what an adventure

thanks for wandering into the abyss

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I do not exactly know how to start over again in this life. I feel like its so much easier to die and be reborn like a force quit that has you erase all of your memory. A clean slate. 

I do not believe we have clean slates though. No matter how old we are, some things we just feel in our bones, like something much much older is actually guiding us, with no explanation on how it got there or if it is right or wrong.

So in the most current life that we have, sometimes we feel like the cumulation of knowledge that we have to absorb is just too much to stomach, too much to handle. But like the stomach, we just need time to digest the reality we are forced to choke down.

And burn it like the fuel of our souls.

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love this corrupting paragraph

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somehow you took the best part of me

and i want it back, you cocksucker.