First Snow
pairing; jeon wonwoo x f reader
genre; fluff, angst, smut (minors dni)
warnings; ceo!wonwoo, single mom!reader, reader has a son, divorce is mentioned, ex-husband, parent of reader mentioned, svt members cameos, eating/drinking, alcohol, slight power imbalance (assistant!reader), unprotected sex, sexual health talk/reader iud, oral (f receiving), fingering, handjob, teasing, pet names, switch!wonwoo, switch!reader, manhandling (wonwoo can lift the reader), tears of pleasure, scratching, breast play, body worship, begging -- i am sure i am missing something.
w/c; 33k and some change + 1.1k of bonus content exclusive to patreon
a/n; this was a pleasure to write and it certainly got out of hand. i love a good plot. i hope you enjoy it and merry christmas/happy holidays my babes. thank you to @wonwussy for proofreading.
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βHello?βΒ
Wonwoo rests the phone against his shoulder as he turns in his office chair towards his desk. He had been answering his own phones for the past twenty minutes since you were already running late. It wasnβt usually a common occurrence but lately it has become more frequent.Β
βI am so sorry. Iβm literally in the parking lot, Mr. Jeon. I just have Jacob with me. His babysitter is sick. Iβm waiting for someone to get back to me about coming to pick him up.βΒ
Your voice made Wonwoo smile. You were a good assistant and a good mother. He had met your son a few times since you started working for him about two years ago. Shaking his head, Wonwoo glanced out of the glass window that separated his office from the rest of the building and the others already working before he sighed softly.Β
βUntil they can get here, just bring him inside. Thereβs no reason to sit in your car, Y/N. Iβm sure heβs not thrilled sitting in his car seat.βΒ
Wonwoo had no idea how right he was. Three year olds were, in your opinion, worse than the terrible twos. You werenβt even sure who had come up with that bullshit. Jacobβs eyes were red from crying as he clawed at the straps, keeping him safely contained in the seat in your backseat as he pouted at you in the mirror. Yet, the idea of taking him inside and sitting at your desk outside of Wonwooβs office sounded like a nightmare. Jacob wasnβt the quietest child.Β
βI couldnβt. Heβsββ Like clockwork to put emphasis behind your point, Jacob screams βmomma!β and it breaks your heart as big, fat tears stream down his face.Β
βHeβs bored in your car. You can work out of my office with me until someone comes to pick him up. It wonβt be a bother. I like Jacob; weβve always gotten along.βΒ
You canβt help the sigh that slips from your lips. They had always gotten along. Wonwoo had probably met your son a handful of times but it was true that at that time he had a way with kids. It was a shock to you that he didnβt have some of his own. It was a bigger shock that he wasnβt already married, but that wasnβt any of your business.Β
βOut! Momma? Take shoes off!βΒ
Jacobβs demands make Wonwoo laugh as he sighs, leaning back in his chair and looking at his computer screen. His finger moves over the scroll wheel of his mouse, moving the screen down as he reads every other word. It was cute hearing your little sighs of uncertainty. Everything about you was cute to Wonwoo, though he wasnβt sure it would be very professional to tell you that.Β
βIβJacob, calm down. Fine, yes, okay. We will be right up. Iβll catch up on your schedule. Oh, WoβMr. Jeon? Call Mr. Kim. I meant to put that on your calendar first thing this morning. He wants to set up a lunch.βΒ
Before he can say anything, the call disconnects, causing Wonwoo to laugh under his breath, feeling his cheeks burning. He had asked you to call him Wonwoo on several occasions, but you insisted that since he was your boss, he deserved respect.Β
Shaking his head, Wonwoo glances towards the window behind him to watch you wrangle your bag and an upset toddler to your hip, along with his things, before you move towards the door. You were amazing. Parents in general were amazing, but there was something about a single parent that made Wonwoo just take a step back in wonder.Β
He was sure that you had some help. You had mentioned your parents helping you in the past, and other relatives too, but he knew you still did almost everything on your own. Just the simple act of carrying another human and all of those belongings seemed overwhelming to Wonwoo and you did it without a second thought.Β
Using your badge on your keys, you let yourself into the building, already apologizing as Jacob sniffles back tiny sobs, catching the attention of your co-workers. You hadnβt wanted to bother any of them but especially not Wonwoo. The sheer thought of him drew your eyes up the stairs, where his office door was next to your desk.Β
βDonβt worry about it, Y/N. You know that my Jenny is around the same age. Your little one wonβt be a problem.βΒ
Liaβs voice brings your eyes back to her as she smiles at you, moving towards you to offer to help carry something. She had always been so kind to you. Everyone had, and you had really gotten lucky with this job. Everything had fallen apart and you had vowed to Jacob that youβd pull yourself together and figure it out. This job had shown up in the listings and two years later, it was still the best place you had ever worked.Β
"Thanks, Lia. Oh noβ¦ Iβve got it. I have to go upstairs to Mr. Jeonβs office. Jacob is so fussy. He said I could work in there until my mom comes to pick him up.βΒ
A knowing smile spreads across the womanβs lips as she stops and lifts her fingers to brush away Jacobβs tears, causing the small boy to smile at her and grab her fingers like a toy.Β
βDid he? Thatβs so nice of him. Heβs such a kind boss.βΒ
Sighing, you laugh, letting her pull her hand away from your son carefully so you can start up the stairs and hear her small laughter as you whisper back to her.Β
βDonβt even start. Iβll text you later.βΒ
Waving at you, Lia returns to her desk but you know she wasnβt the only one to note your words. You had worked hard not to start any rumors about you and Wonwoo. Mainly because there was nothing to talk about. He was just a kind man and there was nothing happening, but that didnβt stop some people from thinking otherwise.Β
Swallowing hard, you start to knock on Wonwooβs office door when the door opens just before your knuckles can make contact. He had been watching and waiting for you to make it up the steps.Β
"Here, let me, uh? I can take this.βΒ
You start to tell him no but Wonwoo takes Jacobβs bag from you before you can tell him otherwise. A sigh of relief leaves your lips at the weight taken off of your arm as you step into the room and hear the door close behind you.Β
βThank you. I could have handled it, though.βΒ
Wonwoo just grins, putting the bag onto a leather couch before making his way back towards his desk, choosing to lean against it. You have to look away when your brain screams about how handsome he looks. It was amazing how he could look like the lead in some drama. The hot CEO of a company was just sitting on the end of his desk, about to deliver some profound lines.Β
βI know you could have, but you donβt have to do it all alone. At least not today. Unless you are just wanting to hold him, I donβt mind if Jacob is down on the floor.β Seeing the look on your face, one of uncertainty as you look around for anything breakable or any uncovered outlets, Wonwoo laughs and continues, βThereβs nothing he can mess up. Everything is replaceable, and I babyproofed everything months ago.βΒ
Swallowing hard, you feel Jacob wiggling in your arms to be put down upon hearing his name out of Wonwooβs mouth. With a sigh, you lean to let him on to the floor, watching him crawl towards the couch and reach for his bag just out of his reach, prompting you to walk towards it, opening it, and handing him his sippy cup.Β
"Uh, why would you? I mean, why did you babyproof your office? You donβt have a kid of your own? Iβshiβ¦I mean, not that Iβm aware of. That seemed out of line. I apologize.βΒ
Laughing, Wonwoo watches Jacob with his drink, finding the small boy adorable as he holds both handles and looks up at him with curiosity. Shrugging, Wonwoo finally finds your eyes again before shaking his head and gesturing towards Jacob.Β
βMy assistant has a child. It would be irresponsible of me not to. Even if something like this hadnβt happened, what if we had some other reason for him to be in my office and he wound up hurt because I hadnβt?β Shaking his head again, Wonwoo moves back around his desk, letting out another long sigh. βNo, I couldnβt allow that. Heβs far too important.βΒ
Smoothing his tie down his abdomen, Wonwoo sits down before looking up at you to find you staring at him as if he had just read you a complex piece of literature. Tilting his head, Wonwoo laughs and clicks his tongue against his teeth before leaning to pick up his phone.Β
βIβm going to call Mingyu and set up that lunch. Do you want to go get your laptop so you can work from here for a bit? I can watch Jacob while you do.βΒ
Surprised by Wonwooβs words, you look down at Jacob, who smiles at you, holding his sippy cup up at you before smacking it against the floor and laughing. That would be fine, right? You would just go outside, get the laptop, and do a couple of other things.
βYeah? Yeahβ¦sure okay. Iβll be right back. Jacob? Momma will be right back. Behave for Mr. Jeon.βΒ
God, what were you even saying? Giving one more look to Wonwoo, you watch him smile as he leans back in his chair. His eyes move to the toddler on his office floor, and his attention splits between him and the phone, allowing you to slip out the door.Β
Wonwoo shakes his head, a chuckle on his lips, when Jacob babbles a few words before looking up at him and showing him the sippy cup. The phone was ringing, waiting for Kim Mingyu, his best friend and partner, to pick it up.Β
βYeah? You got your cup, little man?βΒ
Mingyu smirks a bit, pulling his phone from his ear at Wonwooβs words, before narrowing his eyes and letting out an amused breath.Β
βSince when do you call me little man? Do we need to hit the gym together again?βΒ
Wonwooβs cheeks were burning but he knew that Mingyu was full of shit. He had just picked up at the wrong time. Laughing, he adjusts himself in his seat to follow Jacob as he shakily moves himself to his feet and walks towards his desk, babbling about momma.Β
βNo, shut the helβshut up. Y/N said you wanted to set up lunch.β Distracted, Wonwoo leans to watch as Jacob moves around the desk, grabbing at his pants and offering him his sippy cup, trying to pull himself up into his lap. βIβmomma will be right back. Do you needβ? Hang on, Mingyu.βΒ
Confused, Mingyu just laughs, walking towards his office and offering a wink to his own assistant before closing the door behind him as he listens to Wonwoo. The sound of shuffling and then the same toddler he had thought he had heard in the background makes Mingyu stop in his tracks before he even reaches his desk.Β
βAlright, as I was sayingβ"Β
βDude, do you have a kid right now?βΒ
Wonwoo smiles at Jacob, who smacks his sippy cup on Wonwooβs desk before he sighs and nods to answer Mingyu before doing it out loud.Β
βYeah, itβs Y/Nβs son. Sheβs getting her laptop so she canββ Realizing the details of that werenβt important, Wonwoo just sighs again and laughs, reaching up to smooth Jacobβs hair and trying to change the subject. "Lunch. When do you want to get lunch?βΒ
Dropping his briefcase on to his desk, Mingyu scoffs, trying to imagine his best friend with a baby but then hearing whoβs baby it was makes it all make sense.Β
βAh, Y/Nβs son. So is it βbring your hot assistantβs kid to work dayβ at your office?βΒ
Scowling at Mingyuβs words, Wonwoo looks towards the door, afraid you will overhear him. He had kept it professional with you as much as he could, but that didnβt mean that he had drunkenly mentioned his crush on you to Mingyu once or twice. And clearly, his best friend was an asshole who wasnβt going to let him live it down.Β
βNo, shut up. She was in a bind; someone should be coming to get him in a bit. Can we stay on track?βΒ
Mingyu purses his lips, sliding into his chair with a relaxed groan, a smile playing at his lips. He could get used to hearing Wonwoo flustered. Wonwoo might remember just a couple times talking about his βcrushβ on you, but Mingyu recalled multiple times of Wonwoo detailing his wish for a life with you. This was serious.Β
"Yeah, sure. Make you a deal? We can get lunch tomorrow and go to our usual spot. Iβll pay as long as you ask the hot little milf out.βΒ
That was itβthe last straw. Groaning in annoyance, Wonwoo pulls the phone from his ear and hits end, knowing it wouldnβt be the last time he talked to Mingyu today. The man was like an annoying little brother he could never get rid of.Β
Balancing your laptop and a mug of coffee, you use the toe of your shoe to open Wonwooβs door, only to stop in your tracks when you see Jacob sitting in his lap. A quick train of thoughts races through your head. One: Oh my god, what if Jacob spills something on his suit? Two: Oh my god, he looks so handsome with a kid in his lap, especially your kid. And three: just, oh my god.Β
βI was gone too long. You didnβt have to pick him up. Heβs clingy.βΒ
Now you were rambling. Moving into the room quickly, you place your laptop at the end of Wonwooβs desk before letting him take the mug of coffee from you with an appreciative smile.Β
βHeβs just fine and you werenβt gone too long. You didnβt make yourself a cup of coffee?βΒ
Glancing at the laptop and the mug, you laugh just as Wonwoo does before he slides his cup towards you and Jacob lifts his cup towards Wonwooβs mouth.Β
βI can get another in a few minutes. Sit down and get settled for a few minutes. Youβve been running from the moment you woke up, it seems.β Glancing down at the toddler and the cup, Wonwoo laughs, taking it and pretending to drink from it before offering it back to Jacob, who giggles. βThank you, buddy. See, I can share with him.βΒ
Sliding into the chair, you take a breath while watching him with Jacob. It seemed so natural and easy for him. You shouldnβt enjoy watching your boss with your son so much. Shaking your head, you clear your throat and open the laptop before bringing the mug to your lips and taking a sip of the coffee, letting it warm your throat and chest. The caffeine is a welcome hit to your system as you watch the device in front of you power up.Β
βMm, oh. My mom will be here in about less than an hour to get Jacob. Thank you for being so patient and kind about this.βΒ
Wonwoo nods, a smile on his lips as he looks over your pretty face. He could see you were tired and yet you always managed to look so put together at the office. He wished there was a way to help you out and let you get the rest you needed but yet he had a feeling that if he gave you time off, youβd just use it to do something else productive.Β
βItβs really not a problem. I talked to Mingyu. Can you put a midday lunch on my schedule for tomorrow? Also, once things are up and running, could we go over what I have for the day?β
Wonwoo watches you switch into assistant mode, the mug back onto a coaster on his desk. You cross your legs, drawing his attention unknowingly to your thighs as your skirt hugs them perfectly.Β
βDo you want to start with what you have first? I can already see things are going to overlap after lunch. We will need to reschedule your meeting with Mr. Hwon. I can do that easily; his assistant is easy to work with.βΒ
The hour passed too quickly for Wonwooβs liking. Jacob had found his way back onto the floor, and you had given him some toys from his bag to play with as the two of you worked as if nothing was different. Wonwoo was beginning to enjoy having you in the same room as him instead of having to call for you either through the door or to send you a message. Besides, the view was much better than usual.Β
When you make a sound of surprise looking at your phone, Wonwoo looks up from his computer again to watch you stand up and move around to collect Jacobβs things. Your mom must be outside. It almost made him sad to know things were going to go back to normal so quickly. Sighing softly, Wonwoo slides out of his chair and around his desk to offer his assistance, causing you to laugh and shake your head.Β
βIβoh, Mr. Jeon. Iβm okay. I will just run him downstairs and be right back up. Say bye bye to Mr. Jeon, Jacob.βΒ
Pouting, Jacob looks up at you and then at the tall man before babbling about his shoes. Wonwoo canβt help but smile, noticing one of the pieces of velcro had come undone, making it probably uncomfortable for the toddler.Β
βBye bye, Jacob. Here, let me fix it. Is that better?βΒ
You can feel your heart tightening once again as Wonwoo kneels down to adjust the velcro on Jacobβs shoe, making the little boy smile. Nodding, Jacob babbles bye bye a few times, moving to hug Wonwooβs leg and Wonwoo can only close his eyes. It was his turn for his heart to feel heavy. He liked this kid.Β
βHave fun with your grandmother.βΒ
βNanaβ¦βΒ
βAh, with your nana.βΒ
With your quick correction, Wonwoo laughs and ruffles Jacobβs hair before watching you pick him up and leave the room. He was in trouble. He wanted to see you like this again. Something more casual, and he wanted to see Jacob again.Β
Outside, you lean into your motherβs car, adjusting the straps over Jacobβs chest and waist as he babbles about his cup and toys before finally landing on Jeon. Your motherβs brow lifts in curiosity as she tries to hide her smile, but fails when you meet her eyes and shake your head.Β
βStop it; donβt even start with me. He hears me say my boss's name all the time, and we were just upstairs. I told him to say bye bye to Mr. Jeon. Heβs learning new words all the time.βΒ
Nodding, your mom leans in to press a kiss to your cheek before laughing against your warm skin. All she wanted was for you to be happy and you had been happier than you ever had in the past few months. Things seemed to be finding a normal pace but she still wanted you to find someone to settle down with, but all you ever seemed to do was work and talk about Mr. Jeon.Β
βI didnβt say a thing, darling. We will see you after work. Have a good day. I love you.βΒ
Muttering that you love her back, you then turn to Jacob to tell him how much you love him and beg him to behave. It isnβt until he realizes that he is leaving you that he starts to pout and cry, making your heart hurt as you have to go back upstairs and work.Β
Giving Wonwoo a courtesy knock on his office door, you slide back in, offering him a sad smile before moving to the laptop to start to collect your things. His eyes move over you curiously as he tilts his head.Β
βYou okay?βΒ
Nodding, you laugh softly, pulling your purse onto your shoulder as he stands watching you move so closely that it makes you feel like the room is smaller.Β
βOh yeah. It was just hard to see him crying after spending more time with him today. Iβm fine, though. Iβll get to my desk and get back to work. Again, thanks for accommodating me today.βΒ
Wonwoo wanted to tell you that you didnβt have to go back to your desk but he knew that working from a corner of his wasnβt ideal. The chair you had been sitting in wasnβt good for your back and as much as he wanted to keep sneaking peeks at you, this was work.Β
βOf course. Really wasnβt a big deal. Thank you forβ¦you know. Being great at your job.βΒ
Furrowing your brows, you canβt help but laugh under your breath at Wonwooβs wording. He was usually so well spoken, but that was a bit clumsy and almost as if he were flustered. Biting at your bottom lip a bit, you just smile and lower your head before leaving his office, letting Wonwoo catch his breath.Β
Maybe it was getting a later start in your day or the fact that you were desperately trying to keep yourself busy so that youβd stop trying to sneak peeks at Wonwoo, but the end of the day came quickly. Sighing softly, you send one last text to your mom, letting her know youβd be on your way soon when Wonwooβs voice pulls you out of your little world and back to reality.Β
βHave a good evening, Y/N.βΒ
You smile at Wonwoo, whispering for him to do the same, when he bites at his lips, stopping and turning back towards you, pointing with his briefcase in your direction. The action makes you laugh and tilt your head. Had he forgotten to tell you something or had he forgotten something in his office? Glancing over your shoulder, you start to speak when he beats you to the punch.Β
βAre you busy this Saturday evening?βΒ
Wonwoo watches you look from his office door and down to your desk. Your eyes were wide and you looked like you had seen a ghost. He hadnβt even said why he was curious but he knew you werenβt an idiot.Β
βIβwellβ¦βΒ
Jacobβ¦fuck. You have a kid. Wonwoo thought to himself, thinking he was such an idiot for even bringing it up without giving you much time to prep for his question.Β
βProbably right? Stuff with Jacob?βΒ
You shake your head and Wonwooβs head tilts curiously this time. No? That was different. To be fair, Wonwoo wasnβt sure what you really did on weekends.Β
"Actually, he will be with his dad this weekend. He gets him once a week... Why are you asking?βΒ
Right, he would need to answer that question. Wonwoo could feel his palm go sweaty around the handle of his briefcase the moment you answered the question. Licking his lips, Wonwoo reaches up to scratch the back of his neck with his free hand, offering you a smile.Β
βI wanted to see if maybe you wanted to get dinner and drinks. Especially if you have the night free."Β
Your boss was asking you out. That wasnβt something your brain was making up, was it? Looking past Wonwoo to make sure no one else had heard him, you take note that at least no one was in ear range when you let out a nervous laugh.Β
βIβis that appropriate? I meanβ¦fucββ Swallowing hard, you take a break to recenter yourself before meeting Wonwooβs eyes to find him grinning at you. βYou are my bossβ¦βΒ
Wonwoo knew who he was and who you were. He already knew there were rumors about him dating you swirling around the office, so it wouldnβt be like he was doing something to shock anyone and there were no rules that said he couldnβt.Β
βI donβt find it inappropriate. I mean, if you do, we can forget that I asked. I just didnβt want to miss out on this brief moment of bravery that I had and not ask you out.βΒ
His words cause your head to spin. He had to work up the courage to ask you out. Him? Be brave enough to ask you? In what world did any of that make sense? Smiling, you bite at your bottom lip as you fiddle with a few papers on your desk out of nerves before daring to look at Wonwoo again and shrugging.Β
βI donβt really want to forget that you asked.βΒ
A small laugh escapes Wonwooβs lips at your words. What did that mean? Did that mean yes? Youβd go? Stepping towards your desk, Wonwoo watches you take in a breath. He finds himself wondering, if he touched your cheek, if it would be warm with how you were acting.Β
βDoes that mean youβll go out with me?βΒ
When you nod, Wonwoo grins and looks down, reaching up to push his glasses up his nose and clearing his throat. He needed to keep his cool. It was just dinner and drinks. It wasnβt like he had asked you to marry him and you had said yes or something. He wasnβt some high schooler asking a girl to the prom. He was the CEO of a multimillion dollar company asking his incredibly attractive assistant out on a date, and she had said yes.Β
βGreat. Iβll see you in the morning, Y/N. Have a good evening.βΒ
You whisper out the same to Wonwoo, watching him jog down the steps before he gets to the door, leaving enough space between him and you that you feel like you can let out the breath you had been holding. It comes out with a small squeal as you lean forward on your desk, a smile on your lips, finding everything that had just happened to be unbelievable.Β
Pulling into the parking lot next to the matte black Lamborghini, Wonwoo shakes his head at how ostentatious the car seems. Putting his own car into park, he sighs, hitting the lock button on his keyfob, noting that he didnβt have much he could really say. His own Mercedes wasnβt that much better, but at least he wasnβt driving a Lambo.Β Β
When he had been in university, he and Mingyu had swore to one another that they would make it. At the time, they werenβt even sure what that meant. Earning business degrees and keeping their heads down for a few years had been the first step, but quickly they had both learned the ropes and now they were two of the most influential people in the business world.Β
What had started as a pipe dream of two sleep deprived broke university students became a hard earned reality. Each was now the CEO of their own company, in charge of dozens of employees, and making 7 figure salaries a year.Β
Wonwoo kept himself a bit more grounded than Mingyu, but he couldnβt blame the younger man for enjoying his wealth just a little here and there with things that he loved, like cars. Meanwhile, Wonwooβs money was invested and while his car was nice, his true wealth could be seen in his choice of house and accessories.Β
Walking into the restaurant, Wonwoo glances at the Roger Dubuis watch on his wrist, pursing his lips. He wasnβt late but he hated leaving the office, but mostly you, as the phones were persistent today. You had told him to go enjoy his lunch, despite him offering to take you along.Β
βMr. Kim said this was a leisure lunch, Mr. Jeon. You donβt need your assistant for that.βΒ
He wanted to punch Mingyu for telling you that. Couldnβt he play it off as a business lunch? He was the one who wanted him to ask you out in the first place. Sighing, Wonwoo simply offers a nod to the hostess, who directs him to Mingyu, already seated at their usual table.Β
βYou could at least look happy to see meβ¦βΒ
Mingyu smirks as Wonwoo sits down across from him. Their chosen restaurant was familiar; not only did they visit often but being friends with the owner had itβs perks.Β
βJust been a long morning. I am happy to see you. Has Junhui been out to the table yet?βΒ
Shaking his head, Mingyu shifts in his chair, studying Wonwoo. Something was on his mind and he wasnβt as open as some of their other friends when it came to sharing their feelings.Β
βNo, apparently heβs already making our food. We donβt get to pick.βΒ
Scoffing, Wonwoo scoots the useless menu away from him before leaning to pick up the glass of water meant for him and taking a long sip.Β
βSounds like Junhui. Whatever he serves us will be delicious anyway.β Clearing his throat, Wonwoo swipes his finger across a bead of condensation on his glass, looking down at it as he speaks. βY/N told me this was a leisure lunch. You have something on your mind you want to talk about?βΒ
There it was. Mingyu knew Wonwoo would get around to the reason he looked like there was a stick up his ass eventually, and this time he didnβt even have to try. Pursing his lips, Mingyu tilts his head, scooting one of his legs out under the table as he sighs. In truth, there hadnβt been a reason for the lunch. He had just missed his friend and tried to make it a weekly occasion to meet for a meal but Wonwoo made it harder and harder every week.Β
βDo I need to have something on my mind? Do you have something on yours?β Offering Wonwoo a smile when he receives a dirty look in return, Mingyu canβt help the chuckle that follows. βWe should see if Junhui can whip something up for Y/N that you can take back to the office for her.βΒ
That wasnβt a horrible idea but Wonwooβs only reaction is to lift his brows and sit down the glass of water in his hand. He hadnβt told Mingyu that he had asked you out yet. The silence becoming deafening Wonwoo is pleased to hear the familiar voice of Junhui drawing his and Mingyuβs attention.Β
βThe coconut chicken for Wonwoo and the huang men ji for Mingyu.βΒ
Food sat in front of him. Wonwoo grins at the bowl of food. It was simple but it smelled like comfort. Mingyu laughs while standing up to hug the man they had both known for the better part of a decade before Wonwoo does the same.Β
βYou didnβt come by last week. I thought you didnβt like my food anymore.βΒ
Wonwoo feels an instant pang of guilt at Junhuiβs words. He knew it was his fault that he and Mingyu hadnβt come by. He had cancelled their lunch at the last minute because of business but Mingyu is quick to cover for him like always.Β
βYou know thatβs not true. Just some work bullshit got in the way. Heβd live out of this place if he could. Wonwoo would sit in your kitchen and let you make him ramyeon or sweet and spicy chicken.βΒ
Seeing Junhui smile the way he did after Mingyu spoke was truly a gift. Mingyu was always good at making people happy and being genuine. He was a bit of an ass sometimes but at the root of it all, he was a good person.Β
βWell, I just hope you enjoy lunch today. Iβd stay and chat more but you know how hectic lunch can be. Let one of the servers know if you need anything."Β
Taking a breath into his words, Wonwoo stumbles on the first before finally meeting Junhuiβs eyes, making the man stop in his tracks.Β
βActuβactuallyβ¦Could you, you know, if you arenβt incredibly busy, make something for my assistant? I want to take her some lunch back to the office.β
Mingyu grins, looking down at his food, at how Wonwoo stumbles over his words and at how he has taken his advice. Maybe that wasnβt the only time he had taken it?
Junhui simply smiles and furrows his brows, trying to remember your name, before nodding. βFor Y/N, right? No problem. Iβll have it ready before you all finish.βΒ
Nodding, Wonwoo looks down at his food, unwilling to meet Junhuiβs or Mingyuβs eyes just yet. It isnβt until Mingyu clears his throat, shirting in his chair to pick up his chopsticks and then a piece of chicken that Wonwoo looks up, meeting his eyes.Β
βDonβt say it.βΒ
Mingyu smirks, the chicken almost against his lips, before he shakes his head, pausing to speak before taking the first bite.Β
βI didnβt say a thing.βΒ
Wonwoo groans, picking up his chopsticks and a piece of his chicken and eating it with more force than necessary. Mingyu didnβt have to say anything; he was saying it all with a look on his face.Β
βThe chicken isnβt going to fight back, Wonwoo. Why are you so defensive when Y/N is mentioned? By the way, you brought her up with time. I was going to wait until at least dessert.βΒ
He knew he was being ridiculous about you. He was almost 30 years old. There was no reason for Wonwoo to be acting like some teenager afraid of a crush but you made him feel that way. Especially when he considered everything about your life and how he wanted to make it better for you and Jacob. He had never even considered children until you showed up and started working for him.Β
βIβI donβt know. She makes me nervous.βΒ
That much Mingyu knew. Everyone in a ten mile radius could see that. Taking another bite of his food, Mingyu licks his lips and lets out a breath, appreciating the taste before wiping his mouth with his napkin.Β
βItβs not like she knows you like her. You wonβt even ask her ββΒ
βI did ask her out.βΒ
The surprise is evident on Mingyuβs face as Wonwoo confesses to asking you out on a date. He is proud and impressed but also a sinking feeling of nervousness takes over him as he tries to read Wonwooβs face before finally just biting the bullet and asking the question he needed the answer to.Β
βAnd? What did she say?βΒ
Wonwoo tries to hide his smile but it only ends up making it harder to keep his lips from turning up at the corners. Glancing down at his food, he licks his lips and shrugs before meeting Mingyuβs eyes, narrowing his own as if the words might backfire on him.Β
βShe said yes.βΒ
Tossing his chopsticks to the table, Mingyu reaches over to smack Wonwooβs arm harder than necessary, causing the slightly smaller man to grimace at the shock of the hit.Β
βFuck yeah, man. I knew she would. I mean, why wouldnβt she? Whatβs the plan?β Rambling, Mingyu suddenly thinks of your son and his eyes widen, cutting Wonwoo off before he can answer, βWhat about the kid? You arenβt taking him on the first date, right? Surely someone can keep him?βΒ
βCan I speak now?β Getting a nod from Mingyu, Wonwoo watches him pick up his chopsticks, going back to his food as he grins at the younger man fondly. Mingyu was always excitable, but Wonwoo couldnβt help but indulge him.Β
βI havenβt decided on a place to have dinner yet but I have some options. Iβm surprised she said yes. She was concerned because Iβm her employer.β Swallowing hard, Wonwoo furrows his brows before shrugging and pushing around his rice. βShe said Jacob will be with his dad this weekend so Saturday is a good time.βΒ
Sitting up straight like a puppy that had heard a new word, Mingyu tilts his head and blinks a few times at Wonwoo. That was the first time he had heard anything about your ex. I mean, it made sense. It took two to make a kid but he had just assumed the guy was completely out of the picture.Β
βDad? Do we have a name? How close are they?βΒ
Rolling his eyes, Wonwoo picks up a bite of his food, chewing it before even trying to answer Mingyu. He knew what he was trying to do and while he appreciated it. He didnβt need Seungcheol to do a background check on your ex.Β
βYes, Jacobβs father. I donβt know his name; I didnβt ask and she didnβt offer it. I have no idea how close they are but they share a child, Mingyu.β Sighing, Wonwoo meets Mingyuβs eyes, seeing the incredulous look in them, before adding, βBut they are also not together so I can assume they are not terribly close.βΒ
Mingyu wasnβt thrilled with Wonwooβs answer but he figured that if his friend changed his mind, he could do some digging in the meantime. He did have a point, if there was a good relationship there, you and your ex would be raising Jacob together in the same home.Β
βFine, I wonβt call Cheolβ¦yet. Let me know if you change your mind.βΒ
Shaking his head, Wonwoo picks up another bite of food, sighing heavily before laughing humorlessly into his words.Β
βI can promise you, I will not change my mind.βΒ
The rest of lunch was as normal as possible. Beyond Mingyu offering date options and letting Wonwoo borrow his car for the date, it was back to their normal topics of conversation before Junhui joined them for the last part of the meal. Desserts were served and a takeaway container sat beside Wonwoo. Junhui grinned at Wonwoo suspiciously before Mingyu filled him in on the βgood newsβ about the upcoming date.Β
βIβm happy for you, Wonwoo. You need to date more often. Itβs been months since youβve even tried. All Iβve even heard about is Y/N since she started working for you and no one comes close to your standard of Y/N.βΒ
Rubbing the back of his neck, Wonwoo could only smile sheepishly. Junhui wasnβt wrong. You were not someone that most people could dream of living up to and no other woman came close.Β
βI..I just want to see where it goes. Iβm not going to force it. I know she will have Jacob on her mind.β
Junhui nods, his fingers running over the tablecloth under them as he listens to his friend talk. He could tell how important this was to Wonwoo and he wanted it to work for his sake.Β
βThen just tell her how you feel and what you want. It seems to work out in books and movies.βΒ
Laughing, Mingyu just shrugs when Junhui shoots him a look. It wasnβt that he was wrong but it was the fact that he was sourcing books and movies as his knowledge bank. Wonwoo just smiles fondly at his friend and nods before leaning back to sigh into a groan. He needed to go back to work now. He wanted to see you and give you lunch but already the butterflies were fighting for space in his stomach.Β
βThanks, both of you, and Junhui, for the food. Ours and Y/Nβs.βΒ
Mingyu echoes Wonwooβs words before hugs are exchanged, along with more well wishes. Wonwoo finds himself wondering when they had gotten to the age where this was the topic of lunch conversation and not the next kegger. Either way, he didnβt mind as he held your food in his hands, heading for his car, willing the butterflies to calm down.Β
Watching Wonwoo as he raised the spoon of cereal to his mouth, Mingyu smirked and shook his head. It was the fourth jacket his friend had put on and taken off before even waiting for his opinion. That had been his entire purpose for being hereβwell, and to raid Wonwooβs pantry but mostly emotional support.Β
Wonwoo had been stressed out over this date the entire week. You had noticed his being a bit more awkward than normal, including offering you the food after his lunch with Mingyu by clearing his throat and all but dropping the box into your hands.Β
He wasnβt trying to make this harder than it needed to be but you were important. No other woman had made him feel like this. It wasnβt the fact that you had a kid; that didnβt even phase Wonwoo, even though he had many other friends who thought it was a red flag or a reason not to pursue you, no matter how attractive you were. He had quickly shut them down, reminding them to mind their business.Β
βIβfuck. What about this one?βΒ
Mingyu wipes his lips with his thumb tilting his head, his eyes narrowing at the mirror in front of Wonwoo. The jacket looked suspiciously like one he had put on three jackets before and he remembered telling him it looked sharp.Β
βIsnβt that the same one as before? Look at the tag. Did you buy out Dior? Do you own the entire collection in that pattern?βΒ
Scoffing, Wonwoo pulls on the lapels of the jacket before reaching up to adjust his glasses and sweep the curls of his brown hair from his forehead before he mutters under his breath.Β
βShut the fuck up.βΒ
Smiling, Mingyu shrugs, sitting the bowl aside so he can stand up and move towards Wonwoo, smacking his shoulder and sending the man forward a step.Β
βIβm trying to get you to lighten up, man. You look good. You look classy. I know you wanna impress her but I donβt think you have to try so hard.βΒ
Wonwoo knew Mingyu was probably right but he didnβt want to ruin this and lose his chance with you. If he tried too hard, he might scare you off, but if he didnβt try hard enough, you might think he thought you were just every other woman. There was a fine line, and Wonwoo had to walk it like a tightline.Β
βYeah, maybe.β Swiping his phone from his dresser, Wonwoo checks his email, confirming his reservations and making Mingyu laugh once again. Hissing out an annoyed sound, Wonwoo pushes back his elbow into his friendβs ribs, hearing the taller man grunt before taking a step back and putting up his hands in submission. βI get that I donβt have to try so hard but Iβm going to. Sheβ¦deserves it.βΒ
The last of Wonwooβs words are quieter, as if he says them too loudly, it might give too much away. He worked with you almost every single day and yet he hated having to say goodbye to you when 5 oβclock rolled around. Wonwoo felt like there was something else on the tip of his tongue as he watched you smile up at him and finish the last of your tasks as he glanced back at you, his briefcase in hand.Β
Pursing his lips at Wonwooβs words, Mingyu crosses his arms and studies the man. He was whipped and there was no other way of putting it. He had known he was falling for you about two weeks after Wonwoo hired you. He had listened to call after call about the wonderful new assistant that Wonwoo had found and how it all just seemed to work. Mingyu remembered thinking even then that that wasnβt how you spoke about your employees, no matter how wonderful they were. That was how you spoke about someone you were falling in love with.Β
βHey, Iβm not saying shit, man. I support you, and I support this. You are as happy as I have seen you in a long time.βΒ
Taking a breath, Wonwoo slips his phone into his pocket and shakes his head at Mingyuβs words. He didnβt disagree with them per se; he just didnβt know how to feel about them or even what to say in response to them. Mingyu wasnβt wrong. He was happy and he was excited. For once, he felt like there was possibility.Β
Smoothing your dress down at your sides, you slide into the chair at your vanity, already feeling your leg bouncing under the table. You could hear Jacob just behind you talking to his toy about his juice but your mind was still a blur. You couldnβt help but glance away at your own reflection in the mirror.Β
This was the first time you had dressed up like this besides work dinners and even then, you didnβt dare try to be anything anyone would consider sexy or bordering on it. You were a mom. That was your first jobβthe most important job.Β
βMomma, βook!βΒ
Drawing your attention from your thoughts, Jacobβs excited words cause you to turn in your chair to look at him as he picks up the car in front of him, making something that sounds between a roar and an exhaust.Β
βWow, you are so cool. What is that, baby?βΒ
Looking down at his toy, Jacob giggles, pushing the wheels with his fingers, before smiling at you with a smile that melts your heart.Β
βCar!βΒ
Nodding, you canβt help but laugh and clap, encouraging him before Jacob keeps repeating the word over and over again to show you he knew it for sure. You knew he was smart but speech had been a bit difficult for him in the beginning. You had a hard time not blaming yourself or the situation; stress, changeβkids were so resilient and yet fragile. So when he started to pick up more and more wordsβfull sentencesβno matter how broken they were, you couldnβt help but feel your heart get fuller with pride.Β
Watching Jacob for a moment longer, you rest your chin on your arm before letting out a soft, slow breath. You were excited and nervous for your date with Wonwoo but you always dreaded anything new. Just like you always dreaded any time you had apart from Jacob, you knew it was something you needed to get used to and it wasnβt like you didnβt want his dad to have a relationship with him. You were just attached. It was hard not to be when he was the most important person in your life.Β
Finally, turning back to the mirror, you get the courage to look into it, meeting your own reflection. You could tell you were tired. You knew you needed the break. Working a full time job and taking care of a toddler wasnβt easy. Reaching for your concealer, you dab a bit under your eyes, pursing your lips as you use a brush to blend it in with the rest of your makeup. You couldnβt get more sleep but at least you could attempt to hide how much sleep you hadnβt had.Β
When the doorbell rang, Jacob squealed in excitement. Not even knowing who was at the door, your son was always excited to see anyway. You knew you needed to teach him more about stranger danger but there was something beautiful and whimsical about seeing a child so eager and loving to meet someone.Β
His little feet hitting the carpet and then hardwood, Jacob calls for you as he reaches the door, only to smack at it, trying to figure out how to open it when he hears the voice on the other side.Β
βIs that my buddy?βΒ
βDadda! Dadda! Momma, daddaβs here!βΒ
You had been trying to watch the time but 4 oβclock had snuck up on you. Biting your lip, you struggle with your bracelet, hurrying towards the door to unlock it and usher Jacob back all while trying not to drop the delicate gold chain around your arm as your ex-husband moves into the house.Β
Flinging his arms around his dadβs legs, Jacob giggles as he feels his fingers brush over his head. Your ex, Daniel, grins, muttering another hi to his son before finally giving you an appraising look and letting out a low whistle.Β
Rolling your eyes, you feel your cheeks warm at his attention. There were no longer romantic feelings between the two of you but you were both lucky that a friendship had remained. It had been easier than anticipated after the divorce to be close for Jacobβs sake and to actually be there for one another when each of you needed it.Β
Daniel laughs at your reaction, watching your fingers struggle with the bracelet before he reaches out to help with the tiny clasp, earning himself a small thank you. Shrugging, the man simply offers you another smile before leaning down to pick up Jacob with a groan, pretending that he hurt his back.Β
βDonβt mention it. You, however, can. Are you eating all the vegetables? You are twice as big as last week!βΒ
Smiling fondly, you watch Jacob giggle as his dad kisses his cheeks, your son holding on to the man like an anchor. Stepping to the side, you allow him to move further into the house with Jacob as the boy babbles about his car, making your ex glance at you, noting the new word as you just smile and nod.Β
βCar huh? Dadda has a cool car, you know. Momma doesnβt let me bring it to pick you up but Iβll show you when we get home. Itβs not as cool as yours but itβs close.β
You roll your eyes again, letting out a scoff that cues Daniel to smirk at you. His eyes once again move over you before he lifts his brow, letting Jacob down to play as he watches you gather the last of his things, putting them into his bag.Β
βIt is a nice car. You used to like it when weβd go out on the town. Speaking of ββΒ
Looking up quickly, you watch Daniel lift his hands at the look on your face. Another laugh slips from his lips before you zip Jacobβs bag, offering it to him.Β
βYour car is dumb, just like you. Iβyes Iβm going out. Do I lookβ¦you know?βΒ
Narrowing his eyes playfully at the comment about his car being dumb, Daniel lets it go instead, choosing to focus on what you had said next. Shaking his head, he takes a step back, giving you another once over before letting out a breath. He might be your ex-husband and your friend but he had eyes and there were very good reasons he had been attracted to you in the first place, besides your amazing wit.Β
βYou look hot. You said βgoing out?β Out as inβ¦βΒ
Groaning, you narrow your eyes at the man as he smirks at you. He was worse than your girlfriends when it came to things like this. He was worse than your mother and that was saying something. You knew things with Daniel were good and that what had been there had ended long before the divorce had even been finalized, but there were times like this when you started to talk to him about a man you were going to go on a date with that you felt like you were talking to your husband again.Β
βJustβ¦out. With someone, a friend.βΒ
Not believing you, Daniel glances towards Jacob as he pretends to run the car over the couch cushion, making the same car noise he had for you. The sound brings a smile to his lips but itβs short lived as the attention is brought back to you. He wanted you to be happy. It wasnβt like he hadnβt dated or wasnβt currently dating. You should do the same, even if you have primary custody of Jacob.Β
βA friend? A man? Y/N? Are you going on a date? Why are you so afraid to tell me?β Scoffing softly, Daniel leans against the kitchen counter next to him, studying you as you look down almost in shame before he reaches up to hold your shoulder as he talks. βWhy in the hell would I be mad that you are trying to be happy? Iβm not an asshole."Β
Fighting the tears that were threatening to well up in your eyes, you shrug as Daniel leans down ever so slightly to meet your eyes fully. His smile is genuine as he watches you try to keep your composure.Β
βY/N, we have a cool ass kid. We didnβt work married but we work as friends. Iβm not going to tell you that you canβt find a man who will love you like you deserve.βΒ
Closing your eyes, you laugh but the tears fall to your cheeks, causing Daniel to sigh apologetically. He reached up with his thumbs to delicately push them off your face, knowing that you had probably worked hard on your make up.Β
βDonβt cry; I didnβt mean to do that.βΒ
βMomma cry! Donβt be sad, momma. Iβm βere. I love you.βΒ
Feeling Jacob trying to climb your legs causes your heart to tighten in your chest. Daniel laughs a bit, trying to calm him down, trying to tell him you are okay. Your son doesnβt listen, too concerned about you, until you reach down to pick him up, letting the little boy look at your face. His small hand moves over your face with less care than his father as he tries to help with your tears, before he leans in to kiss the corner of your lips and cheek.Β
βYou love a lot of people, Y/N. You teach him to love people fiercely so he loves you just as hard.βΒ
Danielβs words make you smile as you lean your forehead to rest it against Jacobβs, whispering that you love him and that you are okay. Your son smiles, running his fingers over your cheek again, checking for more tears. He's happy when he canβt find any more.Β
βMommaβs okay, bud. Sheβs gonna have a good night with a friend. Me and you are gonna stay up late and eat pancakes.βΒ
Jacob gasps at hearing his dadβs words, glancing back at him and babbling about pancakes, making you laugh, and letting him wiggle his way over to his arms.Β
βThanks, Daniel.βΒ
Shrugging, you watch him lean his head against Jacobβs, his eyes mirroring your sons and making your heart warm.Β
βNo problem. Text me later and let me know how the date goes. Iβll send you pictures of him later but I wonβt bother you too much. Donβt wanna interrupt. I want you to have fun and actually enjoy a night out.βΒ
Agreeing to the text and promising to at least try to relax, you walk your ex-husband and son to the door, kissing Jacobβs forehead once more before watching the two of them leave, knowing it was going to be a long couple of days before he would be back with you.Β
Checking his watch at 6:45, Wonwoo looks at the outside of your house before pulling into the driveway. He knew he was a little early but he had a habit of it. You couldnβt be late if you were early. It has always worked for him thus far.Β
Taking a deep breath, Wonwoo straightens his chosen jacket of the night and takes the first step towards your front door. It wasnβt that long of a driveway but by the time he made it there, he felt like he had been walking for an hour, despite checking his watch to see that it was now only 6:47. He was letting his nerves get the best of him.Β
Wonwoo could hear Mingyuβs voice echoing in his head even as he lifted his hand to the doorbell and waited for you, wondering if you would change your mind. Stay calm, man. Donβt try too hard. You look like you have a stick up your ass. Wonwoo did not, in fact, have a stick up his ass. He was just nervous. So fucking nervous.Β
You had heard the vehicle pull into the driveway so you couldnβt really explain the dread that was in your stomach when you heard the doorbell ring. You knew it was Wonwoo and you were excited, but you were also terrified. You had spent an hour cleaning up everything he could possibly see from at least the front door and even if he were to come into the kitchen, but as you walked towards the door you let out a squeal when you see another toy, picking it up and putting it behind your back before pulling the door open.Β
He smiled, his brows furrowing at the sound he had heard behind your closed door. Wonwoo canβt help but tilt his head in concern before he finally gets a good look at you and loses his resolve. You were stunning. He had seen you in business professional clothes and even a nicer dress for a work dinner but this... you looked amazing.Β
βIβwow. Hey.βΒ
Your cheeks are burning, and you feel a bit confused as you hold the small toy behind your back, balancing your toes on the hardwood next to your other foot as you look at Wonwoo in your doorway. He looked amazing. He always did. He looked expensive, but you knew that he was. You werenβt a complete idiot. That was another reason that this was all making you so nervous. Your life was nothing compared to his.Β
βHi, I meanβ¦Β hello, Mr. JeββΒ
βOhβ¦no please. Donβt call me that tonight. I told you at work, just Wonwoo. It would be so strange to hear you call me that on a date.βΒ
A date. Yeah, you were going on a date with your boss. Fuck, your stomach was churning. Swallowing hard, you offer Wonwoo a smile before looking down and stepping to the side to let him step in. The air was crisp and your heat was already kicking on.Β
βCome inβ¦Β I need to get my jacket and, uh, shoes.βΒ
Smiling as he steps inside, Wonwoo glances around, thinking that your house was perfectly you but it lacked all the things that he had expected when it came to Jacob. He had expected toys to be lying around and perhaps shoes in the entryway. Things he had seen in his own childhood home growing up but it appeared you either kept an incredibly kept house, or you had cleaned up prior to his arrival.Β
βI know Iβm a bit early. Kinda sad I wonβt see Jacob today.βΒ
Watching you back away from him, Wonwoo watches your hand slide from behind you to in front, making him grin when he sees the toy in it that you had been trying to hide from him. So you had just cleaned, and that made him feel a bit better.Β
Nodding along with his words, you toss the toy into a basket before moving to slide your feet into your heels as Wonwoo watches you. His eyes are moving along your frame with interest before he stops at your face, listening to every word you have to say.Β
βIβm sure he will stumble back into your life unceremoniously in the near future because my life is a mess. Uh, but his dad came and got him a few hours ago.βΒ
Wonwoo chuckles at your wording but he canβt help but enjoy the idea of Jacob and you both stumbling into his life. He didnβt mind it and he didnβt feel that he ever would. Glancing at the jacket on a hook near him as you start towards it. Wonwoo makes a sound, drawing your attention to him before he takes your jacket down and holds it open for you, surprising you.Β
Carefully sliding your arms into your jacket, you step backwards, careful not to get too close to Wonwoo but no matter how much you try not to, you can still feel the warmth of his body close to yours as he situates the jacket on your shoulders.Β
βThanksβ¦βΒ
With a small smile on his lips, Wonwoo takes a step back, letting you grab your purse and offering you a nod in response. To him, it hadnβt been anything special, just something he wanted to do, but to you, it had been the beginning of something special.Β
βNo problem. I have reservations for us at 8 o'clock; itβs a bit of a drive so I hope you wonβt mind.βΒ
Wonwoo watches as you shake your head. You seemed shy and sweet. Not that you didnβt give off a similar vibe most days but today it was different. You were reserved and Wonwoo knew that it might take just a little bit of time and some conversation to get you past what you were holding on to about him being your boss.Β
Walking you to his car, Wonwoo surprises you once again by joining you at the passenger's side door and pulling it open for you. It wasnβt that you hadnβt had men do chivalrous things for you in the past. It wasnβt even that Daniel hadnβt done similar things for you; it was the fact that it was Wonwoo. It was the fact that he was one of Forbes 30 under 30 and he was treating you like the most important person in the world at the moment.Β
Sliding into the Mercedes, you let your fingers glide over the leather seat, enjoying the soft feeling before you reach for the seatbelt as Wonwoo closes the door and makes his way around to get in beside you. He was already enjoying having this extra time with you. Neither of you needed to say a thing but one look in your direction granted him a sweet smile that melted Wonwooβs heart.Β
He could see you glancing around the car as he drove. Your fingers are moving nervously in your lap on top of your purse. You were possibly more nervous than he was and that was saying something. Reaching out towards the radio, Wonwoo turns it on, letting it play quietly so perhaps that will help you feel less awkward before he lets out a sigh, smiling over at you.Β
βYou look beautiful tonight, Y/N. Iβm really happy you accepted my invitation.βΒ
Your face was hot again. All you could do was look down and grin like an idiot at Wonwooβs compliment. Lifting your hand, you swipe away a loose bit of hair from your cheek before glancing back over at him, whispering a thank you and clearing your throat to regain your composure.Β
βTh-thank you. I was, well, you know, surprised you even asked me. Beyond the facts that I brought up at work...Β I just assumed you would be seeing someone.βΒ
Furrowing his brows, Wonwoo tightens his grip on the steering wheel with his left hand, his right resting on the gearshift as he leans his head back against the headrest.Β
βLike who?βΒ
You canβt help but let out an amused scoff at Wonwooβs question. He actually sounded intrigued or maybe even confused, by your assumption. You could think of plenty of people better than you for him.Β
βWell, any model you wanted for one. I believe Mr. Kim had one on his arm at the last dinnerβ¦βΒ
Trailing off, you look out the passengerβs side window as Wonwoo looks at you. He wasnβt Mingyu and he didnβt want a model; he wanted you. He wasnβt even sure Mingyu wanted a model; that date was for the press, but that was a fact that even you didnβt seem to pick up on.Β
βHe barely knew how to say her name and she spoke maybe three times to him that night. It was a publicity arrangement. I turn them down frequently because I am not interested in helping to boost anyoneβs image, especially when I have someone Iβm already interested in.β
Pressing your lips together, you canβt even dare yourself to look over at Wonwoo after hearing his words. He was interested in someone. You werenβt stupid and you werenβt going to play that card. He wouldnβt have said those words with you in the car if he hadnβt been talking about you. It was making you feel short of breath and your heart was beating like a drum in your chest.Β
βMingyu does it because he likes the playboy persona, even if its a lie. It looks good on paper and itβs fun for him. But, Y/Nβ¦please look at me."Β
There is a slight whine in Wonwooβs voice as he asks you to look at him. He knew you could hear him but he wanted to make sure you understood what he was going to say next. He knew that his lifestyle was different from yours in many ways but not as different as you might want to believe.Β
Finally turning your gaze to his as Wonwoo slows down to a stop at a red light, you press your lips together, drawing his attention to them for a brief moment before he looks back into your eyes. He was entranced by you; he wanted nothing more than to see you happy and for this date to go well and so far he was afraid it was off to a rocky start because of your assumptions.Β
βBut I am not Mingyu and I am not a rich playboy. Iβm just... me, and I like you.βΒ
Your lips parted slightly with a tiny breath and Wonwoo wants nothing more than to act on how heβs feeling. You look kissable. Your lips parted just slightly, a rosy color making them already look bitten but a honk from behind him made him smile and he pressed down on the gas, putting the car back in motion.Β
βI didnβt mean to sound like I was accusing you of something, Wonwoo. It is very clear you aren't. You know a playββ You stop and laugh to yourself, not sure what you were even saying. Wonwoo made you so nervous. You hear him laugh, your eyes moving over his handsome face as his cheeks become fuller, his eyes almost catlike, letting you know the laugh is real. βIβm serious. I know you are a good person. Iβm just not in your circle.βΒ
Wonwooβs laugh and smile fade with your words. It wasnβt that he hated being wealthy or successful. That had been the plan, and he had worked hard for it. It was the fact that you felt less and unworthy of him because of his wealth and success when, in his eyes, you were far more wealthy.Β
βYou are. I donβt even know what that means. Do you mean part of my friend group? You can meet them if you want. You already know Mingyu.βΒ
Sighing, you smile and lean your head back against your headrest, looking over Wonwooβs handsome face. He was perfect in every single way that you could think of. He was every girlβs dream and you couldnβt think of a single reason not to want this, yet every single alarm was going off in your head.Β
βI do know Mr. Kim, but as kind as he is do you think the rest of your friends would be as enthused by meeting me? Your assistant, who is a single mother to a three year old?βΒ
His brows furrowing, Wonwoo grips the steering wheel tighter once again. He remembers a couple of his friends bringing up your occupation and a few others bringing up your status as a single mother. He didnβt care what those friends thought because the ones who really cared about him supported him and encouraged him, just like Mingyu had.Β
βY/Nβ¦β Wonwoo sighs out your name, glancing down at your hands, before looking back out at the road in front of him. He wished he was close enough to you to take your hand, to glide his thumb along yours and to explain this while having that contact with you. βYouβll meet them one day and they will fall in love with you so easily. Itβs impossible not to.βΒ
The silence in the car was deafening. You didnβt know if he had meant those words the way they had come across but even Wonwoo seemed to realize what he had said as he tugged on the turtleneck that now seemed to be suffocating him as he drove.Β
Smiling, you look out the window, opting to hum along with the radio for a moment before finally putting Wonwoo out of his misery by glancing over at him. It was clear he was stressed; this conversation wasnβt going exactly as planned but in truth, he wasnβt sure how he had planned it.Β
βIβm sorry Iβm being so difficult, Wonwoo. Iβm not trying to push you away. Iβm justβ¦nervous.β You look down and away from Wonwoo as he glances from the road to you, listening to you speak. βI havenβt really dated much since I got divorced. Itβs not exactly a conversation starter.βΒ
Divorced. Right. Wonwoo nods and licks his lips. Your ex was your ex-husband. Why hadnβt that dawned on him before? It didnβt change anything; it just meant he needed to figure out more about you and your life.Β
βHow long were you married?βΒ
You laugh, surprised that Wonwoo was going to literally use what you had said as a conversation starter. He was different, that was certain. Shrugging, you decided to just lay out all of your cards. The worst that could happen was losing your job and the date going poorly, so what else could go wrong?
βFour years. We got divorced about a year and a half ago.β Glancing at your phone, you look at the date and count in your head before nodding. βTwo weeks ago.βΒ
Wonwoo does math in his head and lets out a breath with a long sigh. That was a longer time than he had anticipated and yet it was a short amount of time when you considered what he wanted from a marriage.Β
βWhat is his name?βΒ
Picking at a string on your purse, you run your tongue along your lips, considering Wonwooβs question before just answering it.Β
βKang Daniel, and he is Jacobβs father.βΒ
Grimacing at how you had answered his question, Wonwoo glances over at you and tilts his head.Β
βI figured he was, Y/N. If you donβt want to talk aboutβ"Β
βItβs fineβ¦Β Iβve just had men assumed that perhaps that was why Daniel and I werenβt together anymore. I cheated and had Jacob. Itβs not; we were happy with Jacob. We just werenβt happy together.βΒ
Wonwoo hated that people treated you that way; the thought had never even crossed his mind. He never assumed the separation had ever been your fault. He knew there were a million reasons marriages failed and for a great many of them, neither party was at fault.Β
βI would never assume something about you. I would rather learn about you. You are a great mother."Β
Smiling softly, you nod, the string between your fingers like a safety net as you whisper out your words just loudly enough for Wonwoo to hear.Β
βThank you. I try.βΒ
βIt shows. Jacob is a great kid. You can tell he has a really good life.βΒ
You worked hard to make sure he did and you knew that Daniel tried to do the same. His life was different from yours and that had been part of the problem with your marriage. He was always gone, and when he was there, he was still gone in his head until it came to Jacob.Β
βI do my best and I know Daniel does too. I have primary custody of Jacob. Itβs just easier. I'm more stable.β You knew that Wonwoo didnβt ask for the details but he did say he wanted to learn. This was the most important part of your life, your son. If anything, he needed to learn about it. "Daniel travels for work often but sees Jacob once a week for two days. Iβll get him back Monday morning before work. Itβs the hardest two days of my life, every single week.βΒ
Wonwoo watches your finger wrap a loose string around it and he wants to grab your hand again and offer you comfort. While its clear there is no animosity between you and your ex, your love for your son is even more evident.Β
βIβm sure he misses you too.βΒ
You laugh and shrug, reaching into your purse to take out your phone to show Wonwoo the picture that Daniel had sent you of Jacob. The small boy's face was covered in bits of syrup, and a destroyed pancake was in front of him. The next picture shows the man and your son, both leaning against an older model Mustang as Jacob holds up a toy car.Β
βHeβs having a great time with his dadda. He needs that time with him. Iβd never take that time away from him.βΒ
Smiling at the pictures, Wonwoo then smiles at you, in awe of you. It would be so easy to be the type of person to want to keep Jacob all to themselves and instead you wanted him to love and be loved. It said alot about you and who you were and it made him want you even more.Β
Turning into the parking lot of a smaller restaurant, Wonwoo watches you perk up out of the corner of his eye as he pulls into a reserved space turning his car off. You look around curiously before finally turning to him as clearly this wasnβt what you had expected.Β
βHm? I promise it doesnβt look like much but itβs the best money can buy. I wanted something special for you.βΒ
Holding up his hand, you smile at Wonwoo as he tells you to wait for him when you go to reach the door. Rolling your eyes, you turn to watch him jog around the car and make it over to you, opening the door and offering you his hand. He was ridiculous but you were starting to enjoy it.Β
Wonwoo waits with his fingers extended, slightly trembling out of nerves, until you slide your hand into his and step out of his car next to him, looking up into his eyes with your bright, sweet smile. Wrapping his hand around your fingers, Wonwoo keeps his touch loose but dares to brush his along the back of your hand as he gestures with his right towards the walkway.Β
βThere isnβt even a sign for this place, Wonwooβ¦βΒ
A small grin plays on Wonwooβs lips at your hushed words. He nods and leans towards you, causing you to take in a sharp breath when you feel the warmth of his breath against your ear as he speaks in hushed tones as he whispers like itβs a secret and dozens of people are listening.Β
βI know, itβs invite only. Like I said, special.β Standing up straight, Wonwoo moves your hand to his arm, resting his right hand over it for a moment as he takes in a breath of the crisp air and walks you to the front of the building. βItβs called Γblouissante.βΒ
Running your fingers over his jacket, you feel goosebumps spread along your skin at how soft the fabric is under your touch. It was expensive; he was just expensive and here you were feeling like you were cheapening his brand.Β
Meanwhile, Wonwoo was thinking the furthest thing from what was on your mind. He felt like the luckiest man in the world with you on his arm. You were beautiful and he didnβt care how much your clothes cost or how much you spent on your accessories. All Wonwoo cared about was you, and you were worth more to him than anything money could buy.Β
Smiling at the hostess, Wonwoo offers her his phone, letting her check his reservation code before she grins widely, welcoming him in. Her gaze then falls to you and you are surprised when it doesnβt change from how she had been looking at Wonwoo. She gives you just as much respect before offering to take your jackets and leading you to your table, of which there were only ten in the entire restaurant.Β
βOh my god, this place is wild. I swear that Yoon Jeonghan was sitting across the room.βΒ
You shake your head as you speak, making Wonwoo tilt his head before he leans up, looking for the man and grinning. You watch him wave before you see; in fact, Yoon Jeonghan does the same back to him.Β
βYouβve got to be kidding me."Β
βHeβs not that important; he just thinks he is. His last movie sucked and he knows it.βΒ
Of course, he would know Yoon Jeonghan. Why wouldnβt Jeon Wonwoo know actors, multi-million dollar CEOs? Hell, he probably knew politicians by name as well.Β
βI liked itβ¦βΒ
Wonwoo grins at your words, crossing his leg over his knee as you look at your menu, noting the lack of prices attached to any of the listings.Β
βYou can let him know.βΒ
Jeonghan glances over your back before walking past you to lean down and hug Wonwoo with a chuckle. It had been too long since he had seen his friend. You watch, trying to keep your mouth closed, as two of the most handsome men you have ever met in your life talk as if they had known each other for the better part of their lives. Perhaps they had.Β
βFancy running into you here, Wonwoo. The last time I saw Gyu, he said you ditched because of work. Junhui was sadβ¦tell me youβve gone back to his place and eaten at least."Β
Wonwoo sighs as Jeonghan reaches out to pat his cheek before laughing once again. Of course Mingyu had said something and of course he had missed someone else at that last lunch.Β
βI have and in my defense, Mingyu didnβt tell me you were going to join us.β Glancing at you as you try not to intrude, instead you choose to look over the wine list, Wonwoo grins, letting out a soft breath and gesturing towards you. βJeonghan, this is Y/N Y/L/N.βΒ
His eyes widening, Jeonghan mouths your first name towards Wonwoo, who gives him a look, only causing the actor to smirk. Turning his attention to you, Jeonghan gives you a dazzling smile, reaching his hand out for yours and saying your name sweetly.Β
βItβs so nice to finally meet you. You are even more gorgeous than Wonwoo let on. My godβ¦βΒ
With your fingers resting in his, you feel your face burning from Jeonghanβs words. You figured he would be a smooth talker given his career but then again, you had never dreamed in a million years that you would be talking to Jeonghan much less like this.Β
βIβthank you? Heβs spoken about me?βΒ
Jeonghan trails his thumb over your fingernails, assessing you as he nods, feeling Wonwooβs eyes on him, knowing he is annoying the man. He knew exactly what he was doing and he wanted to rile him up because he wanted that fire inside of his friend to flame hotter when it came to you. He was tired of watching his friend pine and pine and never go for the gold.Β
"Oh, often, and always good things, scouts honor. Iβm so happy to see him finally taking you out, like heβs been wanting to. Heβd be an idiot not to. I mean, seriously, Y/Nβ¦you are stunning.β Grinning at how you shy away from compliments, Jeonghan glances towards Wonwoo, who purses his lips, glancing to where your fingers barely hang on to the other manβs.
Jeonghan laughs, leaning down to press a kiss to your knuckles before letting you take your hand back completely. βIf you arenβt 100% satisfied with your date, let me know. Think of me as quality assurance.βΒ
You scoff into a laugh at his blunt flirting in front of his friend as Wonwoo groans in annoyance. Jeonghan simply laughs, winking at you, before knocking his hip against Wonwooβs arm as he grumbles about having his own date to get back to.Β
βI do, and sheβs a sweetheart but not really my type. However, she is my next co-star so I need to be nice and treat her to a meal. You two have the most wonderful evening, and remember what I said, Y/N.βΒ
Watching Jeonghan saunter away, you shake your head before looking back at Wonwoo, who pinches the bridge of his nose as if heβs getting a headache. You canβt help but pout towards him, feeling bad for your own actions. It wasnβt as if you had flirted back with his friend, but you hadnβt exactly told him to back off.Β
βIβIβm sorryβ¦βΒ
Glancing up at you, Wonwoo looks confused before he smiles at you, reaching out to take your fingers in his hand and shaking his head.Β
βFor what? Jeonghan? I should be sorry. I knew exactly how heβd act. Heβs predictable. He was trying to get a rise out of me, and he got what he wanted. He made me jealous.βΒ
Wonwoo was jealous? Jealous of another man flirting with you? You canβt help but smile and bite at your bottom lip, looking down at your hand in Wonwooβs grasp as he rubs your fingers before letting go of them in place of picking up his menu.Β
βYou donβt have to be jealous. Iβwell, Iβm not interested in him. Heβs handsome and funny but I donβt know him, and I donβt feel anything towards him.βΒ
A small smile threatens the corners of Wonwooβs lips as he scans over the different wines. His eyes are glancing at you once again over his glasses, before he rubs his lips together and lifts his head to meet your eyes completely.Β
βThat is relieving. Iβd hate to have to ruin his date.βΒ
Laughing softly, you shake your head at his dramatics before sighing towards your menu. You werenβt even sure what half of the words said. Making a face, you look back towards Wonwoo, whose eyes had never left you. It was clear you were struggling but he could only smile.Β
βCouldβ¦okay. You seem to understand what this menu says. So could you pick something to drink and something to eat?βΒ
Nodding, Wonwoo uncrosses his legs in order to lean towards you, showing you his menu.Β
βHave you eaten much today?βΒ
Shaking your head, you watch him furrow his brow out of concern before he simply nods and runs his finger over the menu, pointing out a few things.Β
βWe can stay simple. I donβt like this place because it is incredibly fancy, Y/N. I enjoy it because the food is out of this world. The wine is old and worth the price every time I take a sip. I wanted you to experience that.βΒ
Your cheeks once again flair up with warmth, a bit of tingling in your stomach as you simply nod and mutter an okay to his words as he walks you through his ideas for dinner. You were hungry and everything sounded amazing.Β
βHave we made a decision on what we will be enjoying this evening?βΒ
The server's voice pulls you and Wonwoo out of your little bubble and causes Wonwoo to let out a soft sigh as he nods.Β
βWe have. Two glasses of Gevrey-Chambertin FranΓ§ois Leclerc. We will share the half baguette while we wait for the rest of our food. For the lady, she will have the truffle and mushroom risotto, and I will have the Bouillabaisse.βΒ
You watch Wonwoo order with such ease, the words slipping off his tongue as if he had ordered food such as this a hundred times before, when you realize he probably has. The server smiles at the order and collects the menus, promising to be back as soon as possible.Β
Wonwoo leans back in his chair, his eyes moving across your face and down to where your hands nervously mess with the end of your napkin, causing him to smile softly. You were anxious again. He was still trying to figure you out completely, and he had a feeling he would be doing that for a long time.Β
βWhatβs on your mind?βΒ
Looking back up when he speaks, you smile, meeting Wonwooβs eyes. Your fingers are still rubbing over the cloth napkin as you laugh softly and shake your head. You watch as he picks up his glass of water, taking a long sip and giving you time to collect your thoughts. He never rushed you; he just waited and listened.Β
βWell, Iβm thinking about a lot of things. About Jacob, about what he is doing and should be doing right now. Itβs his bedtime but I doubt Daniel has put him down. He never does it on time.βΒ
Smiling, Wonwoo tilts his head a bit as you take in a breath and furrow your brows. You loved talking about Jacob; that was the easier point of conversation. Everything else was hard.Β
"Uh, thinking about work. Iβm thinking about how nice all of this is and how much it must cost.β Knowing you are starting to ramble, you laugh into your words, lifting your hand to brush your fingertips against your lips before finally giving in and being vulnerable. βIβm thinking about you and how much I am enjoying spending time with you and what that means.βΒ
Wonwoo had known there was something on your mind, perhaps a lot but hearing you say it out loud made him take a pause and take a deep breath. He understood your hesitation but all he ever wanted to do was put you at ease with all that he could.Β
Leaning forward once again, Wonwoo rests his arm on the table as he looks at you in the candlelight. You were seamlessly beautiful without trying. Even though he knew you had tried tonight to hide the circles under your eyes, he could see them in the lighting and it didnβt matter. The thought makes Wonwoo smile, seeing you in what you were tonight or in just sweats on his couch, your hair messy, no makeup.Β
βLetβs go one by one."
Watching you nod, Wonwoo sighs, only pausing long enough to watch the server drop off the wine and bread. He watches the man pour wine into your glass and then he nods at him and looks back at you, continuing.Β
βYou trust Daniel with Jacob so Iβm sure he is just fine, but at any time you are with me, if you want to call and check on him, you are welcome to. I will never stop you from being a mother. That is the most important thing to you and therefore the most important thing to me, Y/N.βΒ
Swallowing hard, you feel the tension in your chest lessen. One fear you always had with any man was that he would feel jealous of your relationship with your son or try to change it. So hearing Wonwoo on a first date put that fear to rest made you take a sigh of relief.Β
Picking up his wine, Wonwoo gestures towards you, urging you to do the same before he places his glass against his lips, taking a small sip while watching you do the same. He wanted to make sure you approved of his choice. Wonwoo watches your brows furrow, then rise. You pull the glass from your lips and smile, causing Wonwoo to do the same.Β
βGood? Itβs smooth; in this one, I can taste the strawberries and liquorice. Itβs nice.βΒ
You laugh softly, only nodding to agree as you take another sip and enjoy the feel of the wine on your tongue. Wonwoo grins, thinking to himself how much he enjoys watching you enjoy something. It was something he could get used to. Picking up a piece of bread, Wonwoo puts a bit of butter on it, taking a bite of it with an approving sound before continuing what he had started.Β
βThen you mentioned work.β He watches you nod as you reach for your own piece of the baguette to follow his lead. βThere is nothing in the rules about my company that says anything about relationships in the company. I expect people to act like adults. That includes myself.βΒ
He wasnβt wrong; you had read your company policy book back to front after joining the company and recently, just to check on the rules about dating your boss, there had been nothing. Swallowing the bite in your mouth, you wipe your lips and take another sip of your wine before furrowing your brows and gesturing towards him.Β
βPeople already talk about us, Wonwoo. Isnβt that going to be uncomfortable for you?β
βIs it uncomfortable for you?βΒ
With the question put back on you, Wonwoo watches as you take a breath, leaning back in your seat.Β
βSlightly. I donβt want them to think that I slept my way into a position.βΒ
Smiling, Wonwoo attempts to keep the laugh from slipping between his lips but fails, causing you to gawk at him in disbelief.Β
βIβm serious!βΒ
βSo am I, Y/N. I couldnβt care less what they think about me. As long as they are happy in their position in my company, that is all that should matter to them. If they think so little of you, perhaps they arenβt happy in that position.βΒ
Your brows furrow once more at Wonwooβs words and how much sense they make. You hadnβt considered that. It wasnβt as if you were making much more than anyone else on the second floor or the first for that matter. The salaries werenβt kept a secret, bonuses were given regularly, and promotions were announced publicly in the company.Β
Gesturing to the wine and the table, Wonwoo shakes his head before looking back up at you with a small sigh.Β
βAs for this, how much does it cost? How much anything costs that I give you or treat you to doesnβt matter to me. Iβm not saying that as a way of gloating.β He could already see the look in your eye and you werenβt impressed, but he wasnβt trying to impress you like that. βIβm simply saying that I am not concerned with how much dinner costs when time matters more to me. Enjoying delicious food and drinks long with it? That is just a bonus. We could do this in my living room, eating chips and drinking beer and Iβd still be just as thrilled because Iβm spending time with you.βΒ
You start to speak but Wonwoo holds up his finger, giving you an apologetic look. He wanted to hear what you had to say in response but he wasnβt finished just yet.Β
βMoney isnβt everything, and I can tell itβs something that is weighing on your mind. Iβm not trying to use it to impress you. I wasnβt always living the way I do now, Y/N. Sometimes, itβs even too much for me. But I wonβt apologize for wanting to treat you to nice things.βΒ
The last of his words takes your breath away. You bite at your lips before lifting your wine to take a larger sip of it as the server approaches your table once again, sitting your meals in front of you with a quick bon appΓ©tit before leaving you both once again to enjoy your food.Β
βWonwooβ¦β Meeting your eyes, Wonwoo smiles as you say his name, even though he can feel the apprehension behind it. You hadnβt meant to offend him or make him defend his success but that is what had happened in a way. βIβm sorry. I do appreciate this meal. I appreciate you wanting to treat me to nice things; I am just not used to it. It scares me a little.βΒ
That was understandable. Wonwoo could remember the first time money really started hitting his bank account and how terrifying it was to think it could all just vanish as quickly as it had appeared. He had been smart then and he was smart now.Β
βI get that; I really do. Iβll do whatever I can to help you not be so scared. Try your risotto. It looks great.βΒ
Smiling, you let your shoulders relax when you realize he isnβt upset with you but instead he is still trying to make you feel okay about the situation. Dipping his spoon into his soup, Wonwoo watches you eat a bit of your food, your eyes closing as you take in the explosion of different flavors on your tongue.Β
βOh my godβ¦βΒ
Wonwoo grins, eating a bit of the soup with a nod as you open your eyes to look at him as if he had given you the most special gift in the entire world with the first bite of food. Taking a second bite, you shake your head and allow Wonwoo to just enjoy you for a few moments before he sits back, sipping his wine, before swirling the red liquid in the glass, almost as if heβs lost in thought.Β
βBefore, the last thing you said that was on your mind was me. You said that you were thinking about me, how you are enjoying spending time with me, and what it means.βΒ
Clearing your throat, you reach for your water, taking a large drink of it before wiping your mouth clean with your napkin and nodding subtly to Wonwooβs words. The man smiles, running his thumb along the bowl of his glass as he looks over your face before biting at his bottom lip and sighing.Β
βWhat do you think it means, Y/N?βΒ
Why was he always turning this around on you? You could once again feel your face heating up. Now you were reaching for your wine as Wonwoo chuckled quietly, tipping his own wine back to his lips, savoring it on his tongue as you just let it hit your throat quickly. Only when it feels like the wine is down do you try to speak.Β
βIβm notβI donβt know. I think it means that I like you. God, that sounds stupid, because I know I like you. Iβve liked you for... Jesus, ever.β You whine as you gesture towards Wonwoo, making him laugh nervously, his face heating up this time as well as his neck as he reaches up to pull at his turtleneck out of nerves. βHow could anyone not? You are gorgeous and, well, you. You are so kind and treat Jacob so well. I couldnβt help but start to fallβI started to like you.βΒ
Glancing down, Wonwoo tries to play it cool and not smile like an idiot but fails. You were too cute, and the answer was too sweet. God, he liked you; he more than liked you. You were perfect. You watch Wonwooβs nose scrunch in the most perfect way as he smiles and your heart melts as you feel yourself falling even harder for the man in front of you. Why did he have to be perfect?Β
βFor a long time huh?β You just nod and Wonwoo laughs nodding along with you reaching across the table to run his fingers along yours, letting you take his hand this time. βMe too. I think I started talking to Mingyu about you two weeks after I hired you. About how pretty you were and how my day had never felt so bright.βΒ
Whining, you look down at your half eaten risotto making Wonwoo laugh against as he pulls his fingers from your hand to reach for your chin tilting your head up so you will look at him. Your eyes were beautiful and just had to see them again, especially with that almost desperate love sick look in them as he ran his thumb along your jaw and you leaned into it.Β
βIβm serious, you are so beautiful and I am so lucky to have found you. Not just as my assistantβ¦like this. Iβm sorry I was such an idiot and waited so long.βΒ
Reaching up to wrap your hand around his wrist you shake your head not knowing what to say. His words didnβt seem real, and you felt like if you tried to say anything youβd just make a fool of yourself, so luckily you were saved by the voice of the server.Β
βHow is everything? Would you like a dessert? How about a cocktail to end your evening?βΒ
Wonwoo sighs into a laugh, dropping his hand from your face. He wasnβt upset with the man but he had some timing. Looking back over to you, Wonwoo waits for your answer but as you look at the menus, a bit confused, he sighs and clicks his tongue against his teeth before pursing his lips in thought.Β
βSure, make tonight special. The moka French cheesecake, a parisian blonde, and a carajillo.β
Pleased with Wonwooβs order, the server takes the menuβs back and leaves you alone once again, causing the silence to be deafening. You canβt help but smile as you take one last bite of your food and sigh, daring to look up and meet Wonwooβs eyes as he looks at you intently.Β
βYouβre staring at me.β
Grinning, Wonwoo tips back the last of his wine. You were observant. He had been staring but he just couldnβt stop looking at you in the candlelight.Β
βSorry, you canβt see yourself in this light but itβs hard to look away.βΒ
Tsking, you try to ignore his flattering remarks, knowing you canβt look as good as he is trying to make you feel, though you appreciate his efforts. Rubbing your hands together in your lap, you swallow hard and glance around the room to the other tables, noticing Jeonghan getting up to leave. A quick two finger salute in your and Wonwooβs direction makes you shake your head, before you nod at him and Wonwoo sighs while doing the same.Β
βHeβs encourageable, but he does mean well. I hope youβll meet some of my other friends. They arenβt all like Jeonghan. Some of them are even likeableβ¦βΒ
Smiling at his words, you pick up your wine, finishing off the last of it, savoring what you can before offering him a soft, amused laugh.Β
βI like Mr. Kim. Heβs very funny and not that hard on the eyes.βΒ
Wonwoo rolls his eyes and scoffs before pausing once again as the server returns with drinks and the largest slice of cheesecake that you have ever seen in your entire life. Leaning forward, he slides the cocktail towards you and pulls the smaller, simple, dark drink towards himself.Β Β Β
βJust call him Mingyu. You seriously boost his ego too much. He isnβt even here, and Iβm sure itβs inflating by proxy.βΒ
Running your fingers along the bottom of your glass, you laugh so sweetly that Wonwoo feels his chest tighten. He loves your laugh, especially when it sounds like that. Itβs like bells on the best day of the year, marking every hour something good is happening. But every single thing that is good is you.Β
βHeβs my best friend but honestly, I have a tight friend group of about..." You watch Wonwoo do a quick count in his head as he narrows one eye closed before nodding. βTwelve guys. They each have their issues but they are all good people. You met Jeonghan tonight; despite his bullshit, heβs reliable.βΒ
Twelve close friends. God, you werenβt sure you had two people you could call close friends. Wonwoo was incredibly lucky. Shaking your head, you simply smile before taking a sip of your cocktail, making a surprised and happy sound to the taste of it before pulling back from it to look at Wonwoo, who grins.Β
βI thought youβd like that one. It is one of my favorites when Iβm in the mood for something sweeter and some rum.βΒ
Pointing to his drink, you take another sip before licking your lips.Β
βWhat did you order?βΒ
Wonwoo lifts his drink, tilting it before taking a sip and nodding to the taste. It was simple but what he wanted for the night.Β
βA carajillo. Itβs liquor 43 and espresso. Simple but delicious.βΒ
Taking another sip, Wonwoo then sets the drink aside in place of picking up his spoon, cutting off the tip of the cheesecake, and turning it towards you.Β
"The first bite is yours. Itβs their signature dessert.βΒ
Pressing your lips together, you werenβt sure if it was the alcohol making your face feel warm or the idea of Wonwoo feeding you but you just smiled. Wonwooβs lips curve up into a matching smile before he lifts the spoon upwards to entice you, causing you to finally give in and lean in, taking the dessert from his spoon as he watches.Β
The entire act is more intimate than you intended, but you quickly feel that embarrassed feeling fade as the luxurious dessert starts to melt on your tongue and you reach up to cover your lips in shock. Wonwoo just grins at your reaction and cuts into the dessert, turning his spoon towards himself this time to take a bite.Β
βMm, I donβt admit this to many people but I usually order an entire cheesecake to take home when I eat here.βΒ
Laughing at Wonwooβs confession, you put your hand over your chest, reaching for your own spoon to cut off another bite as you shake your head. It was like eating happiness from a plate and sharing it with Wonwoo, which somehow made it even better.Β
βI donβt think anyone would blame you, least of all me. I donβt even know how much it costs, and I would still buy an entire one to take home.βΒ
Smiling around his spoon, Wonwoo lifts his hand to get the server's attention, who comes over promptly with a smile on his face.Β
"Yes, sir, are you enjoying the dessert?βΒ
You look up midbite with a smile on your face, causing Wonwoo to laugh and nod.Β
βAbsolutely. Could we please get a full cheesecake to go? Also, give my compliments to the kitchen."Β
Reaching into his pocket, Wonwoo watches the server start to say something he doesnβt like but the moment a business card is in his hand and the man reads it, he brightens and agrees, walking away.Β
βYouβre like magic. He was going to say no.βΒ
Shrugging, Wonwoo cuts off another bite, leaving the rest for you as he sips on his drink, enjoying watching you finish off the dessert.Β
βThey donβt sell the whole dessert. Iβve been told no before.βΒ
Furrowing your brows, you sit up, picking up the last of the cheesecake, tilting your head as you do.Β
βBut seeing Jeon Wonwoo, CEO of Jeon Infrastructures LLC, changes their mind."Β
Turning your spoon towards Wonwoo this time causes the man to perk up. You watch Wonwoo lean forward, accepting the last of the dessert from you this time, before he smiles and nods, feeling a bit proud of himself.Β
βMm, usually. I donβt use it much but getting the dessert I want seems like a good enough reason to bring up that you are Forbes 30 under 30 blah blah bullshit.βΒ
You were falling for this man. Most people in his position would use his name for discounts and to get free things in designer stores, but no, Jeon Wonwoo used it to buy cheesecake. You loved that he didnβt take himself so seriously or the Forbes title. Leaning in your elbow on the table, you smile at Wonwoo, sincerely causing him to laugh, feeling shy at your attention.Β
βWhat did I do?β
Shaking your head, you use the straw of your drink to take a sip before lifting your brows and sighing happily.Β
βExceeded my expectations.βΒ
With the cheesecake securely placed in the backseat floorboard, you watch Wonwoo grin at you from his driverside window before he opens the door and slides in beside you, starting the car.Β
βWill the cheesecake make it?βΒ Β Β
Laughing, Wonwoo purses his lips and leans his head back against the headrest before nodding firmly.Β
βSheβll make it. Couldnβt have something so precious sliding around the backseat or the trunk. Speaking ofβ¦βΒ
Furrowing your brows, you laugh when Wonwoo leans across the center console to reach over you, grabbing your seatbelt to click it into place.Β
βNow everything precious in my car is secure.βΒ
βYou are so full of shit, Jeon Wonwoo.βΒ
Meeting your eyes, Wonwoo glances down at your lips with a small chuckle before moving back into his seat. He wanted to kiss you but like this, in his car? That wasnβt the move. No matter how pretty you were, no matter how much he wanted it, he could wait.Β
βMaybe, but itβs true.βΒ
You could tell he wanted to kiss you and you were almost sad when Wonwoo moved back from you. Your breath had hitched in your throat but at the same time, you felt relief when he hadnβt kissed you. You needed time to get your brain in the right place. Shaking your head, you reach up to brush your hair from your forehead and clear your throat into a small laugh as Wonwoo drives back in the direction of your house.Β
βSuch a smooth talker. Not as smooth as Jeonghan, but pretty smooth.βΒ
A gasp of faux shock leaves Wonwooβs mouth, causing you to laugh as he reaches over from the gearshift to slide his fingers along your wrist and into your hand, lacing his fingers with yours.Β
βIβm appalled.βΒ
Glancing down at your hand and Wonwoo's, you feel the butterflies in your stomach fluttering around to the point where you feel queasy. You canβt help but smile like a girl falling in love for the first time as you bite at your lip and shake your head, trying to regain your composure.Β
"Oh, Iβm sure you are. Entirely appalled and disgusted.βΒ
Wonwoo grins, his thumb gliding along yours as his hand rests on your lap. He feels the fingers of your other hand tracing the back of his hand and Wonwoo thinks he has died and gone to heaven over such a simple action.Β
βI am, completely.βΒ
You just smile, looking down at Wonwooβs hand as you trace each of his fingers, watching as he extends them to let you do so. Your head is tilting as you marvel at how pretty his hand is and how much you are enjoying his attention. You had almost forgotten what you were talking about, so much so that you just hummed out a sound to his words, making Wonwoo glance at you and smile as you lean your head back on the headrest and close your eyes.Β
βTake a nap; itβs a long drive.βΒ
Wonwoo watches you shake your head no, muttering something about keeping him company but as soon as he starts to tell you itβs okay, heβs smiling at your soft breath, knowing you lost your own fight.Β
Sliding his hand from yours, Wonwoo reaches up to brush his fingers over your cheek before keeping his hands on the wheel, unwilling to let anything happen to the most precious thing in the car while he was driving.Β
When you feel the car come to a stop and hear Wonwooβs deep but soft voice say your name, you furrow your brows, instantly realizing what had happened. Opening your eyes slowly, you frown, seeing the front of your house, before looking over to a smiling Wonwoo who chuckles at your cute frown.Β
βYou let me sleep.βΒ
Wonwoo nods, reaching to brush his thumb across your cheek as you whine his name, feeling frustrated with yourself.Β
βOf course I did. You had drinks and I know you donβt sleep enough. You werenβt asleep for more than an hour. Come on, don't be upset.βΒ
You just pout at Wonwoo as you undo your seatbelt, causing the man to laugh once again. You were unbearably cute and all he wanted to do was take care of you. He wanted to take you inside and make love to you, let you curl up against him, and sleep the night away but he knew that wasnβt going to happen. Not tonight.Β
βSeriously, Iβm happy you got some rest. Let me walk you to the door.βΒ
Watching Wonwoo slide from his seat, you are surprised to see him stop at the backseat, taking out the cheesecake, before he moves to your door to see you looking at him suspiciously.Β
βI got it for you.βΒ
You wanted to hit him but you were afraid he would drop the probably incredibly expensive cheesecake and it was far too delicious for that.Β
βWhy? Itβs your favorite.βΒ
Wonwoo hums in agreement, moving to the side so you can stand beside him and lead him towards your front door.Β
βBut you are my favorite and you liked it so much. Maybe I can enjoy a piece of it sometime soon.βΒ
Swallowing hard, you understand the underlying message of his words. Did he want to be invited inside? For cheesecake, were you the cheesecake? God, you were being ridiculous and reading far too much into this.Β
Wonwoo can almost see the wheels turning in your head as he stands beside you on your porch. It was cold; you were already shivering and as much as he wanted to stay and talk to you and be with you for longer, he didnβt want you to catch a cold. You watch as he turns to set the bag down in a chair on your front porch before turning back to you with a smile.Β
βI hope you had a good time."Β
You tilt your head a bit like a confused puppy and Wonwoo canβt help but coo at you under his breath, taking a step towards you to not only block the wind but also run his hands along your arms over your coat.Β
βYeah, I did. Thank you. I would love to see you again.βΒ
That made Wonwoo smile brighter than you had seen all night. He knew he had done this right. Nodding, Wonwoo bites at his bottom lip, glancing at yours, before sighing your name and closing his eyes briefly before biting the bullet and speaking up.Β
βMay I kiss you?βΒ
He was asking? God, your head was spinning. You couldnβt remember the last date you went on, and at the end of the date, the man actually asked you before he kissed you. This was some romance novel shit and you were living for it. Nodding, you whimper out a yes as Wonwooβs thumb brushes your jawline up to your ear.Β
A small smile pulls at Wonwooβs lips as he nods to let you know he heard you before he leans down to brush his lips against yours for the first time, listening to your whine into the kiss. You were so cute and the sound went straight to his head and his pants.Β
Gripping your arms briefly to calm himself, Wonwoo then slides his hands down to yours, taking them into his own and linking his fingers with yours before deepening the kiss. He wanted more; he could taste the chocolate still on your tongue but mostly he could just taste you and that was intoxicating. You were better than he had even imagined.Β
Leaning up to meet his kiss, you tighten your hands in Wonwoo's, digging your nails into the back of his hands when Wonwooβs tongue glides along yours. This was one hell of a first kiss. He was making your knees feel weak, your stomach was doing flips, and all your body was doing was screaming his name.Β
Pulling back from the kiss gently, Wonwoo nudges your nose with his as he smiles, feeling you chase him. He wanted to give you more. He wanted to give in and ask to come inside but he knew he shouldnβt. He didnβt want to be that guy. He didnβt want to give you that impression of him. So instead, he leans to kiss your cheek and then your jaw, listening to your whimper as he catches his breath, keeping his voice low.Β
βGoodnight, Y/N.βΒ
Holding the cheesecake in your arms, you rest your back against the door, listening to Wonwooβs car drive out of your driveway and disappear down the road before you can make yourself move. Your lips still tingling, you close your eyes and stomp your feet like Jacob during one of his tantrums before walking towards the kitchen, putting the box into the fridge, and shutting it with more force than necessary.Β
You werenβt mad at Wonwoo for leaving. You knew it was for the best. You werenβt that girl. You didnβt give yourself up the first day but for him...Β God, you would have. After that kiss, you were uncomfortable and needy and all you wanted was to call him and tell him to come back and finish what he had started but instead you kicked your shoes off and fell on your bed, whispering Wonwooβs name like a prayer.Β
Leaning against your counter, you look at your phone, wondering if you were being silly or if you were being dramatic. It was just a phone call. He could say no. He could say yes. Which would be worse? Neither if you never called.Β
Groaning to yourself, you hit Wonwooβs name in your contacts list and put your phone to your ear, listening to its ring as you bite at your thumbnail. Finally, you hear his deep voice say your name on the other end. Instantly, you canβt help but smile and feel shy, just whispering back a hi.Β
Wonwoo had wanted to call or text you all day but he didnβt want to see you desperate or crowd you. He felt like he had done enough of that the night before with his kiss but he couldnβt get you off his mind. Not that he wanted to. All he could remember was the taste of your lips and the feeling of you against his chest. So hearing you smile through the phone made Wonwoo feel giddy.Β
βHey, how are you? What are you up to?βΒ
You had called him; he shouldnβt have to lead the conversation but you were glad he was because the moment you heard him speak, you felt like a teenager trying to remember how to talk to a boy. Flexing your toes on the tile under your feet, you smile into your words, wrinkling your nose as you try to calm yourself down, knowing where you want this conversation to go.Β
βIβm okay; how about you? And, uh, Iβm just lazing around the house...Β I wanted to see if you wanted to come over and watch a movie. Eat some of that cheesecake.βΒ
Wonwoo leans his head back on his couch and grins. He wasnβt even sure how he had been feeling a moment before you asked him over but now he was nothing but perfect. Laughing into his words, Wonwoo tries to hide the smirk in his voice but fails.Β
βIβd love to. Anytime, or did you have something in mind?βΒ
God, why did he sound so sexy today? Maybe it was because you were letting yourself think about him that way. Whereas yesterday you were keeping it more professional and trying not to let yourself get ahead of the game, but now... there was a rasp to his voice. You could listen to him talk all day long. You could listen to him telling you what to do all nigβ
βY/N?βΒ
Fuck, you had started daydreaming and hadnβt answered out loud. Clearing your throat, you press your thighs together and let out a breath away from the phone before nodding.Β
βAnytime is good.βΒ
Wonwoo could hear your voice shake, and it made him curious as to why that was happening. It caused something in his brain to fire off, his hand tightening into a fist over his knee as he smiles and looks down at the floor.Β
βThen Iβll get ready and head over. Iβll see you soon, beautiful.β
Shit, holy shit. You just whine out an okay to finish the call when Wonwoo calls you beautiful as a pet name. You had gone far too long without being touched, and now you were acting like some touched, starved lunatic even after touching yourself last night.Β
Smacking your hands against your thighs, you shake them out as if shaking out the anxiety and glance at the clock, trying to calculate how much time you would have before Wonwoo showed up, and you needed to be as normal as possible.Β
Perhaps Wonwoo broke a few speeding laws in order to make the best time he could to get to your house, but he had figured out what that sound was in your voice. You had sounded needy, and now Wonwoo was fighting an internal battle with himself to keep it in his pants. That wasnβt why he was over at your house. He was here for cheesecake, a movie, and your company.Β
Ringing your doorbell, Wonwoo is a bit shocked at the difference in time it takes for you to open the door compared to the day prior. Today, you still took his breath away. Your makeup was light; you looked a bit better rested, but your clothes were casual. He loved you like this. You looked perfect.Β
He hadnβt dressed up either, opting for a simple black longsleeved shirt, jeans, and a jacket now discarded. You were still looking at him like he was dressed in a suit that cost more than your paycheck.Β
βHey.βΒ
βHiβ¦β
Things were awkward but it wasnβt because neither of you wanted to be there; instead, there was so much unspoken and undone. There was tension in the air and Wonwoo wasnβt sure how to ease it so instead he just laughed softly, leaning to press a gentle kiss to the corner of your lips.Β
βYou look pretty.βΒ
God, he had to stop saying things. Just stop speaking all together, or you are not going to make it. Giving him a pained smile, you just laugh, lifting your hand to your neck to rub it as you move into the kitchen, letting him follow you a bit confused.Β
βDid I say something wrong?βΒ
Wonwoo watches you shake your head. His eyes follow you as you take the cheesecake out of the fridge and then a plate from your cabinet to put one slice on it.Β
βNot even close.βΒ
Furrowing his brows, Wonwoo leans towards you over the island as you take out a spoon and finally glance up at him.Β
βThen tell me whatβs going on. I donβt wanna fuck this up.βΒ
Biting your lip, you sigh and lean your head back, making Wonwoo laugh softly as he watches you be dramatic.Β
βI really like you, Wonwoo. Last night was perfect, and the kiss... I donβt know how to ask for any of this.βΒ
Tilting his head, Wonwoo smirks a bit when you shoot him a look, turning away to put away the rest of the cheesecake. He follows you, laughing once again, as you seem to almost run away from him with the cheesecake in hand, towards your living room, plopping down on the couch with a pout on your face.Β
βAsk for this? IβY/Nβ¦β Reaching out for the plate, Wonwoo sits it on the coffee table before sitting beside you, leaning towards you, and brushing his thumb along your neck, causing you to shiver at his touch. βYou want me to kiss you again?βΒ
When you whine instead of answering, Wonwoo canβt help but coo at you like he did the night before. You were so cute when you couldnβt just speak. You werenβt used to this; you werenβt used to asking for what you wanted or getting what you wanted. Wonwoo was going to change that.Β
βIβll kiss you. Anytime you want. As much as you want.βΒ
With his lips hovering over yours, Wonwoo smiles when you lean forward, trying to make him keep to his word. You feel his thumb press to the side of your neck, gently keeping you back from him as he tsks softly. Wonwoo brushes his nose against yours and whispers your name as your lips part for him and he gives in by pressing his lips to yours softly.Β
Wonwoo loved kissing you already. You were soft and tasted so good that he felt drunk off of you. It didnβt take much for him to want more. Your hands are pulling at his shirt, one tangled in the front and the other pulling him closer to his side. He wanted to push you down on your couch and climb on top of you, but he wanted to take it slow. This wasnβt why you had said you had invited him over.Β
Pulling back slowly, Wonwoo gently pecks at your lips before smiling and sitting back, completely listening to you catch your breath. His eyes finally open, and Wonwoo feels his cock twitch already starting to get hard from just kissing you. You looked like a dream. Your lips were bitten and slightly swollen from his kiss. Your chest was rising and falling quickly from how excited you were.Β
Wonwoo watches you start to calm down as he leans towards the coffee table to pick up the plate with your cheesecake, cutting off the tip of the dessert, waiting for you to open your eyes before he offers it to you. You canβt help but laugh as he does.Β
βIn my opinion, the first bite of any dessert is the best bite, and for cheesecake, there is no better bite than the tip of the triangle. You deserve the best.βΒ
Furrowing your brows, you lean forward, taking the dessert from him, only to smile at the now welcome and comforting taste. Wonwooβs words make your chest feel tight and warm as he smiles at you, watching you enjoy the first bite as if it were him doing it instead.Β
βSo what movie are we watching?βΒ
Halfway through The Family Stone and the second slice of cheesecake, you find yourself wrapped in Wonwooβs arms. Your legs pulled up onto the couch as he rested his feet on the coffee table once he knew it was okay to do so.Β
This was your idea of a perfect evening and the perfect date, but you were still stealing glances at Wonwoo as he chuckled at the movie occasionally and reached up to brush his fingers against your cheek. He was so handsome it was hard not to watch him instead of the movie, and around the twentieth time you had done it, Wonwoo glanced down into your eyes and grins, grabbing your chin between his index finger and thumb before you could look away.Β
βNot so fast.βΒ
He watches as you laugh, knowing you are caught. Wonwooβs eyes look over your pretty face so close to his own before he leans in to press a kiss to your lips slowly and gently. There was no urgency behind his kiss but it still took your breath away. You couldnβt help but furrow your brows, feeling his tongue play with the idea of touching yours before he would just catch your bottom lip between his teeth and let go with a soft, happy breath.Β
Sliding your hand along his chest, you find yourself whining when Wonwooβs hand slides from your face to your neck and lowers to rest just above your chest. You can feel his thumb pressing against your collarbone, and you want nothing more than to feel his hands all over you. So you press your fingers into his chest and drag them downward over his stomach,feeling him suck in hard and smile against your lips.Β
βFuckβcareful. Trying to be good.βΒ
Shaking your head, you grip his shirt and tug at it, feeling Wonwooβs hand slide along your arm up to your wrist, keeping your hand in place as you nip at his lips this time.Β
βY/N, I want you too much. If you keep that upβ¦βΒ
βWhy do you think Iβm doing it, Wonwoo? Touch me, you idiot.βΒ
Wonwoo laughs against your mouth as you insult him and then tug at his shirt, pulling your leg along his thigh and begging for him to touch you. God, how could he say no to that? You felt so good against him, and even your breaths sounded so pretty on his lips.Β
βYou want me to touch you? Here?βΒ
Sliding his hand from your chest to your shoulder and along your back, your whine furrows your brows as you all but growl annoyed against his lips. Wonwoo grins into the kiss, deepening it as his hand finally moves to your ass, gripping it tightly and earning himself a moan from you as he does. Your hand loosens on his shirt and goes back to scratching at his torso over his shirt until you find a bit of skin just above his jeans and slide your hand under his shirt over his abs, causing Wonwoo to groan your name.Β
βShitβ¦baby.βΒ
Wonwoo hadnβt meant to call you a pet name, but your nails felt too good scratching his skin as your mouth moved to his neck. You just smile, enjoying it as his fingers dig into your pants under your ass before he presses his fingers between your legs, making you arch your chest towards him, your breath getting caught in your throat.
βThis okay?β Wonwoo watches you nod, a soft yeah falling from your lips as he rubs at your pussy through your sweat pants and panties feeling your soft breasts press against his chest through your clothing. βYouβre warm, baby. Wannaβ¦God, I wanna ββΒ
He wasnβt sure he could finish the words but he didnβt have to as you whined his name and met his eyes. The need is evident in your gaze before the words ever leave your lips.Β
βTake me to bed, Wonwoo. I need you.βΒ
He wasnβt even sure where your bedroom was but Wonwoo nodded and let you grab his hand, tugging him up from the couch and towards the hallway. His eyes only move from you once or twice to glance into rooms, noticing which one is Jacobβs before you pull him into your bedroom and drop his hand, letting him decide what to do next.Β
Wonwoo just stares at you for a moment in awe. He was overwhelmed with what he could do and what he wanted to do. He had dreamed about this for longer than he was willing to admit. He had pictured laying you on the bed and having you moan his name, and now you were standing in front of him, wanting him to fuck you.Β
Stepping forward, Wonwoo shakes his head as he wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you back into his arms so he can lean down and kiss you deeply once more. He knew he would never get tired of the feeling of your lips against his or the way you melted into his arms as he did it. Your panting moans against his lips are the only reason he pulls back and works his finger tips under your shirt as he walks with you back towards the bed, letting you sit on it as he smiles down at you.Β
βIβm so fucking lucky... before we go any further. Babyβ¦I didnβt come over here to plan this. Do you have a condom for me?βΒ
As you shake your head, Wonwoo feels a bit of disappointment rush through him, but he just nods. There was still plenty he could do. He simply smiles and leans down to press a kiss to your jaw as he lays you back on the bed, dragging your shirt up to your chest over your breasts.Β
βThatβs okay. I can just take care of you.βΒ
You shake your head again, lifting your leg to rub along the outside of his thigh before doing the same between his legs, carefully listening to him groan quietly against your stomach as he presses kisses on your skin.Β
βNo, I have an IUD. I havenβt been with anyone in over a year. Wonwooβ¦I want you.βΒ
Burying his face against your breasts, your bra soft against his cheek, Wonwoo groans at your words before glancing up at you with a nod. You were trusting him with something important and he wasnβt going to fuck that up.Β
βItβs been over 6 months for me, but I get tested. I am cleanβ¦baby if this is what you want, Iβmβ¦yeah, I want you too.βΒ
Arching off the bed, you roll your hips towards Wonwooβs to answer his question, making him groan into a laugh as you do.Β
βOkayβ¦yeah. I got you.β
Wonwooβs hands find the end of your shirt as you lift your arms, letting him drag it up and over your head. His eyes move over your upper body as if he were looking at a piece of fine art. You canβt help but smile, feeling your cheeks burning at his attention when Wonwoo grins down at you, the back of his right hand running between your breasts as his left moves behind you, working the clasp open.Β
He was intoxicated without taking a sip of alcohol and it was all because of you. Wonwoo could picture himself dreaming about this moment every night. He could envision waking up next to you and burying his face against your neck and his fingers between your legs, listening to your moans.Β
βWonwooβ¦βΒ
There was that needy sound in your voice once again. It was making Wonwoo painfully hard; he could feel how much he was leaking in his boxers. It was driving him insane how much he wanted to be inside of you. Each one of your moans drives him a little bit more insane with lust.Β
βBaby, youβre killing meβ¦βΒ
You could feel Wonwooβs cock pressed against his jeans as you rubbed your leg against him. You wanted him out of his clothes and you wanted him to get your clothes off of you. He was moving too slowly for your liking.Β
βI might kill you if you donβt get inside of me.βΒ
Laughing, Wonwoo drags the straps of your bra down your arms as he shakes his head. He knew it was an empty threat and yet he knew he wouldnβt keep you waiting for long. Every time he glanced up at your face, your eyes were on him; your lips were either parted or you were biting on them. He was dying either way.Β
Arching towards Wonwoo, you whimper as his breath fans across your chest. His hands slide along your sides until his thumbs press under your breasts, pushing them upwards. Wonwoo smiles as he looks up at you before pressing a kiss on the swell of each of your breasts. He was enjoying watching you fall apart. He was enjoying watching your mind melt as all coherent words fade away into nothing but Wonwoo, Wonwoo, Wonwoo...
βYou are so beautiful. Please donβt make me rush, baby. Not this timeβ¦βΒ
This time. The words make you laugh into a moan as Wonwooβs lips wrap around your right nipple, his thumb and forefinger lightly massaging your left. This time, you think again. He wanted another time. How many times did he want? You wanted forever with how he was making you feel.Β
Wonwoo smiles upon hearing you moan his name, his eyes moving back up at your face as he rests his teeth against your nipple, just barely applying any pressure. He watches as you push your head back into the pillow, your hand reaching up for the headboard, only for your nails to scratch at the fabric lightly. Wonwoo groans against your skin as you roll your body like a wave towards him, enticing him to move further and give you more.Β
βDonβt rush meβ¦βΒ
His voice is a whisper between kisses as Wonwoo works his lips across your breasts and up your chest to your throat as his fingers slide towards your sweatpants. You werenβt trying to, not consciously, but your body was begging him to hurry. He could feel the goosebumps spreading along your skin at his touch. He could feel the hitching of your breath in your throat under his lips as his fingers slipped under the top of your pants and over your panties between your legs.Β
βMmβ¦ WonβWonwooβ¦βΒ
All that need and desire. Wonwoo hisses as you moan his name again. His teeth scratch against your neck as his middle finger presses to the center of your slit, feeling your warmth and how you were soaking through the lace covering you.Β
βIβm here. Let me tell you what Iβm gonna do, mmβokay?βΒ
You nod and let out a loud breath as Wonwooβs teeth catch your ear, only for him to breathe against your ear and then laugh at your reaction. It wasnβt a cruel laugh, but instead, you could tell that he was overwhelmed with his own desire. He was fighting every instinct to fuck you into the mattress without ceremony. He knew you deserved better.Β
βIβm going to finish undressing you and myself.β Wonwoo smiles as you grab at his shirt, making a happy sound. βThen Iβm going to taste you; use my fingers to prep you for my cockβ¦βΒ
Furrowing your brows, you whine to Wonwooβs words, looking up at him as he leans back, opening his eyes. You could feel him through his jeans as he laid against your hip on the bed. He was big, perhaps bigger than any man you had been with before. Hearing his words while his finger pushed your panties to the side and you felt his skin slide between your wet folds caused you to say his name with even more lust laced in your voice.Β
He had told you what was coming next and yet when Wonwoo slid his hand from your pants you still wanted to cry. You could hear the soft coo in his voice as he tried to keep you calm.Β
βShhβ¦ Iβm not leaving you. Told you what I was doing, didnβt I?βΒ
You nod as you watch Wonwoo take off his glasses and lean to put them on your nightstand. He looked good either way you instantly think to yourself but there was something mildly dangerous about Wonwoo without his glasses. A smirk forms on the manβs lips as you watch him drag his shirt over his head. He can feel your fingers in the loops of his jeans as an anchor to keep him tethered to you, forcing him to keep his promises.Β
You had begun to play with the button, keeping his pants closed but you werenβt sure if you should. You didnβt know if Wonwoo would be okay with you undoing it but one low chuckle that went straight to your core, causing a new rush of arousal, told you otherwise.
Glancing down at your fingers as you circle the button, Wonwoo bites his bottom lip before looking up at you. Your fingers were delicate compared to his. There was something about that that was causing his brain to misfire and picture the dirtiest things but he would never tell you not to undo his pants, especially as he had already been undressing you.Β
βGo ahead, baby. Iβm yoursβ¦βΒ
Wonwooβs words make you look up at him in surprise. He just smiles at you as you rest your fingertips on the top of his jeans before you let out a breath and mutter something under your breath. Wonwoo feels pressure release as you unzip his jeans; a bit more space is given for his hard cock but he canβt help but tilt his head and reach down to your face, titling it back towards him out of curiosity.Β
βWhat did you say? You were so quiet.βΒ
Your cheeks were already burning from his attention but when Wonwoo wants you to repeat what you had barely whispered above a breath, you all but whine in protest, causing him to laugh. Shaking his head, Wonwoo slides back from you to kick off his jeans before reaching for the top of your sweatpants, beginning to drag them down as he looks into your eyes and asks again.Β
βWhat did you say, sweetheart?βΒ
Closing your eyes, you swallow hard at the pet name and the feeling of Wonwooβs knuckles running along the length of your legs as he pulls your pants from your body completely.Β
βIβjustβ¦that I want to be yours too. Ifββ Your words get caught in your throat as Wonwoo kisses your inner thigh, his fingers wrapped in the sides of your panties pulling them down just like your pants, before he groans for you to go on. βWonwoo! I canβt talk like this when you are kissing my thighs.βΒ
Chuckling once again, Wonwoo opens his eyes as he leans back to lift your legs, pulling lace from your feet, and drop your panties onto the floor onto a growing pile of clothes. He keeps your legs closed on purpose as he looks over your body up to your face, lifting his brow in a daring look, allowing you to finish.Β
This hadnβt been what you had wanted. You hadnβt wanted him to stop. You wiggle in Wonwooβs grasp, his hand holding your ankles as his free hand runs along the back of your thigh. You could see the patience in his eyes and it was frustrating.Β
βWonwooβ¦βΒ
βFinish what you were saying.βΒ
Damn him. Pressing your head back against the pillow, you scratch at the comforter under you, listening to Wonwoo smile into a breath as you do.Β
βIf you are mine, then I want to be yours.βΒ
Wonwoo knew what you were going to say. At least he had a good idea of where you were going with your words but he had to hear them. It was all that he wantedβfor you to be hisβ¦completely.Β
βThen youβre mine.βΒ
You feel Wonwooβs fingers let go of your ankles in place of lifting your left leg and placing it on the bed. A soft whimpering moan slips from your lips when you feel the way your folds pull apart between your legs as Wonwoo pushes your legs up, giving him room to lay between them.Β
Licking his thumb first, Wonwoo then presses it between your wet lips, barely putting any pressure on your clit to watch your reaction. The way that you hold to the bed, rolling your hips towards his hand, Wonwoo can only smile as he leans to press a soft kiss to your thigh.Β
With a brush of his knuckles, Wonwoo teases his fingers down to your leaking opening while leaning forward to press a kiss to the top of your mound. The center of your legs is warm and inviting and Wonwoo thinks to himself how he could be here for hours if youβd let him. He could picture himself listening to your whimpers as he ran his tongue along your soft folds, avoiding your clit as he slowly rutted his hips against your bed for some bit of relief.Β
βShit, babyβ¦ You taste good.βΒ
Wonwoo couldnβt help but lick his lips, already tasting the arousal you were leaking that was running along his fingers from just teasing you. He needed more and he was getting greedy. Slipping the first finger into you, Wonwoo groans when your soft walls not only welcome him in but they also tighten and quiver.Β
He canβt help but breathe hot breath against your pussy as he slides in closer to you, getting addicted to the feeling of the warm velvety walls around his finger and thinking how good it will feel around his cock. Groaning your name, Wonwoo circles his finger inside of you and curls it back towards him before adding a second.Β
Your reaction is like bliss for Wonwoo and he canβt stand it anymore. You arch your back, feeling his tongue run flat from the base of his fingers over your clit and back. Itβs messy between the way you are leaking from each pump of Wonwooβs fingers and how he groans, pulling back from your folds with spit covering you and his mouth.Β
βYouβre so tight.βΒ
You arenβt even sure if Wonwoo is actually speaking to you or if he is just saying the statement out into the room as he leans back in to pull at your folds with his lips. You could feel how tightly you were closing in around his fingers but you were going to cum and there was no way you could stop it. Whimpering his name, you lift your hips only for Wonwoo to push them back down his mouth, finding your clit when your whisper becomes a sound from your chest as you orgasm hard around his fingers for the first time.Β
Wonwoo smiles, feeling you cum, his tongue teasing your clit until you reach between your legs to tug at his hair, making him chuckle against your pussy. It was bad enough his fingers were still inside you, fucking your cum back into you lazily. You couldnβt stand his skillful tongue abusing your tender clit anymore, not right now.Β
With one last kiss to your thigh, Wonwoo groans, slipping his fingers from your pussy. His eyes move from your now swollen folds to his fingers before he glances up at you and sucks them clean with a groan to your taste. When you smile and lift your hand to cover your face, you hear Wonwoo laugh. You feel his knee rest between your legs and his clean hand pulls your hand from where you were trying to hide.Β
βWhatβs that about?βΒ
Looking up at him, you watch as he once again sucks his fingers clean before leaning over you to press a kiss to your jaw as you sigh happily.Β
βYouβre lewd.βΒ
Wonwoo laughs surprised against your cheek, turning his face so he can look at you even so close. He shakes his head and rubs his thumb along your wrist, holding your arm to the bed as he hums out an amusing and thoughtful sound.Β
βAm I? I donβt think Iβve ever heard that word said aloud, first of all, and secondly, Iβve certainly never been called it before. All of this because I was cleaning my fingers.β
You smile, turning your head to the side so you can feel Wonwooβs lips press against your throat. He was giving you time to come down from your first orgasm and you could appreciate that but you were already rubbing against his thigh and you wanted him out of his underwear.Β
βYou should find more sophisticated circles if youβve never heard the world βlewdβ spoken aloud, Jeon Wonwoo. And it was...youβ" You laugh, trying not to feel embarrassed by what you wanted to say and the action you wanted to repeat but Wonwoo's chuckling against your ear caused you to rub your lips together. βIt was my cum you were licking from your fingers.βΒ
Grinning, Wonwoo rolls his hips towards you so he can press his thigh up flush with your warm pussy. He could feel you trying to ride his thigh as he ran his fingers along your arm and his lips along your neck. There was something special about hearing you say something dirty, even if it made your face hot against his touch.Β
βHow lewd of you to say, Miss Y/L/N.βΒ
When you push playfully at Wonwoo, he laughs, sliding back and drawing your eyes with him. Any bit of playfulness that you had fades away as you watch him step off the bed and press his thumb into the top of his boxers. Instead, you swallow hard and fight over whether you should look away or just take in what is in front of you.Β
Wonwoo watches your face start to turn when he is about to push his boxers over the top of his cock and he canβt help but smile at you. You were perfect and you were his. There was no reason for you to look away from what was yours.Β
βBabyβ¦βΒ
His voice drawing your eyes back to him, you hum out a soft yeah in question only to hear it die on your lips as Wonwoo pushes his boxers down for you and steps out of them.Β
βYou donβt have to be shy around me, okay?βΒ
You were fully looking at every inch of Wonwoo now and he was telling you not to be shy around him. Whining, you look up from his cock to Wonwooβs eyes, causing the man to laugh at your reaction. Sliding back on to the bed, Wonwoo trails his hand along your stomach and to your hand, picking it up and guiding it to his hip.Β
βTalk to me.βΒ
Shaking your head, your eyes fall to where he had placed your hand, noting that he hadnβt left you there by yourself. Instead, Wonwoo was dragging your fingers along his skin and somehow that made it more sensual. Your brain was cloudy with want, your mouth was watering, and now your eyes were back on his very well endowed cock that rested on your thigh as he let your fingers to it.Β
βBig.βΒ
Well, Wonwoo thought to himself with a smile on his lips as you spoke one word. He had told you to speak to him and that was speaking. Shaking his head, Wonwoo chuckled a bit, lifting his brows as he wrapped your fingers and his around his shaft, causing himself to shiver and groan.Β
βBoosting my ego?βΒ
Letting Wonwoo guide your hand over his head and collect some of his pre-cum making the glide smoother, you press your head back against the pillow, glancing from your hand up to Wonwooβs face and back as he speaks. You werenβt necessarily trying to do that; you were just saying what was on your mind and that was that Wonwoo was big. You could already feel the stretch between your legs but it was all you wanted.Β
βWasnβt my intention? You donβt seem like the kind of man who looks for ego boosts.βΒ
Wonwoo grins; you were right. He didnβt need his ego boosted. He wasnβt like some of his other friends when it came to things like that. It was enough to see your delicate hand and fingers around his cock. This was what he had pictured when your fingers were on his pants earlier and he had given into his own dirty little desires. Now he was leaking pre-cum on to your thigh like an excited teenager, but he wasnβt going to apologize for that when you looked like a goddess spread out under him.Β
βIβm not. I donβt need them, not when I can have you. I have a feeling that Iβm not going to need much of anything if I have you in my life, Y/N.β
You suck on your bottom lip at Wonwooβs words. Did he even know what he was saying or was it the lust going to his brain? Watching him pull your hand back from him, you almost pouted, but you could see it was getting harder for him to control himself.Β
βCan I? I β I wanna be inside of you."Β
Your head spinning with his words, you moan, feeling Wonwooβs hand sliding along your thigh up to your hip as he asks to fuck you. You hadnβt expected him to ask. You were enjoying what he was asking. With your nails digging into his skin, you hold on to Wonwooβs forearm as you nod, watching him smile in response.Β
βFuckβ¦okay.βΒ
Wonwoo was quickly remembering that he had the privilege to be with you just the way he was. There was no need to get up and find a condom. No latex kept his cock from feeling those warm, smooth walls that had hugged his fingers before. Cursing under his breath, Wonwoo shakes his head to push the thoughts away for the moment, feeling his cock jerk against your thigh. If he thought too hard about it, he would cum before he got inside of you from the anticipation.Β
You watch Wonwoo lay on his side, your brows furrowing, until he smiles at you and helps you do the same. Pulling your leg over his hip, Wonwoo reaches up to push your hair back over your cheek before glancing between your bodies to line himself up with you.Β
The stretch, as you had anticipated, is intense but welcomed. Wonwoo is slow and steady, his hand moving to the back of your thigh once he knows he is nestled inside you deeply enough. He uses the movement of his hips and pulls you towards him to bury himself inside of you the rest of the way before staying still and listening to your breath as you adjust.Β
Though there was nothing wrong with lying on your back and having a man on top of you, there was something special about laying this close to Wonwoo, feeling your body press up against his as he breathed against your lips. You could feel his cock twitch inside of you as he did everything he could not to start to beg you to let him move.Β
Instead of using your words, you roll your hips towards Wonwoo, granting yourself a deep moan from his chest. Wonwoo smiles against your lips at the feeling of your soft, warm walls constricting around him as you slide over his cock, finally muttering on his lips to move.Β
Simply nodding, Wonwoo digs his nails into the thickest part of your ass, pulling you back towards his hips so he can roll his hips towards you, burying himself deeply inside you once again. Both of you seeing stars, you moan his name before Wonwoo swallows it in a deep kiss, repeating the movement with his hips. He could already feel the pressure building in his stomach, his thighs tightening as his climax balanced on the edge of a cliff, threatening to barrel over.Β
βMore Wonwooβ¦please.βΒ
Hissing against your lips, Wonwoo listens to your whispered request, pressing his fingers into your skin. He wanted to go slow to keep you in this position but there was only so fast he could go like this and you wanted more. Groaning, Wonwoo rests his forehead against yours and nods.Β
You gasp in surprise when Wonwoo puts you on your back, his body easily finding its way between your legs. With one hand holding yours, Wonwoo presses his lips to your throat, reaching between his legs to press his cock back into you while listening to your loud moan.Β
He was deeper. The thrusts were more urgent and he was giving you what you wanted. You had asked for more and this was more. You could feel every inch of Wonwoo as he made sure to press his hips flush with yours and roll his hips upwards, listening to your cries of pleasure. You were close and he could feel it as your pussy clenched around him as you had around his fingers before.Β
"Baby, oh my god. Are you gonna cum for me again?βΒ
Wonwoo feels you nod against the side of his face. He doesnβt pull his lips from your ear; instead, he just chuckles, a warm and soft feeling that makes you shiver uncontrollably under him as you fall over the edge.Β
Just as quickly as he laughed, the sound faded from his lips to the feeling of you cumming on his cock. Pushing back from you to look down at your face, Wonwoo groans, seeing the way your lips parted in the perfect way before you bit down on your bottom lip, trying to silence yourself. Even then, he can hear you say his name as he quickens his thrust, burying himself so deeply inside of you that he hopes you wonβt want or need anyone ever again.Β
βPerfect, youβre perfect, Y/N. Shitβ¦ Iβm gonna cum too. Where do ββΒ
Hearing his words, you try to process them as quickly as possible but your leg is quicker than your mouth as Wonwoo starts to pull out of you. Wrapping your leg around his back, you pull him back against you and Wonwoo groans into a laugh at your possessive nature until you roll your hips up and heβs a goner.Β
The sound of Jeon Wonwoo cumming isnβt one you thought you would ever hear but it isnβt one you want to ever forget. His voice is deep and if you would ever admit it to him, it caused you to get wet even at work but his groans as he came were a bit higher and mixed with deep praises for how good you had made him feel.Β
Collapsing onto you, Wonwoo groans against the crook of your neck, feeling your fingers through his sweaty, damp hair. He was still inside of you, though he could feel himself softening. He could feel the sticky combination of his cum and yours against his skin and between your thighs, and he knew that should make him feel gross, but instead he could only think about laying between your thighs to clean you up with his mouth.
Perhaps another day, he thought to himself with a smile before pushing back on his right hand to look down at you. You were a vision to behold. Sweat running down your temples, tears of pleasure still on your cheeks, and those bitten lips inviting him to kiss them. Wonwoo groans your name before giving in and kissing you softly, his thumb wiping away your tears gently.Β
Taking a breath, you run your fingers along Wonwooβs arm humming out a happy sound to his attention as you come down from your orgasm. You feel him finally slide from you, hearing his soft grunt and you canβt help but to pout at the empty feeling.Β
Seeing your pout, Wonwoo grins, kissing your lips once again, wiping your other cheek and letting out a soft sigh before he bites at his lips in thought. He was trying to tell himself to chill but the more he looked at you the more he knew there was no way he could. He was in love with you.Β
Your alarm clock made your brows furrow deeply. You could feel warmth against your back, an arm wrapped around your waist, and then the soft breath of Wonwoo against your neck that caused you to smile. The memory of the night before flooding back in and how it had all ended.Β
You had asked him to stay the night despite knowing it was Monday the next day. You couldnβt bear the idea of him leaving you alone in that bed after he had held you in the shower and ran his fingers over your body, working your body wash over your skin as if he had done it hundreds of times.Β
Reaching over to tap the stop button on your phone, you turn in Wonwooβs arms to look at the still sleeping man, enjoying the moments to yourself. He was so handsome. You loved the shape of his mouth, the perfect sharpness of the bridge of his nose, and the way he scrunched it when you dared to touch it in his sleep.Β
You would have stayed like this forever if it wasnβt for the sudden realization that it was Monday. Monday was the day Daniel would be bringing Jacob back. Jacob was coming back and Wonwoo was in your bed. Wonwoo was in your bed and he was naked. He was very, very naked.Β
βWonwoo!βΒ
Hearing your panicked voice, Wonwooβs eyes flutter open in alarm, his hand grabbing your waist before he sits up, looking around for any signs of danger. Furrowing his brows when he realizes there is nothing, you watch Wonwoo blink a few times before he looks at you sitting up, a look of confusion on his face.Β
βWhatβs wrong?βΒ
βJacob will be here soon.βΒ
Taking a deep breath, Wonwoo wonders if you are panicked because you donβt want Jacob to see him in your house or if itβs about your ex but you put all of his fears aside with your next words.Β
βWe are naked, Wonwooβ¦βΒ
You watch Wonwoo reach up to rub his neck, a laugh slipping from his lips as he nods in agreement. You were right; both you and him were naked. That wouldnβt be ideal for a toddler or an ex-husband to see.Β
Sliding out of your bed, Wonwoo moves to pick up his clothes, sliding them back on as he sneaks a glance at you moving to your closet. He knew he would have to go by his house and change before coming into the office, but being the CEO of the company did have itβs perksβ¦he could be late.Β
You could feel Wonwooβs eyes on you as you got dressed. Your cheeks were burning almost as badly as they had when he had been undressing you but you couldnβt help but smile at the feeling. You knew you could ask him to leave but for some reason, you couldnβt find the words or the will to do it. Instead, you wanted to make him coffee and offer him food. There was still time.Β
"Uh, they will be here anytime. Do you wantβwant some coffee? I can make eggs.βΒ
Wonwoo smiles, sliding his glasses up his nose. You were still acting nervous around him. You had slept with your body pressed up against his all night long and yet you were still stumbling over your words. God, he was in love with you. He just couldnβt say it yet. He was terrified of scaring you away.Β
Reaching out to catch your hand as you start to walk past him, Wonwoo pulls you back into his arms so he can lean down to press his lips against yours. He smiles to the happy sound you make, his fingers pressing against the small of your back as you give into the kiss and melt against him, wrapping your arm around his neck.Β
βIβd love eggs and coffee. Do you want help ββΒ
The doorbell stops Wonwoo midsentence, his lips hovering over yours. He could feel his heart start to race in his chest. He had seen Jacob plenty of times but not in this house, and he found himself suddenly very intimidated by the idea of meeting your ex-husband. Putting on a brave face, Wonwoo smiles as you lean back, clearing your throat, to look up at him.Β
βTold youβ¦anytime.βΒ
Following behind you, keeping a safe distance, Wonwoo stops in the living room just out of sight, not sure if you want him to be seen as you move to the front door to open it. He can hear Jacobβs happy voice saying momma as you greet him. He can hear a manβs voice telling you good morning and your own voice saying the same. It sounds friendly but nothing raises any alarms with him.Β
Small feet hit hardwood, and then carpet, as Jacob moves towards the living room for his toys, only to stop when he sees Wonwoo gasping up at the man in surprise. You hear the sound and make a face that Daniel can only raise a brow at.Β
βSomething wrong?βΒ
βNo, uh, no. MyβI have a friendβ¦Β Wonwoo is here. Jacobβ¦Mr. Jeβuh Wonwoo is here.Β
Your voice trails off as you get confused on how to approach the situation, moving towards the living room, only to hear Daniel laugh at your struggle. Stopping, you shoot him a look and point in his direction, muttering for him to shut up. Watching the man put up his hands, he follows you, still holding Jacobβs bag, into the living room to see the taller man leaning against the couch.Β
Jacob claps excitedly, moving back to his dad to pull open his bag, taking out the toy car, before turning towards Wonwoo to hold it up towards him, showing it off.Β
βCar! βOok! Car! Play with me!βΒ
Laughing, Wonwoo reaches down with a gentle hand to ruffle Jacobβs hair before squatting down to his level and looking at the car with the same excitement that Jacob had shown it to him.Β
βThatβs so cool. Is it your favorite?βΒ
Nodding, Jacob moves in closer to Wonwooβs chest, making his car sound as you and Daniel watch for a moment. With a fond look on your face, Daniel can only smile and nod, clearing his throat softly, drawing your attention back to him while at the same time drawing Wonwooβs.Β
βWe can look at it in just a second, okay, little man? Momma said something about eggs.β
βEggies! Tots too peese!βΒ
Jacob giggles at his own request, moving to the couch and running his toy across it as Wonwoo stands back up, offering a friendly smile towards the other man.Β
βUh, hey. Iβm Wonwoo.βΒ
Glancing towards you, Daniel raises his brow playfully before offering Wonwoo his hand to shake, reconizing the name.Β
"Daniel, it's a pleasure to meet you. Thanks for treating Jacob like that. It's clear to see he likes you. I know he can be a little hyper, especially after a couple days with me.βΒ
Swallowing hard, you watch your ex-husband and yourβwhat was he? Your boss, your friend, or your boyfriend? Your brain was going crazy now as you watched the two men laugh and shake hands like friends before they glanced at Jacob and then back to you. Wonwoo sighed softly and shook his head.Β
βItβs no big deal at all. Heβs a great kid, and I really enjoy being around him. You two clearly do a great job with him.βΒ
Reaching up to scratch the back of his neck, Wonwoo watches you stare at him for a moment before Daniel smirks at you and lifts Jacobβs bag, only to put it on a chair, breaking your concentration.Β
βThanks, Wonwoo. Well, I have to get going. Let me say bye to Jacob and Iβll be out of your hair so you two can get back to your morning.βΒ
Groaning, you catch the teasing in Danielβs voice, which in turn makes Wonwoo catch it. His cheeks start to burn as he looks down with a chuckle.Β
βNo problem. Uh, Y/Nβ¦Iβm gonna go see how your coffeemaker works.βΒ
You just nod at Wonwoo, letting him slide his fingers over yours as he passes by you, which doesnβt go unnoticed by Daniel even as he hugs Jacob and kisses the top of his head. Moving back around the couch, your ex-husband chuckles, leaning to poke at your arm before he glances into the kitchen, watching Wonwoo open cabinets like he lives there.Β
βYou little sluββΒ
βIf you finish that sentence...Β I will knee you right in the dick, Kang Daniel.βΒ
You knew he was teasing and you were smiling but you couldnβt handle it right now. Not with Jacob so close and Wonwoo in just the other room. Pointing at the front door, you listen to Daniel laugh as he offers Wonwoo a wave in passing, getting one in return before he walks with you to the door.Β
βI know who he is.βΒ
Sighing heavily, you stomp your feet on the tile, lightly glancing over your shoulder to make sure no one is watching you as Daniel speaks.Β
βI know you do; now hush.βΒ
Shaking his head, Daniel grins and reaches up to pat your cheek once before dropping his hand. He loved to see you happy and to tease you. You were always so cute when you were flustered.Β
βI like him. If you donβt date him, I will.βΒ
βOh my god, if you donβt get out of my house..."Β
Laughing a bit louder than intended as you try to kick his leg, Daniel puts his hand over his lips to stiffen the laugh, opening the door to the cold air to escape your attack.Β
βFine, fine. I will talk to you later. Have a good rest of your day, Mrs. Jeon.βΒ
Pushing his shoulder hard, you listen to Daniel laugh as he stumbles on to the porch when you close the door behind him, leaning against it. Your heart is racing but there is a smile on your face. As annoying as your ex could be, you didnβt mind the name hitting your ears.Β
Taking a moment, you collect yourself, enjoying the smell of fresh coffee filling the air as you move back towards the living room to find Jacob. You half expected him to rush towards you like he did most mornings after being with his dad. He usually wanted to tell you all about his trip but today you press your fingers to your lips as you lean against the wall, watching him sit on Wonwooβs lap, going through his toys one by one.Β
βOh yeah? Whatβs that one?βΒ
Jacob laughs, trying to say bear, only for Wonwoo to help him get the word right on the third try. Wonwoo grins and holds the boy a bit tighter, only then seeming to notice you watching him. Offering you a smile, he tilts his head, starting to move but you shake your head and lift your hands.Β
βIβll start breakfast.βΒ
Smiling up at you, Jacob babbles about tater tots once again, making you and Wonwoo laugh.Β
βIβll make you tots; show Wonwoo your book.βΒ
Wonwoo smiles, reaching for the small book and offering it to the boy, who points at it and says book, then at the word on the cover.Β
βColors.βΒ
Grinning, Wonwoo smiles against the small boy's head and nods.Β
βThatβs right. Youβre smart, little man.βΒ
You can only put a hand on your chest, feeling your heart tighten with how much you love the sight of Wonwoo with Jacob. Pulling open the fridge, you smile, listening to both of them laugh as Wonwoo helps Jacob through the book, reading each color and listening to your son repeat them back to him.Β
βSo, if you arenβt busy tonight, would you want to come over for dinner?βΒ
Wonwoo glances up from his computer to look at you standing next to his desk. Your tablet is in your hands as you scroll through his schedule. The two of you had done a great job at pretending like nothing had changed at work when the door was open but behind closed doors, it was a bit harder for him not to want to put you on top of his desk and eat you out. Your skirt was hugging your thighs deliciously, and all Wonwoo could think was how it had been days since the first time he had been with you. He knew he was being insatiable.Β
βIβm not busy; Iβm never busy when it comes to spending time with you.βΒ
You smile, unable to keep it from your lips, at Wonwooβs words. He was a charmer and it had only gotten worse since your date and night together. You had wanted to see him again but work and Jacob made things a bit more difficult. You couldnβt just get a babysitter and take time from your son to spend it with a man. You were a mom first and Wonwoo understood that. But then Jacob started asking for βWoo,β and you knew you had to do something.Β
βOkayβ¦Jacob will be with me, of course but heβs been asking to see you. Heβs been asking for Woo to come back over and see him.βΒ
God Wonwooβs chest was tight. His heart felt like it was going to burst upon hearing that. He was desperately in love with you and he adored Jacob. He wasnβt sure if he had ever seen himself as a father, but the moment Jacob sat down in his lap at your house and started showing him toys, asking him how to say them, he knew he wanted to be in that little boyβs life for the rest of his life. He wanted to be in your life.Β
βOh yeah? Iβd be happy to see the little man. Iβve missed him and his momma.βΒ
That shouldnβt make you want him. That was a sweet comment. It wasnβt flirty, so why did your thighs push together on instinct? You were down bad for this man. Clearing your throat, you push together your lips, trying to stop yourself from smiling so broadly but itβs impossible as Wonwoo watches your own smile on display.Β
βThen Iβll see you after work, Mr. Jeon.βΒ
Your bright smile and the use of Mr. Jeon cause Wonwooβs breath to hitch. You were testing him. He was going to put you over the desk if he looked at you for much longer but much to his dismay, you laugh sweetly as you close his door behind you, leaving him half hard in his dress pants.Β
βI could do the dishes, Y/N.βΒ
Wonwoo sighs as you smack at his hand, lifting the plates from the table. You had already told him no several times but he was trying to be insistent on helping.Β
βNo, seriously. Go relax. Jacob will have to go to bed soon and he wanted to see you. You canβt see him if you are helping me load the dishwasher.βΒ
Grumbling under his breath, Wonwoo leans to kiss your cheek, making you smile, and glances around for Jacob, making sure he canβt see it happening. Wonwoo had been good up to that point. He had snuck in a couple of kisses here and there, but he seemed to know to watch his hands when your son was around. You were appreciative of that.Β
Moving into the living room, Wonwoo smiles when Jacob perks up seeing him. He loved that look on the toddler's face and that he could be the one to put it there. He wasnβt sure what he had done to deserve it but he would do anything to keep it there.Β
βWhatβs up, little man?βΒ
βWoo! Turn tv on."Β
Wonwoo wasnβt sure what the after dinner rules were but you havenβt said that Jacob wasnβt allowed to watch television so he shrugged and slumped down on the couch, picking up the remote as Jacob pulled himself up next to him.Β
βWhat are we watching?βΒ
Smiling, Wonwoo lets Jacob wiggle his way into his lap and back against his chest as the boy looks at the television.Β
βThat! βOok! Cars!βΒ
Wonwoo laughs as he stops watching the movie, putting the remote next to him. It was well into the movie, the red racecar riding around the town with the tow truck as they talked to one another but Jacob seemed happy as he held his own toy car to his stomach.Β
Dinner had been delicious; Wonwooβs stomach was full and now he had a warm toddler laying against him like a blanket. Jacob giggled at the movie and then curled up against him, running the wheels of his car over Wonwooβs leg before his breaths became more steady. The little boy was starting to fall asleep as Wonwooβs hand ran along his back calmly.Β
Smiling down at him, Wonwoo couldnβt help but run his fingers through Jacobβs hair as he watched his small eyes flutter closed. It was around his bedtime. Wonwoo remembered from your date that this was around the time you had mentioned so it made sense, especially with a full stomach, that he would be tired.Β
Maybe he should put him to bed? But then he might wake him up? Shaking his head to his own thoughts, Wonwoo just smiles as his own eyes start to close, the movie a quiet background to the soft breaths of the toddler asleep in his arms.Β
Finishing the dishes and cleaning up the kitchen, you curse under your breath, seeing the time and realizing it was past Jacobβs bedtime. It wasnβt a huge deal, but you didnβt want him to be wound up and harder to put down, especially with Wonwoo over. You start to speak but stop short when you move into the room to find Jacob asleep, laying on Wonwooβs chest. The manβs eyes closed as he pats your sonβs back gently.Β
Your heart was full and you felt tears on the rims of your eyes as you watched them for a few minutes, not wanting to interrupt the moment. It was so rare that Jacob was this content, and you werenβt sure how Wonwooβs life was outside of what he had spent with you but it was nice to see him at peace.Β
Finally moving into the room, you turn off the television before leaning to brush your fingers over Wonwooβs hair, causing him to smile and open his eyes to look up at you. Whispering hi, he glances down at Jacob, causing you to smile as you drop your fingers to that of your sonβs hair, brushing through the slightly tangled locks, careful not to wake him.Β
βI can get him to bed.βΒ
Furrowing his brows, Wonwoo shakes his head and shifts slightly before looking up at you.Β
βI can carry him, if thatβs okay with you.βΒ
Your heart was so tight with how much you were falling for Wonwoo that it was almost painful. Pressing your lips together, you nod and take a step back, letting Wonwoo move to his feet carefully. You watch as he cradles your son to his chest, shifting him so that his little cheek rests on his shoulder, Wonwooβs arm against his legs, and his other hand behind his back, before he smiles at you, waiting for you to lead the way.Β
Reaching up to pat your lips and trying to keep yourself from smiling too big, you just shake your head and start walking in the direction of Jacobβs bedroom with Wonwoo in tow. He watches as you turn on Jacobβs nightlight and pull back his covers, letting him lay down in the small bed.Β
βThank you, Wonwoo.β
Smiling, Wonwoo nods at you, taking a few steps back so you can sit next to your son, tucking him in and shushing him back to a deep sleep. Leaning against the door frame, Wonwoo canβt help but picture every night going exactly like this. Watching you put Jacob to bedβperhaps another child in the futureβbefore he would bring you back into his arms...
You nuzzle your nose against Jacobβs cheek as he smacks his lips, his little hand wrapped around your fingers. You could tell he was tired and happy and that was all you wanted in lifeβfor your son to be happy. Pressing your lips to his forehead, you smile and lean back, carefully taking your hand back before whispering as you smooth his hair one last time.Β
βGoodnight, baby. I love you.βΒ
Wonwoo watches. You have to pull yourself away from Jacob, but the moment you turn back to him, you smile, and he just shakes his head in awe of how beautiful you are. Reaching out his hand, he takes yours, leading you out into the hall and letting you stop to close Jacobβs door before he leans to press his lips against your forehead.Β
βStayβ¦βΒ
Your words cause Wonwoo to close his eyes. He hadnβt been sure what you would want but he had hoped you wouldnβt want him to leave. Lacing your fingers with his, you turn towards your bedroom, leading Wonwoo with you.Β
Wonwooβs fingers fall from yours as you step to close your door, turning to rest your back against it as he watches you. Swallowing hard, he furrows his brows, almost nervous to move this time. He didnβt want to do anything wrong, especially since he knew the two of you werenβt alone tonight and if that meant just sleeping with you in your bed, he was okay with it.Β
As if sensing his apprehension, you smile and step forward, pulling your shirt up and over your head, only to drop it and hear Wonwooβs shaky breath once you are in reach of him. His fingers run over your sides and up to the clasp of your bra, resting in the middle of your back, when you look up to meet his eyes.Β
βMake love to me. Yesβ¦we have to be quiet but you can still make love to me.βΒ
Wonwoo nods, his fingers working open the clasps as he leans down to meet your lips gently at first, only to deepen the kiss when your nails scratch under his shirt, pulling him closer to you. You listen to him bite back his own groan by pushing his lips against yours when your nails dig into his skin at his hips, causing you to smile on his lips.Β
βFuck, Y/N. You told me to be quiet.βΒ
Nodding, you look up at him innocently and Wonwoo shakes his head, scoffing at you. A small squeak slips from your lips when Wonwooβs arms slide under your ass, picking you up even for a moment so he can lay you back on your bed. Laying over you, Wonwoo grins down at you, seeing a look of surprise in your eyes.Β
βDonβt tease me.βΒ
You smile, your bottom lip caught between your teeth at Wonwooβs words. He didnβt mean it and you knew it.Β
βNo?βΒ
Shaking his head, Wonwoo narrows his eyes at you playfully as you lift your hips, letting him help you out of your jeans and panties. Between brief kisses to your breasts, stomach, and legs, you watch Wonwoo strip out of his own clothes before he is back on your bed, resting against your headboard and pulling you onto his lap.Β
βI donβt think you mean it.βΒ
Wonwooβs brow lifts at your words before a long, soft groan slips from his lips as your hand wraps around his cock, twisting slowly. You were sitting back on his thighs just enough that he could picture you sitting on his cock but now here he was watching your pretty hand work over his length, teasing him like he had told you not to.Β
βIβfuck. Did mean it.βΒ
Leaning to press a kiss to his cheek, you stroke Wonwooβs cock from his base to his head, letting your palm roll over his head before repeating the process all over again.Β
"No, you didnβt. You like to be teased, Wonwoo. Least by me, I think... am I wrong, baby?βΒ
Babyβ¦Wonwoo groans your name when you call him the pet name. God, you were his, and he wanted you forever. You were right about everything. In the past, he had hated to be teased but as you pressed your thumb into his slit and then played with the pre-cum that oozed from his tip, Wonwoo could only pant out your name like a prayer.Β
βIβm not wrong. You are so wet, baby. You came so much inside me last time. Will you cum as much this time?βΒ
Since when did you talk this dirty? You had been so shy. Where did this confidence come from? Wonwoo was in love with every side of you. The shy little pillow princess that he had fucked into the mattress last time and this vixen who was making him whimper like a puppy looking for a treat now.Β
βYeahβ¦fuck, yeah. I will... for you. Babeβ¦fuck me. Let me be inside you. Donβt make me cum like this, please?βΒ
Jeon Wonwoo was begging you. Swallowing hard, you feel the power of that rush to your brain and between your legs as arousal drips from you and onto his thighs. This was the same man that you had daydreamed at work about letting him push your skirt up and fuck you over his desk and now youβd have new daydreams. Perhaps youβd do this exact thing at work as you sat on his desk, watching him try to work.Β
This man was bad for your work professionalism.Β
Wonwooβs head falls back against the headboard as you lower yourself down over him. He had missed your pussy. He had missed being inside of you. He had dreamt about it. Not only fucking you but just being inside of you. Just sitting and being warm inside your walls as he worked or watched television. You were that good.Β
With your hands resting on his chest, you whimper Wonwooβs name, feeling that now familiar stretch as he pushes his hips up to meet yours. Sliding his feet up on the bed, Wonwoo grasps your hips and lifts you up to rest your knees on the mattress on either side of him so he can thrust up into you slowly and deeply.Β
Wonwoo was already close. You had put him right on the edge of his climax with your hand, and now your perfect pussy was gripping him like a warm, wet vice, and his head was spinning. Reaching down with his right hand, Wonwoo rubs his thumb between your folds and you have to bite down on your lips to stop the scream from escaping your lips with how quickly your own orgasm starts to sneak up on you. The pressure between the way his cock fills you up and the circles his thumb draws over the bundle of nerves plummets you over the edge.Β
With your thighs shaking, you fall forward, your mouth resting against Wonwoo as you orgasm hard and fast. Clenching his jaw, Wonwoo breathes through the feeling of your body, milking him for every last drop he has to offer until he canβt stand it anymore and gives it to you. With a groan you are quick to silence, Wonwoo thrusts up hard, pressing his hips flush with yours as he cums as he promised, filling you just as full as he had the first time.Β
Your body is weak as you rest against him, and you canβt help but laugh softly as Wonwooβs hand runs along your back. Letting out a slow breath, Wonwoo shakes his head and starts to speak when the sound of tiny cries comes from a room down the hall, drawing your attention.Β
βJacob is awakeβ¦βΒ
With a look of panic in your eyes, Wonwoo watches as you quickly but carefully climb from him to rush to the bathroom as he reaches for a tissue, cleaning up the best he can before pulling on his sweatpants. The sound of tiny feet and then hands smacking your door broke Wonwooβs heart as he glanced at your bathroom door.Β
Unsure what to do, Wonwoo paces in place, meeting your eyes when you move out of the bathroom dressed in a long t-shirt. Raising his hands, Wonwoo whines as you whisper itβs okay to him and you move to the door, opening it for Jacob.Β
Moving into your arms, Jacob sobs softly and mutters about scary things and a dream as you pat his back, lifting him into your arms. Watching for a moment, Wonwoo glances around the room, quickly picking up a few clothes before moving towards you to run his hand over Jacobβs hair, drawing the toddlerβs attention.Β
βItβs okay, little man. Your mommaβs here.βΒ
You smile as your son sniffs away his tears nuzzling against you for a moment longer before reaching for Wonwoo, causing the man to mutter a surprised oh.Β
βYeah, okay. I got yaβ¦Β what do weββ
He looked so lost and handsome that it broke your heart. Laughing softly, you move to your bed as Wonwoo comforts your son, bouncing him gently in his arms. Pulling back the covers, you pat your bed and Wonwoo nods, moving to lay Jacob down, only for the boy to cling to his neck, pulling him towards him.Β
βItβs okay, Wonwoo...Β lay down with him. You are comforting.βΒ
Jacob whines when Wonwoo looks unsure, a panicked βWoo!β falling from the toddler's lips, making Wonwooβs face soften as he lays down next to your son, letting the child curl up on his chest.Β
βI think, for one, you remind him of his dad and for two, he really likes you. I canβt blame him.βΒ
His cheeks burning, Wonwoo smiles at you, lifting his hand to brush Jacobβs hair from his forehead as the boy finds a comfortable spot.Β
βJust don'tβ¦ I donβt wanna overstep.βΒ
Shaking your head, you turn off the light before sliding into the bed next to Wonwoo and Jacob, feeling a tiny hand reach for you, pulling you closer to him and Wonwoo.Β
βYou arenβt.β
Wonwoo can only nod as he listens to Jacobβs breath steady out. The same sound of the toddler falling asleep on the couch starts to make him feel at peace as he watches Jacob relax, and he finally looks at you as you brush Jacobβs hair with your fingers humming softly under your breath.Β
He isnβt sure how long he watches you, and just listens to you softly sing your son to sleep but when you finally meet his eyes, giving him a smile, Wonwoo canβt help himself. You are the most beautiful you have ever been, just like this, and this is the most he has ever been in love with in his entire life. So he just says it...
βI love you, Y/N.β
You donβt say it back. It isnβt that you donβt love Wonwoo back; itβs that you werenβt expecting it. Especially not like this. Not while he is holding your son, looking exactly how you would love to see him for the rest of your life. You bury your mouth against your pillow, your cheeks burning as Wonwooβs fingers brush over them and he smiles, seeming to know, before he closes his eyes, letting you off the hook for the night.Β
After a few moments, you listen to the sound of Wonwoo and Jacobβs breaths as the two most important men in your life sleep, and your head spins with how lucky you are before you follow them both in both restful and restless sleep.Β
Mingyu makes a face as he carefully adds the pork belly to the pot on the stove as Wonwoo leans over the island, watching him like a hawk.Β
βDo you want to make the Bossam?βΒ
Shaking his head, Wonwoo leans back and points at his rice maker, clearing his throat.
βI said I could make rice.βΒ
Seungcheol laughs, leaning back in his chair and listening to his friends banter. He wasnβt sure why they were all over at Wonwooβs place hours before dinner, but if Wonwoo needed emotional support, they would provide it.Β
βIβd prefer to eat something edible, Gyu, so please keep Wonwoo out of the kitchen, even if he owns it.βΒ
Wonwoo mocks Seungcheol as he leans over the sink, washing the rice, hearing Mingyu chuckle behind him. He was grateful they were there. He had wanted you to meet a few of his close friends. Perhaps not all of them at once, but at least a few of them, so he asked you over to dinner without thinking about what he would make or order. Lucky for him, his best friend was Kim Mingyu.Β
Seokmin peeks over Mingyuβs shoulder, grabbing a piece of cabbage to snack on, only to have his hand smacked by the larger man as he curses under his breath, shooing him away.Β
βMingyuβs a jerk. I was just trying to help.βΒ
Jeonghan shakes his head, leaning it over to rest on Seungcheolβs shoulder as the eldest of the friend group chuckles into a sigh. There was only one of them missing tonight who had accepted the invitation, but the sound of Wonwooβs door beeping and a loud hello announced Soonyoungβs arrival.Β
Wonwoo glances over to the last of his friends to arrive as he holds up two bags with a grin on his face, feeling proud of himself. His jacket has a tiger print that makes Wonwoo groan in embarrassment as he quickly remembers that you will be there in just a couple of hours around these men that he has told you are perfectly normal and good people.Β
βI brought refreshments. Seokmin told me that Wonwooβs girlfriend will be here and probably doesnβt get to party much so I will change that.βΒ
Dropping the rice into the maker, Wonwoo sighs loudly before pressing the button to start the cooking before all eyes are on him, including Soonyoung.Β
βItβsβ¦look, okay? This isnβt a party. If she wants a drink, that's great, but donβt treat this like some frat party.βΒ
Mingyu purses his lips, putting a basil leaf into the pot, before he glances up to watch Soonyoungβs reaction to Wonwooβs words.Β
βIβm just trying to make sure your girlfriend has a good time, Wonwoo.βΒ
Wiping away some grains of dry rice from the counter, Wonwoo laughs at Soonyoungβs words, but the laugh is one of unamusement as he shakes his head.Β
βIβwe havenβt discussed what we are. I just wanted her to meet my friendsβyou know, my family. So just be nice to her. Just get to know her and be on your best behavior.βΒ
Sitting up, causing Jeonghan to have to do the same, Seungcheol clears his throat as he rubs his thighs, nodding.Β
βWe can do that, man. Soonyoungβ¦lose the jacket. Weβve grown up; we can act classy for a night.βΒ
Wonwoo grimaces at Seungcheolβs words, especially hearing Jeonghanβs light chuckle. He wasnβt so sure but he was willing to let them try.Β
βNo, seriously. He ate ramen for six months before he became my roommate. It was tragic.βΒ
Your laugh makes Wonwoo smile, though his cheeks burn from Mingyuβs words. He should have known the conversation would turn to college and how each of them had met, but he didnβt know his friends would be so quick to air his βdirty laundry.β
βY/N? Would you like another drink?βΒ
Soonyoungβs voice draws your attention, and you canβt help but coo at the man. He had been so sweet to you and made the most delicious Manhattans. Nodding, you watch him hurry off to the bar cart as Wonwoo leans back in his chair beside you, a glass of whisky in his hand that he had been nursing for some time.Β
βThe food was wonderful.βΒ
Wonwoo smiles and nods, glancing at Mingyu, who seems to shy away, turning to Seokmin to speak.Β
βCompliments of our personal chef, Kim Mingyu. I swear, if he hadnβt gone into business, he would have gone into the culinary arts like Junhui.βΒ
You smile brightly, leaning forward to look at Mingyu as he shyly meets your eyes. He wasnβt at all what you had mistaken him for. Wonwoo had been right; the playboy persona was an act for the press and underneath it was a good soul who was going to make someone very happy one day.Β
βThe best food Iβve had in years. Perhaps better than what Wonwoo treated me to last week, seriously.βΒ
Jeonghan grins, reaching towards the middle of the table for one of the cupcakes he had provided for dessert, only to place it in front of you.Β
βDonβt stroke his ego too much. Here, speaking of where you ate last week, I picked these up today for dinner. I thought you might enjoy them.βΒ
You watch as Jeonghan sits back down, reaching for his glass of wine, as Seungcheol, who sat on his right, reaches for a cupcake curiously.Β
βWhat did you get, Han?βΒ
The man grins while watching you cut your cupcake in half, the center melting, causing you to gasp in surprise. Wonwoo just smiles, resting his free hand against the back of your chair as you pick up half of the cupcake, bringing it to your lips to take a bite, before closing your eyes in wonder.Β
In that instant, Wonwoo wished the two of you were alone. It was one of those moments when he wanted to watch you enjoy something alone, but when you laugh, lifting your fingers to your lips to clean a bit of melted chocolate from them, he canβt help but smile into his own laugh.Β
βIs it good?βΒ
You whisper a yes and nod at Wonwoo, lifting the rest of the cupcake half towards him, making him flustered as he leans to take it from your fingers as his friends watch. Jeonghan just smirks, tilting his head, feeling like his job was complete. He knew love when he saw it. He was schooled in it, having acted like he was in love hundreds of times but real love... that gave off a feeling and he could feel it even from feet away between you and Wonwoo.Β
Seungcheol nods at the taste of the cupcake, muttering that it was good, until Jeonghan elbows his side and nods towards you and Wonwoo, making him shut up and smile. Seokmin and Mingyu had noticed and tried to keep their conversation low but Soonyoung, in his own world, put your drink in front of you and gestured towards it proudly.Β
βOne Manhattan for the lovely lady, compliments of Kwon Soonyoung.βΒ
Kicking his leg out, Mingyu hears Soonyoung complain about being kicked before he almost notices you giving lovey eyes to Wonwoo, and he backs off with a chuckle.Β
βOopsβ¦Iβll justβIβll go over here.βΒ
Wonwoo groans, licking his lips, as the moment is ruined and you canβt help but laugh, knowing it wasnβt the right time or place. So many of Wonwooβs friends were there and you were, in essence, being rude by monopolizing his time and making the atmosphere awkward.Β
βSorryβ¦βΒ
Shaking his head, Wonwoo watches you start to put your hand down as he takes your hand in his and kisses your fingers.Β
βDonβt be. Enjoy your drink.βΒ
Wonwoo watches you after dinner as he cleans up. He canβt help but smile as you do, chuckle when you laugh at Seungcheolβs stupid jokes. He finds himself happily watching from across the room as his friends go on about how they adore you and how you are welcome to call them anytime.Β
That was what he had wanted. They loved you; how could they not? He knew exactly who you were and he knew his friends. There was no way you all wouldnβt get along.Β
βI just donβt have time to date. Wonwooβs lucky; he found you. Heβs always been the lucky one in our group, if Iβm honest.βΒ
You smile at Seokmin as he leans against the back of the couch, his head on his hand as his elbow presses into the cushion. Wonwoo was finishing up the last of the cleaning with Mingyu in tow, and you had already said goodbye to Soonyoung and Jeonghan.Β
Seungcheol just smiles at you, thinking how wonderful you are, as his eyes move back to one of his best friends as he laughs talking to Mingyu in the kitchen, putting the last of the dishes into the dishwasher. He was listening to two conversations when you said his name, making him look over at you fondly.Β
βHm?βΒ
βI was just asking if you were in the same boat as Seokmin or if there was a lucky somebody for me to hang out with at the next function."Β
Grinning, Seungcheol shakes his head and sighs heavily, lifting his hands off his legs before putting them back down.Β
βI guess weβve all been wrapped up in work but I wonβt lie...Β Seeing Wonwoo this happy makes me wanna try.βΒ
Seokmin just nods in agreement, making your cheeks warm up as you look over at the man who had made you smile more recently than you could remember.Β
βHeβs liked you for such a long time, Y/N. Heβs a good guy. I know things arenβt perfect for him, and heβd probably be pissed at me for saying this but heβs genuine.βΒ
Looking down at your hands as Seungcheol speaks, you just nod, understanding what he was saying, before you hear him sigh and stand up, drawing your attention upwards.Β
βYouβre leaving?βΒ
The man nods, glancing at his watch, causing you to frown.Β
βItβs getting late and itβs only going to get colder. They are calling for snow, you know?βΒ
You hadnβt looked at the weather today, but he had made a good point. Seokmin makes a face at the idea of the cold before sighing and standing up, making you pout and follow his lead so you can say goodbye to both of them.Β
Moving from the kitchen, Wonwoo looks surprised when Seungcheol offers him a hug, followed by Seokmin, who then moves to you to do the same. You really did feel like you had been welcomed into his family, and it was causing you to feel a bit overwhelmed suddenly.Β
βI guess it is getting late. Let me see these guys out, and Iβll be right back.βΒ
Mingyu groans, looking at his phone, before moving to you to hug you tightly, causing you to laugh at how strong his grip is and yet how warm it feels.Β
βDonβt be a stranger, Y/N. I like you better than him.βΒ
You feel Mingyuβs head move towards yours before he laughs, and you know that Wonwoo has pushed him, making you smile as he offers you a wink and all the men leave you in the large living area alone. You hear their voices trail off as you wrap your arms around yourself and walk towards the large windows that offer a view of the city for miles.Β
Sighing, you furrow your brows at how cold you suddenly feel in such a large house. You hadnβt seen all of it but even in just this space, you felt out of place. You were beginning to remember how different your life was from Wonwooβs as you started to turn from the window, only to see a bookshelf holding a vast number of books and picture frames. One in particular catches your eye.Β
In the picture, you see Wonwoo, much smaller and younger than he is now, in the middle of a group of other boys. They look to be around 19 or 20 years old as they stand in front of a frat house. You look around at the other faces, and you can pick out Mingyu, Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Seokmin, and Soonyoung. Your lips pull up into a smile as you run your index fingernail over Wonwooβs smiling face as Mingyu holds his shoulders and another much shorter man on his other side.Β
He hadnβt always had what he has now, you remind yourself. He had told you that many times. You didnβt feel comfortable now but perhaps he hadnβt always either. Maybe it was cold and lonely at times in this big house when he was alone, and you find yourself frowning as you look at the picture, counting the men, including Wonwoo. Thirteen. He had lived with twelve others, and now he was alone. Noβ¦not anymore.Β
Walking back into the room, Wonwoo stops seeing you by the window with a picture frame in your hand. He canβt help but smile a bit at how pretty you are at first, but then the smile fades as he sees the concerned look on your face when he gets closer. Wrapping his arms around you from behind, Wonwoo rests his chin on your shoulder and looks down at the picture of him with his friends in college; he was still friends with all of them. They had all reached varying levels of success, like they had promised. He was proud of all of them.
βAre you okay?βΒ
You nod but then sigh, leaning back against Wonwoo as you put the picture back on his shelf, sliding your fingers along his arms and glancing back out of the window at the view. Wonwoo follows your eyes but he focuses more on your reflection in the window.Β
βAre you lonely, Wonwoo?βΒ
Furrowing his brows, Wonwoo holds you closer and tightens his hand on yours as you lace your fingers with his. βNoβ¦I mean, not now. I used to be.βΒ
You were right. Sighing softly, you slide your free hand along his arm and shake your head as you look out at the city. Seungcheol had been right. It looked like the weather was getting worse. It looked like it was going to snow.Β
βWhy do you ask, baby?βΒ
Shaking your head again, you just smile softly, leaning your cheek against Wonwooβs.Β
βThis house is so big for just you. I worried you might be lonely.βΒ
Wonwoo canβt help but smile at your reasoning. He loved you so much and your caring heart. Leaning to kiss your cheek, Wonwoo feels you smile again as you let out a soft breath.Β
βI love you, Y/N.βΒ
His words are spoken against your cheek as you watch the first bit of snow begin to fall. Your tiny happy gasp causes Wonwoo to look out the window as you make a happy sound, commenting on how pretty it isβthe first snow of the season.Β
βMm, it is pretty, and so are you.βΒ
Turning in Wonwooβs arms, you feel his fingers run along your dress at the small of your back as he smiles down at you. Your eyes meet his almost shyly, before he leans down to press his lips to yours gently as your fingers hold his face on either side with a featherlight touch.Β
βI love you, Wonwoo.βΒ
Hearing you say the words back to him for the first time, Wonwoo freezes and smiles against your lips. He simply sighs, happily stepping in closer to you, his hands pulling your body in tighter to his as he deepens the kiss briefly before letting you take a breath so he can rest his forehead on yours.Β
βSay it again.βΒ
You laugh, rolling your eyes playfully, as Wonwoo traces the line of your zipper up the middle of your back to your shoulders so he can pull it down as he waits for you to speak. Itβs only when you tell him that you love him that he drags the zipper down.Β
βI love you too. So, so fucking much.β
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