Hello everyone! My name is Vervain, welcome to my blog! I am from the Netherlands and im trying to do more new things. I use pronouns she/her.
My interests!
I like a lot of fandoms, like Resident Evil, Tomb Raider and much more. Most of the fandoms i write for are in my masterlist, but if you have any other fandoms in mind please ask. If i know them ill do my best to write for it or do some research. I also love oc's, so if you have them talk to me about them!
What i'll write!
Requests are open, but it may take some time for me to write them due to my inexperience. If the fic is not what you wanted, please be kind and help me learn! I write basically anything but smut, as I am not comfortable with writing it as a request. I can turn down a request if I think I can't do it justice or don't enjoy writing it.
The kind of face Laios makes when you jerk because he rubbed your clit. He wants to learn so bad, human anatomy is so interesting. Most of his knowledge is about monsters, so he has to learn somehow, and you're the perfect test subject!
''You're pretty sensitive here, y'know?'' He says, one hand on your thigh and the other rubbing a thumb over your clit. Your legs are quivering from the stimulation. The motion of his thumb was slow and light, moving just the right way for you to feel the pleasure swirling in your belly. You wonder if him telling you he was inexperienced with the human body was just an excuse to get to touch you like this, the guy is basically drooling over your pussy for Christ's sake.
''Would it feel good if I put my fingers in too? I mean that's what some of the books say.'' Of course, he's read books about the human body, how else would he know how to pleasure his partner! His hand left your thigh, the middle finger sliding through your slit and reaching your hole. Slowly, he pushes his finger inside, curling it to graze the spongy part of your walls. You let out a moan, the dual sensation making the pleasure in your body intensify. After a little while, his ring finger joined his middle finger in the warmth of your pussy.
After a few minutes of Laios studying your body and the reactions to his fingers in you, the tension in your stomach began to tighten. You try to warn him, but nothing except some pleasured noises comes out. When the tight coil snaps, your hand shoots out to grab his wrist, riding out your high on his hands. After you've come down he'd take his fingers out, studying the sticky liquid on them before bringing them to his mouth and licking them clean.
A/N: This is what 2 years with no new anime does to a person. Anyway is the Dungeon Meshi fandom still alive???
October 3 - Threesome - Olivia Benson & Alexandra Cabot
(A.K.A. the og 'casual' duo)
Kinktober Masterlist
Sitting on the couch, you heard the door open and an argument enter your apartment. Into the living room walked your girlfriends, Olivia and Alex. They were arguing about a case that had just gone down, blaming each other for the loss. According to Alex, the SVU should have gotten more evidence to make the case stronger. However, according to Olivia, Alex let the guy off easy and made weak arguments. They were so busy arguing that they completely walked past you and into the kitchen. It was clear that both of them needed a distraction and an outlet for their frustration. Getting up from your seat, you walked to the kitchen. Taking hold of both their shoulders and pulling them into you. They practically melted, and let you guide them to your bedroom.
"Rough day, huh?" You asked them. They both sighed. Alex went to sit on the bed, and you moved to take your place in her lap. Alex smirked, knowing exactly where this was about to go. You pawed at her shirt, taking hold of it from the bottom and pulling it over her head. Wasting no time, you started kissing her. She let herself fall back on the bed, with you now straddling her. You took off your own top and bra. Feeling left out, Liv sneaks up behind you, grabbing you by the waist and pressing herself up against you. You slightly moaned, feeling Olivia's lips on your neck. You leaned back a little, turning your head to meet Olivia's lips. Her lips met yours, and you started passionately kissing her. Alex leaned back up, putting her lips around your nipple. You moaned into Olivia's mouth at the sudden sensation, and you knew Alex was smirking at your reaction.
Alex's lips left your chest when she said, "Yeah, you like that, baby?" The only response she got was another moan, then Olivia pulled away from you and grabbed your chin to turn you to Alex. "What do you do when you're asked a question, baby?" You whined at the loss of her lips before answering, "I love it, mommy." Olivia smiled. She pushed you forward onto Alex and pulled your panties down to your knees, picking up one leg after the other to fully take them off. Alex grabbed your hands and put them on her belt. You took the hint and quickly took them off her. Behind you, Liv had quickly undressed and was roaming in the closet. Alex took your chin in between her fingers and turned your head to her, placing her lips on yours. Her fingers went from your stomach down below. Touching your sensitive clit, you jolted a little. You moaned into her mouth, grinding your pussy into her hand. All of a sudden, you felt something resting on your ass. Pulling away from Alex to look back, you saw Olivia standing behind you, her large strap on.
"How about I make you feel good while you make mommy feel good, huh?" Olivia said, gesturing her head for Alex to lie further up the bed. Eager to comply, you put your face near Alex's wet cunt, feeling Olivia put her tip near your entrance. You grabbed Alex's thighs and licked a long stripe up her slit. She threw her head back, moaning loudly. You felt Olivia push her dick into you, moaning at the feeling. The vibrations made Alex whine, and you focused your attention back onto her. Olivia started thrusting into you, forcing your face further into Alex. The combined feeling of getting fucked from behind and eating pussy was heavenly, you truly believed if you died now you'd die a happy woman.
Your arms started feeling heavy, and your chest fell onto the bed. Now, with your ass to the sky, and every thrust Olivia delivered felt deeper. It made you moan and whine, sending vibrations up your throat and onto Alex's sensitive cunt. She grabbed your hair, pushing you further into her. Your tongue plunged deep into her cunt, and your nose teased on her clit. Olivia grabbed your ass cheeks, kneading and lightly hitting them with every thrust. You felt hot and sweaty, and every thrust felt like an asteroid shaking the earth. Alex grinded onto your face, clearly being close. You felt the familiar feeling in your own stomach. You started eating Alex even sloppier, while moaning like crazy. Olivia recognized your moans and started thrusting deeper. Before you knew it, Alex stilled her hips and your head, and your own coil snapped too. You coaxed Alex through her orgasm, while Olivia did the same with yours. Oliva pulled out, and you crawled up and fell on the bed next to Alex. Looking up at Olivia, her smirk let you know this night was far from over.
I have a question for my fellow autistic people: how old were you when you were diagnosed?
How old were you?
0-3 (afab)
0-3 (amab)
0-3 (don't want to say)
12- 18 (afab)
12-18 (amab)
12-18 (dont want to say)
18-25 (afab)
18-25 (amab)
18-25 (dont want to say)
25+ (afab)
25+ (amab)
25+ (dont want to say)
Voting ended onNov 15, 2025
I personally got diagnosed at 14, after being so anxious and depressed, my parents sent me to a therapist because they couldn't figure out why I had difficulties at school and mentally. When I first got diagnosed, I was confused. All the autistic people I knew were men, and their autism was so different from mine, and so different from how autism was often presented in the media. Then I found out that autism in girls was not well researched. Due to this, I'm curious how it went for everyone else. My blog will always be a safe place for anyone who has felt different in their life, due to disabilities, gender, sexuality, or anything else. Love you guys xxx
Hmm... Leon Kennedy x reader who's into guro Lolita or Leon with a reader who's like Emma from veil𓆩♡𓆪
Hi love, from what i understand from my wife guro is a necrophilia fetish. I am not comfortable writing this. I unfortunatly also haven't read veil, so if you could give me some pointers on her character i will try to write that!
(I know this doesn't follow the calendar, but I couldn't find one I liked on day 2.)
Kinktober Masterlist
Liv's closet was a mess, to say the least. Clothes from years ago with tears and thinning fabric, and ones that were way too small. It's safe to say a deep clean was needed. While diving through the piles of clothes Olivia threw on the floor, you spotted something dark blue in the corner of your eye. Moving the other clothes off of it, you saw that it was her Captain's uniform. Thinking back, you realised you never actually saw her in that uniform except for the photos, and she looked good in them.
"Sweetheart, what do you have there?" Olivia said, walking back into the room. You smiled, "Look! It's your uniform!", you excitedly told her. Holding it up, she smiled smugly, taking the fabric in her hands and caressing it. Almost as if the mere sight of it brought back memories. Gently taking it from your hands, she told you, "How about I show it off for you, darling?" You nodded excitedly, already moving out of the room to give her space to change.
"Alright, love. You can come in now." Quickly opening the door, you took in the sight that was your beautiful girlfriend. Her blouse fit her perfectly, and the dark navy pants hugged all her curves just right. The look almost made you salivate, imagining all the things she could do to you in that uniform. She radiated dominance in this outfit, almost like she knew what it was doing to you. Rubbing your legs together, you tried to keep the heat in your pants from rising. Unfortunately, your girlfriend knew you too well, and even better, your body signals.
"You okay, love? You seem a little worked up." She said teasingly. She knew damn well why you were worked up; she was the whole reason for god's sake. Walking up to you, she leaned into your ear, "See something you like?" She leaned back and looked into your eyes. You tried to avert her gaze, but she grabbed your chin and turned your head back to look at her. "Sweetheart, I asked you a question." Looking into her eyes, you slowly nodded and downturned your gaze again. Olivia sighed contentedly, knowing how much power she had now.
"Oh, baby, you could've just said so, instead of getting so worked up." She said, putting her free hand on your waist and pulling you in. "Do you want me to make that ache go away, sweety?" This time, you wasted no time nodding at her. She crashed her lips on yours, and you gladly returned her kiss. The hand on your waist pulled you to the bed, where she sat and pulled you onto her lap. You straddled her, taking your shirt in your hands and pulling it over your head. Next, you quickly unclipped your bra and threw it across the room. Liv wasted no time and attacked your neck and chest. When you tried to unbutton her jacket, she took your hands and pushed them away.
"Not so fast, sweetheart, don't you want the captain to make you feel good?" The heat between your legs only got hotter; her taking dominance over you was way too hot. You put your hands around her neck, and she started to unbutton your jeans. Quickly standing to take them off, you were now left in only your underwear. Olivia grabbed your waist and threw you around, having her now on top of you. She teasingly slid her middle finger over your clothed slit, making your breath hitch. You moaned into her open-mouthed kiss, grinding your hips towards her hand. She hooked her fingers into your panties and slid them off in a smooth motion.
"So wet baby, is this all for me?" You hummed, too desperate for pleasure to think straight. She slowly slid her finger towards your clit, rubbing in small and steady circles. Your hips thrusted slightly, so she used her free hand to lightly hold them down. After teasing your sensitive clit, she slid her finger towards your sensitive hole. Gently teasing your entrance, she took some of your wetness on her fingers and tasted it. Humming contentedly, her fingers went back to your hole. She used her middle finger first, sliding into your wet cunt with ease. Then, she slightly pulled out, making you whimper. When she entered again, she used two of her fingers, making you clench your walls down onto her.
She curled her fingers in you, hitting that spot deep inside you. You let out a loud moan, making her smirk. She knew she could make you feel good, but you loudly confirming it only made her ego bigger. She continued to curl her fingers while slightly moving in and out. The sensation was making you feel so good, causing you to throw your head back. All of a sudden, you feel her starting to rub your clit. The combination made the pleasure even better. Olivia leaned in, kissing your lips and swallowing your sweet sounds. You kissed back, opening your mouth for her tongue to enter.
The coil in your stomach was getting tighter with every move, something that Olivia was well aware of. Her mouth moved lower, starting its assault on your neck. Tonight's activities would definitely be visible tomorrow, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. The intense pleasure was making you try to close your legs, but Liv quickly used her hand to keep them open. All of a sudden, she got off the bed and was on her knees on the floor. Before you could question her, her mouth moved onto your clit. The feeling of her warm tongue on your sensitive pussy made you cry out, the new sensation mind-blowing.
She kept up her speed with her hand while she sucked on your clit, causing the coil to wind up tighter and tighter. With one final stroke, the coils snapped, and your orgasm washed over you. Liv rode the wave out with you, taking her fingers out gently. You whined at the feeling of emptiness, a pout on your lips. She gave you a quick kiss before getting up, walking to the bathroom to wash her hands, and getting a towel to clean you up. After taking care of you, she took off her clothes and climbed into the bed with you, pulling you into her. She pecked your cheek one last time before you fell asleep in the arms of the love of your life.
A/N: Yayy, day 2 done! I hope this wasn't too short or boring, I'm still finding my way with smut, and writing in general, honestly.
October 1 - Orgasm Control - Adrian "Alucard" Tepes
Kinktober Masterlist
Alucard's delicious sounds were bouncing off the walls, echoing through the room. For someone so strong, he looked pathetic like this, all teary-eyed and begging. You'd been jerking him off for close to an hour, but never once had he come. He'd been so close, and you denied him, over and over again. His legs were twitching, and he was pouting, trying to convince you to let him cum.
"Darling, please, it's been so long. Please, I need to cum so bad." He begged, desperation in his voice. He was beautiful like this, his long hair a mess, and panting. His pretty pink tip was leaking pre-cum from all the close orgasms he was denied. He was lying in your lap, his head on your one arm, while the other side teased him to tears. Gripping his long cock, you began the familiar up and down motion again. Alucard let out a shaky sigh, his stomach tensing and his legs shaking uncontrollably. The poor man was so sensitive, every movement felt like the last one he needed to finally come.
"Hm, you wanna come, don't you, baby? Oh, my sweet boy, have I been teasing you too much?" You said, smugly. You were enjoying this, so so much. All control was in your hands, and you knew it. "I suppose you've been good, haven't you?" "So good, please, please let me cum." Smiling, you sped up your hand. Squeezing slightly, you watched his breath get caught in his throat. His whimpers became full moans, and the coil in his stomach was getting so close to snapping because of your touch.
"Ngh, please, I'm so close, so close. Please let me cum, I've been good, I promise." He begged. You kept your movements going, coaxing him to the climax he's been so desperately waiting for. Finally, the tight coil in his stomach snapped, and he came all over his stomach and your hand. His hips stuttered, and he threw his head back in pure bliss. He started whimpering when you kept rubbing his overstimulated cock, showing no intent of stopping. Alucard was usually sensitive after an orgasm, but after being the victim of your relentless teasing, it was like every touch was intensified by a thousand.
"My l-love, what are you doing?" He whined. You smiled sweetly at him, as if you weren't causing him to make the filthiest sounds you've ever heard. His hips thrusted forward when you used your thumb to rub small circles on his pretty tip. Patting his head, you used your upper arm to slightly hold his hips from wildly bucking. You sped up your pace slightly, trying to get Alucard to reach his intense climax again. It was so much, but it felt so amazing. Giving control away is something he was not used to, but now he was glad he did.
His legs shook beyond control, and another wave of intense pleasure overtook Alucard's body. This time, you helped him ride out his wave. He closed his eyes when you caressed his sweaty forehead slightly. Despite being alive for centuries, he'd never experienced pleasure quite this intense. When you moved to shift him off your lap, he opened his eyes again with a questioning look. Not wanting to be alone in this vulnerable moment, he gripped your hand like his life depended on it.
"Calm down, my love. I'll get you some tea and a cloth to clean up. I'll be back. You've been such a good boy for me; you deserve a reward." You smiled at him, gently laying his head on the pillow and moving off the bed. Giving him a quick kiss on the forehead, you moved out of the room and to the kitchen. After putting water in the metal pot and suspending it above the fire, you took a cloth from the cabinet and slightly dampened it, and walked back to Alucard waiting for you on the bed. Without words, you began to clean him up. He gazed at you, not lustful or suggestive, but loving, like you were the most beautiful flower he ever layed his eyes on.
After making sure Alucard was washed and tucked into bed, you went back down for his tea. Pouring the hot water into a mug, you made sure to get his favorite type and make it just as he liked. Carefully walking back into the room, you spotted Alucard with his eyes fighting sleep, yet still trying to look for you. You put the tea on his nightstand and went to lie beside him on the bed. The moment you lay down, he shifted his body to lie on your chest. Pulling the blanket up, you felt the rise and fall of his chest. His breaths were slow and regular, and you realised he was already fast asleep. You wrapped your arm around him, and he let out a peaceful sigh; even in his sleep, he knew he was safe with you.
A/N: Omgg, my first smut. I can't promise I'll be very consistent, but I'll try my best. Please let me know what y'all thought!!!
