Quick colored sketch of Francis (OC i published not that long time ago)
In fact, it's really hard for me to convince myself to draw anything right now, although to be honest, I'd really like to do something productive with my OCs, at least write lore or something like that
Unfortunately, I can't, because most of my free time is spent preparing for exams and prof sessions. Plus, as a bonus, my instructor sends me to take the final driving, and it's killing me mentally due the stress, of course. I'm not a lazy person, really, I like to work, but not when my debts, simply due to not being able to keep up, haunt me at night
The scariest thing is that I don't even know what I want to do after graduating from technical school—go to university? Study in the same field? Get a job? I'm afraid of the change of scenery and that my routine will be interrupted, I hate routines changes
Sometimes I feel like I'm exaggerating my stress, and it makes me feel ashamed, like, there are people with even more serious problems, and I'm creating a drama out of nothing... quite a pity, that's why I prefer to keep everything to myself
But since I'm writing all this online and only my 23 followers and 4 mutuals will see it (well, mostly, maybe some others random people), it doesn't really scare me i guess
