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I'm been out with my friends.

He's out with his friends.

We met.

I look at him. He looks at me.

We make eye contact for two seconds.

My eyes started to water, reminding me of the past.

I quickly looked away.

He looked away.

We looked at each other again and immediately changed direction.

It was the first time in a while.

How could I forget?

He seemed indifferent, but inside I felt the emotions collapsing throughout his body.

He wanted to see me.

Deep down, he was happy to see me again after a long time, but he tried to hide it.

Maybe he doesn't know that I can understand him from his eyes.

A sparkle appeared in his eyes as he looked at me.

No one could understand it.

The sparkle suddenly went out.

So abruptly that for a moment I doubted.

Maybe I was wrong.

Maybe he wasn't happy.

But they say eyes don't lie.

And his eyes never lied to me.

I felt his desire to hug me.

But he didn't.

He didn't, because he wasn't sure if...

if I wanted to either.

But he wanted to.

And I understood.

He stood up while looking at me.

I knew what he was going to do.

But he wasn't sure yet if he would actually do it.

My friends and his friends noticed that we were looking at each other.

He looked away and sat down again.

I knew he really wanted to.

But he didn't.

He tried... but he didn't.

And yet...

Maybe he'll try again someday.

And maybe then, it will succeed.

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒.

─𝐷𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑆𝑎𝑙𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑒

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