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[vanillabuni]

06.25.26

haven't been active recently, lol..

i've just been up reading fics and wattpad stories lwk, there are some hidden gems on there surprisingly...

oh well, maybe if something exciting happens i'll come back,,,

[vanillabuni]

06.11.26

feel sick thinking abt him

i've almost given him up

[vanillabuni]

06.05.26

i am starting to miss him a bit. dreamt abt him last night telling me that I couldn't go long without him

one-sided crush got me fucked up :/

i know it's bad, that's why i keep ghosting him

but i wonder if he thinks of me

probably not lmao

[vanillabuni]

05.27.26

i hate being the other friend. I cannot name one person who would say i was their "best friend." watching the people i talk to every single day go out with their real bffs and go on call with those people make me jealous

I know it's not given to you automatically, but when i so obviously hint to you that I would like to call or hangout, it gets ignored. like badly. and it's like, i want to have friends but it gets to a point in the friendship where the peak has reached and it's only going down from here.

they call their friends everyday and show it to me like it's nothing. I try hinting to let me join the call or something ahahahaha but i'd rather hear a "no, sorry you cant" than be ignored.

I don't want to stop the friendships at all, but i feel a little left out and there to replace somebody.

like you talk bad about these people every day to me, but still go out and hang with them. like i guess so, but it makes me bothered.

i don't want to be annoying so i dont say anything, i think i just need to go out and hang with myself.

oh well

[vanillabuni]

05.20.26

my mom is so difficult when she is tipsy. like why are you yelling across the house at 1 am. mind you, we have those new neighbors and this will make them absolutely hate us if we disturb them this dang late. There's no reason for it honestly.

she needs to stop drinking so much. i genuinely get irritated when she does because she is just annoying and obnoxious.

Other than that, the past two days have been nothing but lazing around. Hope it's better for the rest of you!!

bye :))

[vanillabuni]

05.17.26

Today was a very boring day :P. Getting back into msp tho, so I did something at least... anyways,,,

these new neighbors I have are so weird like. I live in a duplex so you can literally hear anything and everything if you put your mind to it. They have done nothing but been obnoxious, like my mom said they were just blasting music out and it was 9am... like ok fjirklafjla

I definitely think they won't make it here a month or so... they literally moved stuff in during the middle of the night. I try not to judge, but they have just been soo bothersome and loud, I just want to eughghghhg

but thats about it for today. I feel very tired honestly, I might take a big ol NAP lmfaooaoa

bye bye :'3

[vanillabuni]

05.16.26

Deciding to start this little blog for myself! You're more than welcome to follow and communicate, but I just feel like going anonymous and start posting about some days that might impact me.

I will go by "A" for now, don't want people outside of here to know it's actually me posting lolol

But I hope I can make some friends or just be there for somebody!!

If you want to know more about me, you're more than welcome to ask!

bye til next time!!! ♡