The Letter S

I'm a little bit hippie, eclectic and weird. I love tarot and oracle cards. I work to bring the most positive energy in to my life that I can. I love to paint furniture and I'm a solo mama to the most amazing girl in the world 🌱

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Isn't she beautiful.

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Omfg xD

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🙌🏼

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A Peek Inside the Life of a Florist

Florist and photographer of Erin Benzakein of Floret Flowers showcases daily the simple pleasures of being a florist in Washington. 

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31.8.16 (1109h)

I'm doing my best now to start looking after me. Today was a wake up call. I can't keep going the way I have. I need to take care of my body and my soul. I've made an appointment with a spiritual centre to learn how to meditate and get a spiritual healing done. I think it'll be absolutely wonderful for me.

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22.4.16 (2219h)

I still can't believe you did this. You ruined everything. We had the perfect happy family. And you fucking ruined everything. It's despicable that I haven't healed yet. It's any wonder I can't move on. I still relate every angry love song to you. I still think about you so often. Half of the person I love the most belongs to you. I still don't know how to really live without you. I survive, sure. But I have no idea how to live. I'm tired of being broken. It's time to say goodbye.

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Clean, homemade teriyaki sauce for a stir frying. Chicken Teriyaki with Quinoa 😍

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21.4.16 (1539h)

Today was a wonderful day. I helped out in my daughters class (which I was coerced in to by her teacher but I'm glad I did!) and did the best grocery shop of my life. Gone are the days of artificial sugar. I bought a NutriNinja Mini for smoothies, heaps of fruit and veg, lots of organic... I'm very pleased with myself! I can't wait to fill my body with delicious soul food. It's like a sea change for the soul!

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Lela Dog at Beachmere Beach 🐶

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20.4.16 (1611h)

Today has been a good day. I went to the beach with my dog, watched her run around with my housemates dog, and she was so beautifully graceful. I tried to keep myself in the moment. The beach always makes me calm. Afterwards I came home and wanted to sleep, but instead tidied my entire room. I feel completely rested now. I've also started meal replacement shakes, to kick start some quick weight loss. I'm done being this version of me. I want to be better and happier and healthier and this is the best start I can get for that. I'm happy today.

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19.4.16 (0931h)

Today is a better day.  Today is a day where things don’t seem impossible. They seem reasonable and I feel optimistic again. I want more days like these.  I am loving the chill of Autumn in the morning. I am loving the warmth of the sun on my skin while the cool air refreshes my mind.  Today, I feel like there is more. There is something big I’m destined for, I just haven’t found it yet. Somewhere amazing where I belong that I haven’t discovered yet. Something absolutely beautiful, life changing and incredible that I just am not aware of yet. And as long as I keep hanging on to that, there is hope for me yet.  Today I will focus on me. I will spend all day if I have to in front of this computer screen until I have found something that makes me soul tick. Something that may just be amazing to have in my life. 

Today I will make my soul happy. 

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Yas.

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17.4.16 (2313h)

You know those times where you Insta-stalk people and you end up just wishing you were them? Or really anyone but yourself? This happened again tonight. And I’m done with it. I know people aren’t their Insta posts and I know they probably have issues of their own, but I’m sick of feeling inferior, and I’m sick of thinking “I wish that was me” instead of it actually BEING me. The thing is this: I CAN be that. I CAN be healthy and make clean foods. I CAN go on day trips and I CAN have cute BFFs to selfie with. I can do anything I want to do. And I’m going to stop letting that fog of depression tell me otherwise.

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15.4.16 (0140h)

Every night without fail. I'll go to sleep, and wake up 15-20 mins later having had some awful nightmare. I have no idea how, since the body doesn't shift in to REM sleep until long after 20 mins. Last nights and tonight's were particularly bad. I won't go in to details but I'm sick to death of seeing my loved ones dying. They're so real and vivid. Hopefully I can find out why this happens and stop it from happening.