Lifeless Without Being Dead

My name is Austin, but I call myself Varaati (pronounced Vuh-RAH-tee). I practice witchcraft. I'm 18 as of right now. My birthday is August 10. My best friends are: Myranda aka Sicknsane and Meridith aka personalxxspacexxinvader :) I'm pansexual, I love chicken, and food is my life. I make handmade jewelry for sale as well :) I also write a LOT of poetry, most of it free verse. Poetry soothes me, and it is a good tool to get my feels out. However, I can only write when the words come to me. Otherwise it is shitty. Also, I love to make use of rainbow language. "Cunt" is BY FAR my favorite cuss word. ❤️💛💚💙💜That's about it for me :3

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HOW MAJESTIC

who is the artist?!?!

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Sometimes you can fix the broken, but never the shattered.... Knowing the difference is key to those of us who are natural healers and are drawn to non-whole people.

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THIS <3

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I’ve got nothing to say but it’s okay.

The Beatles, Good Morning, Good Morning (via music-and-quotes)

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At least I got it while I am still a teen, that's a win for me 💁🏽‍♂️ #adulting #hojefoiumbomdia #almost20 #lookatmyphoto #slayedonyoubxtches #poppin #feelingmyself #ididit #soproudofmyself #imlegalagain 😂✌🏽

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🎶Agrada alguns, naturalmente outros vão detestar Mas eu faço por mim, errado é se eu mudar pra te agradar🎶 #FeelingMyself #firsttypicalwhitegirlpic #datenight #offday #weekend #love #sushi #pansexual #panpride #leo #iknowislay #almost20 #brasileiro #noitedivertida #brasileironoseua

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I'm so blessed to have come so far and to have so many positive influences in my ever-ongoing battle with addiction. I can honestly say that after almost a year and a half, my cravings for cocaine are almost non-existent. Having been born addicted to drugs, I grew up my whole life being told by my doctors and psychiatrist that if I ever started using them the likelihood of me stopping was slim to none. I'm proud to say that I've beaten those odds and am still going strong! Next milestone: Exactly 1 1/2 years! I'm so close 💙 #addiction #recovery #recovering #recoveringaddict #positive #love #light #happiness #peace #healthier #happierthanever #bestself #drugfree #livingmybestlife #straightandnarrow #sobertime

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Just doing God's work, you know me. Praise Him x #grindr #grindrtroll #trolling #funny #bless #godisgood #lmfao #poorguy #weirdo #heneedsomemilk #christian #trollingforchrist #hallelujah 😂😂😂😂😂😂

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Dragon fruit for dinner? Yes 💙 It had been too long! It was so good! Next on my list of cravings: passion fruit #dragonfruit #delicious #tasty #fruitislife #memorylane #muitobom #foiperfeito #tãodoce #love #craving #fruitcravings #iwantanother

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No highlight today, my eyes are bright enough 💎👌 Bom dia, cadelas 😘 #eyespoppin #face #onpoint #feelingmyself #ontimeforonce #work #bomdia #perfeito #Thursday #quartafeira #trabalho

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"Climb High, Dive Deep, Inspire Others, Stay Strong, and Protect Your Own" I broke out the old tattoo machine and decided I'd enter the New Year with a few personal reminders of how I aspire to live my life 💙 #tattoos #newink #newyear #meaningfultattoos #wisereminders #climbhigh #divedeep #inspireothers #staystrong #protectyourown #futharkrunes #runes #runetattoos #fingertattoo #love #happynewyear

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THIS IS ME AF "At least I came and showed my respect 😂✌️" #ungrateful #iwaslate #butimhere #ishoweduptho #work #funny #meme #hopoffmyass #begratefulievencame #yourewelcome #countyourblessings

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Oh, my hair is black, I hadn't noticed. #newyear #newme #blackhair #dontcare #nofilter #eyespoppin #newphonewhodis