Power to me.

Violet, half breed, pilot.

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“I swear if I had known Violet I’m sure the situation… might have been different.” Alex shrugged with a small laughed and then sighed, falling back on the couch. Running her free hand over her face. “I don’t know..” she admitted. “I don’t know how I’m feeling.” She finished. “I’m happy I really am.. but I’m scared. For the girls.”

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“It’s fine, I’ve never been the type to approach others fast” Violet reassured, before she then sat next to her “Just don’t become a wicked stepmother” she mused, laying her head back “Why are you scared for them? Scared a hybrid will rule your lives?” she teased.

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“Wait- you had a crush on me?” Alex laughed softly. “I gotta say it’s a bit awkward cause I liked you too. And now I’m- with your mom.” She laughed nervously taking the soup. “Thanks..” She said quietly and then her eyes quickly darted up to meet Violet’s. “Really? She has?” She didn’t know what else she could say on that topic. It was a horrible thing ton experience. “That’s awful….” She said weakly.

“Oh come on, it was obvious I did” The woman laughed, shaking her head at her “Trust me, it’s a weird feeling” she agreed, before giving another small huff of amusement “I’m only half of her, you wanted the full cream” she teased playfully. “Well, yeah....I just, I know shes probably sketchy on it, but you all seem so happy together I think the whole idea of that happening and breaking the happiness scares her” she admitted. “Just don’t worry about it. Tell me how you’re feeling about the situation.”

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“You’re the actual definition of a MotherFucker. I hope you know that, It’s weirder because I used to have a crush on you” Violet chuckled, handing Alex a paper bag with a tub in it “Soup for mom, when she’s pregnant she likes soup.” she stated simply, having read her mothers mind when she’d last seen her “My dad used to make her the best one that was chicken with these little noodles....Look.....I don’t know how to say this, but she’s miscarried alot, Alex. You should be prepared for it, she won’t want to freak you out with it. But there’s the reason she only had me with my dad” she sighed, looking away and clicking her tongue.

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Logan sighed but nodded his head.” You’re right. Just for me, hiding in the woods, running away from my problems has worked all those years. But maybe it’s time to stop running.” 

Violet took a sigh “Sometimes it’s the best, we can always keep on running but it doesn’t mean we’ll be able to keep the stamina to do so” she then clicked her tongue “Like I probably should, though I don’t really know what I’m running from.”

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roguexwolf:

Logan nodded his head in agreement. Everything she said was true. “I can’t really deny that. I definitely have some issues.” He shrugged his shoulders, not really knowing what else to say.

“We all do, but what matters most is how we work through them, if we sit back and do nothing then however are we going to accomplish anything at all?” she asked curiously, raising an eyebrow at him.

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roguexwolf:

Logan nodded his head in return before he sighed. “It is. But that doesn’t mean I am in control and that’s what scares me the most. Not being in control.” He sighed. He definitely had a problem. It wasn’t just that he hated that he had no control in wolf form, it was all the time in any situation. 

“Sounds like you’re definitely suffering with the whole self esteem then? Especially with the fearing about not being in control- you’re not trusting that inner self that’ll come out” she said softly, but then again to a degree she understood, she was scared of being a demon all the time.

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roguexwolf:

Logan sighed and shook his head. “I don’t know. I just….I hate not being in control. I hate that I can’t choose. It just happens and there is nothing I can do.” He confessed.

The demon sighed and sat herself back, playing with her hair a little as she listened thoughtfully “And yet isn’t it a release being in wolf form though, like a months strength being released from you?”

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Logan nodded his head, trying to believe that she really was gonna be fine. “Maybe. I don’t know. right now I am just anxious about the next full moon.” He shrugged.

“Well, what is it that you’re anxious about?” she wondered “Maybe talking about it could help you feel less insane about it all?” the demon wondered, taking a gentle sigh.

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“You okay?” Logan asked softly as she cracked her back.  “No. It’s really not. It’s the worst shift you could imagine. I hate it everytime.” 

“I’ll be just fine...” she reassured, afterall she always had to be in the end. “You should learn to embrace it a little more, it might be less hard going if so?” she wondered.

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Logan followed her gaze and could see the torn shirt, revealing some of her back. He nodded his head in understanding. “As I said it, I get to some extend. Sometimes I just have to turn too or it gets too much. It’s in our nature, so we can’t always fight it.” He said softly. 

Violet sighed and gave a stretch that cracked her back slightly, making a small noise as she did so. “I heard that you guys are forced to turn on the Full Moons, I imagine that can’t be too fun?” she wondered.

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Logan gave her a soft smile, when she started to turn back. “Nature sucks.” He joked back with a chuckle. “But just because it’s something they WANT us to be, doesn’t mean that’s what we HAVE to be.” 

Violet panted a little and then looked behind her when she realised her wings had torn the back of her shirt “It really does” she sighed, pushing a hand through her hair. “I can’t really fight it all too often....It’s why I still have to hunt when I can, otherwise bloodlust takes me over”

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roguexwolf:

Logan tried to give her and reassuring smile, placing his hand on her arm. “It’s okay. I get it. Maybe not all of it but I understand it’s hard not to lose it. It’s for me too sometimes.”

Violet panted a little, blinking a few times as she began to relax her features, her claws retracting, as well as her horns. “It’s just nature isn’t it? It wants us to be brutal killers....” she tried to joke.

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roguexwolf:

Logan could tell something was wrong. It looked like Violet was trying to keep control. “Hey. Violet. Calm down. It’s okay.” He tried to calm her, standing up from the couch. “Focus on me.”

Violet blinked rapidly and then took a breath, her eyes came down to Logan and her pupils relaxed from their dilated state and she took a soft breath “It’s really hard not to lose it...” she mumbled.

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“I am a wolf. Big difference.” He pointed out, though he chucked indicating that he was only kidding. “I won’t.” He reassured her as he watched her intently. His eyes went wide when she turned. This was definitely more than he expected. “wow.”

“Still a dog of sorts” Violet teased, winking at him. Violet panted as she tried her best not to lose her cool, her demon nature easily coming out of her. The lower snarls coming from her, her claws digging into the sofa.

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“I guess it’s not! I just like to whine.” He said with a chuckle as he sat down on the couch next to her. “So kind of you.” He teased back. “I want the whole thing. The whole experience.” He laughed.

“Well, you are a dog so that makes sense to me” Violet laughed, shaking her head at him. The woman then gave a shaky sigh and swallowed thickly “I-...” she then nodded “Just don’t panic” she coached before she then suddenly grew out huge black feathered wings, large horns, red eyes, claws and fangs. A loud snarl coming from her, the lights in the apartment flickering as she did so.

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roguexwolf:

“Enough with my sob story.” He said with a light chuckle leaving his lips. He didn’t like getting too emotional about stuff. “Oh yeah? Let me hear your growl then.” He said teasingly.

“It’s hardly a sob story...” The brunette then patted the seat on the sofa “This time I’ll allow dogs up on my furniture” she teased “Oh no, are you sure you want to? How much degree of a growl do you want, just a standard? or with the fangs, wings and horns?” she teased.

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roguexwolf:

“Maybe I will someday. It’s hard to remember being someone you never were.” He said, another shrug following his words. He chuckled lightly at her words. “Right. Growling is gonna put some fear in them.” He joked.

“Well, that I get, sure...” Violet nodded, before she then gave a playful laugh and held up her hands “Hey hey! It works for my kind!” she defended.