Carpe Diem

Peace, all is well!!

[vinimiura]

These little voices won’t stop asking to close these two windows and oh god take me away. If everything happens for a reason, tell me, what can I benefit from this,

[vinimiura]

Why are you throwing flowers to their morale? You are supposed to water the flower

[vinimiura]

Tenggelam tangis

kalau daku tahu peritnya begini,

menunggu pabila kapal akan bersauh,

akan daku bina bahtera,

tapi ilmu yang digalas,

seluas sampan karam,

yang belum mampu mendayung di lautan dalam.

[koreantunes]

Visit Original Link

백현 (BAEKHYUN) - Bambi

[visual-poetry]

by emma talbot

[via]

[visual-poetry]

by alfredo jaar (+)

[vinimiura]

getting hurt by the same thing over and over again that every time I remind myself not to be childish to get hurt over silly things is drowning mysef with the emotions for a moment and wipe the tears until I stop crying and forget about it

[vinimiura]

the hours of my life,

[vinimiura]

rest in peace haruma miura,

[vinimiura]

Shattered

I felt like my heart can explode anytime. This pain, i wish it can disappear. This unbearable pain, i wish it gone. Please.

[vinimiura]

destinasi

Pada waktu kita tidak berharta, pada waktu kita tidak berduit, pada waktu kita masih berjihad, aku mengingatkan diriku untuk tidak mempunyai perasaan kedekut. Hal ini kerana kita menuju destinasi yang sama. Pada waktu kita belum berstatus, pada waktu kita belum kaya, pada waktu hidup kita belum senang, aku mengingatkan diriku, bersedekahlah. Kita bersedekah bukan pada masa kita senang, tapi pada masa kita susah lagi. Dan ia bermula dari sekarang.

[vinimiura]

unplanned

Been to one to one catch-up session with my friends since last week and it was unplanned, impromptu meetup. It was nice. Been talking about various things, from daily life to whats happening around the world, it was good.

[vinimiura]

One day it will come,

To open up is a big step for me. I might start late in my venture towards my dream. I’m still holding on to “if later i found what i want to do, i don’t want it to be stopped just because i don’t work hard enough at the moment” when everyone is already on their path. I still on my venture finding what i’m great at, it takes years, I guess. But in return, God has replaced my frustation by letting me crossed paths with people from different walks of life. It made me learn so much from them. Danke!

[vinimiura]

Productive morning

I do actually a morning person. No matter how much I deny, i actually love a productive morning. Wake up early in the morning, do nothing specific, everything is spontaneous. Not to forget, a breakfast too. Simple one. It is not about the breakfast but the interaction with people. People need people. Get off the bed, sip some hot drink, and talk. A more spontaneous to help the day walking the good, positive vibes. Rather than, locking your eyes to some electronic device. Or perhaps I could start a new hobby to finish a chapter every morning. Cool then.

[vinimiura]

Blu-ray of distraction

Watching tv shows or dramas or movies is an escape from reality. It feels good sometimes. It is better than having a punch in your face and swollen eyes to wake up to. That escape might be a mere distraction but there are times it made me feel that I need to escape all the times. Paranoid, I say. It is a good distraction to hide my emotions from people when it is hard sometimes. Thanks distraction.

[vinimiura]

Late night thoughts #1

I love beautiful writer. The aesthetic writing. How it flows like a river in winter. Unfrozen from the icy, windy to freeze until the heart explode into snowflakes. You read, you swim, you giggles, you smile just from the imagining that sketch in your mind of that one reading.

[vinimiura]

can we take a week off?

We are in week 12, dragging the exhausted body, squeezing the last squirt of our energy, trying to last the day, every single day. I turn to care less, more robotic towards humans feelings and it reflected in my actions towards the humanism act that I act upon my body. I learn to be professional, rationale and more towards being functional. Not everyone can do the same. Therefore, I should understand not everyone can have the same view as me. That’s what I learn so much for the past few weeks, to cooperate with people especially different of personalities. For them to be like me, that is plain boring and to be honest, I’m the one who being inconsiderate and irrational. 

I hate to use the term, “It’s not easy to deal with people”. They will be complaining about choices they chose from the beginning but who am I to remind them again about that? I might just be like them, to be rationale than emotional, that’s why I choose to care less unless they come to me. They will be complaining how people being emotional than rational but they forgot they are doing that. Well..

Acting indifferent with people too, I might act the same way too. I try to silent myself from everyone, but little did they know, they realize that../to be continued/

[y6v-deactivated20201010]