oscar 25

the psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight

[venovenous]

do any mutuals who have lived in/visited Colorado, specifically the Denver/Boulder area, have any suggestions for how I should spend a month of my time there. also willing to go anywhere I can access on a day trip via the rail lines. ppl have been giving me suggestions but I value ur opinion more than anything

[venovenous]

i have been told so far to go to pikes peak in CO springs. I have a coworker who is going to red rocks at the same time I'll be there so I might go hang with her and go to some event if the stars align. where I am staying is very close to the flatirons so I will try to walk about there. I will not be able to do much intensive hiking unfortunately but I do want to be outside a lot and visit many of the parks and preserves

[venovenous]

do any mutuals who have lived in/visited Colorado, specifically the Denver/Boulder area, have any suggestions for how I should spend a month of my time there. also willing to go anywhere I can access on a day trip via the rail lines. ppl have been giving me suggestions but I value ur opinion more than anything

[venovenous]

if I can decide a travel job or one in Chicago (or another large && gorgeous & desirable city) then I will go platinum blonde again. #inspired #motivation

[venovenous]

all of this happening because mercury retrograde + post traumatic homoerotic friendship anniversary is coming up + there's nothing wrong with me + there's something wrong with me there's something wrong with me there's something wrong with me. and I'm also stressed about that other thing that's happening in 13 DAYS

[icaseybaybee]

[venovenous]

I'm still sad about the same [thing] three years later. I wonder if I will ever feel and experience love in a normal way

[venovenous]

I'm doing better all the time

[venovenous]

night out waxed and waned socially. I did well and then got nervous and strange and then did really well again and then got nervous and worried that everyone disliked me because I was weird. i know they don't and that they understand, somewhat, and like me for who I am. I like me for who I am too. Even though it makes life a lot harder I still love myself and all of my oddities. it's just who I am

[venovenous]

oh God I just had the scariest most heartbreaking nightmare my heart is still pounding and I feel sick to my stomach. but still we press forward. Anotha 12 hour shift today where I try my best

[muddypolitics]

[OC] SOMEDAY A MORTICIAN GETS TO SUPERGLUE HIS LIPS SHUT, Seen in Cleveland

[bippus]

This gif is so dear to me that when I realized I lost the original I had to recreate it for myself

[rivercreature]

outbound & gone

I-5 corridor

[venovenous]

night out waxed and waned socially. I did well and then got nervous and strange and then did really well again and then got nervous and worried that everyone disliked me because I was weird. i know they don't and that they understand, somewhat, and like me for who I am. I like me for who I am too. Even though it makes life a lot harder I still love myself and all of my oddities. it's just who I am

[venovenous]

ok I love this one because we once actually had to call a code on a staff member and take them down to our ED to be evaluated because they got dizzy and short of breath after drinkeding.. too many energy drinks

[offshoreoilrig]

hey do you want to come over and repress with me

[whiteshakira]

life is a prison but like the ghislaine maxwell prison like its not that bad

[mephistopheles]

being single sucks [remembers that romantic love isnt the gleaming beacon of salvation that will fix the chasm within me] #mychasm #isupportmychasm [remembers not to trivialize my emotions] but it is painful to never have been deemed worthy of that kind of lasting love [remembers how many incels there are] but honestly you should be totally self-sufficient and never want anything ever [remembers that im evil] im evil

[wovi]

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