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If you were to die today. Right here. Right now. Don't die doing , or on the way to do something, you don't want to do.

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Someone asked me a question after about 13 years.

It had been a while, and still even being a child. I did think of her in all my years getting older.

I didn't realize she had thought of me too.

I spent so much time not having a voice, so much time spent trying to figure it out.

So when she asked me "what did you do all those years alone by yourself?"

I didn't know how to reply

So I simply said

What?

And she again said

" I've been meaning to ask you all these years, what did you do everyday being by yourself growing up. That must have been hard. I just wanted to know what you did to get by."

Still I didn't know how to answer.

I felt like it was somewhat of a trick question.

But I responded

"you just do what you gotta do, I'm not really sure."

When I was at my most alone.

Not including now.

Someone was actually thinking of me, and actually saw me for what it was.

And that was a moment of true validation.

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Honey smack

Lips blushed , cheeks flushed , chills down my spine.

Rewind

Chills down my spine ,Cheeks flushed., lips blushed

all down the hatch

sour like lime

Honey smack-in right

Wife beater

Wait

No rings on wedding fingers

intertwined

Now pull the trigger

Honey smack

so good

Don't wanna be a sinner

Small talks with dinner

Go figure

Locked lips

Eyes glimmer

Gold n Honey shimmer

Honey smack

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Im working, you see me bring a wine for your date.

You (wise guy) decide to yell across the room.

"Margarita!

Yeah I want a margarita"

So I bring a margarita.

Then (wise guy) says.

"I didn't ask for this! I don't drink"

I say "well when you yelled across the room margarita, I assumed it was the drink"

Wise guy: no I want a margherita pizza!

With the slouched over, curved back , elbows on the table, sucking the flavor off the fingers, loud, legs crossed... attitude.

Me : "cool got it"

Am I being unreasonable here?

Thanks...

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Trust me. While I give you a reason not to trust me . And then tell you ... You can trust me.

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It's like taking the subway is an express train to the love of your life or the end of love. You'll never know until you get there. Or if you get there. Trains get delayed and they change they're mind. Can't see you anymore. Now you're stuck with a commute back, and a whole lot of thinking... what went wrong? Blaming the train instead of blaming yourself for choosing someone who only wants you when its convenient.

Inconvenience decides who is worth your commute.