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𓆣.𖥔 ݁ ˖| they/fae | 17 | The skeleton yearns for freedom from it's flesh prison. |.𖥔˖𓆣

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last time i change my username i swear..maybe

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doodl🌟

I've decided to name him Orin👍

[jacky-killian]

I don't do "art studies," i draw "wrong" until I get an epiphany from god

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They sent my girl to the void😔😔

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Youtube's auto-generated subtitles censoring curse words pisses me off. Like if you're deaf(or have auditory processing disorder like myself) you just have to guess what they're saying???💀

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Just got an ad that started with, "you use AI everyday-" ermm no the fuck I don't

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Oka my beloved

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idk i thought this would be funny

[femlich2233]

reddit's reaction to the finale has me super depressed

Spoilers for episode 9!!!

Jax was explicitly confirmed as transgender, and anybody who argues otherwise is at best ignorant and at worst actively transphobic. It makes me so angry how much everybody denies the obvious truth. I mean, there's literally a long ass montage of all her moments with the song "Isn't she lovely?" and it's focused solely on Jax. She literally comes out to Ribbit in the flashback too.

It makes me so fucking sad and angry how little cis people will even try to understand anything. It's not open-ended. It's not ambiguous. It's blatantly obvious, and if you argue otherwise you are just a transmisogynist. agg it makes me so upset; I'm literally crying rn. I wish gooseworx had just had Jax say, "I want to be a girl" flat out.

Jax's whole fucking arc is a cautionary tale against repression. Its message is to live as yourself and to be honest about who you are. The episode ends with Jax not being able to live as herself. She could have been beautiful and wonderful and lovely, but she wasn't and never will be now, because she was too scared to be herself. That's the fucking message of the character, and yet, even after ALL THAT, people are still denying it and rejecting it and mocking it.

A transgender woman made a series with a self-insert character. A bunny who gets a little girl's room with the colors of the trans flag, who struggles with masculinity, whose backstory is about how she admitted something personal and vulnerable to her mom and was mocked for it, who was given a cute feminine bow and told "your secret is safe with me," whose final moments are set to a song celebrating and mourning the girl she could have been. And still, it's denied.

I used to cynically think that people only see who a person truly is when they die. But reddit has shown me it's so much worse. Sometimes, even after you die. people will still refuse to see you for who you are.

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Finally finished this. Not sure if I'll use this design for anything yet.

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WIP of this.. thing.

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This is how I tell y'all that she wants to kill and eat god.

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(no spoilers)

Just finished the TADC finale in theatres a few hours ago and...holy shit, I'm still processing it all.

It was, dare I say, amazing..perchance even digital.. No but seriously, that was one of the best finales I've ever seen. The music was beautiful, the voice actors did wonderfully, like- shockingly so. And my god, the animation. AUGHHH I could yap forever honestly. Also I fucking bawled my eyes out at some point. Which I have never experienced from watching anything except once. I rarely ever cry, let alone SOB.

Thanks to Gooseworx and everyone who has worked on this series. It is truly something special.🫶

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Wanna draw stuff for Pride Month so bad but I'm stuck in art block hell rn.

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Need to start drawing my dogs again but I keep changing their lore. Hard to draw a character when you don't really know who they are lmao.

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chaos protocol arc 4 has me WEEPING man im gonna EXPLODE

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Guh. I keep redesigning this sheep