When I die, drop some really pretty flowers on my grave. (I really like chrysanthemums and roses. My favorite color is green, but I really really like black. Don't know how that was relevant, but whatever) Drop the your favorite painting too. I'll love anything you drop, I promise you. It's just gotta be genuine. Whatever you drop has to have validation from your inner soul that it's really your favorite piece of art. I'm really an artist at heart. Looking back that's all I ever was. I always liked making things and exploring. (I don't like traveling tho, but that will be for another post) I love all the creative stuff people do. I love seeing everything people make. I love life in general fam. I love the boring slow movies, I love the small things about people, I love the birds singing their same ole song in the morning. I really mess with everybody. I really notice everything. And as a side note, never think you're too small to make something happen. And never get too big that you can't learn anymore. Never doubt God. Never say never. All those cliches are true. They are cliches because they are over used, but who said they weren't true. The NEGATIVE cliches that revolve around tearing people down are straight up from the devil. You don't gotta believe in that crap, but that's another topic too.... I digress. Anyways, I gotta get back to class. Knowledge is power, ya feel?
I'm kinda scared to blow up and then some days I'm like... yo .............. WHATEVER!!!! SWAG SWAG YOLO! WE OUT HERE! BRING THE DRANK WHAT CHU THANK?! WE NEED ABOUT 30 MORE SHOTS AND SOME GOOD KUSH NIGGA. (I don't smoke or drink btw) And then I'm back to my mellow hype. I really love my mellow hype because I'm not the type to turn up unless I'm doing a show. I express myself in my music a lot. People get a lot of misinterpretations, but me yelling and being stupid on some songs is the point of the song..... To get hyped... I’m really not like that in person. I don’t like the whole party vibe, but I’m not a hater so you guys have the after party and have fun.
I'll come by...
MAYBE,
but I'm not staying for long. I mean look, can we just chill and eat some pizza and learn about each other on an intimate level? Oh you're vegan? I'll order pizza with no cheese, just sauce and bread if you like that. Oh you're gay fam? Jesus taught me to love everyone and we all got problems so I don't give a fuck. :D (oh my gosh he cursed and he's Christian... He the devil. Keep yo ass away from me with that talk, if you get offended by something I say or do, check yourself first) I feel like if you believe in something you get labeled. I kinda just stream of consciousness these things (posts?). It helps @lisachaan(Thank you) <- that's my bff. Maybe I'll never be famous, but in the end, I don't really wanna be. I just wanna make music and get paid to do that. Maybe I ghost write or sell my rights to beats. Maybe I influence someone who becomes great one day and they are like "MAN THERE WAS THIS ONE LIGHTSKINNED DUDE I BUMPED INTO ON THE SUBWAY AND HE PRAYED FOR ME AND SAVED MY ENTIRE LIFE... Just never got his name." In the end, we all have a purpose. Maybe my purpose is to be in the back ground and just help out other people? Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me like some ghetto kids and I was born to be a star? I'm just infatuated with potential in people. Maybe you'll unlock mine? Maybe I'll unlock yours? Hoping someone catches this revelation. Everyone has value.
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