterwards

requests based around sensitive topics are taken, the posts will be stated with trigger warnings accordingly. 

this blog is character x reader, not character x oc or character x character, so please do not request for ship content!

i write gender neutral! i'm not even really sure how to include gender into most headcanons to be honest, but you can feel free to specify a gender if you think it might be something that comes up

since i dont write smut anyway, i will write for any character 13 and up, unless they're one of those "i know she looks 8 but shes immortal and actually 1000 its fine" characters. characters with no canon age who are 13-18 coded are also fine

before requesting, check my fandom lists to see where i'm up to with that show, whether i've read the manga or not, so that spoilers for me can be kept to a minimum!

this is more of a notice, however, if your request somehow breaks these rules, or otherwise cannot be written, i will be answering it to say so, just so you are aware i won't be accepting your request, and that i'm not just taking long.

another not really a rule, but; this blog is not on a schedule, i am a full time worker with adhd and autism and it can be likely your request will get delayed either due to my work, bad focus and time management, or simply because i'm not currently as focused on the fandom of interest as i used to be, as i only really focus on one or two quite intensely at a time (although i've found my interests are more of a rotation of my favorites, it's very likely i'll come back to old unanswered requests). i understand if this makes you less eager to request from me specifically! at the end of the day, we're all just doing this for fun, so if you're willing to risk the wait then i'm grateful for your request and if not, i hope you find someone else to take it! /gen 🥰

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FANDOMS

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unless specified, please assume i haven’t read the manga for any of these shows where the manga goes on longer than the anime! i plan to read those and would appreciate not being spoiled.

the world ends with you (i haven't finished neo yet but i do have it! :D)

genshin impact (+webtoon) (i wont write for sayu as whilst she is 15 i think she is often categorised with the younger children and has a younger child model so its just my personal pref)

omori (i have not played the omori route yet)

tears of themis

spy x family

jet set radio (for what its worth, considering i know only like one person who likes this LMAO)

the disastrous life of saiki k

case study of vanitas (+up to volume 10)

bungo stray dogs (+up to volume 23)

black butler (+manga)

hetalia

magi (+manga)

assassination classroom

free! iwatobi swim club

tdiapt/hataraku maou-sama

death note

yuri on ice

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[raineyy]

Rb for daily health and prosperity

[rust-official-deactivated202605]

always punch nazis

always reblog punching nazis

[vanikolya]

might come back ... anyway heres a tdiapt x breaking bad meme my friend nico made

[orpheusian-deactivated20240509]

just spoiled vanitas no carte for myself nice job dumbass

[guiltrose-deactivated20180203]

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

[ryartchus]

[vanikolya]

I LOVE ALL OF YOUR ART SM AND THIS ONE IS AMAZING

[vanikolya]

Req: sigma x reader who uses a walker (one of these⬇️)

cw: none

reader info: any pronouns, no gendered language used, uses a walker

notes: i'm sorry i completely forgot this was here ngl

SIGMA WITH AN S/O WHO USES A WALKER

if he didn't know you when you first got your walker, he doesn't press at all to know why you have it or what it's for, which is generally kind of refreshing considering how nosy some people can get

makes sure to check online if you're ever going somewhere new to make sure it's accessible first

he isn't averse to telling people off for misusing things that you need, like if someone's kids are playing on a ramp up to somewhere and their parents won't tell them to let you past ("who plays on a ramp" idk i used to run up and down them as a kid 😭)

if you ever go on walks, he always joins you just to make sure things are alright and if anything happens you aren't on your own, whether it's you struggling with something or people being twatty

very adamant that you tell him if he's accidentally being patronising; he wants to offer help when you need it, not baby you, so knowing means he can adjust his behaviour to properly fit you

doesn't really treat you any different beyond that, honestly, or see you as a burden. he's generally a very patient, caring person. he loves you the exact same as he would if you didn't need to use a walker

[wonderstruck]

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

[vanikolya]

hi sorry yall

i have exams (like my real proper exams LMAO) so I'll probably start writing again after they're done with (i say, not revising, but i could do without writing stress so I'm not gonna try and come back righttt now xD)

[philzokman]

i think chuuya would put dazai in a jar if he could

[queer-as-in-slightly-odd]

hyperspecific poll - reblog to distribute pls ☺️

I haven't lived anywhere more than a year since high school

I have seen whales and / or dolphins in the wild

most of my autistic difficulties are sensory

I have never seen any jurassic park movies

I have over 1500 hours logged in a single video game

I have listened to every ABBA album

I actively enjoy drinking cows' milk

I own a musical instrument but don't have the living space to play it

two or more of these apply to me (put which ones in the tags!)

none of these apply to me

Voting ended onApr 21, 2023

[vanikolya]

Idea: armed detective agency sigma x reader who works the night shift

cw: none

reader info: any pronouns, no gendered terms used

notes: fun fact! in my friends group chat, i have to say "sigma bsd" instead of just "sigma" or my friend mari will post gifs of sigma overwatch. also thanks for your request! i adore ada!sigma fr

ADA!SIGMA WITH A READER WHO WORKS THE NIGHT SHIFT

honestly the two of you only properly met by chance, he'd seen you around every now and then of course but nothing really to warrant anything more than conversations about work

however, sigma happened to be staying late to finish up some work on a day you were working

an unexpected shock for you ngl, expecting everyone to be gone by the time you showed up and then just seeing a whole guy still sitting there

if he scared you he feels really bad and will apologise a few times 😭

i'm imagining a night shift at the agency as like; finishing up any odd jobs that weren't finished during the day, doing any outstanding paperwork and organising, honestly mostly just a role created so there would be people in the office at night to call people in in case of a mafia attack

so generally pretty slow. and kind of boring ngl, especially when having to do it alone

ever diligent with his work, sigma sits in a comfortable silence with you as you each do your own tasks, but when he's done and about to go home, he stops to ask if it's just you on this shift, and offers to stay and keep you company since he's not working tomorrow, so staying up wouldn't be so bad

bro insists fr

he helps you with your work where he's able to, and by the time it's done and you're technically just there in the case of an emergency, you start talking and getting to know each other

kunikida (yes he is always the first in in a morning don't tell me otherwise) sees sigma leaving with you when your shift is over and bros baffled god help this man

sigma probably booked himself a lecture of "ok doing extra for your job is good and shows enthusiasm but that doesn't mean taking an extra shift unannounced and unpaid straight after your actual shift thats not good for you" from kunikida with that stunt but oh well

becomes a weekly thing that he'll just join you for that shift since he isn't working the next day

likes walking you home to the silly little agency provided apartments at the end of the shift- eventually, after you've gotten to know each other enough for that to not be strange

at some point he ends up telling you about his old casino, opening up about how he still sometimes struggles with trust despite the ada having been a safe space for him, and how he's thankful that he's been able to make friends with you and that you both enjoy spending time together

anyway so not long after that little heart to heart about being good friends you start dating- SJDJFJ

i don't think he's the type of person to make a big deal out of the fact you're dating- like no big announcement, not really any announcement. it's not really something he wants to keep secret he just doesn't want to seem like he's showing off

the only people on his shift who know are probably atsushi (sigma and atsushi are besties don't tell me otherwise), ranpo (because of course he would) and dazai- i feel like sigma would mention it to dazai after some time but he already would have known bc idk he seems really good at picking up on things he'd probably clock how happy sigma is about things to do with you etc

he gets super worried and goes to like stay with you if he hears that like someone tried to infiltrate the agency while you were on shift

like even if he knows you're not hurt. he wants to stay with you to make sure you feel safe and not alone

if you are hurt though? he's so gentle and caring. if it's not something so bad that you'd need yosano's treatment, he'll do everything he can to look after you until you're better

he's never really done this before but he's trying his best. and it's also really sweet and wholesome ;u;

someone needs to give him back the several guns he used to own (i still think it's hilarious that he's randomly pulled out 3 guns in the manga so far) though so he can protect you if someone breaks in when you're on shift together

i feel like stay at home dates would be common, they're easier to do with little to no planning and are generally more spontaneous which fits your conflicting work schedules

sigma also doesn't want you to be too tired out by going on a day out and be tired for your shift 😭

baking probably cookies, cuddling while watching a film, etc

he'd probably also stay over with you a lot, not too much to be overbearing, but still often. as due to work schedules he wants to make the most out of free time- when you're willing- to spend time with each other

just, like.. you're there. and you're probably the first person he's been with, and there's just something comforting about being able to be with you (he's touch starve-)

[sigmashuffle]

I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM ALL OVER AGAIN SEEING HIM IN THIS POSE

[lyriklm4o]

patiently waiting for more fan content of sigma now that he had his debut

[vanikolya]

my requests are open but like specifically for bsd sigma SHFJSJD

[herehavesomeheadcanons]

Guys I finally got to see the new episode. It's finally happened. SIGMA HAS BEEN ANIMATED!!!!!! AAAAAAAA MY BELOVED BABY BOY IS FINALLY HERE!!!!

So, in honor of his anime debut, I present:

Sigma Being Needy for Affection~

🤍🎰 Let's be real here, this poor man is incredibly touch-starved. He was first found by human traffickers, passed around like a bad flu, and almost murdered several times by the people who wanted to use him for his ability. Not a fun life.

🤍🎰 It should come as no surprise that he almost starts crying the first time you hug him. This is the first gentle touch he's ever had. Literally. Within seconds he's addicted.

🤍🎰 Cuddle him. please. And stroke his hair. He'll be so happy. This poor, sweet man works so hard all the time. Just let him relax and unwind.

🤍🎰 Poor Sigma has so much work to do every day that when he can finally take time off, he's beyond needy. He'll cling to you like a desperate puppy. It's impossible for you to say no to his pleading voice and adorable face!

🤍🎰 He isn't very subtle with showing you how needy he is. He'll walk up and hug you from behind, nuzzling into your shoulder. He'll also grab your hand and press it against his cheek. If you're sitting down, he'll sit next to you and practically climb into your lap (even if you're a lot smaller than him!).

🤍🎰 If he could, he would cuddle you for HOURS on end. It doesn't matter if you're watching TV, talking, napping, or just enjoying each other's presence. He just wants to be held, or to hold you. Either works, so long as you're as close to him as physically possible.

🤍🎰 Tell him how wonderful he is and how much you love him. He will melt.

🤍🎰 Force him to take time off from his work sometimes. Heaven knows he needs a break, but he always pushes himself way past his limits. Literally drag him away if you have to.

🤍🎰 Make him a nice dinner (if you can, otherwise just procure nice food somehow). Afterwards, just smother him in affection. Snuggle him on the couch or bed and kiss every inch of his face. Stroke his hair and rub his back. Make that boy feel loved and cared for!

🤍🎰 He's going to fall asleep in your arms. All the time. He's so tired, and being cuddled up against you makes him feel so relaxed. I don't see why you would complain, he's simply adorable!

🤍🎰 Please just give him the love and affection he deserves, he's such a wonderful man. He needs to be loved on.

[vanikolya]

bro deserves the world and i cant believe he hasnt been given it yet

[vanikolya]

its 4am i have class in 5 hours but also did you know that space boyfriend had band merch and one of the eps had a cassette release *passes out*

[vanikolya]

i dont remember posting this