vivi the kat!

im vivi and i make tunes sometimes! 29 / she / her / transfemme neurodivergent as frick (adhd/asd) beloved music genres: twee pop, indie pop, bedroom pop, psychedelic rock, shozegaze, post punk, italo/space disco, synth funk, oldshool electro, deep house and anything vapor or liminal beloved hobbies: vintage toy keyboard collector / plushie collecting / anime / art / music production / DIY fashion / psychonautics and hacking my conciousness / herbalism / poetry and lyricism vulnerability and sensitivity in the face of a hostile absurd world is my modus operandi and I will not let my spirit be broken (please note my blog is mostly sfw but minors DNI)

[zephyraes]

STIM - Rainbow Dominoes

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[vivi-the-kat]

prettyyyyyy :o

[softpastelqueer]

Having autism is like

Having ADHD is like

Having both Autism and ADHD is like

[what-even-is-thiss]

I’m tired of the news. I’m tired of people on tumblr claiming I’m not human or something because I’m tired of the news. I’m also tired of people acting like you’re personally responsible for all injustice in the world if you’re tired of the news. The news is tiring. The news is upsetting. If I spend all of my time upset at the news who am I helping, exactly?

[vivi-the-kat]

some people just can't stand that negativity and thats perfectly valid imo. its kinds ableist in a way too i think to judge someone for not being able to handle that sorta stuff. i have my principles, im on the right side, but im autistic and have PTSD. my heart just cant take politics and news for the most part

[vivi-the-kat]

question

when you drop something or something you own falls over, does anyone else say "OW!" out loud like you've been hurt even though you havent? not sure if this is a neurodivergent thing or just a quirk of mine hehe

[simplymisty]

do you guys ever get annoyed that like. we have bodily needs.

like, sure, I don't mind eating a lil snack or drinking something tasty, BUT it annoys me that I have to do that in order to live.

like, I can't have little treats all the time, no, I have to eat regular meals, because otherwise the body will get upset. and most of the times, the body will also get upset if you eat something in particular, because it's dramatic like that

I like sweet fizzy drinks, but I gotta drink way more than I would like to in order to stay hydrated. and best way to do so is to drink water & that does NOT spark joy, the flavor usually is off, boring and annoying. not to mention if you drink enough, you gotta go to the bathroom so often, such an annoyance

like. do you guys get me.

[vivi-the-kat]

for hydration i find that putting some squash or a herbal tea bag in tends to help, either that or mineral water

[vivi-the-kat]

oh wowie :o

cold cola is so good as a grounding thing i must say

[dailydivergent]

There’s no such thing as work-life balance for neurodivergent & chronically ill people.

This is because everything in my life requires work:

maintaining friendships

keeping up with my hygiene

managing bills

making money

remembering my basic needs

sleeping regularly

outputting creatively

All requires some aspect of work for me.

And when everything in your life requires work, your balance goes out the window.

If you're neurodivergent and overwhelmed — I see you.

If you're chronically ill and overwhelmed — I see you.

You're not dysfunctional.

You're not incapable.

You're doing your best.

[amorevolous-lune]

Reblog to hug the person you reblogged this from and tell them that everything's going to be okay

[xxemobabyinatrashcanxx]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[jetix]

2014-04-27

[vivi-the-kat]

omgg that bun bun is so cute <3

[missgreeneyartz]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

100 year old rhododendron and the woman who planted it

[unaloid]

[vivi-the-kat]

same

[vivi-the-kat]

this is my happy stim music @w@

[vivi-the-kat]

alot of feels tonight :(

had a near death experience recently (i was nearly murdered) thats made me re-evaluate whats important to me and it hurts me so much i got so fucking lost along the way and how long ive spent trying to destroy myself when ive never, ever been the problem. if you're reading this please know you're doing your best and if you're working towards a world where people hurt less, you have my support all the way.

[vivi-the-kat]

<3