You should be dead, you should have died a year ago. The number 34 shines on the monolith as a sick reminder - you should be dead.
You're special, that's what all parents tell their kids. You didn't actually believe it though, not until you survived the impossible.
You should have gommaged at 34, but you're still here. You're shunned and outcast, some people blame you for everything, others think youâre cursed. Why out of all the people in LumiĂšre did the paintress choose to save you?
The only way you can think to make people happy and get answers is to join expedition 33, at least death will find you there
18+ This fic contains explicit content MDNI. Warnings listed per chapter, contains strong themes such as grief, loss, death, suicide and self harm.
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Part 1 - Lune
Chapter 1 - The Second Gommage
Chapter 2 - The Indigo Tree
Chapter 3 - Someone Special
Chapter 4 - Ancient Sanctuary
Chapter 5 - Visions in the Night
Chapter 6 - Nice to Meet You
Chapter 7 - Don't Think Just Feel
moodboard CW: scars not SH
Playlist - coming soon
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. Ęâ âč . Ę đžđđđđđđ . âč â Ę. Enemies to Friends to Lovers- Enemies to Lovers - Touch-Starved Verso - Emotional/Psychological Abuse - Loneliness - Alternate Universe / Canon Divergence - The Dessendre Family Needs Therapy (Clair Obscur: Expedition 33) - Verso Needs a Hug - Depressed Verso - Reader is a journalist - Very rare use of Y/n - Smut will come later
. Ęâ âč . Ę đđđđđ¶đđ . âč â Ę. When a bold letter earns Y/n, a young art journalist, a month-long stay at the legendary Dessendre Manor, she expects to document the genius of Renoir and Aline Dessendreâthe most enigmatic artistic duo in France.
What she doesnât expect is their son.
Verso Dessendreâbrilliant pianist, reluctant heir, walking contradiction.
Their first meeting is a disaster: she mistakes him for a staff member, he flirtsâthen freezes the moment he learns her purpose. âAh. One of those,â he says, and the war begins.
But beneath the manorâs gilded ceilings and flickering shadows, hostility twists into fascination. Late-night encounters grow charged, secrets unravel, and the piano begins to sound different when sheâs near.
â ao3 â requests â Part 2â
â â: chapter 1/4. ~5K.
âOur âalmostâ will always haunt me.â
The Dessendre Manor rose at the end of the gravel drive like something pulled from a painting youâd once studied under the soft yellow lamps of your university libraryâimpressive, yes, but in the way thunderstorms were impressive: beautiful from the distance, overwhelming once you stood beneath their weight.Â
It was a house that carried its history not as decoration but as gravity, its symmetrical façade and tall, austere windows watching you with the same heavy expectation as a museum guard standing a little too close to remind you not to touch anything. Others spoke of it with reverence, as if stepping inside was akin to entering a cathedral carved from artistry and genius. And perhaps, in a way, it was.Â
But as you stood at the foot of the manor with your suitcase trembling slightly in your hand, the feeling that threaded up your spine was not aweâit was an intricate blend of dread and disbelief.
Only a week ago, the idea of being invited into this place would have made you laugh in that slightly hysterical way reserved for impossible dreams. You had always admired the Dessendresâ work from the respectful distance of a studentâAlineâs sharp, delicate lines that seemed to breathe on the canvas, Renoirâs deep colors that felt like you could step into them and be swallowed whole.Â
You had written essays about them that your professors praised, had spent long nights tracing the evolution of their styles from early exhibitions to private collections, had once even joked that youâd sell your soul for a glimpse into their studio. And then, with the kind of reckless boldness born from equal parts desperation and passion, you had written the letter.
A letter too direct, your friends had said. Too presumptuous. Too forward.Â
A letter in which you dared to express not only your fascination, but your belief that it would be a tragedyâyes, you had written the word, and yes, you still flushed at the memoryâto allow their artistry to fade into fragmented anecdotes simply because they disliked Writersâand that journalists were different.
You had told them that their process deserved to be preserved, that their devotion deserved a witness, and that you, humble as you were, would be honored to be that witness. You had imagined the letter tossed into the fire.Â
Or worseâread aloud in a mocking tone over dinner.
You had never imagined Renoir Dessendre himself replying.
You reread his invitation so many times the ink practically warmed under your thumb, each line more impossible than the last. A month-long stay. Full access to the atelier. Documentation for a cultural journal and, perhapsâhe had written gracefully, almost offhandedlyâan artistic recueil if the collaboration proved fruitful.
It had felt too unreal to believe. Now, standing before the looming manor, its shadow stretching long across the wintry lawn, it felt almost too real to bear.
You drew in a breath that tasted faintly of frost and old stone, squared your shoulders, and stepped toward the heavy doorsâdoors that would open you into the world of Aline and Renoir Dessendre, into their sanctuary of creation. Unaware, of course, that it would also open you into the path of the one person in this house who would have rather slammed those doors shut.
The door opened with the soft groan of old hinges, releasing a breath of warm air scented faintly with polished wood and something floral you couldnât name. A housekeeperâstern-faced, impeccably dressed, and far more elegant than anyone had a right to be while answering a doorâlooked you over with the composed precision of someone who had seen decades of guests and could sort them instantly into categories you were certain you didnât want to know.
Before you could muster a greeting that didnât sound like you were about to apologize for your own existence, a familiar voice called from deeper inside the foyer.
âAh, mademoiselle Y/n! Youâve arrived. Finally! I was beginning to fear the train had decided to keep you for itself.â
Renoir Dessendre appeared with the kind of presence that seemed to draw the room toward him. Not through force or intimidationâthough he certainly could have commanded bothâbut through warmth, genuine and unguarded, the kind you hadnât expected from a man whose name carried the weight of museums, collectors, and whispered genius.
He strode toward you, cane in hand, with a smile that crinkled the corners of his eyes, his hair more silver than the portraits youâd studied, but somehow he looked more alive than any image had captured. He took your hand, as if greeting an old friend rather than an untested journalist who had practically begged her way into his home.
âWelcome, welcome. You must be frozen.â His voice carried a melodic cadence, softened by years of speaking over the scratch of brushes and the hum of creativity. âCome in quickly before the cold decides to steal you.â
You stepped inside, the door shutting behind you with a quiet finality. The manor swallowed you in its grandeurâthe high ceilings, the dark wooden beams, the glint of art deco fixtures catching the light like scattered stars. It was beautiful. It was overwhelming. It was exactly what you had dreamed and nothing like anything you had been prepared for.
Renoir kept speaking as he guided you further inside, his hand still lightly at your elbow, as though you might drift away if he didnât anchor you. âWeâre very glad youâre here. Aline has been restless all day, asking every hour if youâve arrived. She does not like waiting.â He chuckled, but there was a note of truth beneath it.
Your heart stumbled slightly at the mention of her.
Aline Dessendre.
The woman whose work had shaped entire movements. The razor-souled artist whose gaze in photographs always seemed two seconds away from slicing through whoever held the camera. The countless stories youâd heard floated up without invitationâher sharp tongue, her perfectionism, her disdain for critics.Â
You had always assumed that fame carved pieces out of people until only brillianceâor egoâremained.Â
That the price of renown was humanity, that the higher one climbed, the more you had to shed. The Dessendres were legends, myths almost. Too extraordinary to be ordinary, too prolific to be gentle. You had never dared imagine warmth from them. Yet here Renoir was, beaming at you with the easy sincerity of a man welcoming someone into a family home rather than into the private sanctum of two artistic giants.Â
âCome,â he said, guiding you toward the heart of the manor. âAline will want to see you immediately.âÂ
You barely had time to take in more than a blur of polished wood, gilded frames, and the hush of old luxury before Renoir was already guiding you down a long corridor, his pace brisk enough that you had to gather your suitcase closer to your side and hurry to match him.Â
Every instinct in you wanted to slow down, to absorb every detail, to memorize the geometry of the staircase and the way the winter light fractured through the tall windowsâbut admiration would have to wait. Renoir Dessendre moved with the certainty of a man whose life had been spent in motion, answering inspiration as it struck, expecting others to simply keep up.
You swallowed your awe and followed.
âThank you,â you managed, breath slightly unsteady from nerves more than speed. âTruly, monsieur Dessendre, I canât express how grateful I am forââ
âNonsense,â he interrupted, waving a paint-stained hand dismissively. âIf anyone should be grateful, it is us. Your letter was the first honest one weâve received in years. No flattery, no pretension. Just curiosity.â His smile deepened. âCuriosity is something we value here.â
You werenât sure whether to preen at the compliment or shrink under the pressure of what it implied. So you simply nodded, trying to convey sincerity rather than the internal chaos spiraling inside you.
Renoir led you through another hallway that opened into a wing stretching deeper into the manor. The air thickened with the unmistakable scents of turpentine, linseed oil, chalk dust, and wet pigmentâthe perfume of creation. Your pulse quickened. This was it. The heart of the house.Â
âThe atelier is just ahead,â he said as he pushed open a tall door, âAline insisted you see it before anything else. She believes a personâs first impression of a studio reveals something fundamental about them.â
You tried very hard not to read too much into that. âAnd she is⊠expecting me right now?â you asked, suddenly aware of how your palms were sweating despite the chill outside.
âExpecting, waitingâthere is little difference with my wife.â Renoir chuckled, but there was a flicker of apprehension in his eyes, the kind a man gets when he loves someone formidable.
You clutched the strap of your bag a little tighter.Â
âStill,â you whispered, almost tripping on the final step as the atelier door swung open wider, âthank you so much for this opportunity. I⊠I wonât take a second of it for granted.â
Renoir paused just inside the threshold and turned back toward you, his expression softening into something almost paternal. âI know you wonât. That is why you are here.â
And with that, he stepped aside. So you could see everything.Â
The atelier opened before you like a cathedral of color and lightâwide, high-ceilinged, flooded with the pale Parisian sun. Canvases leaned in regimented rows along the walls, half-finished portraits staring back with uncanny lifelike gazes. Pigments dusted every surface like settled stardust. It was grandiose, overwhelming, the sort of room that swallowed sound and expectation whole.
And at its center stood Aline Dessendre.
She didnât turn immediately. She didnât need to. Her presence filled the space long before her gaze didâcold, poised, composed with a precision that could cut. Where Renoir radiated warmth in every gesture, Aline was winter distilled into a woman. Dark hair bound in a severe knot, a pearl-buttoned blouse without a single crease, eyes the color of polished steel sliding toward you in a slow, appraising movement.
Whatever stories you had heard about herâher ruthlessness, her genius, her exacting standardsâthey suddenly felt less like gossip and more like simple reportage. You swallowed discreetly, steadying your voice before it could betray nerves. âMadame Dessendre,â you managed, offering the smallest, respectful incline of your head, âthank you for agreeing to let me observe your process. Itâs an honor to meet you.â
Her expression didnât soften. It didnât change at all. A fleeting glance traveled from your shoes to your eyes, measuring, weighing, discerning something you couldnât guess.
Renoir chimed cheerfully beside you, as though to cushion the impact. âSheâs eager, Aline. Very professional. I think youâll enjoy having her around.â
Alineâs gaze held yours for a beat longerâtoo longâbefore she replied, her tone smooth but glacial. âWeâll see.â The words were neither welcome nor rejection. Just a verdict deferred.Â
You forced a steady breath, spine straightening, refusing to let awe or intimidation carve the first impression you gave her. So you met her cold stare with quiet resolve, offering a faint, polite smile. âIâm looking forward to learning from the both of you.â
Renoir drifted deeper into the atelier, already shedding his coat and rolling up his sleeves, but Alineâs attention flicked toward him as though cued by instinct. They exchanged a few quiet wordsâefficient, practiced, the cadence of two people who had spent a lifetime creating both art and empire side by side.
âHer room?â Renoir asked, glancing back at you with a warm, reassuring smile. âI was thinking the east wingâgood light in the mornings, close enough to the atelier so she wonât have to cross the whole house every day.â
Aline wiped her fingertips on a linen cloth, eyes narrowing slightly in thought. âNo,â she countered, tone cool but not unkind. âThe east wing is occupied.â
Renoir raised a brow. âSince when?â
âSince yesterday evening.â Aline didnât sighâbut something wry ghosted over her lips. âVerso arrived unannounced again.â
There was no mistaking the subtle change in her voice when she spoke her sonâs name. The frost in her tone thawed, replaced by something soft and fondâan undercurrent of maternal indulgence she did not bother hiding.
Renoir chuckled, shaking his head. âHe said he wouldnât be back until next month.â
Alineâs answer was immediate, almost automatic. âHe changed his mind.â
She continued, straightening with a kind of regal decisiveness. âPut her in the south corridor. The guest room with the balcony. It is far enough from Versoâs space that he wonât complain.â
Then, as though the memory of him opened a tiny window into her warmth, Aline allowed herself a faint, almost imperceptible smile. âYou know how he is when he composes. He prefers not to be disturbed.â
Renoir laughed, bright and affectionate. âPrefers? Noâhe demands it.â
Alineâs eyes sharpened in amusement. âHe is brilliant. Let him be eccentric.â
You stood quietly, absorbing their exchangeâthis glimpse of domestic familiarity behind the legend. The way Alineâs voice softened when she spoke of her son was unmistakable, a warmth she hadnât extended to anyone else in the room. It was striking⊠and unexpectedly humanizing.
Renoir turned back to you with a gentle clap of his hands.
 âPerfect. Weâll show you your room once Aline finishes her mix here. Make yourself at home, mademoiselle.â
Aline nodded once in acknowledgment, already returning to her paletteâher world of colorâand yet the echo of âVersoâ lingered in the air, a name carrying weight, fondness, and, perhaps, complications you had not yet begun to understand.
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You didnât do much on your first dayâor rather, they did not give you much to do.Â
Renoir and Aline worked with a kind of intensity that left little room for conversation, their focus so honed it felt almost sacrilegious to interrupt. So you lingered quietly at the edge of the atelier, notebook closed, observing the way their brushes moved, the rhythm of their speech, the strange and silent language only artists of equal genius seemed to share.
By the time the sun began tilting toward evening, your presence had become part of the background, a tolerated shadow against the wall. A housekeeper eventually approached you with a polite smile and informed you that you could settle into your room before dinner as he took your bags gracefully.Â
Renoir, wiping his hands on a paint-stained cloth, repeated his directionsâdown the main hall, left at the staircase, follow the corridor with the gold sconces, and the dining room will be just past your quartersâas though heâd been giving tours of the manor his entire life.
You thanked him, and slipped out of the atelier.
The manorâs corridors stretched long and velvety around you, dressed in deep colors and gold accents, as if every wall carried the weight of a century. You walked slowly, half in awe, half trying to commit each turn to memory. Renoirâs instructions guided you true, and after a few minutes you pushed open the tall door leading into what looked less like a âliving areaâ and more like an entire salonâwide windows, dark wood floors, and an elegant table set for far more people than you assumed would actually dine there.
Only one chair was occupied.
A teenage girl sat perched at the long table, legs swinging under her seat. She couldnât have been more than fourteen or fifteen, with ginger hair neatly braided down her back and a posture far too poised for someone her age. Her eyesâsharp, curious, and unmistakably Dessendreâlifted from the book before her the moment she heard your step. You froze for half a second.
She blinked at you. You blinked back.
Then, with a calmness and manners that suggested rigorous training, the girl closed her book and folded her hands on the table. âYou must be the journalist,â she said, voice soft but precise, as though reciting a line she had memorized perfectly. Alicia Dessendreâthere was no doubt.
You nodded gently and offered her a small, uncertain smile before taking the seat across from her. The chair was heavier than it looked, its polished wood groaning softly against the parquet floor. As if your presence alone had been the signal they were waiting for, a housekeeper appeared from a side door almost instantly, gliding forward with a tray of steaming dishes. Silverware chimed softly as plates were set before you both, the manorâs quiet breathing filling the spaces between sounds.
Alicia didnât reach for her fork. She watched you instead, her pale blue eyesâso like Alineâs, so like Renoirâsâshining with a strange mix of curiosity and resignation.
âIs it⊠only us for dinner?â you asked gently, trying to keep your tone neutral, polite. You didnât want to pry, but the emptiness of such a large room felt impossible to ignore.
Alicia gave a small, practiced shrug, the movement too elegant for someone her age but too weary to be anything but familiar. âI usually eat alone,â she said simply.
Your heart dipped.
She went on with an eerie calmness, as if reporting on the weather. âPapa and Maman are always working. They say itâs easier to keep painting while theyâre in the flow. They donât like to stop.â
There was a small pause before she added the last part, quieter, though not for lack of confidenceârather, it felt like a confession wrapped in inevitability. âAnd Verso⊠he wonât come. Not if thereâs a chance heâll run into them.â The way she said his nameâVersoâheld a peculiar warmth, a softening around the syllables that didnât match the tension youâd sensed from Aline earlier.
âSo,â Alicia concluded, lifting her fork at last with a delicate sigh, âitâs just me. I hope itâs fine for you.â Aliciaâs fork scraped softly against the porcelain as she finally took a small bite. You followed her lead, though your appetite felt dulled by the weight of her words, by the cavernous quiet of the room.
A flicker of protectiveness stirred in youâunexpected, instinctiveâat the sight of this graceful, quiet girl speaking of loneliness as if it were simply part of the family architecture. You rested your hands lightly on the edge of the table, keeping your voice gentle.
âWell,â you said, offering her a warmer smile, âI donât mind sharing dinner with you, if you donât mind sharing with me.â
Alicia paused mid-bite. Her pale blue eyes lifted, studying you. Then, subtly, her shoulders eased.âI donât mind,â she said. âYouâre⊠different from the others who come here.â
You raised an eyebrow. âOthers?â
âJournalists. Collectors. People who want something from us.â
She stabbed a piece of roasted carrot, then added lightly, âThey never talk to me.â
That struck deeper than you wanted it to.
âWell, thatâs their loss,â you replied with a cheerful smile. âYou seem like the most interesting person in the house.â
Alicia blinkedâsurprised, or maybe simply unused to being addressed as anything other than an afterthought. A faint flush touched her cheeks; it made her look her age for the first time.
âWhat about you?â she asked. âWhy did you come? You donât look like someone who chases fame.â
You let out a soft breath, taken aback by her perceptiveness. âI⊠came because your parentsâ work deserves to be remembered properly. Because artists like them donât come around often.â
Alicia held your gaze, âAnd because you love art,â she added quietly.
Your lips parted. âYes,â you admitted. âA lot.â
Alicia nodded, as if confirming something she had suspected all along.
There was a small silenceâcomfortable, almost fragileâbefore she continued, her voice dipping conspiratorially: âIf youâre staying here a month⊠youâll see him eventually.â
âVerso?â you asked, careful not to let your curiosity color the word too much.
She nodded. âHe says he hates this place. But he always comes back.â
âWhy?â
Alicia looked down at her plate, and for the first time, the practiced poise wavered.
âBecause Iâm here,â she murmured.
It was so soft you almost missed it.
â
Alicia grew unexpectedly talkative as the meal unfolded, as though something inside her had quietly unlocked. Once the initial formality dissolved, she spoke with a soft eagerness, telling you which hallways creaked at night, which portraits were rumored to move slightly when the lights were dimmed, and how the gardens seemed to breathe differently after rain.
And she laughed a little, shyly, when you asked about the elegant piano youâd passed.
âThatâs Versoâs,â she said. âHe plays at night. Always at night.â
A pause. âHe says the piano listens better when the house sleeps.â
By the time dessert plates were cleared away, you realised the oppressive silence you had expected from the manor had been replaced, at least for now, by Aliciaâs quiet company. When you both finally rose from the table, she walked with you through the long hallway, the chandelier above scattering soft amber light over the parquet floor.
âMy room is the closest to yours,â she explained, pointing down a narrower corridor. âMama says itâs good for me to be near the guest wing. It teaches me manners.â
Her tone suggested she was unconvinced of this reasoning, but she smiled anyway, small and sincere. You returned the smile, grateful for this fragile bridge she was offering.
You said goodnight softly.
Alicia retreated to her door, pausing once to glance back at you before slipping inside.
The corridor fell silent.
You took a slow breath and continued walking toward your own room, trying to memorize the layout: the tall windows drowning in heavy curtains, the sculpted wall panels, the faint scent of old books and linseed oil that seemed embedded in the air.Â
Renoirâs directions had been clear, but the manorâs scale made you second-guess every turn. You passed a series of closed doors, each identical in its ornate frame, until finallyâyou reached yours.
Or at least, you hoped you did.
You tested the handle.
Locked.
Odd. Renoir had saidâ
A soft sigh escaped you. Perhaps you had mixed something up after all.
You turned around, scanning the dim corridor for help. The sconces flickered faintly, casting long shifting shadows on the walls. Just as you were debating which direction to take, footsteps approached from the darker end of the hall. Steady. Unhurried. You straightened instinctively.
A figure emerged from the shadowsâtall, broad-shouldered, dressed not in the crisp uniform, in simple dark clothes that could have belonged to anyone in the house. His hair fell in soft dark waves around his face, catching the low light like strands of fire, and in the dim glow, his eyesâicy pale, unmistakably Dessendre eyesâseemed almost luminescent.
But you didnât notice that at first.
You noticed the way he moved: effortlessly, noiselessly, like someone familiar with every secret step of the manor. âBonsoir,â you said, relieved. âExcuse meâcould you help me? Renoir must have given me the wrong room key.â
For a heartbeat, he didnât answer. He simply looked at you, head slightly tilted, as if cataloguing the sight of youâyour presence in his corridor, your misplaced confidence, your mistake.
Thenâ A slow curve of his lips. Not polite. Not warm. Amused.
âIâm not staff, I don't wander around with a spare set of keys. You can imagine how heavy it would be in my pocket.â he said, voice low and smooth.
You blinked. Heat rushed to your cheeks. âOhâmy apologies, I didnât meanââ
He raised a hand, silencing your apology without saying a word, still wearing that faint, entertained half-smile. He stepped closer, leaning one shoulder casually against the wall beside your locked door, as though he had every right to occupy your air, your space, your breath.
You hesitated under his gaze, embarrassed by the mistake but grateful he hadnât laughed outright. His smileâlazy, crooked, undeniably handsomeâmade him look far softer than the rumors suggested. If anything, he seemed amused in a way that felt⊠oddly intimate, as though your error had given him a private joke to savor.
âI truly am sorry,â you said, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. âI didnât mean to assume. Iâm still learning my way around the house.â
âThat much is obvious,â he replied, a soft huff of laughter warming his voice. âMost guests get lost at least twice before dinner.â
His tone surprised youâlight, teasing, almost kind. He didnât seem bothered by your presence at all; if anything, he seemed entertained by it. He leaned toward you, the faintest hint of cologne following himâsomething dark, woodsy, threaded with smoke.
When he leaned a little nearer, his eyes swept over your face with a curiosity that felt⊠deliberate.
Measured.âYouâre new,â he said, as if that explained everything.
âYes,â you replied. âOnly arrived today.â
âWell,â he murmured, âthat means you havenât yet learned which hallways to avoid after dusk.â
A playful glint entered his eyes. âLike this one.â
Your breath caught. âShould I be worried?â
He tilted his head slightly, as if considering you. Then, softly: âOnly if youâre easily frightened.â
You werenât sure whether that was a warning or a provocation.
He chuckled when he saw your reaction, a low, rich sound that hummed pleasantly in the quiet corridor. He lookedâjust for that momentânothing like the rumors. Nothing like the cold, storm-eyed son of two geniuses.Â
He looked almost gentle. Almost boyish.
âYou donât seem scared,â he added. âThatâs good.â
âIâm not,â you said, surprising even yourself.
He smiled again, slower this time, and something warm flickered between the two of youâunexpected, uninvited, but undeniably real. He straightened, his posture relaxed, one hand sliding into his pocket as though settling in to prolong this strange, accidental meeting.
âSo,â he asked lightly, âwhat brings you to our charming maze of a home? Donât tell me youâre here for the wineâmy mother guards the cellar like a dragon.â
You smiled back without thinking. âNo, nothing like that. Iâm here toââThe moment the words left your mouth, his expression began to shift, but you didnât notice until it was too late.ââdocument your parentsâ work. Renoir invited me for a month-long stay. Iâm a journalist.â
Silence.
It was immediate.
Electric.
His smile didnât fade. It disappeared. Completely.
The warmth vanished from his eyes, replaced by something you couldnât readâice, steel, shadow. He pulled backânot physically, but in the way a door slams shut behind someone walking away.
The air cooled. âAh,â he said quietly. No humor. No softness.
Just recognition dripping with disdain. âOne of those.â
His tone wasnât raised, but the disappointment in it struck harder than if he had shouted. As though he had allowed himselfâfor a fleeting, careless momentâto enjoy your company, and now regretted it bitterly.
You straightened, instinct tightening your spine. âIâm not sure what that means,â you said, careful, controlled.
He pushed off the wall with the lazy grace of someone who did not need to hurry for anyone. âOf course you do.â You opened your mouth to retort, but he continued, voice smooth as glass and twice as cold. âYouâre here to poke at their genius with your little pen, write about their âprocess,â and pretend you understand the world they live in.â
You bristled. âThatâs not what Iââ
âOh?â His brows lifted, mocking curiosity sharpening his features. âThen what are you doing here? Enlighten me.â
There was a challenge in his eyes now, pale and cutting, and the warmth youâd briefly seen was gone, buried under something older and bitter. You sensed this was not about youânot entirely. You had stepped on an old wound without knowing it.
You held your ground.
âIâm here because their work deserves to be preserved. Because history deserves more than rumors and critiques.â
He let out a soft breath that was almost a laugh, except there was nothing humorous in it.
âHistory,â he repeated. âYes. It always gets everything so perfectly wrong.â
You narrowed your eyes. âIt doesnât have to.â
He took a step closerânot enough to frighten, but enough that you felt the deliberate press of his presence. Enough that the air between you tightened, heated, even as his expression remained glacial.
âAnd you,â he murmured, voice dropping, âthink youâre the one whoâll get it right?â
His nearness made your pulse stumble.
You refused to look away.
âI intend to,â you replied. âAnd if that bothers you, that sounds like your problem, not mine.â
The corner of his mouth twitchedânot a smile, but the shadow of one, dark and dangerous.
âBold,â he said. âIâll give you that.â
âItâs called doing my job.â
âNo,â he corrected softly, eyes tracing your face with an intensity that made your breath hitch despite your irritation. âItâs called arrogance.â
You exhaled sharply. âAnd judging someone you just met is called what, exactly?â
For a momentâjust a brief, crackling instantâyou saw it again: the warmth behind the frost, a glimmer of amusement trying to break through, fighting with irritation.
Then he stepped back, the wall sliding down between you once more.
âYouâre in the wrong room,â he said curtly, all the softness of earlier carved away. âYours is two doors down.â
You stiffened. âThank you.â
He didnât move. Didnât offer to show you the way. He simply watched you pass, gaze following you with something unreadableâannoyance, curiosity, or perhaps that same fleeting warmth he was trying very hard to suffocate.
Just as you reached the correct door, he spoke again, his voice lower, almost begrudging:
âNext time,â he murmured, âtry not to get lost.â
You didnât turn back. âIf you donât want to be mistaken for staff,â you shot over your shoulder, âtry not lurking in dark hallways.â
You slipped into your room, heart unsteady, cheeks warm, breath tight. The door clicked shut behind you.And despite the tension, the irritation, the sharp edgesâyou couldnât deny the truth.
Your first night in the Dessendre Manor had become far more interesting than you expected.
A while ago, I was watching something in Norwegian. A person walked into the room or something like that (this was pre-pandemic so I can't remember it very well) and asked "Why are you watching Miraculous Ladybug in Russian?" I waited until the next bit of dialogue was done before answering "It's Norwegian." They said "Nah, I think that's Russian." I corrected them again and explained that Disney Norge dubbed the show in Norwegian. They apparently weren't aware that Norway existed. This guy thought that Europe was just Russia, England, Ireland, and Germany.
summary:Â itâs a universal truth but itâs worth repeating; feelings eat us raw. or just an actor and a girl falling in and out of love over the course of three months.
(this was inspired by sebastianâs visit to greece for his movie, monday, and is based on that, so that means in the story weâre in 2018. also i have this posted on ao3 too but while iâm writing the last parts i thought of posting it here too)
pairing: sebastian stan x reader
warnings: alcohol, sexual references, implied depression, sebastian desperately needs to hug the reader, itâs kinda slowburn because i love the yearning
(pinterest inspired board)
part: 1/6
(other parts)Â (masterlist)
The day it happened, it wasnât a significant meeting at all, you barely even talked. In fact, when he opened the door of your neighborâs flat that day with a beer in his right hand and his hair messy, he didnât have any effect on you. You always knew that living next to a director meant that sooner or later youâd bump into the pretty faces of well-known people. Sure, you didnât expect them to be Hollywood actors like him, but to say you were starstruck by the man, would be the overstatement of the year.
Iâm planning on cleaning up this page this summer!
repairing links
masterlist
tag lists
Life had been crazy and I have not been able to focus on my creative outlets but once the semester is over I hope to put out more content soon! Iâve still been writing, just not posting it.
And the notion still stands that requests are closed but I will gladly take any ideas you have in my messages, but I will not guarantee I will write it, this would be to help spark my brain! Thank yâall, stay safe, and keep going!! <3
A GOOD ROMANCE STARTS WITH A GOOD FRIENDSHIP. A GOOD ROMANCE STARTS WITH A GOOD FRIENDSHIP. A GOOD ROMANCE STARTS WITH A GOOD FRIENDSHIP. A GOOD ROMANCE STARTS WITH A GOOD FRIENDSHIP. A GOOD ROMANCE STARTS WITH A GOOD FRIENDSHIP.
Pairing: George Weasley x F!Reader
AU: Bridgerton!AU
Word Count: 2.2k
Warnings: Bridgerton spoilers, a gross man stepping into your personal space, definitely not historically accurate bc i never mention chaperonesÂ
Summary:Â As a woman in the early 19th century, youâve been told all your life that marriage should be your ultimate goal, however, you do not share that sentiment. When the insufferable George Weasley devises a plan that may solve both your problems, how can you say no?
A/N: woohoo, part 2 is here!! not a whole lot of drama/interaction between George and the reader but some necessary developments. plus! Eloise! my favorite lady! as always, thank you so much for readingđ
âGeorge, everyone is staring at us,â you whispered as you took his arm.
âWell, we are the most attractive couple promenading this morning, donât you think?â
You stifled a laugh; partly because you didnât want to draw more attention to yourself and partly because Georgeâs ego was large enough without knowing you thought he was funny.
âShould I glare at the men staring at you? Let them know that they donât have even an ounce of a chance?â George asked.
âI suppose it wouldnât hurt,â you mused. âHowever, I donât know how your sister would feel if every eligible man in the ton held disdain for her older brother.â
âOh, please,â George scoffed. âYou know as well as I do that Ginny is marrying Harry, itâs just a matter of time.â
hi friends!! so, I have completed part one of this bridgerton-esque fic. i originally didnât want it to be multiple parts bc i am notorious for not finishing multichapter fics but. that will not happen here.Â
part one will be posted tomorrow morning! please let me know if you would liked to be tagged! it will contain a Bridgerton spoiler regarding Daphne/Simon but the plot differs from the plot of the show/book. below is a sneak peakâŠ@weasleyclaw i am tagging you bc i need your stamp of approval lol
The unmistakable chuckle that followed your outburst made you groan due to your detestation of the man you knew you had bumped into.
Lord George Weasley; a man, nay, a boy, with hair of fire and a wit to match. You had known him for years as you were the same age and his sister Ginevra was the best of friends with your younger sister.
âI want to believe, Miss Y/L/N, that you would not take such drastic measures to capture my attention, but I must say I am flattered nonetheless,â George teased, his hand reaching out to steady you as you recovered from the collision.
âMr. Weasley, I believe you to know me better than that,â you spoke with gritted teeth as you swatted his hand away. âBesides, there are plenty of young women here that would kiss the ground you walk on. Might you bother them instead?â
âAh, but where is the fun in that? Iâve noticed that you still have room on your dance card?â
âI always have room left on my dance card.â
You tried to step around George and escape his company, but his impossible height made it so easy for him to evade your attempts.
âIs that by choice or because youâre just so pleasant to spend time with?â he inquired with a smirk.
âSuppose a bit of both. Now, if you would be so kind, Iâm quite parched and would love another glass of champagne.â
âPerfect, I shall accompany you.â
George Weasley, you surmised very early on, was nothing but a flirt. You wouldnât go so far as to call him a rake, because as far as you knew he was an honorable man, but he was also most intolerable with his boyish charm, sense of humor, beautiful eyesâŠ
Yes, you were quite sure that he was entirely intolerable.
Pairing: Fred Weasley x F!Reader
Word Count: 2.5k
Warnings: mentions of underage drinking and alcohol, tickling, making out
Summary: Your flirty friendship with Fred Weasley comes to a resolution after an argument surrounding the Yule Ball that took place all those years ago.Â
A/N: hi friends! this is a Fred Weasley fic based on a tik tok i saw last night (all credit for the bolded line goes to the creator of the tik tok). also thank you to @gcdric for discussing this with me very late last night, i hope it turned out well omg iâm NERVOUS. anyway! off we go. please let me know if youâd like to be added to my taglist! iâm updating it since i was on hiatus for awhile! love you guys!
As you sat on the couch of the Burrow, your eyes fixated on the many pictures in the Weasleyâs living room, your mind began to drift off with thoughts of the freckled, red-headed boy sat in front of you giggling with his siblings.
There was something extraordinarily special about your friendship with Fred Weasley. After ten plus years of him being the most important person in your life, ever since your first day at Hogwarts when he tripped over your robes as you and your fellow first years hurried into the Sorting Ceremony, you couldnât imagine life without him.
so iâve seen this around a lot and i always felt like the version i listened to just. didnât have everything? sO! i edited together my three favourite versions of the tik tok sea shanty! enjoy!!
summary / y/n gets an offer to leave for a healing apprenticeship in America, leaving her and George to believe itâs too late for them. but George isnât so ready to let her go. based off of the bridge scene between gwen & peter in the amazing spiderman 2.
word count / 5.4k
warnings / mentions alcohol briefly. angsty asf, but fluff ending. bit of a steamy makeout, but no smut.
a/n / please give this fic all the love, it means so much to me. Iâm so proud of it. itâs a fic thatâs I enjoyed writing and one that I feel like improved my skills as a writer. I just adore it, lemme know what you think :â)
The warmth of the joke shop engulfed you as you stepped through the door. It was a slower day of business for the shop, easy to understand considering how cold the past few days had been. Youâd just returned from your lunch break, stepping out to grab coffee down at the new cafe in Diagon Alley.Â
George stood in the corner of the shop, helping a mother pick out a birthday present for her son. Fred was by the counter, sorting through a few envelopes.Â
âAny of those for me, Freddie?â You perked up, shrugging off your coat as you approached the older twin.Â
âHmm, Weasleyâs Wizard Wheezes, Weasleyâs Wizard Wheezes⊠Ah, Y/N Y/L/N,â He tugged out a yellow envelope, and handed it to you, âHere you are, darling.âÂ
Pairing: George Weasley x F!Reader
AU: Royalty!AU
Word Count: 2,240 words
Warnings: mentions of sibling d*ath, a very rude knight grabbing the reader
A/N: hello friends! here is part one of a two-part George Weasley Royalty!AU! I am so very excited. I apologize in advance for any inconsistencies throughout the story, there isnât really a specific time period except that I didnât want it to be modern! thank you to @awfulmoons for being the first person to read this and for her support! part two will be posted tomorrow! :)Â
Summary: After the tragic loss of his twin brother, George Weasley finds himself using his talents to secure a job as the new Potions Master and Healer for the Royal Family. Unbeknownst to you, he takes a particular liking to you knowing that you have more in common than you realize.
part two here
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Your mother playfully glared at you as you giggled, watching one of your fatherâs knights trip over a bit of wire and slam into the wall outside her study. He was a rather crude man, always touching your arm or lower back when he walked past you in the castle, and seeing his dazed expression and the bruise forming on his cheek brought you far more enjoyment than youâd ever admit.
I realize I have a lot of master-lists, but with recent light of me posting more for GOT and adding Medici to my list â I figured I should just combine these two.