veronica โronnieโ conrad
LITTLE BIRD BOOKS OWNER.
โ damaged people love you like you are a crime scene before a crime has even been committed. they keep their running shoes besides their souls every night, one eye open in case things change whilst they sleep. their backs are always tense as though waiting to fight a sudden storm that might engulf them. because damaged people have already seen hell. and damaged people understand that every evil demon that exists down there was once a kind angel before it fell โ
โฐ RONNIE CONRAD at THE MAPLEVIEW & LESTER UNION.ย
โย Maโamย โ I donโt see your name on the list. Can you repeat it for me?ย โ
With a scant sigh, a bothered grin situates upon nude lips. Slender digits descending to wipe at a speck of lint upon her slacks.ย
โย I just told you this, Albert โ I didnโt rsvp. So why in the fuck would they go through the trouble of adding my name, hm? Thereโs a grocery list of about a million other things I should be doing right nowย โ and knowing that, I thought there was no way in hell I could pause for an hour โ let alone a whole day. Hence the lack of an rrsp. Get me? โ
The statement is met with a raise of a brow from the stranger gripping the clipboard. A curbed chuckle pursuing.ย โ With all due respect then, Missย โ why exactly are you here?ย โ
She smirks; coyly this time. Tenderly pushing past him & through the front doors she says:ย โ Becauseย โ sirย โ bitches love weddings.ย โ
โA little bit of both,โ Aliyah said as she came to leave against the other side of the checkout counter as if she actually worked there.ย โWhat can I say? I missed my book dealer. Who else am I going to discuss Nikita Gill with?โ During her time abroad, Aliyah spent a lot of time alone. When she was traveling to remote and possibly dangerous locations just to get the shots she needed, she rarely took anyone with her. At least not once she got used to camping in the woods by herself. Then it felt like a special kind of freedom meant only for her, peace and serenity far away from other people. Other times she actually missed having conversations. Not light discussion or small talk, but realย conversations that exercised the mind.ย
Aliyah beamed at her.ย โWhat do you got for me? Hopefully, something a little less macabre, because as much as I love reading about a woman going insane from isolation, Iโm in the mood from something lighthearted.โ
A smile tugs upon the corners of her lips. Slender digits ascending to pull her unkempt hair into a high bun as she pondered over the young womanโs inquiry.ย โ Wellย โ Iโve got someone by the name of McGovern? Not at all familiar with her work, but Iโve heard sheโs a hell of a lot like John Green in the pull at the heart strings and cry yourself to sleep sort of way.ย โ As she speaks, the pencil within her grasp moves across the white sheet of scrap paper. Jotting down whatever titles come to mind that seemed moderately fitting for Aliyahโs request. Handing it over to the other before resting her elbows upon the oak counter.ย โ I also have some of those incredibly cheesy Sarah Dessen books around here somewhere. If you can find themย โ theyโre all yours.ย โย
โย Soย โ are you going to tell me how youโve been these days? Or am I going to have to strain answers out of you?ย โ
LOCATION: little bird booksย
DATE & TIME: sunday / 8am
Teddyโs never been much of a reader โ what free time he has is usually devoted to reading sheet music, and practicing in accord โ but thereโs a quaintness to local bookstores to which he is particularly fond. And so he lingers by the bookshelves, hand sifting through the titles, some of which were gathering dust but in that ridiculously romantic way that somewhat dials back his irritation. Much as heโs not in the habit of reading, however, he eventually finds a novel that sparks his interest, someย Palahniuk novel about a death cult (how telling) thatโs tucked under his arm the moment heโd finished the synopsis.ย
He approaches the counter, where heโs served by a particularly disinterested cashier until he hears the chimes to indicate someone had entered the establishment. Curious to find who else would join his pre-brunch routine, Teddy turns his head and immediately has to bite down a low groan.ย Sure sheโd owned the place and whatnot, but did she really have to be here on a Sunday? Regardless, he stalks away to her direction, hastily-wrapped paper bag in hand. โI know I just paid for this,โ he begins by way of greeting, not wasting any opportunity to be a cheapskate, โbut give me a refund and I may just forgive you for a lifetimeโs worth of damages.โย
Veronica did not have to steer her engrossment to the utterance carried from behind to know who it belonged to. A flat chuckle departing from the repression of her lips as she continued to discharge paperbacks from the crate; stabilizing them neatly atop of one another.ย โ If I didnโt know any better, I would think you came here just too see me. Was your Ronnie meter getting a little too low for your liking?ย โ A sly grin is still etched upon crimson lips as she uses the heel of her foot to rotate. Facing Teddy before a descended gaze fixates on the novel he was gripping.ย โ Ah. Excellent choice. Very... fitting.ย โ This seemed to be routine, really. The sort of ribbing that an outsider would presume to be some sort of confrontation between strangers; ex comrades even. Or a married couple going through an especially sour divorce. Big shock for all who came to realization that the duo was neither though. Insteadย โ just a complicated friendship forged by a pair of individuals that had forgotten how to hate each other one day.ย
Motioning for the male to follow her lead, the rangy brunette guided them down an aisle of hardcovers. Pellucid beryl orbs browsing over threadbare spines of tired novels before hauling two from a top shelf. Presenting them to other before leaning a shoulder onto the ledge; arms folding tenderly across her chest.ย โ Youโll dig those for sure. Bock gives me majorย Palahniuk vibes and Ellis finds a way to add humor to incredibly dark, twisted situations. Which means heโs right up your alley โ She tilts her head; brown waves cascading to the side before closing off her statement with:ย โ You can thank me by teaching yourself how to iron a shirt.ย โ
Half of her soul resides outside her body. This she knows.ย
The story of Avery and Ronnie is a book bound with thread made of steelย โ when you know, you know, and ever since their first handful of meetings, Averyโs known that the world can end in droplets of fire from the heavens or disappear in a tidal wave or simply fade from existence altogether, and the constant of Ronnie will always remain the same. Itโs like a childโs prayer that she wraps her arms around at night when things are falling to shit, the sunโs rays kissing her skin in a reminder that itโs a nice day when she sits in the middle of the water and revels in the idyllic calm of serendipity. Avery can count on Ronnie. Itโs a luxury sheโs not used to having reciprocated.ย
Writingโs kept her busy, and when she resurfaces, Ronnieโs face pops up in her brain the same way a stray text message or email might grace the upper corners of her computer in notification. Sheโs the first person Avery thinks of when she thinks of just becauseย company, the idea striking while sheโs monotonously brushing her teeth in the shower. The morning is already disappearing underneath her feet, but thereโs still enough to make the most of it.ย So, she pulls herself together and swings by Coffee and Cookie on her drive, picking up the usual for the two of them. She drives with the windows down into Avalon, her fingers idly drumming against the edges of the steering wheel the entire ride up to the bookstore.ย
She climbs out of the car, one hand hosting the goods on the pads of her fingers and the other ready to service as the safety net. Shuffling through the lot, her back meets the door to coax it open and with the rush of cool air from indoors, the sense of home. โLook alive, Ronald,โ she teases, the small bell that lingers over the door playing the harmonious notes of a relatively chaotic arrival.ย โI come bearing gifts.โ Avery plants the drink tray onto the counter, brown crumpled bag precariously balanced in the empty spaces losing the battle to gravity and leaning against the pillar of a coffee cup. She grins, two rows of white teeth sparkling as her elbow digs onto the surface and her chin buries into the heel of her palm. โYou been busy today?โย ย
The melody of the front chime provoked Ronnie to idly boost her gaze from the spreadsheet; and the moment her mental was able to construct the awareness that the configuration was none other than Avery, it promptly dipped once more. A mere shake of the head causing strands of unkempt hair to kiss her fatigued visage.ย โ Wow. It is way too early for you to be harboring that much energy.ย โ She peers at the clock. 1:46PM.ย
โย So funny you stopped by, Alfred โ She returns through the mischievous grin settling upon her lips. Hand encompassing a coffee before allowing the tepid brew to meet her lips.ย โ I was actually just about to sort through some shipment that was dropped off this morning. Butย โ now that youโre hereย โ you can do it. And I can supervise.ย โย
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location: in front of little bird books
time: tuesday, 11am
Out of all the places on the island, Holly had been avoiding one place: Little Bird Books, owned by one Veronica Conrad. The womanโs almost a far-flung memory at this point, time eroding away at the exact details, but the emotions remained, tucked away in a rarely-visited corner of her mind.
A whirlwind affair that began at some random bar and ended in the bedroom โ never hers, of course, but sheโd always taken the extra effort to remove her ring when sheโd gone to see Ronnie. An escape away from her duties as a mother and horrors of her husband, her nights spent with the other had transported Holly back to a simpler time, when all her worries were about kisses and whether someone liked her back.
But speaking on her phone, sheโs hardly paying attention to where she is on the street. โJessica โ no, the second shelf from the left. The demoโs right there. Yes. Yes. No.โ
Ronnie had unlocked the shop around 5AM this morning; an hour earlier than the conventional. She couldnโt sleep... and why misuse time in bed yearning for steady slumber that would evidently never transpire, when one could just โ work? Sidestep putting off the unavoidable & get an early start on the humdrum list of to-doโs instead. Though sleep-deprivation was an utmost possibility for the woman at this stage, the rangy brunette still managed to comb and categorize close to two dozen boxes of shipment by time the first scheduled employee made their way into the store. A cordial nod is then directed their way, throwing the hood of her sweater over her head before stating:ย โ Iโm going to take an extremely long lunch. Might not come back today? Who knows. Iโm feelinโ wild. Casey will be here to help you out in aboutย โ โ She glances at her watch,ย โ An hour. Call me if you need anything. Try not to need anything.ย โย
Sealing the entryway of the shop behind her, Veronica had only made it about three steps when her gaze fixated upon the especially recognizable frame what was on the brink of walking past. Eyes widening and then narrowing before a stale smile imprints itself upon her lips. A sour laugh pursuing not too far behind.ย โ Youโve gotta be fucking kidding me.ย โ Those words were meant to be said to herself, but the sleep deprivation was causing the audibility of tone to be completely skewed.ย
It was back to a hotel for Aly, but not the Atwater for reasons she didnโt want to admit. Most of her belongings in storage until she found a suitable place to live. Sheโd flown into Los Angeles on Monday, paled around with a gorgeous man in the city for a few nights, and was now craving feminine company. While scrolling through her phone she remembered Ronnie. The pretty, spitfire of a lady sheโd met in an elevator. Theyโd gotten stuck together, horrifyingly, but Ronnie had made it bearable. The pair of brunettes struck up good conversation, and even shared a joint. It was now Alyโs turn to impart party favors. She brought her personal favorite; tequila, and of course some flower power from the local dispensary. California had the best weed. She was convinced.
Inside Ronnieโs apartment, Aly couldnโt help but look around. She was in the market, after all.ย โCute place.โ Although part of her wanted a house. If only for all her stuff. Of which there was plenty. But a house might be too big (read: lonely) for just her.ย โThanks for having me over. The hotel Iโm at has a pool,โ Which mightโve been fun, except..โbut also nosy neighbors.โ
A delicate chuckle is discharged from the repression of her lips at the sound of the womanโs observation. Sealing the door behind her.ย โ I suppose itโs alrightย โ Candidly, the apartment was not at all deficient when it came to expansion. Herself and two others existing harmoniously with no palpable hiccup since move in. A scarcity that should probably be relished within just a bit more.ย โ But yeahย โ figured my place was better than a fucking elevator? Which I havenโt been on since our little plight, by the way.ย โ
This presumably went without stating, but Ronnie was not exactly the poster child when it came to makingย โ and keepingย โ new comrades. The vitality needed when forging a bond with an unfamiliar, enforced a supply of diligence and fortitude that the brunette just did not bear. Thatโs what she told herself, at least. Crux of neglecting relationships of all kind going far deeper than she would ever care to admit. Apart from it all, however, even if poise was possessed, others were not exactly enamored by the woman. The assertiveness when it came to what she deemed necessary dichotomized with a slick tongue that harbored zero grace... less than ideal apparently. However, Aly Acosta, appeared to be cut from the very same cloth.ย
โย Iโm not giving you a grand tour, but feel free to take a look around at any pointย โ She smiles before dropping her frame onto the sectional.ย โ I do have two dogs, though. Theyโre overly friendly and have no idea what personal space is. Just a heads up.ย โ ย
She is a paradox. She is faithful and yet detached. She isย committedย and yet relaxed. She loves everyone, and yet no one.
She is sociable but also a loner.
She is gentle and yet tough.
She is passionate but can also be platonic.
In short, she isย predictable in her unpredictabilityโฆ
โRonnie!โ Aliyah called out in greeting as she walked into the Little Bird, a book in hand and an amused smile on her face. The Little Bird had been a home away from home for her throughout many times in her life. While she loved her home and her family, there were times when the complicated emotions of a teenaged Aliyah would get the better of her. During those times it seemed a break at her favorite bookstore and a conversation with its owner was the only way to break herself from her own rollercoaster of angst.ย
Veronica had become a good friend of hers over the years. It seemed only natural, Aliyah did hang around her store, after all. But Ronnie never made her leave. In fact, she often went out of her way to make her feel right at home, whether it was free books she wanted her to read or just her company. The vivacious photographer slapped the short story on the counter before Ronnie, shaking her head at her.ย โThe Yellow Wallpaper?ย I think you might know me too well at this point because I enjoy reading about criticizing the patriarchy and male mediocrity way too much.โ
Veronicaโs attention was entrenched within a paperback. Leering at the words delineated upon threadbare folios. Legs ascended; lounging atop of the checkout counter. While she cherished delving into the diverse passions and predilections of the assorted patrons that penetrated through the front doors of her shopย โ there was still something so proper about the reticent days. The days where she could reap the benefits of all she had sow & genuinely saturate herself in the shelves, crates, and boxes of works she had yet to bathe in. A simple womanย โ but only within this sanctuary. Her happiness found behind the coverย โ an entryway to a world composed of uncoated paper.ย
A smirk creeps onto her lips as the familiar voice resounds through the entrance. Contented nod of the head happening synchronously.ย โ Ah. A woman with extraordinary taste is exactly what you are. Knew youโd dig it โ In one swift gesture, the brunette sets her novel aside; body ascending to stand upright as her piercing orbs met the otherโs.ย โ Ready for your next set?ย โ She inquires before pulling a pencil from behind her ear.ย โ Or are you here because you missed me?ย โ
โItโs fun, I promise!โ Rayna insisted, arm looped through Ronnieโs as she led them towards the retro-retro building, neon lights declaring the name of the skating rink, and an old theater style marquee stating that it was adult skate night. Which really only meant uncensored music and beer. And a lack of little children speeding past as if they were invincible. Donโt get Rayna wrong. She loved kids. But she hated skating with them. Mainly because one of them would inevitably get hurt, and she was obligated to stop and help.
โWe can hit up a bar after for some real drinks if you want,โ she added, knowing full well that the beers they had on adult skate nights were so watered down that they were probably safe for kids as well. Maybe the offer was just a slight bit of bribery to convince Ronnie not to fight too much against the childish outing, but Rayna would never admit it. At least not sober.
Itโs fun, I promise. This assurance prompted both of Veronicaโs brows to elevate; a smothered sneer pursuing not too far behind as the duo drifted toward the entryway. The notion of roller-skating did not mirror a bad idea, honestly. Sheโs an introvertย โ not a demon. But the prospect of an overpopulated, humid rink brimming with boozed up entities as they smashed into one another; stumbling over air due their two left feet... did not sit right with the brunette. Really, when did anything though? A grinch in flesh, indeed she was. And if willpower was not an element she retained, surely Rayโs idea would have been rebuffed before it even gained an opportunity to depart from the repression of her coral painted lips. Proposition of something a hell of a lot lessย โ spirit consumingย โ filling place.ย
With two lithe digits from the arm not settled within Raynaโs hold snaking into the back pocket of her jeans, the woman withdrew a svelte flask. Undoing the lid before taking a swallow.ย โ You should know I always come preparedย โ Is all that is returned before offering up the vessel to her friend.ย โ My only rule for tonight is thisย โ the moment anything from Mamma Mia echoes through those run-down speakersย โ weโre leaving.ย โ
In a domain modified to conform with the desires of Veronica Conrad, the brown haired lady would have assuredly been flirting with the idea of pursuing solace within the bulwarks of her apartment. Tucked beneath the newly cleansed & pillowy comforter that brought upon the utmost joy in the darkest of times. Takeout on lapย โ Law & Order on the screen. But she had already granted herself the privilege of fast food thrice this week. And despite being fresh off a fourteen hour workdayย โ there was a profound awareness within her that was certain of one thing: if the grocery shopping for the week did not get done nowย โ it wouldnโt get done; period. So, evidently, this was not the world tailored to her needs because there she was. Coupons within one grip; opposite coiled staunchly around the shaft of the offensively squeaky buggy handle. How often did they invest in new shopping carts? Really? A multi-million dollar corporation, yet they couldnโt even bother to make the shopperโs experience โ you know, the ones making them moneyย โ slightly less aggravating? She scoffs to herself; head shaking as she made her way through the automatic glass doors.ย โ Fucking patheticย โย โ tone audible enough to certainly be heard by anyone within her immediate vicinity. Level of shits givenย โ at a zero.ย ย
Far too devoted in the array of beans advertised across a rangy shelf, it wasnโt until she ran over what seemed to be a foot with the front wheel of the dumb & stupid wagon that she opted to come back to.
ย โ Oh. Sorry โ Barely even a glance being directed towards the unfamiliar as she reached for a can of chickpeas.ย โ Didnโt see you there โย
โย Charlie, babe, while youโre upย โ can you be a dear and grab me that jar of cookie butter on the counter? And a spoon?ย โ One of the copious comforts that accompanied the fringe benefit of being a dubiously functioning individual... was the unalloyed reality that one could have cookie butter for supperย โ and not damn soul could bat an eye their course. And if they did? Well. Hell hath no fury, right? This was an utterly feasible request. Well-deserved, even. Sheโd done a terrific job of starving her sweet tooth for a stable three weeks now. Meals that were both healthy & insipid stuffing up her belly as she attempted her luck with that new cleanse that claimed to make your skin glow and eyes sparkle. It didnโt work. Pissed was an understatement.ย
As the man made his way back towards the lounge she was draped across, Ronnie hoisted her legs; establishing an idle point for him to situate upon before descending them to rest upon his lap. Shoveling a spoonful of the almost desolate container of Bischoff butter into her mouth before stating:ย โ If I was in a better mood, Iโd suggest a walk on the beach with the dogs. Or the wine bar up the street. But? Forced interactions sound worse than a lobotomy right now, so I hope board games for the umpteenth time is cool.ย โ ย ย
Veronica Adela Conrad is the outright antipode of an open book.ย
Folios fixed collectively by an adhesive more tenacious than her will. A boltย โ only able to be split clear by utilizing the force of sledgehammer. Not even the balletic lineaments that rest upon her countenance would ever forsake her. But if you indulged in a stroll within Ronnieโs psyche, youโd be embraced by sunlightย โ not sleetย โ and all of the tenderness she has to devote. Youโd meet her aspirations, aberrations, wishes, and phobias. Her favorite flavor of Ben and Jerryโs ice cream & why she loathes nachos. Howeverย โ as a result of her cynical notion that everyone is interimย โ they take & they leaveย โ she has never contemplated on uncovering what sleeps beneath the shallows.
BUT โย if you chose to peer between the lines....
Ronnie cries at the end of every single Disney or Pixar film. Without fail. Frozen? Sobbed for a solid hour and a half. The Lion King? Went through about four boxes of tissues in a single sitting and then proceeded to complete a symbolic adoption for a lion in Tanzania. Coco? Lost her fucking shit & never really got it all back. Even a brief mention of that movie WILL cause her mental state to weaken. Pls do not torment her.
Despite having been engaged previously, she has never been in love. And itโs not by choice. Sheโs tried, so many times, to allow herself the freedom to fall and trust that she will be caught. But whenever she is at the ledge, itโs almost as if an invisible force yeets her faaaaaar back and is all like... not today bitch. This is actually the reason she canโt sit through any sort of film about romance. In fact, the closest sheโs gotten to a movie with the foundation being love.................. was The Breakfast Clubย โ and even then she was jittery and restless.ย ย
Her sexuality has always been fluid & she has never felt the need to place a label upon it. She likes who she likes. And itโs as simple as that.ย
Whenever Ronnie has a bad day, she actually has a go-to song as a quick fix. Heroes by David Bowie. While there is no deep or profound meaning to pair with the tune, it does take her back to an extremely pleasant memory, where she was driving down the coast with her older brotherย โ all windows downย โ and that song came on the radio. It was an extremely euphoric moment. And it has basically become a ritual in adulthood. Sheโll hop into her car, ( a 1972 Ford Broncoย โ in cherry red. Because sheโs that bitch ) roll all of the windows down, and drive down the coast. Song on full blast.ย
Speaking of music, Veronica is an old soul to the absolute core. On a Sunday morning, you will 100% find her cleaning her condoย โ with Bill Withers, Seals & Crofts, King Harvest, or The Zombies booming through the speakers of her record player. Following it up by curling onto the couch & burying her nose in an Agathe Christie or Toni Morrison novel.ย ย
While she is very selective of who she truly lets in ( this excludes surface-level friendships & drinking buddies because that girl will adventure/party with literally anyone )ย โ once someone gains her trustย โ she considers them to be family. Which is why it takes a bit to really get up in there. Not having a โtraditionalโ family was something that really used to eat away at her when she was younger, but now she sees it as a blessing in disguise. Harboring the full ability to choose the members of her own little fam bam.ย
Ronnie is a major activist and humanitarian. Which is also the reason behind majority of her travels. Sheโll be the very first one out for a protest and the very last to leave. Once she has enough $$$ in her bank account, her ultimate goal is to start her own nonprofit.ย ย
Has seventeen small and easily concealed tattoos. Ask her where ;)
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