~Idk~

im dying

[virtualprisonwitness]

Im suffering with writers block, what do y'all do when y'all have writers block?

[idiotequetruth]

i feel like we neglect the idea of the cold in phm,, the stars are literally dying, the earth is freezing. eridians are REALLY hot temperature wise, there is so much potential to use in the form of snow,ice,cold weather, and winter in project hail mary its insane, put those main characters in more traumatic situations NOW!!!

[virtualprisonwitness]

Tbh i could talk about my characters for hours. I'm going to expose a whole character document just because im bored.

BASIC INFORMATION

Full name- Lilith Rose Marino.

Main protagonist

Age- 15 years old

Birthday is June 12th, 2010

Female

She isn't interested in relationships.

. She is a gemini.

Physical description-

5’6 ft

Body shape- inverted triangle.

Weighs 134 pounds

She has black, medium length, wolfcut hairstyle.

Her eyes are the color green

She has oily skin, the color for her skin color is pale ivory.

She has some freckles on her face, ranging from her cheeks to her nose.

She mainly dresses in grunge or emo, depending on how she feels.

Personality traits.

Personality- is most likely INTJ.

Phlegematic.

Introverted

Usually never seen with her hair tied up, able to hack computers and phones, gets annoyed easily, always cold, has an unhealthy obsession with blankets pillows and stuffed animals, Sketch artist btw.

Strengths- her intelligence, her passion for goals, her creativity. Integrity..

Flaws- trust issues, forgiveness, insomnia, anxiety, holds grudges, sarcastic (even tho idk how thats a bad thing),

Positive traits- Intelligent, creative, Rational, determined, observant, realistic, ambitious

Negative traits- sarcastic, snarky, judgemental, stubborn,

Likes- her room, playing electrical guitar, writing in her diary, her pet husky, the color black, smelling good.

Dislikes- her mother, thunderstorms, amusement parks, Leaving her house, mushrooms.

Solitary and visual learning style, unless it's her dad helping her then she’ll be social.

Independence

Pyrophobic (fear of fire), aerophobia (scared of flying), taphophobia (fear of being buried alive)

Habits include- reading, eating, writing, sleeping

Background

Born in Greensboro, NC

Trauma includes- parents divorce, , unexpected death of her grandma (dad's side.)

Significant life events- yearly trips to see family in NC (does include her mom), losing her grandmother, moving to California..

Upbringing- her parents were focused on arguing but her dad did take care of her a lot.

She also developed slightly faster than an average child.

Goals,motivation

Goal 1 - Fit in with her family (vincent, Rivers, sage)

Goal 2- Get along with her mother better

Goal 3- Move to new york city and get a. corgi

Goal 4- get better with her trauma..

Ambition- Become a highly successful author

Motivation- family.

Relationships?

Father- Vincent M.

Step-father- Rivers s.

Mother- Marlyn a.

Step sister- Sage S.

Pet- Skye (husky)

Friends- Veronica M, Rose A,

Hobbies

Playing electrical guitar

Writing in her diary

Making bracelets

DIYS

I genuinely dont care if I spelt anything wrong, im just too tired atm

[virtualprisonwitness]

Am I the only one who starts writing without having a plan?

[virtualprisonwitness]

Alright so uhh heres chapter 1 so far!!! :3

Dear Diary,

What am I doing here? Why do we exist? That's 2 questions I ask myself everyday. My parents argue non-stop 24/7, my younger step-sister is way too happy for her own sake, and why does my dad behave insane all the time? It sickens me every day.

Anyway, Veronica is starting to take vocal lessons. Maybe one day we’ll be a famous band with like 2 of our other friends.. I'm joking. I want to be an author. I’ve always wanted to be one since I was like 10? It's been 5 years since I was 10. I think I’ve gotten better with my writing? Anyway, I gotta clean my room.. see you soon, I guess.

-Yours truly, Lilith Marino

I closed my diary and I set it on my bedside table. It's 6 in the morning. My dad is probably getting ready to wake me up for school. I barely slept last night. Yes, I tried so hard to fall asleep but it didn’t work. Maybe I should see a doctor about this? I’m stuck inside of my own thoughts when the door opens up. I was expecting him.

“Lilith Rose Marino,” My father starts. He pauses, looking me up and down as I sit on my bed. “What are you doing up already?” He asks. I shrug, as if the answer was already obvious. “I couldn’t sleep all night.” I admit. He smirks. “Aww did someone have too much caffeine?” I rolled my eyes. “None of your business, old man.” Ow, that hurt.” He sarcastically responded.

Thats all i got for now!

[virtualprisonwitness]

Alright people, i have thought of 2 ideas for my novel plot.

1- A teenage girl trying to fit into a family of a murderer, another dude, and a girl who thinks the world is a wonderful place

2: the four main characters take a vacation to North Carolina but the house that they live in burns down! :>

[virtualprisonwitness]

what timeline is the story in? lilliths love for the goth/alternative scene makes me think it could be somewhere between 1997-2014,,, but vincent easily gettign away with murder makes me think otherwise die to the lack of resources we have now? is there a specific time plot??٩( 'ω' )و

Hmmm.. good question!

What I want to believe is that the story takes place around 2020-now! It's just what I think tho, maybe this idea will change later.

Tysm for asking!

[virtualprisonwitness]

Gonna make a drawing of vincent and rivers to put right above my desk >:)

[virtualprisonwitness]

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[virtualprisonwitness]

whats lilliths opinion on monster energy? whats shows do your ocs watch

Good questions!

Liltih surprisingly enjoys monster energy! I think her favorite flavor would either be the strawberry one or the blue Hawaiian one. Havent decided yet :p

Lilith doesn't really watch tv. She mainly watches crap you can find on tik tok and YouTube. Sometimes she watches south park depending on how she feels.

Vincent enjoys drama shows. Why? Cuz why not! Some nights he just lies in bed drinking wine and watches "The Sopranos". Oh and he also likes crime shows!

Rivers. Ooh this one is gonna be intresting. Rivers watches documentaries and crime as well. I can't think of much to say tbh.

This might not really sound like her but sage enjoys indie animation series. Like The amazing digital circus. She watches it on repeat. Tbh im thinking of making her autistic but that's for another day

Tysm for asking! :)

[virtualprisonwitness]

Might dedicate this blog to my ocs answering questions idk

[virtualprisonwitness]

Tornado