vemzoi

He/Him 20 music is life minors dni

[vemzoi]

my very own personal blog, I vent here, tw for anything that could be triggering

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i need to be under the effect of a substance like yesteday bro

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cut for every hit id take

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i need some weed like rn in this instant

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ahhh hes so sillyyyy and cuteeee and sooo silly 😝

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the latest, my precious boys 😢

this was a BITCHHH to color, traced the manga panel...

[vemzoi]

so yesterday i was trying to not be annoying or something and i barely texted him, i genuinely felt like a creep weirdo stalker but then he just randomly decided to call me last night and im ?????

[vemzoi]

i feel like a creep

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I was confused you see.

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my heart beats faster, i wanna cry but it feel so forced. my stomach feels weird, my throat hurts.

why do i feel like this and how can i make it stop

[vemzoi]

im the biggest idiot

[vemzoi]

relapsing for no reason

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x2

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i fear I've made it too obvious, what if he does't wanna talk to me anymore

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i wish i had the balls to jump on and drown already

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CLOCKED MY SHIT

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i want a hug, a long one that hurts. to be held tightly and feel someone elses warmth around me. to smell their neck and just get lost in the moment. I want someone to want me as hard as i want them, im so tired of being alone

[vemzoi]

relapsing for no reason