[veenlijken]

Photography side blog: @nachtmijmers

Tag guide:

Ask to tag triggers. This is mostly for me bcs I keep forgetting my own tags

#the human experience : what makes us human through time and places

#desolated : liminal spaces and abandoned places

#gods and mankind : religion of all kinds

#nature eats all : decay and rot of places and beings

#memento mori : everything related to death

#future : reminders to keep going for that sweet life

#20s: the mortifying ordeal of being in your 20s

#veen talks : my posts

#a place of my own : dream home

#uni : the horrifying experience of university

#to be and to love woman : womanhood #queer

#hku

#spook: my dog and things that remind me of her

#recovery #autism #ed #drugs

#absent father

#corvids

#galaxy

#grief

#haunted

#taxidermy #vulture culture

#art, #photo, #poem, #cloth, #item, #ref, #history, #music

#spring, #summer, #autumn, #winter

[halloweentrickortreat]

"Sorry I can't, I'm busy"

Me being busy:

[justgot1]

At the post office today:

Man with beautiful silver undercut and a coach bag: can I get a sheet of stamps please

Clerk: does it matter what kind?

Man, with homosexual despair: EVerything matters to me, unFORtunately.

[xielkiller]

[desinteresse]

Really struggling with teaching Catootje recall and ignoring other dogs. Apparently when a dog is bred to be a little alert nervous freak those things just don’t come naturally to them.

[desinteresse]

You’re not guarding the barge, miss thing. We’re walking in the park and you just traumatized that chihuahua

[desinteresse]

Afterwards she will look at me “Can you believe this bitch? Trying to invade my barge?” We are in a public space, love

[i-wrotethisforme]

My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s moms’. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.

[your-url-is-problematic]

[desinteresse]

If I had someone to reenact Silver Springs with my life would be absolutely perfect actually

[desinteresse]

Looking for someone to follow down till the sound of my voice haunts them. Serious inquiries only

[fluoresensitives]

Women stick thin and malnourished on the red carpet, and people are saying you can't point out that these women are dying because that's body shaming. Girl.

[doctordaemon]

@whitenikes

[twobeesornottwobees]

printers behave like that because the medieval monks they put out of work are haunting them

[bebs-art-gallery]

Summer Evening at Skagen. The Artist's Wife and Dog by the Shore

— by Peder Severin Krøyer

[desinteresse]

Hate how the only thing that really help getting out of your own head is starting something that is not about yourself + requires a certain amount of energy + a commitment you can’t easily get out of.

[desinteresse]

A yoga class or journaling or training for a marathon will not cut it I fear. It’s too easy to bail out of.

[desinteresse]

Basically you’re gonna have to get a pet, or a child, or a degree, or a house you need to fix up, or a high commitment project or volunteer work that will have other relying on you to see it through. Basically you need to find something to worry about so much that you don’t have time to ponder the torturous darkness of your perfectly ordinary and average mind.

[desinteresse]

THEN when you’re stressed out about the thing that you took on to avoid your mind, you can do yoga and journaling and running and it will actually work

[clowncarpool]

cheese sits on the toilet while we take showers, and i like to stand on my tip toes and draw his silhouette in the steam from a high angle, then stand back to see how warped it is from his actual shape

oil and acrylic on masonite

[beguines]

Jennie Malboeuf, God had a body

[nachtmijmers]

[deephazeintro]

Maria Callas, Lucia Di Lammermoor. La Scala, 1955.

[deephazeintro]

Maria Callas, Lucia Di Lammermoor. La Scala, 1955.

[tail-feathers]

Bob Kuhn (1920-2007)

They Don't Eat Post Toasties

(and neither should you)