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so much is going on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! itās too much!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want to sleep in the forest for 190 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iām tired leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Adding charms and keychains to random things definitely improves the living experience
I hate not doing anything actually but I'm very, very good at not doing anything. I have a natural talent for loitering, lounging and wasting time. An inherent idleness.
bohemiiiaĀ·:
jett moves seamless through the bar, ever suave, ever charismatic ā and simonās so focused on the near cinematic way their worlds are colliding once more, that he forgets to announce his presence until the other does. itās one thing to see them ā itās another to hear the acknowledgement, to be privy to jettās ever familiar voice. the magic wavers briefly (as if suddenly being pulled back to earth by the reality of it all) and simon sucks in a breath, tongue dragging curiously to the inside of his cheek.Ā āand itās jett nam, in the flesh.ā he doesnāt mean to regard the other too blatantly, but itās been a handful of seasons since their last exchange (since the inevitable separation). and although simon feels somewhat tempted by the frenetic energy buzzing inside him, urging the older to bring up their sour parting without prompt, theyāre in public, surrounded by a sea of strangers seeking similar escapes. besides, the lighting is much too dim to catch jettās expression, and that alone, feels like some type of loss ā simon figures. even with the stiffness of his shoulders solid and unmoving, he entertains the moment, reminding himself then that a platonic acquaintanceship isnāt out of the question. he has enough enemies in high places.Ā āwhat brings yāback here huh? ā got some gig āround here? or just passinā through to your next destination?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā thereāsĀ aĀ ghostĀ ofĀ aĀ simperĀ justĀ barelyĀ settlingĀ uponĀ hisĀ countenanceĀ asĀ heĀ measuresĀ theĀ otherĀ upĀ Ā ,Ā Ā gettingĀ reacquaintedĀ withĀ aĀ setĀ ofĀ featuresĀ heĀ onceĀ knewĀ soĀ wellĀ Ā .Ā Ā thereāsĀ aĀ lumpĀ formingĀ inĀ hisĀ throatĀ ,Ā Ā oneĀ heāsĀ quickĀ toĀ swallowĀ downĀ withĀ aĀ drinkĀ asĀ soonĀ asĀ itĀ arrivesĀ ;Ā Ā jettĀ feelsĀ mostĀ atĀ homeĀ withĀ liquorĀ inĀ theirĀ handĀ Ā .Ā Ā immediatelyĀ providesĀ himĀ anotherĀ boostĀ ofĀ confidenceĀ toĀ continueĀ thisĀ conversationĀ Ā ,Ā Ā despiteĀ theĀ Ā awkwardĀ tensionĀ Ā thatāsĀ boundĀ toĀ paveĀ itsĀ wayĀ betweenĀ theĀ formerĀ flamesĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā wouldĀ youĀ believeĀ iĀ cameĀ hereĀ toĀ seeĀ youĀ Ā ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā itāsĀ notĀ trueĀ Ā ,Ā Ā ofĀ courseĀ Ā .Ā Ā crossingĀ pathsĀ withĀ simonĀ wasĀ aĀ fleetingĀ thoughtĀ atĀ mostĀ Ā ,Ā Ā nothingĀ jettĀ wouldāveĀ activelyĀ soughtĀ outĀ Ā .Ā Ā atĀ leastĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thatāsĀ whatĀ heĀ keepsĀ tellingĀ himselfĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ heĀ doesnātĀ takeĀ itĀ backĀ ,Ā keepsĀ hisĀ gazeĀ fixatedĀ onĀ theĀ tallerĀ maleĀ withĀ aĀ senseĀ ofĀ Ā challengeĀ Ā behindĀ hisĀ eyesĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ lookĀ goodĀ Ā .Ā Ā evenĀ betterĀ thanĀ iĀ rememberĀ Ā ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā isĀ murmuredĀ Ā ,Ā Ā alongsideĀ anotherĀ sipĀ takenĀ Ā .Ā Ā heĀ doesnātĀ winceĀ anymoreĀ asĀ theĀ alcoholĀ burnsĀ throughĀ hisĀ throatĀ Ā ,Ā Ā itāsĀ theĀ kindĀ ofĀ discomfortĀ heĀ welcomesĀ withĀ openĀ armsĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā tellĀ meĀ youāveĀ noĀ otherĀ plansĀ tonightĀ .Ā iĀ thinkĀ itādĀ beĀ Ā reallyĀ funĀ Ā ...Ā Ā catchingĀ upĀ withĀ youĀ Ā .Ā Ā ā
angelcriedĀ·:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā iveth canāt find it within themselves to hold eye contact with minsu. Ā with fingertips holding tightly onto a cup of tea they had brought from the comfort of their kitchen for him to take, Ā they stand Ā tense Ā before him after listening to his thoughts, Ā Ā head going back and forth on their next set of words. Ā what could they even say, Ā anyway? Ā they felt inhuman. Ā ā Ā donāt say it like that. Ā ā Ā they said, Ā the timbre in their voice coming out as a Ā plead Ā as they offers him the cup of tea like an scolded, Ā ashamed child. Ā ā Ā thatās not fair to you, Ā i wouldnāt dare to ask you such thing. Ā ā Ā taking a seat next to him with a healthy distance between the two, Ā they starts considering their wording with a heavy heart. Ā ā Ā itās just that⦠ ā Ā because it is also unfair for the other person, Ā they wanted to say, Ā realizing how selfish they has been to someone else when they was whispering promises to minsuās ear at some point. Ā it was rather incredible how attached they grew to him compared to the way they has felt with anyone else. Ā ā Ā i have to gather my thoughts about all this. Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā loveĀ isĀ patientĀ Ā ,Ā Ā orĀ soĀ theyĀ sayĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ doesĀ itĀ alwaysĀ haveĀ toĀ beĀ soĀ excruciatingĀ Ā ?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā ...Ā Ā iĀ Ā justĀ donātĀ understandĀ Ā .Ā Ā iĀ justĀ feelĀ likeĀ Ā ...Ā Ā theseĀ pastĀ fewĀ monthsĀ Ā -----Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ allĀ justĀ beenĀ aĀ gameĀ toĀ youĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā thereāsĀ painĀ inĀ hisĀ heartĀ Ā ,Ā Ā butĀ heĀ doesĀ hisĀ bestĀ toĀ keepĀ himselfĀ composedĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ herĀ Ā ;Ā Ā heĀ staresĀ atĀ theĀ cupĀ ofĀ teaĀ Ā ,Ā Ā throatĀ suddenlyĀ feelingĀ parchedĀ andĀ yetĀ heĀ wonātĀ allowĀ himselfĀ aĀ sipĀ Ā .Ā Ā heĀ staresĀ atĀ theĀ steamĀ thatĀ risesĀ Ā ,Ā Ā watchingĀ itĀ dissipateĀ intoĀ theĀ airĀ beforeĀ hisĀ gazeĀ inevitablyĀ landsĀ onĀ ivethĀ andĀ itĀ takesĀ everythingĀ inĀ himĀ notĀ Ā toĀ fallĀ toĀ hisĀ kneesĀ andĀ begĀ themĀ toĀ chooseĀ Ā himĀ Ā .Ā Ā heĀ needsĀ toĀ leaveĀ hereĀ withĀ Ā someĀ Ā dignityĀ Ā Ā -----Ā Ā heĀ hopesĀ toĀ Ā ,Ā Ā atĀ leastĀ Ā ,Ā Ā andĀ heāllĀ sighĀ outĀ hisĀ innerĀ frustrationsĀ Ā (Ā Ā towardĀ theĀ situationĀ Ā )Ā Ā andĀ shutĀ hisĀ eyesĀ momentarilyĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ justĀ Ā ...Ā Ā iĀ donātĀ understandĀ Ā .Ā Ā howĀ longĀ haveĀ youĀ beenĀ seeingĀ themĀ Ā ?Ā Ā wasĀ itĀ Ā ...Ā Ā beforeĀ ?Ā orĀ afterĀ weĀ metĀ Ā ?Ā Ā āĀ
oflflineā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā š°š'šÆšĀ šššš§Ā ššĀ šš”š¢š¬Ā ššØš«Ā š”šØš®š«š¬Ā š§šØš°Ā . Ā āĀ Ā anĀ audibleĀ frustrationĀ presentĀ inĀ herĀ toneĀ atĀ theĀ pointlessĀ effortĀ .Ā sheĀ hadĀ letĀ herselfĀ sinkĀ intoĀ theĀ emotionsĀ theĀ partĀ requiredĀ .Ā theĀ infatuationĀ necessaryĀ welledĀ inĀ herĀ soulĀ andĀ eyesĀ andĀ herĀ voiceĀ tookĀ onĀ theĀ lookĀ desiredĀ byĀ theĀ directorĀ .Ā hellĀ ,Ā inĀ herĀ mindĀ ,Ā withĀ theĀ allottedĀ timeĀ spentĀ onĀ thisĀ particularĀ sceneĀ wasĀ worthĀ aĀ grammyĀ ,Ā butĀ itĀ wasĀ hardĀ forĀ herĀ toĀ feelĀ muchĀ ofĀ anythingĀ asĀ theĀ restĀ ofĀ theĀ castĀ withĀ theĀ apparentĀ stubbornnessĀ .Ā lettingĀ theĀ negativeĀ energyĀ inĀ withĀ eachĀ cutĀ wasĀ simpleĀ ,Ā chasingĀ itĀ outĀ againĀ beforeĀ camerasĀ rolledĀ backĀ upĀ tookĀ aĀ littleĀ moreĀ timeĀ .Ā āĀ i think weāve used enough film here today to make a sequelĀ .Ā Ā ā
⤻ Ā Ā šš„šØš¬šš š¬ššš«ššš« . @vintageluveā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā youāreĀ beingĀ Ā dramaticĀ Ā .Ā Ā itāsĀ naturalĀ toĀ haveĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ takesĀ Ā ,Ā Ā theĀ moreĀ contentĀ weĀ haveĀ toĀ chooseĀ fromĀ Ā ,Ā Ā theĀ Ā betterĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā theĀ retortĀ comesĀ inĀ sharpĀ syllablesĀ fromĀ aĀ tightenedĀ jawĀ Ā ,Ā Ā Ā vexationĀ Ā crawlingĀ underĀ hisĀ skinĀ Ā .Ā Ā everĀ theĀ Ā perfectionistĀ Ā (Ā Ā thisĀ playingĀ aĀ majorĀ roleĀ inĀ theirĀ downfallĀ Ā )Ā Ā ,Ā Ā sorenĀ glaresĀ atĀ hisĀ Ā exĀ loverĀ Ā inĀ disdainĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā haveĀ youĀ reallyĀ becomeĀ thisĀ lazyĀ Ā ?Ā Ā whatĀ aĀ shameĀ Ā .Ā Ā youĀ knowĀ Ā ,Ā Ā plentyĀ ofĀ actressesĀ wouldĀ actuallyĀ appreciateĀ beingĀ inĀ yourĀ positionĀ hereĀ Ā .Ā Ā donātĀ Ā makeĀ meĀ regretĀ hiringĀ youĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā itāsĀ allĀ emptyĀ threatsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā forcingĀ himselfĀ toĀ hateĀ herĀ becauseĀ thatāsĀ soĀ muchĀ Ā easierĀ Ā thanĀ comingĀ toĀ termsĀ withĀ theĀ realityĀ ofĀ hisĀ emotionsĀ Ā .Ā Ā heĀ looksĀ awayĀ fromĀ herĀ ifĀ onlyĀ toĀ announceĀ toĀ theĀ surroundingĀ crewĀ Ā -----Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā weāllĀ takeĀ fiveĀ andĀ runĀ itĀ againĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ
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oflflineā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ iāmĀ merelyĀ scratchingĀ aĀ curiosityĀ ofĀ mineĀ ,Ā thatāsĀ allĀ Ā .Ā āĀ Ā manicuredĀ nailsĀ rhythmicallyĀ tapĀ alongĀ theĀ seeminglyĀ alcohol-infusedĀ barĀ tableĀ ,Ā asĀ herĀ eyesĀ attemptĀ toĀ catchĀ anyĀ tellingĀ signsĀ uponĀ hisĀ featuresĀ Ā ,Ā notĀ aĀ momentĀ ofĀ pauseĀ orĀ theĀ skipĀ ofĀ heartĀ isĀ enoughĀ beforeĀ aĀ sinkingĀ realizationĀ snapsĀ herĀ lingeringĀ glanceĀ towardsĀ theĀ wineryāsĀ livelyĀ denizensĀ .Ā sheĀ takesĀ theĀ abruptĀ reconnaissanceĀ asĀ aĀ secondĀ toĀ stabilizeĀ onceĀ moreĀ onĀ theĀ purposeĀ behindĀ herĀ nightlyĀ sleuthingĀ āāĀ thisĀ wasĀ farĀ beyondĀ herĀ levelĀ ofĀ expertiseĀ .Ā thisĀ caseĀ ,Ā howeverĀ ,Ā provedĀ toĀ beĀ quiteĀ theĀ oddityĀ Ā thanĀ jaeinĀ hadĀ initiallyĀ thoughtĀ ;Ā oneĀ thatĀ requiredĀ aĀ certainĀ flareĀ onlyĀ anĀ oldĀ acquaintanceĀ couldĀ provideĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā asĀ theĀ ownerĀ ofĀ thisĀ fineĀ establishmentĀ ,Ā Ā surelyĀ youāveĀ heardĀ aĀ thingĀ orĀ twoĀ aboutĀ everythingĀ thatĀ goesĀ onĀ aroundĀ hereĀ .Ā āĀ Ā herĀ wordsĀ comeĀ offĀ moreĀ asĀ aĀ factualĀ statementĀ ratherĀ thanĀ aĀ genuineĀ inquiryĀ .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā herĀ soĀ -Ā calledĀ curiosityĀ isĀ mirroredĀ inĀ dohyunĀ ,Ā Ā furrowedĀ browĀ exemplifyingĀ hisĀ stateĀ ofĀ mindĀ untilĀ hisĀ naturalĀ stoicismĀ comesĀ backĀ intoĀ playĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ Ā seeĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā howĀ easyĀ itĀ isĀ toĀ appearĀ unfazedĀ onceĀ againĀ Ā ,Ā Ā asĀ thoughĀ theĀ ideaĀ ofĀ beingĀ soĀ closelyĀ perceivedĀ byĀ jaeinĀ wouldnātĀ keepĀ himĀ tossingĀ Ā &Ā Ā turningĀ forĀ eveningsĀ toĀ comeĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iĀ hearĀ aboutĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ thingsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā certainlyĀ Ā .Ā Ā noneĀ ofĀ whichĀ iĀ believeĀ wouldĀ beĀ ofĀ yourĀ interestĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā .Ā Ā unlessĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ knowĀ aboutĀ theĀ personalĀ andĀ intimateĀ affairsĀ ofĀ unfaithfulĀ husbandsĀ Ā .Ā Ā neverĀ knewĀ youĀ wereĀ suchĀ aĀ gossipĀ Ā ,Ā Ā jaeinĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā thereāsĀ almostĀ aĀ grinĀ onĀ hisĀ faceĀ Ā ,Ā Ā almostĀ Ā ,Ā Ā butĀ allĀ heĀ doesĀ isĀ offerĀ aĀ quirkĀ ofĀ anĀ eyebrowĀ Ā andĀ aĀ seeminglyĀ distantĀ gazeĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā wouldĀ youĀ likeĀ toĀ fillĀ meĀ inĀ onĀ exactlyĀ whyĀ youāveĀ chosenĀ toĀ interrogateĀ meĀ todayĀ Ā ?Ā Ā orĀ areĀ youĀ goingĀ toĀ keepĀ meĀ guessingĀ Ā ?Ā Ā ā
bohemiiiaā:
jett &Ā simon / @vintageluveā
considering simonās track record with one night stands, it isnāt unusual for him to be dragged into uncomfortable situations, ones deadly quiet or riddled with deadly glares. heās become rather good at enduring, almost nihilistic with the way heād meet familiar eyes and then glance away. if he doesnāt play up his ignorance, heās learned to lower his head in swift apology, and speak ā casual and relaxed enough to leave his opposite disinterested. in fact, heās so confident in the habit ā so stubborn in it ā that he continues to frequent the places that he does, regardless of each passing face. (plus, there arenāt many bars in walking distance of simonās place that are as affordable. none that arenāt too dingy or a few shots away from drinking gasoline.) he braves the corner establishment on a saturday night, thumb flicking lazily over the lip of his beer bottle. itās a weekend, so the bar is bustling ā chatter frequent and loud in the air. simonās hair is a little flat from the navy cap heās discarded atop the counter, but he feels good ā relaxed and curious for some sunday morning company. itās been about two weeks since the last, and his lonesome evenings are in dire need of a break. after a quick swig, he pushes lightly against the edge, and lifts his gaze to roam as his seat turns. his walls are lowered, shoulders slumped and stomach warm with a sweet buzz ā when a figure cuts through the crowd.Ā simon recognizes them in an instant. itās unnerving that he does ā bizarre and a little frustrating that jettās name slips into his head without resistance. heās stunned by the reveal, a little shell shocked by the sudden intrusion, and although heās quick to feel threatened, he stays, gawking. itās as if the lights around the younger flicker off ā and simon stares, heart thudding quicker in habit.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā tonight Ā , Ā jettĀ isĀ payingĀ anĀ unexpectedĀ visitĀ toĀ a Ā town Ā he Ā once Ā called Ā home Ā Ā -----Ā Ā andĀ thoughĀ theyādĀ ratherĀ notĀ admitĀ itĀ Ā ,Ā Ā tracesĀ ofĀ nostalgiaĀ couldĀ beĀ foundĀ buriedĀ deepĀ withinĀ bloodshotĀ eyesĀ ,Ā faceĀ paleĀ fromĀ lackĀ ofĀ anyĀ nutritionalĀ substanceĀ Ā .Ā Ā theĀ strugglingĀ Ā musicianĀ hasĀ beenĀ tooĀ busyĀ drowningĀ himselfĀ inĀ everythingĀ Ā toxicĀ Ā asĀ ifĀ hisĀ lifeĀ Ā dependedĀ Ā onĀ itĀ .Ā Ā heāsĀ yetĀ toĀ checkĀ inĀ onĀ hisĀ twinĀ whoĀ stillĀ residesĀ hereĀ Ā ,Ā Ā firstĀ stopĀ wasĀ aĀ localĀ dispensaryĀ andĀ aĀ dustyĀ motelĀ roomĀ toĀ indulgeĀ inĀ theĀ herbsĀ thatĀ haveĀ causedĀ theĀ cloudsĀ inĀ hisĀ headĀ Ā ,Ā Ā theĀ cracksĀ inĀ hisĀ lipsĀ .Ā Ā andĀ theirĀ phoneĀ hasĀ beenĀ Ā vibratingĀ Ā continuouslyĀ inĀ theĀ pocketĀ ofĀ rippedĀ jeansĀ Ā ,Ā Ā textsĀ &Ā callsĀ goingĀ unansweredĀ becauseĀ theirĀ intentionĀ forĀ theĀ eveningĀ isĀ toĀ Ā escapeĀ .Ā Ā littleĀ doesĀ heĀ knowĀ theĀ pathĀ heāsĀ embarkedĀ uponĀ wouldĀ inevitablyĀ leadĀ himĀ downĀ memoryĀ laneĀ ,Ā asĀ heĀ walksĀ downĀ familiarĀ streetsĀ toĀ aĀ barĀ heĀ onceĀ frequentedĀ yearsĀ agoĀ .Ā Ā exposedĀ kneesĀ bloomedĀ ceriseĀ fromĀ theĀ coldĀ Ā Ā -----Ā Ā matchingĀ theĀ applesĀ ofĀ hisĀ cheeksĀ Ā .Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theyĀ canĀ stillĀ tasteĀ theĀ weedĀ onĀ theirĀ ownĀ tongueĀ Ā ,Ā Ā frigidĀ temperatures causingĀ himĀ toĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ seeĀ theirĀ ownĀ breathĀ everytimeĀ heĀ exhalesĀ Ā andĀ hisĀ hazyĀ mindĀ isĀ easilyĀ captivatedĀ byĀ theĀ factĀ Ā .Ā Ā soĀ muchĀ soĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thisĀ isĀ theĀ onlyĀ thingĀ heāsĀ thinkingĀ aboutĀ whenĀ heĀ crossesĀ theĀ thresholdĀ intoĀ theĀ establishmentĀ Ā .Ā Ā theĀ riseĀ inĀ degreesĀ hasĀ jettĀ slippingĀ outĀ ofĀ theirĀ leatherĀ jacketĀ Ā ,Ā placingĀ theĀ garmentĀ toĀ restĀ overĀ theirĀ shoulderĀ asĀ theyĀ makeĀ theirĀ wayĀ throughĀ theĀ smallĀ clusterĀ ofĀ figuresĀ ,Ā justĀ Ā silhouettesĀ Ā ,Ā Ā theirĀ surroundingsĀ irrelevantĀ toĀ themĀ Ā ----Ā Ā priorityĀ beingĀ theĀ bartenderĀ andĀ whateverĀ brandĀ ofĀ liquorĀ theyāllĀ beĀ choosingĀ asĀ theirĀ poisonĀ forĀ theĀ eveningĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā patrónĀ Ā .Ā Ā neatĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā isĀ curtlyĀ spokenĀ Ā ,Ā Ā hisĀ tongueĀ toyingĀ withĀ hisĀ lipĀ piercingĀ asĀ heĀ reachesĀ forĀ hisĀ walletĀ restingĀ inĀ hisĀ backĀ pocketĀ Ā .Ā Ā itĀ wonātĀ beĀ longĀ untilĀ everyĀ lastĀ dollarĀ heĀ hasĀ isĀ spentĀ onĀ thisĀ counterĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā makeĀ itĀ twoĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā andĀ inĀ hisĀ waitĀ Ā ,Ā Ā jettĀ finallyĀ takesĀ theĀ timeĀ toĀ scopeĀ hisĀ surroundingsĀ Ā -----Ā Ā hisĀ gazeĀ immediatelyĀ freezesĀ onĀ theĀ personĀ thatāsĀ seatedĀ rightĀ nextĀ toĀ himĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā ,Ā Ā andĀ thereāsĀ aĀ briefĀ instanceĀ ofĀ Ā shockĀ Ā thatĀ rushesĀ throughĀ himĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā wellĀ Ā ...Ā Ā iāllĀ beĀ Ā damnedĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā theyĀ moveĀ toĀ sitĀ uponĀ theĀ stoolĀ theyādĀ beenĀ merelyĀ leaningĀ againstĀ asĀ theyĀ orderedĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ simperĀ beginningĀ toĀ curlĀ uponĀ theirĀ lipsĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā simonĀ shimĀ Ā ,Ā Ā ...Ā Ā sāthatĀ reallyĀ youĀ Ā ?Ā Ā ā
Aoki being aoki. KIETA HATSUKOI (2021)
oflflineā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ my apologies .Ā āĀ Ā thereĀ isĀ anĀ unwaveringĀ senseĀ ofĀ regalĀ calmnessĀ thatĀ surroundsĀ hisĀ figureĀ Ā ,Ā seeminglyĀ inĀ aĀ perpetualĀ stateĀ ofĀ Ā tranquilityĀ āāĀ oneĀ thatĀ wouldĀ makeĀ anyĀ soulĀ turnĀ greenĀ withĀ envyĀ Ā .Ā hisĀ paceĀ doesĀ notĀ falterĀ asĀ heĀ appearsĀ toĀ glideĀ throughĀ theĀ spaceĀ ratherĀ thanĀ strideĀ inĀ defianceĀ Ā ;Ā Ā settlingĀ aĀ respectfulĀ distanceĀ offĀ ofĀ theĀ tianquanāsĀ mainĀ studyĀ Ā .Ā aĀ subtleĀ shiftĀ inĀ hisĀ movementĀ revealsĀ aĀ crispĀ parchmentĀ previouslyĀ hiddenĀ asĀ heĀ eyesĀ theĀ otherĀ forĀ anĀ invitationĀ toĀ approachĀ furtherĀ Ā .Ā Ā noĀ oneĀ featureĀ couldĀ exposeĀ hisĀ trueĀ intentionsĀ Ā ,Ā thoughĀ hisĀ eyesĀ comeĀ closeĀ . Ā peopleĀ oftenĀ speakĀ ofĀ theĀ colourĀ ofĀ eyesĀ , Ā asĀ ifĀ thatĀ wereĀ ofĀ importanceĀ , Ā yetĀ hisĀ wouldĀ beĀ undecipherableĀ inĀ anyĀ shadeĀ . Ā fromĀ themĀ comesĀ anĀ intensityĀ , Ā anĀ honestyĀ , Ā aĀ Ā gentlenessĀ .Ā Ā Ā ā Ā iĀ thoughtĀ thisĀ mightĀ beĀ ofĀ someĀ interestĀ toĀ youĀ . Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā wheneverĀ Ā heĀ Ā isĀ aroundĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thereāsĀ aĀ hazeĀ ofĀ curiosityĀ thatĀ cloudsĀ herĀ typicallyĀ steadfastĀ rationalityĀ Ā ;Ā Ā somethingĀ thatĀ piquesĀ herĀ interestĀ inĀ aĀ wayĀ sheĀ couldĀ onlyĀ callĀ aĀ Ā distractionĀ .Ā Ā itāsĀ notĀ veryĀ oftenĀ theyĀ crossĀ pathsĀ andĀ yetĀ Ā ,Ā Ā everytimeĀ theyĀ doĀ Ā ,Ā Ā itĀ feelsĀ likeĀ oneĀ ofĀ aĀ millionĀ Ā ...Ā Ā itĀ makesĀ noĀ senseĀ toĀ ninaĀ Ā ,Ā andĀ herĀ preferenceĀ forĀ logicĀ andĀ reasonĀ makesĀ herĀ turnĀ awayĀ fromĀ Ā whateverĀ Ā itĀ isĀ thatĀ churnsĀ withinĀ herĀ coreĀ withinĀ hisĀ presenceĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā ....Ā Ā bringĀ itĀ hereĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā aĀ deadpannedĀ invitationĀ Ā ,Ā Ā herĀ gazeĀ focusedĀ onĀ theĀ stacksĀ ofĀ paperĀ thatĀ perfectlyĀ manicuredĀ fingertipsĀ areĀ organizingĀ uponĀ herĀ deskĀ Ā .Ā Ā sheĀ foldsĀ herĀ daintyĀ handsĀ uponĀ theĀ topĀ Ā ,Ā Ā anĀ effortĀ toĀ concealĀ theĀ documentsĀ asĀ sheĀ awaitsĀ theĀ otherāsĀ approachĀ Ā ;Ā Ā ignoringĀ theĀ waveringĀ sensationĀ inĀ herĀ chestĀ thatĀ occursĀ withĀ everyĀ secondĀ ofĀ thisĀ encounterĀ Ā .
angelcriedā:
Ā Ā Ā he wasnāt going to say anything at first,Ā Ā quickly noticing theĀ Ā rather obviousĀ Ā hesitance in her countenance before she could even finish her sentence,Ā Ā but he turns his head to press his cheek on top of her head with a cheshire cat grin upon his face,Ā Ā the following question rolling from his tongue a little bit too smoothly.Ā Ā āĀ Ā ā¦cause?Ā Ā āĀ Ā his tone was just as playful as the sparkle in his eye,Ā Ā his free hand moving away from the magazine he was once lazily looking through to poke his fingertip against his loverās forehead.Ā Ā āĀ Ā no way,Ā Ā āĀ Ā nico gasped.Ā Ā āĀ Ā already bored of the free-but-not-so-free-because-iām-with-my-girlfriend-man?Ā Ā should i get married again for the funsies?Ā Ā āĀ Ā he feigns hurt by placing his hand upon his heart,Ā Ā making a pained face and everything.Ā Ā āĀ Ā or betterā¦Ā Ā i think,Ā Ā āĀ Ā he stops himself before saying anything,Ā Ā lower lip pulling into his mouth as his mind went no,Ā Ā he couldnāt just sayĀ Ā thatĀ Ā when he didnāt know how she felt.Ā Ā fool.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā baileyāsĀ expressionĀ stillĀ bearsĀ theĀ playfulĀ natureĀ thatĀ constantlyĀ playsĀ aĀ partĀ betweenĀ themĀ ,Ā asĀ sheĀ feignsĀ offenseĀ ,Ā mouthĀ partlyĀ droppedĀ inĀ exaggeratedĀ shockĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā howĀ Ā dareĀ Ā youĀ evenĀ suggestĀ suchĀ aĀ thingĀ Ā ?Ā Ā youādĀ marryĀ someoneĀ elseĀ Ā AGAINĀ Ā ?Ā Ā inĀ frontĀ ofĀ myĀ saladĀ Ā ?!Ā Ā āĀ Ā theirĀ actĀ fallsĀ shortĀ ,Ā breakingĀ intoĀ aĀ fitĀ ofĀ laughterĀ asĀ sheĀ looksĀ upĀ atĀ theĀ tallerĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā sheĀ canātĀ helpĀ butĀ grinĀ fromĀ earĀ toĀ earĀ asĀ sheĀ studiesĀ herĀ boyfriendāsĀ featuresĀ Ā ,Ā Ā glancingĀ atĀ hisĀ lipsĀ forĀ perhapsĀ aĀ secondĀ tooĀ longĀ beforeĀ sheĀ shrugsĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā thereāsĀ onlyĀ oneĀ weddingĀ ofĀ yoursĀ iāllĀ witnessĀ willinglyĀ ...Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā sheĀ trailsĀ offĀ Ā ,Ā Ā herĀ gazeĀ nowĀ castingĀ downwardĀ Ā :Ā Ā sheepishĀ inĀ herĀ demeanorĀ Ā ,Ā Ā beforeĀ attemptingĀ toĀ casuallyĀ changeĀ theĀ subjectĀ Ā .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā soĀ Ā ,Ā Ā whenĀ doĀ iĀ getĀ toĀ hearĀ theĀ newĀ musicĀ youāveĀ beenĀ workingĀ onĀ Ā ?Ā Ā youĀ havenātĀ letĀ meĀ intoĀ yourĀ studioĀ inĀ daysĀ Ā ,Ā iāmĀ startingĀ toĀ feelĀ Ā leftĀ outĀ Ā .Ā Ā ā