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✦ Kate (27 • 09 • 2000) ✦ Dresses in black, paints in color ✦ Author of Searheart (Romantasy; novel) ✦ Dreaming it into a manga ✦

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My first Mermay! This drawing took me about 3 weeks, huh. Rin and Kenji. They’re half-fish here. And they’re in love. Cute.

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I tried this trend, tell your cat I said pspspsps 🤲

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Brush test She's just a baby ❤️

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Hands practice 👏

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Happy B-day to my boy Akira 🍰 Kids growing up so fast 🐯

Be prepared for more goofyaaah content here, trust me xD

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Today is a truly special day - I’ve just finished publishing the SEARHEART series on Wattpad… and I’m honestly a bit lost for words. ✨

It’s been an incredible journey. For 58 weeks (that’s over a year!), I shared new chapters with you regularly. I put a lot of work into it — drawing, editing, polishing every detail — but most of all, my heart. And none of it would have meant nearly as much without your support, your messages, and all the kind words I’ve received from the very beginning. Thank you so much for that!

In the coming weeks, I’m planning to send the first volume in for editing. Over this time, my writing style has evolved a bit, and I can see things I’d like to improve — but don’t worry! The story itself will stay the same. And who knows, maybe I’ll even add a few bonus chapters if I get the chance... 👀

Once again, thank you for being here — and make sure to check out the Epilogue. I’m sure it won’t disappoint ❤️

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Here’s the LXI chapter of Searheart - the finale of the story arrives next week btw! But until the very last moment, the story doesn’t let up when it comes to tension. What did you think, huh? I’ll keep you on the edge of your seat right until the end! 👀

Here you can see Lady Kohime. And who is the one standing beside her? Find out in the latest chapter. ❤️

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Draw your OCs like this I dare you XD Happy Valentine's day! 🥰

Poor Akira oh my god-

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Rendering this dress was something else :'D But I did it 🥰 It’s Thursday, so that means another chapter of Searheart — and as you can probably guess, things between Akira and Yuki are going to be adorable.

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Varllai

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"Let flowers grow in the saddest corners of your soul, and let them bloom from the wounds that you're bleeding." "And let them be lilies so bright and pure that no one will ever be able to dim their light within you." Wattpad

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It’s Rin’s birthday!

Celebrating my OC’s birthday is a small thing, but it still pushes me to create something for the occasion. So I made another manga-style test. Silly? Yes. Regrets? None 👀

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"I loved the champion. I cherished the demon. I kissed the killer. I trusted the guardian. And you... You make me feel alive. You ignite me."

Chapter LIV of Searheart stirs many intense emotions. Rin balances between love and devotion, despair and obsession, spinning in a dance of feelings that is difficult to escape unscathed. Will she survive? The answer awaits you in the latest chapter on Wattpad ♡

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Varllai

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"He's too young to suffer like this." "We all were, once."

Kiryu’s portrait felt necessary for this one 🖤

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How did you know I like red? ❤️ I love drawing them together, even when the details are time-consuming. Chapter LII is already up on Wattpad, but that’s nothing new—every Thursday 👀

We’re getting closer and closer to the end of the story. February is going to make me sad xD

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Hello in 2026! It’s just a number, really, but for some it’s a time for resolutions or changes in life. I wish you that everything goes well and that you never give up. Even if something doesn’t work out, remember - nothing is truly difficult; it just needs more time. And some things are simply beyond our control.

As for me, without allowing myself a break, just like every Thursday, I’m publishing another chapter of Searheart for you at the start of the year! Good luck to all of us! 🥂

https://linktr.ee/Varllai

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See you in the 2026!

If it weren’t for my husband, I wouldn’t have known today is Thursday xD I’ve completely lost track of time.

Because of that, I’m posting another chapter of Searheart - the last one this year. The next chapter will come out next Thursday, which will be the New Year!

Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/Varllai Linktree: https://linktr.ee/Varllai

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Art vs Artist 2025

All of this was drawn by this crab - I won’t lie to you. 🦀

Merry Christmas to everyone - spend the holidays exactly the way you want to. 🎄✨