𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑

𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘯' 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯

[vldjhwans]

open starter!

 kmg entertainment hq, 2020.02.04, 11:45 p.m.

       it had been a long day in seoul, jinhwan finally getting a chance to unwind after isac. he’d never tell, but his homesickness was starting to overtake his excitement to be in the city of bright lights and dreams. it wasn’t that he wasn’t grateful, no, jinhwan knew how privileged he was to be performing, living and thriving in seoul and have international success —  it wasn’t an offer you get every day. but, as the weeks flew by and dusks became dawns, jinhwan’s yearning for his family and childhood friends back in gwangju only grew. the friends he brought with him and the ones he made during his stay were more than his happy pill, they were mainly the reason why he was living and thriving if living and thriving at all.

       jinhwan finds himself seemingly alone. it was kmg’s lounge, the room spacious but cramped thanks to millions of couches and large vending machines that towered over everyone, including 182 cm tall jinhwan. reaching down to grasp the bottle of water he purchased, he sighed aloud, trying to sidetrack any homesick thoughts that plagued his mind. he knew that any moment he spent worrying about those he knew were okay was a moment he could be practicing, writing, dancing. fueled by the fear of losing time to better himself, he turned on his heel, walking blindly towards the exit to find the practice room.

       thud. jinhwan glances in front of him, finding he’d bumped into someone who was very clearly in the midst of walking towards him. “shit, i’m sorry!” he mumbled, shaking his head. he holds their arms and pulls them into a brief hug, an attempt to show his remorse. “i really didn’t expect anyone else to be here right now.” he pauses, leaning against the door frame and taking a swig at his water. “what brings you here at this hour? i’m curious.”

[vldsinjae]

𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐚𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞. 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬? 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐞. 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬. 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞. 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞.

he was walking down the halls of kmg ready to get drunk after a long day at isac. if he was given a choice he would have stayed home. isac was just what they needed with their already packed schedules. he was sipping out a nearly empty bottle of water on his way to the vending machine in the lounge to get another bottle of water. honestly it would be his last bottle of water for the night.

he was looking at his phone to see what time it was when he entered the lounge only to be bumped into as he entered the room. he looked up to come face to face with jinhwan. the last person he expected to see here. “it’s fine. i should watch where i’m going .” he says with a blank face patting the younger man’s arm when he comes in for a brief hug. he would always return the affection of his members no matter how small the gesture was. “i came to get a bottle of water. but i could ask you the same thing.”

[vldsinjae]

𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢 𝐩𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐦𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

[vldsinjae]

𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 : 𝐢’𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞. 𝐢’𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐦𝐬.

[vldsinjae]

𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓

𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐚𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦.

𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 ? 𝐨𝐡 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡.

𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 ? 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲.

𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥? 𝐧𝐨.

𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡. his reckless behavior was always something for him to handle. nothing he did would get back to his manager or any of the staff at kmg. his members weren’t gonna pay for his selfish acts. and he was selfish. getting drunk almost every night no matter who it might affect was selfish.

so why he was walking the streets of seoul with a face masks haphazardly covering his face while completely intoxicated was something he’d never be able to give you an answer to. he was careful when it came to hiding his identity. or sneaking around the companies back doing things he know he shouldn’t. kmg prided themselves on particle squeaky clean image. and the funny thing was is sinjae could destroy that in minutes if he really tried. but he wasn’t that selfish.

he continued to walk down the sidewalk with no destination in mind. his head was buzzing and he couldn’t think straight. his surroundings grew fuzzy. and he knows he had way to much to drink. despite his tolerance for alcohol being relatively high. a wave of dizziness washes over him and he taps on someone’s shoulder before blacking out.

[vldsinjae]

𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗂𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝗅𝗈𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝖿 𝗂𝗍’𝗌 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖽.

[vldsinjae]

What was your favorite comeback?

“musically i would have to say no more dream. although technically that wasn’t a comeback. but by far is one of my favorite releases. for choreography fire was fun but challenging to learn. and for concepts i would have to say blood sweat and tears.”

[vldsinjae]

Which debuted group is your favorite?

“i think legion is a talented group with strong comebacks. but lately i think agent6 has also proven their worth. snc has also proven their versatility which is an excellent thing to have for an idol.”

[vldsinjae]

What’s one strange thing you do while on tour?

something he would never admit to doing is checking on his members before going to bed. it was a habit reserved for when they were touring but it wasn’t really strange. just something out of the norm.

[vldsinjae]

What kind of concept do you hope to explore next?

“i would love to do a horror concept. it’s something particle has never delved into.” he answers with a shrug of his shoulder. for sin it would be more for the experience of filming the mv then the actual song. promotions could also be mildly entertaining with the stage outfits their stylist would have to produce.

[vldsinjae]

What was your least favorite comeback?

“boy in luv and dope.” he replies. just something about those two comebacks didn’t mesh with him at all. and promotions that followed were the bane of his existence. 

[vldsinjae]

Do you have any secret talents? If so, what?

“i can play the cello.” he says with a shrug of his shoulders. it was a piece of his past and something he didn’t talk about often. the only people who knew were his members.

[vldsinjae]

Who is the last person you talked to?

“my members.” he says without hesitation. with particles packed schedule he has no time to be social. not that he was social to begin with. recordings and dance practices was were he was spending the majority of his time, so the last person he talked to were his members as he left the company.

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[vldsinjae]

“𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞.” 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐚𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥. 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐬. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝. 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜. when he finally reached kiwon he was surprised to hear his reason for calling him over. he felt should be the last person to go to when it came to gift ideas. but considering the situation he assumed it was more a chance of opportunity then kiwon actually wanting his opinion. he probably wasn’t his first choice. but better him then nobody.   he glanced at the candles in front of him before taking the candle from kiwon’s hand and gives it a sniff. “they smell alright. a candle is always a solid gift. who doesn’t want their house smelling like a winter storm?” he said looking at the candle before setting it down. his members gifts weren’t all that extravagant. but they were personal. he loved his members. they were the few people he cared about. but that was him. he didn’t now kiwon all that well. but he didn’t seem like the sentimental type. but who was he to make assumptions.

“and besides it’s better than nothing.” he said shrugging his shoulders as he continued to look at the candles. 

[vldsinjae]

𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓  → @vldjaehwa

[ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘸𝘢 ] 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴? [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘸𝘢 ] 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘸𝘢 ] 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘸𝘢 ] 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘣𝘶𝘵? [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘸𝘢 ] 𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦?

[vldsinjae]

𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓  → @minjunvld

[ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘶𝘯 ] 𝘩𝘰𝘸’𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘶𝘯 ] 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 → 𝘫𝘶𝘯 ] 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵 

[vldsinjae]

𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘮𝘴.

[vldsunni-deactivated20200111]

“Your blocking my way.” A dry tone erupts in the quiet convenience store as Sunhi stands behind the figure. Her face relaxed but her words seems to say otherwise. “If you have figure out what you would like to purchase or need more time to browse..step aside so others can retrieve what they need.” She speaks with a seoul accent and upon looking at her mostly concealed face with the exception of puppy eyes that seem to be staring daggers. Sunhi knew this had to be someone in the industry, who else would be buying ramen at this hour with all the fixings to hide their identity. Not like she was any better with her own get-up. 

[vldsinjae]

𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐚𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞. 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐩𝐬𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐭. 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.

he’s interrupted by someone behind him. he turns to see who it is and is met with a glare. “well aren’t you an angel?” he says to the female. she’s an idol if he had to guess. her concealed identity being a clear sign. “i would say i’m sorry but i’m not.” he says getting up so she can walk through allowing her to get through anyway. “patience is a virtue and you obviously haven’t learned that.”