The Unfavorable

Poet.

[vesper-leroy]

LICK IT CLEAN

They say I dominate the stage

Make everyone look my way

Having the most precise control

I find a way to run the damn show

But they don't what I keep hidden underneath

The mad kind of hunger driving me crazy

Full of boy that can satisfy my needs

Who said anything about topping?

Who talking about him topping me?

He the one dominanting me

Holding my hips down while riding me

Taking my head down like it's the last meal

Telling me I'm such a good girl while devouring me

Like my boys that keep me down

Take what they want and let me drown

Going crazy from the feeling of hitting deep

[vesper-leroy]

.........would you all forgive me if I wrote something explicit about hyunaluka?

[vesper-leroy]

Okay the tillmizi poll was quite an interesting poll. I did this because of how much people on twt get angry at the shippers. I thought it was harmless because bud it's fiction everyone can have fun.

But every other post on my timeline is hating on it and I thought it was a bit excessive. One of my favorite artist @/krkrcoffeen is a multishipper and draws different pairs of alien stage characters (m/m, m/f or f/f) and people hate on the pairs they draw all the time.

This is just one example and multiple accounts especially after round 7 finale have gotten so hostile. I think it's pathetic when they try to gate keep the characters from people who draw it in a different way. Forcing poeple to only ship canon ships.

Like for fucks sake I am not some internet veteran that has seen it change from decades ago but people really fucking get in other people's business for doing anything different online.

[vesper-leroy]

Okay okay seen this debate too much on twt and I'm curious now. What are your thoughts on

TillMizi

Hate the ship. Want it to burn with all the shippers

It's whatever. It exists and I ignore it's existence

It's a cute ship! I interact with artists who draw it

An alright ship. I don't mind those who do and will reblog some stuff sometimes

MY OTP! THEY DESERVE HAPPINESS!!

It doesn't existed. Mizi is a lesbian(unconfirmed) and Till doesn't deserve her

Voting ended onOct 28, 2024

[vesper-leroy]

........

Am I the only one disappointed?

[vesper-leroy]

........

Am I the only one disappointed?

[vesper-leroy]

Certainty is a serenity

The shadows of the past linger near

Your face a haunting sight I dread to see

In restless nights, when whispers draw in closer

Your eyes could consume me.

With the ink of my blood

The very core of my being

Written on pages of your bones

Like a promise that I never keep.

Vague sentiments such as love

Are incompetent in comparison

In the thunder of shattered silence

And the fierce screams of raw hate.

@ivanttakethis never shut up . Ever.

[ivanttakethis]

If we get Ivan hallucinations with the club vibe of Round 7’s song, I want Till to keep seeing flashes of him in the crowd wearing his Round 6 outfit, smiling and dancing.

A mix of “you’re just as beautiful as the day I lost you” and “maybe we/you could’ve been happy if things were different”.

It’s Till’s idealized, somewhat warped idea of who Ivan could’ve been, if he didn’t have to wear a mask all the time to survive.

I want the hallucination of Ivan to take inspiration from the Deep Faker (偽顏) music video (which coincidentally was animated in part by Vivinos and Qmeng).

Link below if you want an idea of what I’m talking about (also the song is really good and it fits Ivan’s character well).

[vesper-leroy]

Please you are tempting me to write something insane rn.

[vesper-leroy]

Had a dream about horrid Henry. In the dream Peter was trans (mtf) so every Halloween Henry and Peter both dressed as girls so Peter doesn't get targeted for bullying or her parents don't find out that she's trans.

P.s the Halloween outfits were some punk themed dresses cuz Henry is dressing them both up soooo do what you will with that information.

[vesper-leroy]

What the fuck.

I just wrote my last exam and come back to this...

Sobbing the way they hold each other with so much desperation and despair 😭😭😭

The absolute fear in miz's eyes and the way sua looks so distant and absolutely reverent in the way she looks at mizi....

I will absolutely catch you vivimeg.

[vesper-leroy]

EXCUSE ME--

The person I become after round 7

[vesper-leroy]

Till the Last Goodbye

It started with stolen pencils

Glances held their hidden meaning

Lost in the melody, with nowhere to go

When did it escalate out of our control?

Under the burning night sky

Like a thief I stole our chance

A traitor that let go of your hand

Wished these memories stayed buried in time

But they keep playing on loop in my mind.

You should've taken the chance and ran away

But you still turned back for me

Even when I Ieft you first

Kept holding my hand even as it hurts

Under the burning night sky

Like a thief I stole our chance

A traitor that let go of your hand

Wished these memories stayed buried in time

But they keep playing on loop in my mind

Standing on this Stage, side by side

Where the echoes of us still remain

You loved me enough to throw the game

But now it's you that slipped away,

Leaving me alone in this endless rain.

Under the burning night sky

Like a thief I stole our chance

A traitor that let go of your hand

Wished these memories stayed buried in time

But they keep playing on loop in my mind

Still haunted by moments long gone

Some things can't be changed or undone

Echos of regret bloom and claw deep

Raging at the sacrifice made

What does this make us now?

[vesper-leroy]

To the lost ones

A paradise decorated with pretty lies

Confined within it's painted skies

Holding songbirds with clipped wings

Freedom's essence lost in fractured strings

Those aware sing their sorrowful tune.

One by one the wingless birds fall

Lives now mean nothing at all

The blinding lights lose their gleam

Curtains close like a fading dream

Shadows cloak a face in shocked horror

In darkness an endless sorrow follows.

Upon the alter drawn in blood

Lie broken idols and forsaken followers

Lambs to the slaughter dressed in white

Their sacrifice evident for all to see

Crows of death cry out in agony.

Cameras rolling on them both

The lights turning off one by one

Leaving the fallen body all alone

Stading is a figure on his own

Realization is a bitter wound.

@ivanttakethis this is all your fault /j

[i-give-u--art]

Challenge >:3

using this picrew make it look like you :D

no magical color eyes

Make it look as much like you as possible

you can do whatever with the background and stuff tho

Tagging: @ranboothesillyartist @raccoon-in-a-dumpster @i-ate-your-children @anonymouscringe @spideygal @seagull-dustin @sotogalmo @maecraft @i-like-cats-and-stars36 @ascendeddd @astertheabbs

@deadpuppetboi @connectionterminated13

[starry-skiez]

yea that's very accurate (i want a haircut so bad)

fun fun!

open tag but here @paradisedisconcert @sotogalmo @pwippy idk if u guys actually like these lmk if not

[pwippy-deactivated20241125]

(i just got a haircut)

tagging @junebluues @bluemoonscape @m1zisua

[m1zisua]

ty for the tag!!!!

@billwasnot @curetill @realmyth @santiivans

[santiivans-deactivated20250426]

thank you for the tag, lovely!!

i rlly like the effects on this one actually, so true

tagging: @geospiral, @watercolor0cean, and @chevalperd ehehehe :]

[geospiral]

Thank you for the tag Nari!!

I'll tag @rockwgooglyeyes and @atrophiedemotion if they want to try this out!

[rockwgooglyeyes]

thannnnk you for the tag geo!!

i wanted to do one with a smile but then i had to try and capture the general awkwardness of my smile. . . 🥲 anyways

i’ll tag @ivanttakethis and @nottoonedin!

[ivanttakethis]

The hair doesn’t look anything like mine, but the rest is close enough!!

Thanks for the tag @rockwgooglyeyes!

Tagging: @4listr @hoisinblackcat @vesper-leroy and @gldenmercenary

[vesper-leroy]

I have acne scars so tired to be creative and used the freckles and my hair is no longer this short but other than that yeah this is close!!!

@shakingparadigm @within-ur-intro-verse @bluemoonscape

[ivanttakethis]

Something something “faith is not without sacrifice” something something…

Sua and Ivan sacrificed themselves for their gods.

Till and Mizi sacrificed others (Freddy and Luka).

Sua and Ivan escaped the consequences of their acts of faith.

Till and Mizi were forced to face them.

The price is always blood.

The Stage is always the altar.

[ivanttakethis]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN TILL IS 5 FOOT 10??!?!!!?!!?

[vesper-leroy]

FOR A SECOND IN YOUR EYES

The moment we meet again

Something in me falters

Hoping that if chance comes

Your eyes will consume me.

Following a well trode path

Your defiance is a new start

In the mechanical beating heart

Changing the existing rhythm

I drown in the altering course.

Would you look my way

Spare a flickering glance

Read the soul housed in flesh

It cries out stuck in a trance.

Flirting closer to the edge

Already aware of the end

Love makes me a shallow fool

For I'd sacrifice myself first

Before I live without you.

Sharing our last dance

Taste the kiss of death

Learn about my devotion

Realize I'm insignificant .

Please look my way

A pathetic last request

Desperate for your eyes

When my final moment arrives

It remains unknown till the end.

Thank you @shakingparadigm for the inspiration 🙏 💙