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Chapters: 1/1 Word Count: 4448 Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Fix-It, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Episode: s15e18, Despair, another entry for the Soft Epilogue genre, Domesticity in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural), Domestic Fluff, Fluff, Gardener Castiel (Supernatural), Touch-Starved Dean Winchester, Farmer's Markets, Human Castiel (Supernatural), Shower Sex, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hugs, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Tenderness, Gentleness, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Healing, Bee-Lover Castiel (Supernatural), Star Trek Fan Dean Winchester, Trauma Recovery, Dean Winchester Deserves to be Happy, Castiel Deserves to be Loved (Supernatural), POV Dean Winchester
Summary: Deanâs died and come back he canât even remember how many times, but heâs never felt alive like this.Â
They got Cas back three months ago today, and Dean wakes up the same way as usual: tangled in at least two of Casâ limbs and his own fear that this is all a dream. Also as usual, Cas is still asleep, so Dean gently disentangles himself, piles the blankets up around Cas like heâs a nesting bird, and groggily heads to the bathroom. Deanâs lower back pain will have to be proof enough that heâs conscious.
Sam is out running, the masochist, and itâs quiet in the bunker this early. Itâs later than Dean usually sleeps, but still barely 7, so he puts on his robe and shuffles to the kitchen to start a pot of coffee. He uses the fancy stuff Sam gets when he goes out of town for his health nut groceries. Dean made fun of him for it, but then Cas lit up like a firework the first time he tried it, so now itâs the only kind they buy. Itâs not just molecules anymore because Cas is human now, again; it was the only way they could get him out of the Empty, but he says he doesnât mind. Actually, he said he was joyful, that to go through human life with Dean was all he couldâve hoped for, plus a bunch of other terrifyingly romantic things that Dean definitely doesnât deserve and still canât fully process, so that conversation ended with Dean manfully not-crying, Cas apologizing, and both of them clinging to each other like life rafts. Itâs a work in progress.
Itâs up! \o/ Thanks to @educatedinyellow and @gravelghosts for their help brainstorming this. <33
