did i get too close?

{{ INDEFINITE HIATUS }} Pretty-boy Cal. So cool and collected. So sure of himself. Never flustered. Never frowns. Always so damn pleasant. Indie Cal Tradd. 18.

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indefinite hiatus notice

i don’t know why it’s taken me this long to formally announce this but this blog is being put on indefinite hiatus.

cal was my first muse ever & i love him dearly but unfortunately there are some seriously negative things that are attached to him & i simply cannot hold onto him anymore & stay comfortable. he’s lost nearly everyone he ever cared about save for pretty much only one muse who i will continue to write with off tumblr & it’s simply too much for me to handle anymore. 

it’s quite complicated & i don’t want to weigh anyone down with it any longer so i’m putting him away indefinitely & i’m sorry to anyone who might actually miss writing with him.

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Jealous messages

[MSG]: Did you have fun with you-know-who last night?

[MSG]: I guess my company doesn't interest you any more.

[MSG]: What do you see in that guy/girl?

[MSG]: (S)he's kind of hot... you think?

[MSG]: Is he bigger than me?

[MSG]: When's the wedding?

[MSG]: I heard you and ___ are an item.

[MSG]: Is there... someone else?

[MSG]: I never agreed to an open relationship!

[MSG]: Does she do that thing that I do for you?

[MSG]: I see you'll flirt with just about anyone.

[MSG]: I'm a fool for thinking I was special to you.

[MSG]: How serious is it between you two?

[MSG]: You've been spending a lot of time with ___ recently.

[MSG]: So you tell all girls/guys that, I see.

[MSG]: So that's your type, huh?

[MSG]: Who's better in bed, me or him/her?

[MSG]: I can't bear to see you with someone else.

[MSG]: You're just a slut.

[MSG]: Just curious... not like I'm jealous or anything...

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i am attempting to hold some regularity between 3 muses at the moment ( here, here, & here (but he’s new) ). so if i disappear a bit, that’s why but i don’t plan on disappearing forever any time soon unless otherwise announced. just wanted to let everyone know what’s up.

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                     "I know you do.“

       A chuckle accompanies Oliver’s words, and he shifts        a little on bare feet to peer over Cal’s shoulder, curious        to see what he’ll pick out. Within the closet countless        items hang in a myriad of shades, and Oliver knows for        certain that if he had been left to pick out a single item        then he would’ve been there for ages.

                                                    So it’s probably for the best                                                     that Cal is choosing for him.

He honestly isn’t expecting Cal to help him put it on; he was expecting the other to simply hand it to him instead of doing anything else, but the little action makes Oliver smile nonetheless as he shrugs it on, buttoning it swiftly before turning to glance at himself in the mirror.  

                             It fits… well, it fits surprisingly well, really. Oliver                              has no doubt that it looks considerably better on Cal                               (hell, everything looks better on Cal, and quite sudd-                              enly Oliver wants to know what he would look like                              bundled up in one of Oliver’s jumpers), but he looks                              appropriately smart in it, the dark fabric a pleasant                              contrast to the plain white shirt he wears beneath it.

       "Thank you”

            He smiles, and turns to press a soft kiss to Cal’s lips.

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         it fits more than just well, it fits nearly the same on cal,          just as he figured. he admires the fine curve of the other’s          back as he looks in the mirror, hands running down the          sides, smoothing everything into proper place, tugging at          at the open ‘v’ formed by the too back panels of fabric.

                   it’s a classic look. seems most suitable for oliver. cal has                    always seen him as classic; handsome, smart, well-                    mannered, english. absolutely picturesque in his white                    and blue. it brings out his eyes, the earthy glow softness                    of his brown hair.

                              “ you’re very welcome. “

        he returns the kiss pressed to his lips when the other turns         with a smile of his own, hands falling easily to the jacket’s         lapel, fingers curling beneath it. there is a certain something         about seeing oliver in his closed, all dressed up and put         together.

                             “ i can’t even begin to imagine how they could                                say no to you. what are you going for ? “

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           “ aren’t i special. “

                         and he’s not about to complain, especially                          as cal reaches forward for his jacket. (more                          than that, it’s nice just to see him smiling.

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        “ i’d say so. “

               someone has to keep the faith, cal is good                for that ( he hopes ). he’ll just keep smiling                and smooth out any wrinkles in fabric at                harry’s shoulders.

                        “ everyone’s gone home for the night. “

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If we kissed?

[] Quickie. [] Tongue. [] Softly bite your lip. [] We wouldn’t. [] Long and meaningful. [] Let’s hit up the bedroom. [] You remember last time? [] Awkward… [] Lol no. Would I go out with you? [] Yes, definitely. [] No. [] I want to, but it wouldn’t work. [] Maybe.  [] Nope, you’re like family. [] You’re cute, but probably not. [] Just simply not my type. [] If I knew you better. [] Already did. [] I don’t know. If we took a picture together, we’d be… [] Hugging each other. [] Just chilling. [] Holding hands. [] Kissing. [] Acting dumb. [] Normal picture. [] You holding me from behind. You are… [] Cute/Pretty. [] Good looking. [] Sexy. [] All of the above  You + me + room = … [] Movies. [] Cuddling. [] Hanging out. [] Kissing. [] Playing games. [] Everything. [] Wouldn’t let you in. You should… [] Hit me up. [] Be mine. [] Marry me. [] Reblog this so I can send you a heart. [] be studying If we got married, I’d… [] Divorce you. [] Make kids. [] Take your money and bounce. [] Smash every day. [] I would cheat on you. [] Be faithful. [] Kill you in your sleep  [] We wouldn’t

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                        i   see     E A R T H Q U A K E S                                                                           and   l i g h t n i n’

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triangle symbol :U not quite the bahamas of hiding places but

send me △ for my muse to get trapped in a small closet with yours

       “ oh my god, harry...”

               he’s trying to keep his voice down,                voice strained as he tries not to giggle. 

     it’s hard not to be touching in the tight     space but with a hand resting on the     opposite wall above harry’s shoulder,     there’s a little more space to breathe.

                        “ avoiding someone in particular or                          just everyone ? “

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“You’re going to be bad for business, I can tell.”

moulin rouge! sentence meme

        he hopes the laugh that breaks is        appropriate because it’s still a little        hard to tell when harry is being        serious or not.

                           ( but he’s sure if harry wanted                             him gone, he’d be gone. )

                “ i’ll try to make sure it’s                  the opposite. “

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in the tags, put 

- where u live

- ur first language 

- what u call this:

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elyncia:

hey, for science, could you guys reblog this and put in the tags

where you live

the language you speak most often

what you call a tiny, overpriced grocery store on a street corner where you go when you just need a carton of milk or a candy bar or something

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update; 

hey guys. i just wanted to let you all know that my activity might be kinda rare here or selective ( even after my trip ). i just don’t know what to do with cal. the character bleed with this guy is terrible and there’s a lot of emptiness in his life and it just seems to keep growing and i’m dumb and it effects me. i’m only human and i hope everyone that does put up with me can understand that and will be gentle on me. i’m going to try my best, i don’t want to leave any of you hanging.

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at my parents’ for a bit. i tried to do some things tonight but i just can’t. sorry guys :(

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so i found this thing & i don’t think i can fight the urge to make a young sirius with jack huston as the fc

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Knowing your partner well makes writing together a lot easier. tag this with the people you enjoy roleplaying with but want to get to know better. i was tagged by bedeviil​

basics:  

name: tara age:  a quarter of a century in a week or so preferred pronouns: she/hers sexuality: mostly hetero. i like what i like. zodiac sign: taurus taken or single: engaged indefinitely three facts: ummm. i’m a fuckin nerd, like a lot. i work as a graphic designer. i’m allergic to cats but idgaf; owns two cats.

experience:

how long (months/years?): like a year or something on tumblr. platforms you’ve used: tumblr, text, skype, kik, msn  best experience: ummm getting to play with my senpai that i watched before i started rping? being compared to an author i really love and played. that was p sweet. how’d you start: officially, i signed up for a group rp.

muse preferences:

female or male: male i suppose since that’s all i’ve played so far besides genderswapping. but i’m not opposed to females or anything, i’ve considered it as of late. favorite face: i use dane dehaan a lot but i’ve grown very fond of jack huston. that dweeb. least favorite face: don’t have one. multi or single: i’ve done both. they both have their merits.

writing preferences:  

fluff, angst or smut: idk. all of it really. but smut only really happens with people who i know pretty well, that i trust, that i’m comfortable writing with. plots or memes:  love me the memes. i’m usually terrible with plotting unless there’s lots of previous interaction. just uuuuhhhh, what do you wanna do? and the spontaneity of memes is wonderful. long or short replies: meehh. depends on the day. i often struggle with really short things like just dialogue, have problems condensing all i feel is important to say. that being said, no one is required to match length. best time to write: idk. i like writing after work. i’ve had all day to be wishing i was writing so... but really it’s kind of all the time so long as my brain is functioning well enough. late at night on occasion. after reading. are you like your muse(s): yeah, we’re similar in a lot of our insecurities but also our optimism/fighting until the end. but... i’m not that hot. lol

Tagging: scalpxl ( i guess?? i think you’ve done this already tho?? )                                                                                     Repost, don’t Reblog