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[huffpost]

19 Men Go Shirtless And Share Their Body Image Struggles

The fruitless quest for a “perfect” body isn’t unique to women,  though based on the body image conversations we tend to hear, it’s easy to think so.

Spoiler alert: Men have body insecurities, too, and that’s nothing to be ashamed of.

Photos by: Damon Dahlen via The Huffington Post

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This is so important.

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wornout

it is 405am and i wrote these lyrics

I’ve got an old and worn out soul

I can feel the aches in my muscles and my bones

ive got an old and worn out soul

I can feel the shame the ways that I have roamed

I can feel

everything

everywhere

I can see , I’m alive

and I’m still scared.

life is so turbulent you’ll never think its fair

but life is so innocent and were so unaware

the beauty in the chaos we wish was never there.

we are old and worn outs souls

I can feel the ach in the stories I am told

we are old and worn out souls

we must forgive ourselves for the guilt that we still hold.

can you feel

what I feel

is it warm now

is it real

is it love

is it hope, just hold on

don’t let go

don’t let the misery engulf you once more

don’t gather sympathy when it only makes you mourn

oh dear smile with me please

we are old

and worn out souls

we must go on whether  it is warm or it is cold .

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Harmony 3/9/14

I think we are vibrational being

searching for the strings that we best connect with

like a beautiful major chord

or a mysterious minor

do you and I harmonize

or do we harm each others minds

if your captivated, motions focused your senses fully activated

this shit  just hit slow motion breath held in your chest telling your heart

 fuck

look

at

this .

this moment is filmed high definition in your mind

sweat breaks  your nervous but you feel , just  fine

there’s a smile,

every moment worth while

harmony, perfection like stringed instruments with every section

driven by the rhythm and vibrations of your heart

listen and feel

this moment right now is real

you both see it

you both feel it

you see it in each others eyes

one in each other

dilated pupils

wonderful, beautiful that its mutual

words come out slow

just as much time talking as there is silence

perfect

read each others mind you can see it in each others eyes

vibrations perfectly in tune

harmonizing,

the melody within you

your heart is singing

your heart is dancing

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What the hell happened to me …. I use to love my life I now Im becoming Something I hate I slowly believe ill never be who I was Who I am So much self hate So much memories that stick in my mind. I can’t look at pictures It’s so hard I hate who I am I know it’s vain But the weight I’ve gained How my hair is cut I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I need to stop I want to run away I want to slit my throat,

How much longer do I have to wait to be happy, I was before

I hate this feeling I hate my body I don’t trust anyone My boots are withered to nothing I’ve gained weight because I can’t stop eating I treat it like a drug I cave in because its cheaper I cave in because I don’t have solace to cook I have so much loathing hate for myself I try to fill it with love and attention from people who I don’t believe love me anyway.

Day after day I just want to die I just want to die Work to pay the slave debt Work to pay the slave debt

This job is the one thing that can save me maybe

It’s vegan It’s accepting of what I look like I need to Do things that make me happy I just bought the Agaisnt me album But the album It brings out so much emotion because Of how I relate to it The people I think if when I listen to a certain song

I need to stop eating meat, I need to be who I use to be I hate this dormant version of me who feels so dead, So zombie I eat flesh I want to stop Ill go for several days But ill go hungry Then it’s the thing available Then people around me tell me it’s ok But it’s not What happens when I do I hate myself I become chronically depressed Don’t tell me it’s ok Don’t tell me it’s ok That’s a lie That’s a lie!!!! I miss listening to music I like I miss writing music I miss acting I miss dancing I miss living I miss going to shows I miss a life I no longer Have. I want to cry But there’s never privacy to

Everyone has stuck there hands inside me and tried to change me I gave up and they did it I died inside I stop wanting to kill myself when there’s to many people paying attention to me Telling me to try harder I hate that I still dream There’s memories that haunt me Because they show me happiness

I’m done I’m changing alot of things today I’m changing for good I’m going to figure this out How to be happy Do the things I love Find myself again I’ve been lost for too long For far too long

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Today I asked how my day will go 4/12/19

[adriankarl]

you ever wanna fuck the living shit outta somebody but also cook for them and make sure they’re emotionally stable?

[michellepsychologist]

[zen pencils]

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Happy smile day bitches https://www.instagram.com/p/BoiaMlzA3eT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=193chp34b0yjv

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Happy vodka day #vodkaday :) https://www.instagram.com/p/BogUJlYAhS1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v8tdr22b5svc

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Happy taco day #tacoday #doodle #ipadpro i drew a lil something https://www.instagram.com/p/BogQJp6ghzJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=b9ievzm78wuf

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Ok so this happened @jessesulli came in to the restaurant lily from @americansatan the movie dude I fan girled super hard .... got her to sign my tablet lol 😂 super great person holy fuuuuck ! I wish I didn’t look so derpy lol

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“It’s better to have nobody than to have someone who is half there, or doesn’t want to be there.”

— Angelina Jolie