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#littlehomestuckthings johnâs seemingly pointless and incredibly strange insistent on splitting up compound words
man I miss home stuck.
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this is exactly how he told chris about yuuri
A great white shark, but the size of a cat and with puppy teeth unable to cause any damage and moves by dragging itself across the ground. Makes for a great pet
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I realized Iâve never posted edited versions of those, so here they are. Despite all the time that has passed I still like those. With all of the imperfections.
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(for @yoituuri and @starryfeathers. I accidentally deleted this whole thing once so hopefully it doesnât happen again/ itâs not rushed. I hope you enjoy you two, and anybody else who reads this!)
I made a post about my favorite boy Victor not too long ago, and I mentioned a shot in passing that I really loved, but because it wasnât the focus of the post, I didnât go into it. I would like to now. Here it is:
This is the first glimpse of Victor we get within canon. Well, beyond the opening sequence with Yuuri watching Victor skate as they grow up but I think we can all agree that was outside of canon and can be discarded here.
Anyway.
Itâs a damn good first glimpse. As youâve probably already noticed, Victorâs eyes are covered. Deliberately. Dude fuckin does a twirl and the camera is framed in such a way that we donât get to see his eyes until he looks up for the cameras. Thatâs an interesting touch, for several reasons.Â
First, when a characterâs eyes are not visible, it implies something is hidden within them. A trait, motivation, true emotions, etc etc.Â
Secondly, the fact that we canât see Victorâs eyes until he turns to the cameras with that fake-ass media smile. In this scene, weâre being treated as the public. Victor is immediately hiding from us and the rest of the world. You know, something he does all the goddamn time.
Victor is scarily good at masking. For those who donât know what I mean, masking is the act of hiding oneâs true personality, desires, and/or emotions to conform to society. I mask due to past trauma. Victor masks to meet public expectation.Â
Youâve probably guessed already that masking is incredibly unhealthyâitâs repression, after all. If it gets bad enough, youâll stop knowing where masking ends and you begin. Sometimes it takes me months to figure out how I feel about something because I need to sort through so many layers of masking and anxiety and doubt. Itâs really difficult sometimes.Â
We see tons of lovely examples of Victor masking throughout the show. Here are a few off the top of my head:Â
(^absolutely terrified vitya trying to be smooth)
(^living up to his press image)
(^so incredibly upset on so many levels but he doesnât dare show it)
(^pissed enough that yuuri picks up on it. and then acts dishonestly w/ yuuri by trying to come off as pleasant)
(i love that yuuri is comfortable enough by this point to call victor out on his bs. if youâre gonna get mad, get mad)Â
(you can actually see Victorâs hand shake if you watch the scene. boy is so pissed and heâs holding it in)
etc etc.Â
Victor is actually incredibly reserved in all the emotions he shows, especially if itâs anger or sadness. For most of the series, he only lets himself go in front of Yuuri or alone. Victor hides from himself, he hides from Yuuri, and it helps no one in the end.Â
The beach sequence, actually, is important to this idea too. As we know, Victor asks Yuuri what he wants them to be.Â
And then he lists off all these options before essentially asking to go out with him, but in a way that says heâs too scared to do it outright.
Now, this is partially to gauge Yuuriâs feelings towards him, but itâs also highly revealing of Victorâs self-worth. Heâs willing to put on any mask, any persona to be with Yuuri. Yuuri, of course, doesnât want this at all.Â
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And looking at Victorâs reaction (guarded surprise)
This may be the first time Victor has been asked to just be himself.Â
So if Victor was a world champion at 16
(boy is 15-16 in that article)
He must have been skating for a while beforehand. We can probably approximate by saying he started competitions around the time Yuri did, which I estimate to be about 12-13. However, Victor does say thisÂ
And if weâre to believe him, 27-20=7, and therefore something happened at the age of 7 to force Victor into backing away from others and working himself to the bone. Uhm, wow. I donât know how accurate it is to say that, but regardless, heâs been in the public eye for a long fuckin time.Â
Victor has spent this long fuckin time building an image: elegance, confidence, charming yet untouchable. The perfect playboy, in a way. This is the person he presents to the public. I think heâs been masking like this for so long he forgot that this isnât who he isâVictor has the ability to be all those things, but itâs not who he is. Victor is excitable, bubbly, caring, vulnerable, depressed, lonely, hardworkingâŚYuuri, by asking Victor to be himself, released a metaphorical floodgate on Victorâs emotions. Heâs broken that carefully crafted persona.Â
Victor is now publicly goofy and affectionate
(i love how he hides his face a little hereâŚhow cute and shy while showing off that heâs yuuriâs)
And can drop his composure comfortablyÂ
(also vitya always wears gloves to competitions until they get the rings and then victor keeps the gloves off completely :v)Â
I love that Victorâs relationship with Yuuri has allowed him to find himself again, and peel away those masks to live and breathe and love as he was always meant to.Â
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(happy 2nd anniversary, yoi!)
Fourteen-year-old Victor Montgomery toils away in his own home at the whim of his not-so-nice stepmother and his two nasty step-brothers, and spends all his free time working at his late fatherâs ice rink, all the while dreaming of being able to skate in the upcoming exhibition and crushing on hometown hero, figure skating World Champion Yuuri Katsuki. Heâs just trying to survive high school until he can finally escape his stepfamilyâs house.
When his online friend, whom he only knows by his username âbravep0rk,â convinces him to sign up, Victor assumes a brand-new identity. Heâll need the help of his closest friends to enter the show in secret and pull together a program sure to impress any online admirerâ but his stepmother isnât going to let him achieve his goals so easily, and it turns out that bravep0rk has some secrets of his ownâŚ
Title: Once Upon An Ice Rink Author: LinneaKou Artist: @shadhahvar
Rating: Teen Length: 72,030 Pairings: Victor/Yuuri, Victor/online admirer Warnings: no archive warnings (Cinderella circumstances - abusive step-family) Tags: A Cinderella Story AU, high school AU, secret identity, figure skating, reverse AU
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I will never be over how Yuri on Ice is a fucking master class in story telling
Like take the fact that Yuuri is an unreliable narrator. They start the first episode with the commentators saying âhe didnât perform to the level that we expect from himâ they pretty much say his âfailureâ was abnormal for Yuuri
Then we have Yuuriâs take and even when he is pulling himself a part the visuals prove heâs an unreliable narrator. We actually see that he is the face of figure skating for the JSF as he calls himself a âdime a dozenâ skater
So the show had barely begun and we know 1. Yuuri has low self esteem and 2. His view of himself does not match how other people view him
Thatâs reinforced a lot as well without being hamfisted. The posters at the train station, Minako saying how excited everyone is to see him, how viral the video of him goes (if he was really was a nobody I doubt anyone would have really cared)
The first episode establishes that Yuuri is an unreliable narrator so well that you just understand it without thinking about why you understand that until later
Then you have the twist reveal in episode 10 which like any good twist makes you go âomg everything makes sense nowâ instead of âwtf?â
Victor coming on so strong. Why everyone including Celestino were so cold about Victor coaching Yuuri, why Chris grabbed Yuuriâs ass and so much more suddenly made perfect fucking sense
And how Yuuriâs anxiety is written
How he appears cold or rude when heâs scared and nervous. How he knows when his anxiety is lying to him but canât stop it affecting him.
And really I could go on. The biggest issue they had was that they probably had more story then they had time for but since the focus was on Yuuriâs career I think they made good choices and the time skips that showed Victor and Yuuri getting closer over time worked
Also their relationship is still just one of the most sensitively written real relationships I have ever seen in any media
This is why Iâm excited to see what they bring to the movie because letâs be honest they could have crapped something out a lot faster and we all would have bought it but this is a team that takes a shit ton of pride and care in their work and they clearly want to do it right. And I canât see what master class they come out with for Ice Adolescence
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imagining bedtime in the katsuki-nikiforov household
10pm
at around 10, theyâre probably already settled in bed underneath the covers. theyâre now at a point where theyâre secure enough with themselves that they donât need to cuddle 24/7, so theyâre left to their own devicesâ literally. Yuuriâs on his 3DS in the middle of trying to catch an Alolan Vulpix. Victorâs scrolling through his ig feed. Both are still madly in love with each other.
11pm
Victorâs already asleep by now, his breathing evened out and one leg on top of Yuuriâs. Yuuri still canât be bothered- itâs an Alolan Exeggutor this time.
12am
Victorâs a generally a restless sleeper and moves a lot in bed, so by now, his arms are hooked around Yuuriâs stomach like clingwrap. Yuuriâs now engrossed on his own ig feed, unconsciously placing a hand on top of a sleeping victorâs head, playing with the silver strands. Yuuri checks the clock and is surprised it isnât 3am yet.Â
1am
Victor starts snoring. Yuuri giggles- this never gets old. He nonchalantly laces his fingers with Victorâs and places a kiss on the other manâs hand as he goes through his routine videos on his phone.
3am
Yuuri tries to get some shut-eye and settles underneath the covers, snuggling close to Victor. Victorâs dead to the world but reciprocates, burying his nose gingerly in Yuuriâs hair. He dreams good dreams.
4am
Theyâre a tangled mess of limbs underneath whatâs left of the sheets. Victor has kicked his part towards the edge of the bed, and is now lying flat on his back with Yuuri sound asleep in the same position he was an hour ago, head still placed on the crook of Victorâs neck.
5am
Victor shifting so that heâs on his side. Yuuri spooning Victor (whoâs still snoring and still adorable). The sheets are almost on the floor and itâs nearing winter, but theyâve never been warmer.
7am
Victor stirs, sees a sleeping Yuuri next to him and smiles. Itâs a Sunday and he knows trying to wake his husband up this early is a lost cause. He stretches, gets ready for the day and takes Makkachin out for a walk, preparing breakfast for him and Yuuri shortly after.
9am
Heâs flipping pancakes when he feels Yuuri lazily snake his arms around his waist. This, too, never gets old. He greets his husband with a good morning kiss; Yuuriâs never been a morning person so he reciprocates with a groan, and Victor chuckles. âI love you,â he says, and Yuuri tightens his arms around Victorâs waist. âI love you too.â he mumbles lazily, but means every word of it, every syllable. He smiles and gives Victor a peck on the cheek and it doesnât get any better than this, they both think to themselves as Yuuri starts preparing the plates and the maple syrup. Â
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