Dear the sweetest smile I have ever seen
At the beginning of 2018, I walk to the door and you were there welcomed me with your smile. The first time I saw you, I knew you are just another trouble for me. it is indeed a fact. itâs really an odd thing that your behavior is not as sweet as your smile.
you really a jokester person. every time I open the door, you were there. make fun of me, as it just your daily activity to be playful to me.
I acknowledged that you really are a master to flip-flop my mood. Sometimes youâll make me angry, but sometimes you know how to make my cheeks turn into pink.
Itâs torturing for me that itâs hard for me to get mad at you. because if I do. youâll stare at me with those innocent look and smile at me.Â
Then one day, you said something as like a big brother saying goodbye to a beloved sister.Â
In the middle of nowhere, you said that itâs time for me to find the right man and end my solo life.
Thought you are just being playful but then I was wrong.
You are leaving. you wouldnât sit and stand where I open the door ever again.
No one would ever call me with that nickname again.
You didnât even give a proper goodbye.
As time past by, I get used to opening the door without your presence. I could easily pass and walk by through it every day.
Thought you will be my last that I would never feel the heartbreaking at the beginning of 2018.
31st of December of 2018 under the grey sky. We met again. You just the same as the last time I saw you. You always look happy and even happier that you say your marriage is getting closer.
Iâm not even surprised. Iâve stalked you before that I can control my facial expression.Â
Thanks for making my 2018 full of stories.Â
Please donât ever show your sweet smile to me ever again or I wonât wish you a happy life.
Just like one of Day6 song, no matter what happens, I need to smile. :)