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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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@vickieness
Drunkard
I gulp all of my sorrow To disremember until tomorrow. I’m drowning into intoxication That prompts my body and soul into a separation. I found my soul in the edge of the abyss Where it searches for its own bliss. My body is frozen, It seeks to be enlighten. I’m wrecked, insufferable defect. The shattering vents broken to pieces that I collect.
-m.h.l
You are always on my mind these past few days. Even though I try not to think about you, my thoughts keep on lingering on what are you doing, what are you feeling and who are you with.
There is a part of me that desires to know more about you, but I’m quite embarrassed to ask questions. You told me that I am beautiful and you think that I am smart as well. I don’t know if you are flirting with me or you are just being nice.
But somehow, I’m wishing that we become close friends. I have this feeling that, maybe, if I opened up to you, we might have a connection. Sadly, you are already taken and I will not let myself fall for you even more. I do not want to enter into a complicated situation where I love you unrequitedly.
Nevertheless, I’m looking forward to see you soon.
I Love You! Bullshit!
I adore you, can you feel it?
I’m hurting enormously. Can you see it?
I want you in my life. Please, be mine?
When we are together, I caught myself staring at you and it is so terrifying. Then, I have realized that I’m falling for you. Every night, my tears keep falling because I’m hopelessly in love with you but you don’t love me back. Why God let us meet in the same path? I am asking Him every single day. I only prayed to Him to make me better but there you are, helping me to pick up all those broken pieces in my life. Maybe He wants me to get back on track with your help. Miserably, it made my heart shattered every time you are with me and knowing you are madly in love with somebody else. It’s been years since I felt this way. I don’t know how to cope up with this feeling anymore. I’m scared.
Bluntly, I want to be with you. I want you to choose me over her. Bullshit! Why am I thinking this way? I know you will never do that but I’m still here, hoping that you will love me, only me.
It was 3:48 p.m. at the café and I was writing down my thoughts and feelings that I cannot control anymore. They had been imprisoned on my mind for a long time and wanted to escape from this chaotic dungeon.
“What are you feeling today?”, someone asked.
How I could answer that question when all along I cannot describe what I’m feeling.
I paused for a while and told him, “Hey, I’m doing great. Thanks for asking.”
I lied.
He smiled and got confused on my facial expression. Maybe, he knew what I truly felt.
He waved to me and said goodbye.
Then, I focused back on my writing.
I continued to pen my sadness and loneliness while Tori Kelly is playing in the background. It was a perfect moment for these emotional feelings.
There were too many flashbacks that made me feel the heartbreaks again. It was so wonderful to remember all those lovely memories and yet, too tear-jerking to feel back again all those sorrows.
Have you ever been infatuated with someone who is out of your league?
He is like a brightest star twinkling far away that is almost impossible for you to reach. All you can do is gaze at that dazzling star from the distance.
A Letter to My Future Someone
Dear Future someone,
I want you to know that I’m not looking for you. Are you looking for me instead? Maybe, you are or you, at this present time, are seeing someone that sooner or later, the two of you will decide to go on separate ways. I will be blissful if you are searching for me. I hope you don’t get impatient. I wish that you will come in the right time where I’m okay and ready to welcome you in my life.
I’m excited to meet you, soon. I can’t wait for us to watch movies, travel to many places, and explore different restaurants (You will be my food buddy!). But then, I don’t mind if we just stay in my place or yours doing nothing. I like cuddles and surprises. I’m too moody most of the time. I keep my fingers crossed that you will be understanding. I’m selfish when it comes to you. I don’t like to see other girls flirting with you. Don’t worry; I will do my best not to be clingy. I will allow you to hang out with your friends because I trust you. You don’t need to pamper me with gifts, being with you is enough. I will appreciate your efforts and I will make one, too.
I will never get tired waiting for our perfect time, my soon-to-be-love.
Yours truly, Vickie
How you yearn for someone’s embrace.
But then again…
You have to learn to master your own self first and try not to depend on others.
You have accepted the soothing idea of solitude. Living in a world with no one to judge you, mock you, or hurt you. You see the place outside your comfort zone as a cold-hearted bitch stepping all over you. It’s easy for the know-it-all people to say words and yet, they don’t have the heart that can hear your silent scream of pain. They will never understand what you are going through, unless they wore the same shoes you’re carrying. You sigh to yourself, it’s better to be isolated.
But then again…
No man is an island.
As time goes by, being alone is so tiring. You are longing for someone. However, you don’t want to rush things. You believe that what’s meant to be will happen even though it takes forever.
You are wishing that, someday, someone will find you and hug you so tight while pouring out these words…”You’re worth the wait.”
I want to exchange letters to a friendly stranger.
It's like we're unfolding ourselves through our written stories.
How uncanny is that?
How To Win My Heart
I know you will try your best to get my attention and capture my heart. You will shower me with expensive gifts and flowers, as well as treat me to any fancy restaurants.
However, I’ll be grateful if you will just remember little things about me like you know my favorite song, you make me a sandwich with a lot of mayo, and you order dimsum for me with extra chilli.
I appreciate how you spoil me with material things, but you don’t need to because small things matter most.
I don’t know what to feel after watching “Anne Frank: The Whole Story”. At first, I was a little bit terrified while the Franks and others are hiding in secret annex and then, I found out that I’m smiling when Peter Van Pels was slightly flirting with Anne Frank. I just want to focus on their romance because I think the love story of Peter and Anne is the most underrated thing in history.
At the beginning, Anne describes Peter as lazy and hypersensitive. He is also shy and extremely awkward. She’s not into Peter but a year and a half after they’ve been in hiding, she starts to notice him. She has a crush on him! (Now, I’m smiling like a mental ward patient. Haha) Aren’t they cute together?
In the meantime, things are getting more and more wonderful here. I think, Kitty, that true love may be developing in the Annex. All those jokes about marrying Peter if we stayed here long enough weren’t so silly after all. Not that I’m thinking of marrying him, mind you. I don’t even know what he’ll be like when he grows up. Or if we’ll even love each other enough to get married. (3/22/1944.2)
I must admit it. I have a crush on Peter. I find this odd because he is a real person and then, he passed away so many years ago. I have strange feeling that I really know him for a long time. Maybe, we are friends in my past life and I’m attracted to him. Hahaha. But kidding aside, I have a deep connection with him. That’s really weird!
Anyway, I don’t want people to think that romance is the only thing I see in Peter and Anne. They are both inspiring and I think they have a huge impact on some people’s lives.
Before Sunset (2004)
How can you be so in love with a person when you’ve only been with him/her for once and saw him/her after a few years?
The continuation of Before Sunrise makes me a little skeptical about love. I don’t know. Maybe this kind of love story really happened to others. But I still have doubts about this.
Before Sunrise (1995)
This movie is all about traveling and falling in love at the same time.
I wish I can travel alone and meet someone new but I don’t have the courage to do that and I have trust issue.
I think that he doesn’t feel that he deserves to be happy, so he sabotages every opportunity. I don’t think he does it on purpose - I think it’s more that he can’t help himself.
Nicholas Sparks, The Rescue (via alb-y)
We're The Millers (2013)
It's a humorous road-trip movie with some likable actors.
Thomas Brodie-Sangster looks so young. He's 24, I thought he's 18 or something. He's the cute little boy from the movie, Nanny McPhee. And I find it weird that he looks exactly the same, it's like he never aged.
What a handsome British lad! <3
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The Maze Runner (2014)
Another good movie that I watched during the holiday break.
Damn! Those boys are good looking. Thomas Brodie-Sangster is the bae.
