this visual novel is a study in the destruction of ones self, the c r e a t i o n of one's universe, self sacrifice leading to SELF DISCOVERY and self realization, the cosmic mother to all horrors and m o n s t e r s, when all the power in the world means nothing at all, the personification of the spectrum of feminine empowerment and it's nuances, DIVINE concepts given a human form and experience featuring AHMYA BUSHIDA + KAWAHIME ( AND KHAOS ) other custom content.
conceptualized off site in 2018. established on tumblr in 2021.
edition five as of jan 2025.
everything written with the intention of becoming a chapter ( thread )
please respond to asks and opens to your hearts desire.
#VITEOUBLIES ⸻ is a visual novel brought to you by herbie of the fantastic four. sideblog is @apresombre.
co-authors killerhubby, mirage to my ahmya. chaserabbits, reed to my susan. luxfunditor, the weeb to my witch.
highest muses.
OCS ahmya bushida + carletta ( marvel / resident evil )
CANONS stephen strange, susan storm, pepper potts, jill valentine.
graphics by @chaserabbits, my beloved <3
sometimes messed around with by me.
rules + muses below the cut.
// 001 : FOLLOWING. i am mutuals only. i will only interact with those who follow me and those who i follow back in return. i send out messages to new followers once an week typically on fridays, and typically takes about a day to two for me to follow back unless i've been admiring for a while from afar. i do NOT typically follow first. if you do not have any threads of any kind with femmes or women on your blog, i WILL not follow you.
+ breaking mutuals. if you want to break mutuals and we've been actively writing together, if we've plotted, please communicate if i could have been doing something better or if i made a mistake. i don't mind if you still want to break mutuals, i want to know what i can be doing better as a writing partner/person.
i typically do NOT unfollow once we are mutuals, if i unfollow you, it's most likely a tumblr mistake. please let me know.
// 002 : CONTENT. due to muses on this blog, i can respectfully say that there will be unsavory things mentioned. you are responsible for curating your dash, not me. i will not water down any of my muses just to suit your needs.
// 003 : CANON/FANON. i'm largely canon compliant, save for headcanons developed through writing the characters and developing them past their canons. i use canon as my base point, so do not expect my muses to act in accordance to fanon or your own interpretation.
+ EXCEPTIONS. marvel muses are written on vibes, HCS, and picking and choosing which writers interpretations that I accept as canon.
// 004 : MEDIA. i'm selective on certain medias due to the lack of media literacy and general distaste fanon interpretation, and the fandom over all. while i will write with those who write these medias, it'll be within limits. i will not follow first, and while you are WELCOME to follow, i am within my rights to softblock if i feel we do not vibe. if you are a multimuse that has many fandoms, you can largely ignore this.
// 005 : NSFW. i will not write anything extremely taboo. though some of my characters are perfectly capable and speak on it. nsfw in various varieties will be on this blog, from death, murder, implied cannibalism, to smut and monster fucking, age gaps within moral reason and more. things will be tagged with tw _____. i like smut, you'll find quite a bit of it here. if that's not your thing, this isn't ur blog.
// 006 : CALLOUTS i understand the necessity for callout posts if they are 100% warranted, but please do tag them. predators and groomers and bigots are call out focuses. if the problem could have been solved with communication, i will judge you and harshly.
// 007 : CONDUCT. don't be a cunt. don't be a bigot. don't be rude. don't be a pos, or voted for trump. communicate your issues and boundaries properly like an adult. do not force me into any drama either, this is my blog, and unless someone is a genuine threat to my safety, i will interact with them. rp is not deep enough to hold grudges over. do NOT ever bring drama to me, you will be hardblocked. i will interact with whoever I please. if you preach it, practice it. if you miss the good old days of high engagement and lots of yapping, be the change you want to see. thanks. those are my rules.
assumption only makes an ass out of one of us, and it's not me. if you've not brought it to my attention, it's a one sided issue. seek therapy.
// 008 : YOU FOLLOW FIRST. i interact first. when you follow, i'll reach out to interact through memes, posts, or a message introducing myself with as equivalent exchange. IF i follow you, i expect the same respect. my interest in writing with you can be assumed if/when i follow !! you're welcome to refollow if we wrote before/on good terms/aren't hardblocked but i will likely not follow first in this regard, as not to make anyone uncomfortable. i don't hold grudges over roleplay.
// 009 : ADVOCATE FOR YOURSELF. advocate for the interactions that you want, I am not a mind reader. throw spontaneous starters, dialogue into my inbox, on my dash, tag me, message me your ideas. it is highly unlikely I will outright reject most ideas, we will probably brainstorm until it works. the more you advocate for yourself the more I can advocate back.
+ SHIPPING. that includes ROMANTIC shipping! if you find what we are writing to be fun, and like the vibes, tell me about it. i can not read minds, nor do i want to bc ure all freaks, but you must tell me bc i'm probably already shipping it. i ship chemistry + enthusiasm. the more you yap to me, the more I'm excited and will yap back. i am VERY open to canon x oc, oc x oc, and canon x canon. multishipper all day every day, and open to polycules, throuples and more unconventional relationships~. i do not jump into ships with ahmya, they must be either plotted, asked about, or come about naturally.
+ EXCEPTIONS. I don't auto ship with canon relationships. i default the timelines to before their relationships, this includes reed/susan, cloak/dagger, clea/strange, gambit/rogue, and some I outright don't recognize such as happy/pepper.
// 010 : REPLIES. i either reply immediately ( 1 hour to 1 business day ) or in six to seven business weeks. i try to reply fast for myself, as it helps with my motivation and drive, as well as keeping inspiration for our stuff, however you are under NO pressure to do the same. i've waited nine months for a reply on this blog, from jan of 2025, they replied in sept 2025, i am perfectly fine with waiting for your replies. please do NOT feel any pressure.
+ STARTER CALLS/STARTERS i do them rarely. please look in my opens tag and reply to one of them if it fancies you. if i do a starter, it's typically plotted between mutuals.
MUSES
main. (always available for plotting/winging it. highest fandom.) secondary. testing. (new. unsure of characterization. no hcs yet.) private. (sleeping fandoms/plot focused muses.)
i sincerely apologize for everyone who has been waiting on me for a while, and i'm definitely gonna q things.
my depression is still bad and so is my isolation, ive been ignoring here bc i'm so overwhelmed by how long i've been ignoring it here ( compouding issue as u can see ). so i'm gonna try and q things to ease that overwhelmness and pull myself out of said isolation of never messaging anyone first.
i sincerely apologize for everyone who has been waiting on me for a while, and i'm definitely gonna q things.
my depression is still bad and so is my isolation, ive been ignoring here bc i'm so overwhelmed by how long i've been ignoring it here ( compouding issue as u can see ). so i'm gonna try and q things to ease that overwhelmness and pull myself out of said isolation of never messaging anyone first.
a little chuckle leaves her , one that has her shoulders shaking lightly just as she brings her wine glass to her lips ; a thirty - five year old cabernet sauvignon that was just perfect for the meal they were about to have . "" if i had been taking pity on you , i would have paid for your dinner a long time ago . ""
"" besides , you won the bet , remember ? fair and square ! so . . . pick anything you'd like , it's my treat for the night . ""
|| @viteoublies sent a meme !
❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ - ahmya
there's a snort that echoes out of her nose, and she rolls her eyes, a finger rests drumming on the table lightly, and haphazardly.
" hm, " she hums, " fine, fine, i believe you but i hope you have deep pockets. " there's a closed lip smile on her lips, before she turns to the waiter, and takes the first one what she implies to be many orders. there wasn't enough room on the table to order everything she yet had in mind, but she starts with a delicious sounding appetizer, and main course, something with fish, per usual.
" you can tell me to stop at any time, " ahmya teases once she's done with ordering the momentary fill, before pulling off her sunglasses, deciding that it is fine for now to just forgo them completely.
"do you not yet tire of the aimless back and forth?" does he mean in this particular moment, or across every smattering of bickering they've slewn through together, always about something that does not really matter beyond one's petty pride or need to be correct. vincent is in the process of pulling a cigarette from the silver case drawn from his vest's inner breast pocket, tucking that black and gold thing between his lips so that it can dangle, unlit, for perhaps too long on the perception of others. salted hair has a hand run through it briefly, tucking the longer strands back into place as the case it returned to its pocket home.
"i much prefer when you turn your ire on others. at least then, there is some illusion of productivity." a sigh around that gold-foil filter, and the vampire is letting himself relax a touch more, though any outside this typical interaction would see the still rigid posture and hands in trouser pockets as relaxation.
when he questions her, she can't help by laugh in her mind. absolutely not. it doesn't meet her lips or echo out from her mouth, but it does betray in her expression. she's lighter than the normal she'd never tire of bickering in general, and certainly not with men like him. grey, old, rigid, she loves to annoy them. to crawl under their skin, and live there.
that's why she smiles when she speaks her reply, in the form of a playful question, " who says i am doing this to be productive? " she shows teeth, pointed and harsh in her otherwise normal mouth. she shrugs, and throws a shrug, with an obvious lack of care written over her face.
" i'm doing this because it entertains me, " she hums, she knows nothing of the way he moves, for at this distance, she sees only colors and murky blurry lines where the edges of people and beings meet, it's a mess behind their glasses, " if you enjoy it, i don't give a fuck. "
" after all, i act only for myself. now what could you possibly need to bark at me for? "
PROMPTS FROM PROJECT HAIL MARY
* assorted dialogue from the book by andy weir, some lines reworked to suit a roleplay format, adjust as necessary
human beings have a remarkable ability to accept the abnormal and make it normal.
it'll be interesting to see how this plays out.
glad i could be part of it.
evolution is lazy.
i guess this is it.
your face is leaking.
i will miss you.
you're my friend. heck, you're my best friend.
we have figured this out.
got to love computers. they do all the thinking for you so you don't have to.
another day, another staff meeting.
who would have thought saving the world could be so boring?
does that mean it's not no? is that another yes?
you're not alone. neither of us are.
sometimes the stuff we all hate ends up being the only way to do things.
i'm a scientist!
now we're getting somewhere!
time for me to use science.
i'm hungry.
what's your name?
are all russians crazy?
when stupid ideas work, they become genius ideas.
do you believe in god?
i know it's a personal question.
it's like he's inviting us to explore the universe.
if i had a nickel for every time i wanted to smack a kid's parents for not teaching them even the most basic things... well... i'd have enough nickels to put in a sock and smack those parents with it.
this is happy!
your face opening is in sad mode.
we're pretty untrustworthy, but i don't want him to know that.
i'm smart enough to know that i'm stupid. that's progress.
you poked it with a stick?
it was a scientific poke with a very scientific stick.
work fast.
first i have to wait for my computer to wake up.
fist my bump.
usually you're not stupid.
once again, i'm struck by melancholy.
i have to save humanity first. stupid humanity. getting in the way of my hobbies.
oh thank god. i can't imagine explaining sleep to someone who had never heard of it.
if i can't do it for a while, i go insane and eventually die.
no need for concern.
we're as smart as evolution made us.
we're the minimum intelligence needed to ensure we can dominate our planet.
i spend a lot of time un-suiciding this suicide mission.
that's not creepy at all.
wait a minute! am i a guinea pig?
it's not like that.
no. you cannot die. you are my friend.
be careful.
i don't want to look dumb in front of the aliens.
math is not thinking. math is procedure.
at least i'm not alone.
aaaaand they're dead.
you get to watch your food cook without melting your face off.
the hardest part about working with aliens and saving humanity from extinction is constantly having to come up with names for stuff.
you are here!
you saved me!
set up the damn tunnel!
get back in your ship!
it gives me a feeling of control.
i'm on a suicide mission.
yes. there'll be wars.
see how easy it is?
all i have to do is tell you something you don't want to hear.
it's the kids of today that'll have to make the world of tomorrow work.
when you're stupid tired, accept that you're stupid tired. don't try to solve things right then.
want to meet up in the bathroom down the hall and have sex?
let's see what we can do when we really set our minds to it.
please don't mistake silence for hatred. please don't mistake unanswered plotting messages as indifference, or a lack of enthusiasm towards you. considering the ages of most roleplayers, many of us have bills to pay, families to take care of, medical conditions to treat, appointments to make, classes to take, homes to clean, and lives to live away from the computer that are far, far more important than writing on tumblr — life has a tendency to get in the way of hobbies and fun things like this. be patient with your fellow writers. if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. of course you can set your boundaries, keep your space comfortable, and softblock whoever you wish, but do so while recognizing it's probably not hatred or apathy that keeps them from leaping into your dms with message after message. they probably love this hobby just as much as you... but sometimes life gets in the way.
PROMPTS FOR RESURRECTIONS, BOTH GOOD AND BAD
* assorted dialogue for that moment when a character comes back to life... but did they come back as themselves, or did something go wrong? adjust as necessary
how long was i out?
it was dark, and i heard voices. i was trying to get out.
don't look at me. i don't want you to see me like this.
tell me the truth. how long was i gone?
who brought me back?
i don't remember what happened. one second i was there, and the next...
you were out for quite some time.
don't worry. i've got you.
i saw you die.
i can't live with myself if you're gone.
i don't know how to function without you here.
wipe those tears away.
i'm right here! there's no need to cry.
something feels off about you.
are you sure you're all right?
you don't sound like yourself.
that wasn't supposed to happen like that.
your death was all my fault.
i never should have gone in there alone.
can you please tell me what happened?
no one is telling me how i died.
i didn't hear anything while i was out.
that was a bit weird.
i'll be fine. just have to deal with this nasty bump on my head.
is that my blood or someone else's?
you were not supposed to do this.
he was supposed to stay dead!
this was never meant to happen this way.
i think you made a mistake in coming back.
i can't live without you.
i'd really like to avoid dying again if i can help it.
is this the first time you've died?
there must be something we can do to bring them back.
i think i can heal them.
death is only the beginning.
maybe you should have stayed dead.
is that really you?
don't ever leave my sight again.
there you are! welcome back! how was it, being dead?
did you see god?
are you the one i should blame?
let's just hope there aren't any consequences to this.
you never should have interfered.
i don't really feel like myself.
ever since i died, i've been feeling sort of strange.
that's what death does. it puts things into perspective.
is death something we should be able to reverse in the first place?
PROMPTS FOR RESURRECTIONS, BOTH GOOD AND BAD
* assorted dialogue for that moment when a character comes back to life... but did they come back as themselves, or did something go wrong? adjust as necessary
how long was i out?
it was dark, and i heard voices. i was trying to get out.
don't look at me. i don't want you to see me like this.
tell me the truth. how long was i gone?
who brought me back?
i don't remember what happened. one second i was there, and the next...
you were out for quite some time.
don't worry. i've got you.
i saw you die.
i can't live with myself if you're gone.
i don't know how to function without you here.
wipe those tears away.
i'm right here! there's no need to cry.
something feels off about you.
are you sure you're all right?
you don't sound like yourself.
that wasn't supposed to happen like that.
your death was all my fault.
i never should have gone in there alone.
can you please tell me what happened?
no one is telling me how i died.
i didn't hear anything while i was out.
that was a bit weird.
i'll be fine. just have to deal with this nasty bump on my head.
is that my blood or someone else's?
you were not supposed to do this.
he was supposed to stay dead!
this was never meant to happen this way.
i think you made a mistake in coming back.
i can't live without you.
i'd really like to avoid dying again if i can help it.
is this the first time you've died?
there must be something we can do to bring them back.
i think i can heal them.
death is only the beginning.
maybe you should have stayed dead.
is that really you?
don't ever leave my sight again.
there you are! welcome back! how was it, being dead?
did you see god?
are you the one i should blame?
let's just hope there aren't any consequences to this.
you never should have interfered.
i don't really feel like myself.
ever since i died, i've been feeling sort of strange.
that's what death does. it puts things into perspective.
is death something we should be able to reverse in the first place?
talking to people motivates me to be here, so if anyone would like some plotting, i'll be more active in dms ( ims i will try but they barely notify me ) for the next few days. if u want me to message u there for plotting purposes i'd love that u can like this and im gonna bother u.
