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God I'm really tired I was out all day. Spent my whole day running errands or at the park all while on the phone with a handful of my loves. Same thing tomorrow I hope

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I'm gonna keep walking through life with a great hope but so far nothing has come close. To it. Nothing has come close. I'm going to find it again but I know it's going to take time and I don't know when and where. Everything seems so boring and useless in the meantime if I can't have It. To have touched it and then lost it unsure of when I'll find it again is so frustrating but at least now I have other important things to occupy my time

Therapist finally reached back out after more than a month to ask when I was available for an appointment. Girl you are so bad at this what if I had killed myself by now. I'm gonna go see her and we're gonna talk about life and then I'm probably going to look into some kind of EMDR specialist because I've never done real actual trauma therapy before and I know I would benefit. And then after that I feel like I'm not gonna engage for a hot minute. I've been feeling my soul sucked out of me lately in therapy in a bad way. I'm glad I went back when I did and I probably should have done so sooner had it been more accessible to me but I'm over it once more lol. Another bridge to cross

Blessed day today. Can't wait to see what tomorrow brings

Its all in your head btw