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The more I strum these strings the more I realize I desperately need a distortion pedal

One more person she/hers me while I'm wearing my he/him tag and I'm...

*remembers suicide jokes are bad*

...shooting myself in the head in front of them

hystericwaif

Does my impending sense of doom turn you on

#does this downward spiral make my ass look good

"I know it's a cinnamon raisin bagel, but I can still be a whore about it," I say as I sprinkle more cinnamon sugar on top.

Sometimes I decide to watch YouTube shorts and I get like 3 in and I'm like "wow I've never cared less about anything I've ever watched"

#and like I don't really watch long-form content on there anymore either #except for tutorial videos for whatever thing I'm trying to learn #this is like the only social media I use and really I just come here to talk to people and the void #if I get stuck scrolling on here for longer than like five minutes I feel yucky #I can't believe I used to be addicted to social media and switch between apps all day every day #what the fuck was I doing #delete all your apps

Emo trans guy whose taller than me with a deeper voice than me and top surgery scars who was heavily flirting with me my whole dream come baaack 😭😭😭 I miss yooouuu

#you have no idea how much this man was into me and Jesus Christ I was literally a blushing stuttering mess the whole time #and he kept asking me questions about myself with his arm around me and every time I would stutter he would coo at me #and then I would blush harder and try to hide my face and he would just giggle and just slightly tighten his grip around me #I was a fucking MESS for this man you do not understand and this was in PUBLIC #and at one point we were at a bar and he got very protective over me so he stood behind me with his arms wrapped around my tummy #he was like an entire foot taller than me #his hair was soft #I touched it by accident once and got embarrassed #also the first thing he ever said to me was in the parking lot when I was having trouble parallel parking #I had my windows down and he was right there on the sidewalk next to me and saw me struggling and started encouraging me #literally the man was praising me for doing a good job #like with a voice too. you know what I mean #AAAAAAA GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR COOOOOOOOMEEEEE BAAAAAACK #how am I even supposed to go on about my day after this?#like I'm just supposed to be normal after this???? look okay I woke up like during sunrise and I tried to find him when I went back to sleep #I did not find him again 😭😭😭

Sometimes I get such an intense feeling of passion and desire that my body feels way too small to contain it all.

#I need a bigger ribcage #one with enough room for my heart to bounce around in when I get excited #I'm about to start chasing my tail just to get the energy out

Shut the entire fuck up are you FUCKING KIDDING ME?????? HELLO ARE YIU LISTENING???? ARE YOU LOOKING???? ARE YOU FUCKING PERCIEVING THIS SHIT?????? I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED ITTTTTTTT

harveybswag

boyfriends who call eachother dude and bro

I miss vaping cuz weed smoke is so much thinner and I can't do cool tricks with it 😭

#please never ever ever let me touch a vape again but also #nostalgia #I can't blow rings from a joint #is this a skill issue?#this may just be a skill issue

Oh how I long to make a home some place where the sky is nearly always covered in gray, where every morning the horizon is shrouded by mist and fog.

ccervid-thing

tag game …….

rules : look up your name + core on pinterest and add the first three photos you see. or whichever ones you like most

/nf tagging: @1kazul @tenpoiintbuck

bucked-upp

hi meow ok

@crash-n-butter @m00npy3 @merlinssword @sondersalem @angelsofapocalypse @dumbghstz @skunk-just-skunk-aka-djo @rainflobloomiez

angelsofapocalypse

@andrews-corpse @cutestbear1 @emersinthebug @fatbeardog @forensicfrankie @g0ld-st4r-b0y @hieroph1li4c @justaguy1022 @lobotomikey @mothmustdiee @nuclear-atm0sph3ar @pupfettipaws

My first reblog game on this account… I love this

andrews-corpse

IVE BEEN INVOLVED IN A TAG GAME ,, GO ME

@l1m3-b0yy @kitty-kat-kal @apollo-of-stars @rottingfaeries0ul @hes-the-smoke-iamthefire @herdingpepper @knox-turnal @deadmanty @swaggywolfr @clawedd-fawn