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ASHLEY — location: badlands you take things so hard // and then you fall apart \\

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[violentendzz-blog]

this is my fight song, take back my life song, prove i’m alright song ; my power’s turned on, starting right now i’ll be strong

[violentendzz-blog]

           i sold my soul to a three piece                          & he told me i was holy                                   

 → the most traumatic memory 

when ashley was hardly sixteen, she had gotten into a relationship with a man who was twice her age. on the surface, he was nothing more than your average business man - but there was so much more under the surface. he was a sick, manipulative man who took advantage of a troubled teenager. ashley was too blinded to see that, she was wrapped up in the idea of a forbidden romance that she missed all the warning signs. 

when the relationship became emotionally unhealthy, ashley decided she wanted out. she tried to break up with the man - but he wouldn’t let her, despite having a wife and some kids at home. when guilting her to stay wouldn’t work, he threatened her life. she was terrified and went to his wife, confessing everything to her. she was branded a whore by his family and he was sent to jail, where he is still living out his sentence. 

he blamed her for everything all through out the trial, messing up her brain until the victim was convinced she was the abuser. ever since, ashley has had trouble with emotional intimacy. she’s afraid she’ll ruin everyone else like she’s ruined him — often resulting in running away from commitment or sabotaging it so it can’t be salvaged. 

as you know: she’s a wanderess, she’s a one night stand.

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progress

[violentendzz-blog]

ok but i’m not ready for this………………………

[cactuseeds]

Cute Without the E (Cut From the Team) / Taking Back Sunday

[blossomfully]

If life had a self destruct button, she thought, loving someone was it.

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #78 (via blossomfully)

[violentendzz-blog]

hello i cried a lot today

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[cutegaywitch-deactivated2021022]

me: *embarrasses self in public* me: *loudly* i sure hope no one MURDERS me tonight in my sleep WHERE I LIVE at 125 west (that’s W-E-S-T) roa…

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[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

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worth a shot huh

[violentendzz-blog]

Me: i wanna jump off the roof

everyone: do we need to talk abt it?

Me: no its fine im always like this

[violentendzz-blog]

it’s been so long since we’ve actually spoken or been around each other, but i distanced myself to keep you safe. i see the way you look at me when you think i’m not paying attention, i see how you didn’t want to leave when you came over. even after you had already been here for days. i’m sorry that i’ve remained so attached to you — i’m sorry that i let you get attached to me. i can handle being infatuated with someone who doesn’t want me for very long; i’ve done it more times than i can count.

that used to be the deal with you. you liked me, but you loved someone else. i understood that. i didn’t like it, but i accepted it. i still don’t think that i’m the only one in your sights but i think your only view of me should be in your rearview mirror. please, run away from me. run far, far, far away. i’m begging you to not let me hurt you the way that i know i’m going to.

i didn’t wake up one day and decide to be a hurricane. the title is burned into my being the way that fate is written within the stars. it’s not something i aspire to be or am able to control. if you give me the power to ruin you, i will. not because i want to — but because that’s just what happens.

[violentendzz-blog]

i’m sorry i wasn’t able to hold it together last night. all i did was cry all over you and i wouldn’t even tell you why — everything about that is wrong. i shove you away from me to crawl back to you to only end up running away again. and all i ever have to say about it is i’m sorry and that i love you, too. 

lather, rinse, repeat. 

what a vicious cycle. 

[sickfake]

i am so SAD i want to KISS YOU and then DIE

[redpaint666]

literally everything you say to me makes my heart swell, soon I will be all heart and no girl

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