zia 🌺

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— HI, I'M ZIA :>

๋࣭⭑ 26. he/she. blk enby. pisces sun. moarmytiny. shauna's wife 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌈. fellow hottie. gemini moon. yellowjackets survivor ☝🏾. yapper. caitlyn apologist. flolifer. rhiannon lewis' gf. coquette and cottagecore aesthetic. agnostic spirituality ♡. sagittarius rising. pro-palestinian and pro-lgbtq+ & semi-nsfw.

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A Letter From The Woman With Silver Hair and a Full Heart (aka You in 50 Years)

A more mature, wiser version of you has a message. If your path feels unclear right now, who better to turn to than the woman who's already walked it? Sit down, love. This is hot-and-cold tea—straight from your future. Whatever taste it leaves in your mouth, remember: you can always change the recipe.

PILE ONE

Dear Me,

There is one thing I have thought about a lot throughout the years. How we found ourselves in perfect rooms, in the perfect outfit, talking to the seemingly perfect guy, and somehow feeling awful. I kept setting myself on fire thinking that is how I would find freedom. Staying in a relationship I had no business being in. Staying in friendships I had no business entertaining. But because society somehow showed me, since forever, that these were the type of people that would make me happy, that this relationship with this type of guy would finally give me rest and peace.

A lot of the things that we think we want come from what we have heard throughout the years. The things I have seen. The conversations of Mom on the phone while she was talking with a friend. That comment that guy made in eighth grade. I feel like you spent a lot of time searching for pieces of yourself in others, and you were always surprised when the puzzle would not reflect something that felt genuine. I really hope that you realized before I did that we were wearing several masks, some that never ever fit us. And this was hard to break away from, since we have been doing this since we were kids. I feel like we have always known what to say. How to act and what was expected of us.

And maybe it was the easiest thing for a while. It would keep the peace. We would not be criticized. So we would not get hurt and people would be happy with you. You molded yourself into a version of a reality that does not reflect the landscape of your emotional garden. One day sooner than I did, I hope that you will release yourself from this. I hope that you will look around and decide to portray some things that feel genuine to us.

We are difficult, complicated, lovely, adorable souls.

And I feel like we have had a lot of people throughout our lives, and childhood convinced us otherwise. I am so sorry for all the things that I said about our body, about our accomplishments, about ourselves while looking in the mirror. I was not thinking clearly. I was not brave enough to face myself because I was convinced that I was going to see something that was going to repulse me. And when I finally did, all I saw was someone that was deeply hurt. I hope you hold yourself in all the ways you wish that someone did throughout the years. I hope you give yourself the grace you extended so easily to people that never actually deserved it. I really hope that you get to treat your own soul like you have been treating others.

You have been emptying yourself trying to fill other people as well. And the one thing that I wish to tell you right now, hoping something will change quicker for you, is: you deserve to live your own life and your own dreams and your own hopes, and to think your own thoughts and to follow your own gut, and not have to ask someone else what they think of this situation, because you know, and you trust yourself first. You have sourced out a lot of your happiness and only brought in misery. The one thing that you have to understand is that when people that you brought in gain from you, that means that you hold the gold. That you are the diamond.

And even if it did not feel like it while we were growing up, I want you to remember that diamonds are made under pressure, and you have never been more sparkly. You get to be happy. We get to be happy. We get to live a life that reflects our heart and our soul. We get to have this huge garden we have always wanted. We get to see butterflies every day. We get to hear the laugh of our loved ones in our home. We get to find love and to feel things in a genuine way with someone that does feel as deeply as us. The one thing that starts this is when we actually choose ourselves.

So I hope you get to do this before I did. I hope you give yourself the love you have been giving to everyone else but yourself before I did.

You are such a special person. We are such a special person, and I think it is a pity that it took us so long to actually realize. Soon enough, you will end up in rooms that will reflect your own self, and you will finally be appreciated and seen in the ways you were always supposed to be. I am so sorry that our parents did not give us love, but that does not mean that we did not deserve it in the first place, and we are not deserving of it now. So please, if there is one thing I can tell you, 50 years from now, is to start to be happy now. Start to choose yourself now, so you get to experience this sooner than later.

Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.

PILE TWO

We are an unbound spirit. We are meant to soar and explore. We are meant to find ourselves in other seas and other lands, other cultures, conversations that we might not understand at first, looks, laughs, and on a table surrounded by food and people that we love.

I really hope that you understand this sooner than later. I hope you go and get your passport like you have been meaning to do, but you have not done because it is step one of stepping into this energy. We truly, truly love traveling, and I feel like you are missing out. I have been working on this goal of mine to travel every country, and we are getting pretty close to it.

I cannot wait for you to understand the effect you have on people. I feel like until you take it international, you are going to be quite blind to the magnetism that we possess. I hope you know that we could move any soul in this life only with a look, and there is something that we are going to become quite crafted at. I would love to talk about family and children, but to be honest, I feel like that is something that we have never truly been interested in, in the ways that others are. We want to explore. We want to live big things.

And there is nothing wrong about this. You do not have to settle. You do not have to settle for a life that does not reflect your dreams. That does not reflect our wishes. We do not have to. Society and people have been trying to convince you to settle and to convince you to do this and do that. Things that are far from what you want. We want to explore. We want to live abroad. We want to try new food. You want to speak another language. You want to learn Italian, bella. You will have such an extraordinary life, a life that I am quite proud of right now, where I am, of all the things that I have done, the people that I have talked to, the food I have tasted. You have no idea how much this world is waiting for you to uncover, to explore.

There are so many adventures with your name written on them. There are so many people that cannot wait to speak to you, to say your name, to learn your name. You are a natural celebrity. Everywhere that we go, we seem to be — it is really fun.

I think it is going to be fun to realize how lovely you are and how much kindness is spoken in every language everywhere. You will find a lot of souls that are like yours. I cannot wait. You have so many people to meet. You have so many places to be at. I feel like you should be more excited about the future because there are a lot of blessings. There are a lot of places, once again, you are going to love.

Freedom is not supposed to be earned. It is only supposed to be experienced. Now, I would say that our life is much less fast-paced. Things happen a little bit slower, but it is better, you know what I mean? These Megan knees are tired!

I think we were young and turnt, and I love that. If you have not been going out, babe, what are you waiting for? You get to be fun. You get to have fun. That is not something that you should wait for — this moment or this certain amount of money in your account or until this goal is reached to actually move towards. You get to be fun, have fun, explore, and be a little bit reckless now. I feel like you have been so good for too long, and we both know — I mean, you know, because I am you — that we have this wild spirit just waiting to be out inside of us. Also, take that dance class we have been wanting to. There is something so sensual about dancing with someone else, having your body pressed against theirs, how our energies flow together. This is one thing that makes you quite excited, and it is still working today. If you wonder about love and if we get to be in love, we get to have a lot of fun. I feel like we get to flirt. We get to have some lovers. We get to be romantic. We get to be taken on a lot of different dates. We get to experience different types of romance around the world, and I think that is better than to have only one forever love in this lifetime.

You get to be your greatest love. The more you are going to go out there and make your dreams happen, the more we get to love ourselves. I feel like you are going to be surprised how unshakable we actually are. Like physically, by the way, we look really good!

Sauna is everything. Please go to the sauna. Please go to the gym, but you do not have to go all the time. You can only do it two times a week and you will have a healthy amount of muscle mass. Just make sure that you do yoga because that is how our body relaxes, and being flexible will never not help, if you know what I mean.

But yes, we are the type of person that you meet on vacation and that you are wildly obsessed about for the rest of your life, and you write letters to, and they do write back maybe once a year. It is kind of crazy the amount of love letters we do have.

We get to be muses, to inspire some songs, some pictures, some paintings. We have had a really wild, fun life. We really truly lived. When I think about my life in the past and my journey, I actually do smile. I think about you. I think about how naive you are in the best ways. I think about other things that you are going to get to experience for the first time that are going to fill your heart with joy. I think about those very nights that are incoming that show you how much of a fun, irresistible person you are. I think about how we live our life to the fullest. We experience everything that we wanted to. And when I do think about where I am going and that I am aging and people around me, some that we do love a lot are gone now, I am not necessarily scared about myself being gone as well. I feel quite at peace with my soul because I have done pretty much everything that I wanted. We have done it all. If you ever wondered if we are ever going to do this or that, just so you know, we did. There are some things that I do want to tell you, but I feel like you would plan too much around this and that is not the point for now. But be excited. Be curious. And be open, please, dear.

Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.

PILE THREE

I feel the most excited having the opportunity to share this good news with you. I get really teary-eyed when I think about our upbringing and our past, how I felt so hopeless at times, wanting to take my own life, wanting to stop feeling the pain in any type of way. I think about this version of me that was suffering so loudly while keeping it all quiet inside, and it is hard not to give her grace because that is all she needed. I feel like we have not been hugged a lot in our life, and for so long, we convinced ourselves that it was making us uncomfortable. When the truth is that we were scared of how much we would unravel if someone held us close to them in a way that wasn't threatening.

A lot of people hurt us in this lifetime. A lot of people put us down. A lot of people tried to convince us that we were not worth it, that we were not worth anything, that we would end up like our mom and dad, that we did not have anything to look forward to.

I really hope that you read this knowing that it is not the truth. I am here to tell you that it is not the truth. We are owed a lot. I mean karmically, but also just in general.

Some things happened that maybe were not supposed to happen to us that we had to make peace with. To be honest, even when I think about those things today, they are still a hard pill to swallow.

I want you to believe in love. I want you to believe in connection. I want you to realize that you get to be someone that experiences true love, that it is not something that is inaccessible to you because somehow you were broken and no one would ever want someone with so many issues and blah, blah, blah. This is so boring, and you deserve more than this boring excuse. We deserve more than this. We deserve love.

Life works in intricate ways, and sometimes the people that are meant for us are around us but it takes us a little while to meet them. Because we weren't aligned, but you're about to be.

You will meet someone in this life, someone that will make your soul feel at home. Someone that will make everything that ever happened to you make sense, or almost worth it, even if it is hard to imagine right now. The life that we have right now is full of bliss, peace, and luxury. We get to actually be happy and experience comfort. We get to be comfortable and wake up in the morning feeling refreshed, having slept normally without overthinking our life choices or crying ourselves to sleep.

I feel like for a little while, since our life was so chaotic, we convinced ourselves that we could never be comfortable living a slow life, slow mornings in a comfortable and safe environment. We convinced ourselves that we needed the distractions and chaos to feel entertained. That is how we thrive, we focus in the hardest moment. The thing is, yes, we are able to make magic out of hardship, but we were also surviving, and that is not a healthy state of being to maintain.

The second that we stop this surviving shit, and we step into blossoming, thriving, feeling and being in the present moment, you will see how much of a real and master manifester we are with a regulated nervous system. Our wish is literally the universe's command. The amount of things that I was able to manifest in this life is just literally uncanny. The way we went from rags to riches is crazy. A lot of people ask me how I made it, like how it happened, and ask me for tips.

It does feel like yes, I am smart and I did develop a strategy that allowed me to build something from the ground up, but luck and a lot of good karma coming back was part of my success as well.

Life will take an unfamiliar shape in the coming years, but not a shape that scares you. The shape that excites you, a shape that makes you feel like you finally found a home.

You will find kind-hearted people. You will find people that are honest in love, people that protect, people that defend, people that heal, people that soothe, and people that are energetic matches to you.

You are going to meet healthy people, it will inspire you to become more healthy as well. We find healing, and we find peace in a way that right now, you have a hard time imagining, but it is something that we do get to have.

This life is not about suffering, even if the beginning made you think otherwise.

We cannot control people, you know. I wish we could. I mean, we did wish we could at some point, we tried so hard with those spells, girl, but you cannot control people. You can only control yourself and your environment to some extent. A lot of what you are capable of is still dormant. You are not aware of a lot of your strength and your power. You will soon, and it is going to change your life.

I want you to know that we love our life. We love our daily life, like we genuinely love our life. We love ourselves. We love to wake up every morning and see what we have built. We love to know that whatever happened in the past happened, and now we get to move on and be happy.

Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.

[h4ppyberry]

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꒰ ♡ ꒱ hiihii and welcome to another pac of mine hehe <333 in this one i will ask my cards & the universe how ur friends (can apply to current, old, and new) truly view you and what they think of you. pls remember that this reading is meant for entertainment purposes, and pls use your own discernment~!

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ᝰ.ᐟ┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᎧᏁᏋ .ᐟ ꒱

ᝰ i feel like a lot of people who choose this pile could have always struggled with forming friendships. always feeling like the odd one out, like a floater friend who doesn’t really belong anywhere. this could be due to past experiences, doubts, fears of letting others in. 

ᝰ when someone becomes your friend, they struggle to understand who you truly are. they think you are absolutely so sweet, kind, friendly, a little bit shy, and that you have a soft personality that reminds them of the sun. but, it’s like they know that you're holding yourself back and not showing all of you. it may take a while for you to reveal your true self to someone, so long-term friends see your personality shine and unfold.

ᝰ your friends love hanging out with you, they love the energy you bring and how genuinely kind and caring you are to them. but they wish that you could see yourself in their eyes. your friends may think that you tend to victimize yourself, and they wish that you trusted and believed them. they want to reassure you that they're not trying to get you and that they don’t have ill intentions, that they’re not the friends you had in the past. 

ᝰ your friends view you as someone who is still finding themselves and who holds a lot of mystery. i don’t know if you're religious/spiritual, and/or your intuition could also be very strong. perhaps you even do tarot readings for your friends, whatever it is, they view you as someone who is magical and mysterious. someone who just knows things, perhaps you get intuitive feelings and downloads about people and situations. your true friends believe in your intuition, and they wish that you didn’t overthink your gifts so much. they hope that one day you will fully embrace it as they see how much joy it brings you~

ᝰ your friends think you are someone who is just and fair, someone who has morals and upholds them. that you try to live justly and that you also have good karma on your side.

ᝰ they love that you're not someone who brings drama and negativity, but rather love, and you bring softness to the people in your life. :)

ᝰ your friends know how troubling your past is, and they see how it still affects you at times. how you feel trapped sometimes, that there are negative behaviors/things that you need to release. they view you as someone who thinks too pessimistically at times, and they wish you would see the strength and power you hold.

ᝰ your friends think you're full of layers and surprises, that you’re knowledgeable about so many topics. they know that it takes a while for you to open up, but they truly don’t mind. They want you to move at your own pace~

ᝰ lastly, you may currently have a group of friends or will in the future, that will feel like a sisterhood. you will feel safe and comfortable with them, you will feel like family. <3

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ᝰ.ᐟ┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᏖᏇᎧ .ᐟ ꒱

ᝰ similar to pile one, i also think some of you could be spiritual (a tarot reader, witch, medium, etc.), and your current or future friend group could also be very spiritual. you like to connect with people who are on the same frequency as you, which means that you are very particular about who you let into your space and energy. this friend group also feels like a sisterhood, a divine group of people who care about people and the earth. you may be older than them, or they simply just view you as a teacher, someone who has the power to guide others.

ᝰ your friends think you are full of beauty and charm. that you have the type of beauty that people can’t help but stop and admire. the type of beauty that no matter how much people see you, they still get so surprised and mesmerized by your beauty. and not only is it your outer beauty, but your inner beauty as well. 

ᝰ you tend to be closed off and superficial with others, but when you hang out with your people, your chosen family, it’s like you can let everything go and you can freely be yourself. it almost feels like you have to dress up for society, but with your friends, you can talk about anything and everything without being perceived as weird. 

ᝰ your friends think you have so much power within you, that whatever you desire comes into your life. perhaps your someone who is great at manifesting and visualizing, and you always get what you want, and your people see that.

ᝰ your friends admire your drive and ambition. they love how passionate you get when it comes to the things you love. they love how determined you are when you have a goal in mind. 

ᝰ they also love how playful you are. they love that you don’t take things seriously and that you are connected to your inner child. they love how competitive you get when it comes to debates, games, etc.

ᝰ your friends view you as someone who shows up completely themselves. they appreciate and admire how you are always honest and say it how it is, no matter if it’s an unpopular opinion, you always express your thoughts.

ᝰ your friends think you are a hopeless romantic, a charmer, and a romantic. someone who sees the beauty in life and is an optimist. 

ᝰ no matter how long you're friends with someone, in that time frame, they see how you reinvent yourself and how you're continuing to grow and evolve. they view you as someone who is constantly changing and bettering themselves. they don’t view you as someone who is rigid, but rather someone who is open-minded and a free thinker.

ᝰ going back to viewing you as a romantic, they think you have a positive outlook on romantic love despite what happened in the past. you believe in true love and that you will unite with your soulmate. (i get the feeling that some of you have already met your soulmate, and your friends love your soulmate and think you two are perfect for each other hehe.)

ᝰ your friends view you as someone who is emotionally balanced and that you feel emotions strongly and deeply. they think you're not someone who hides your emotions from them, you show them all of it, the happiness and the sadness. 

ᝰ they see how deeply you care about them and this siterhood that you have. they love how seriously you value your friendships. <33

ᝰ your friends think that despite the confidence you have, there are days when your insecurities creep in, and it’s hard sometimes for you to believe in yourself and your power.

ᝰ lastly, your friends view you as an independent individual who has had to rely on themselves all their life. someone who may still have unfinished business from the past, but is continuing to heal and grow.

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ᝰ.ᐟ┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᏖᏂᏒᏋᏋ .ᐟ ꒱

ᝰ i feel like you're someone who easily inspires jealousy in others. the first message that came through was from old friends (some of you could currently be in this situation as well). for some of you, they could still be around your orbit, or they may still be clinging onto you energetically. whatever the case is, this old friend(s) is a friendship that ended badly and one that you will never want to relive. for some of you, this friendship could have happened when you were younger and naive. i see you looking back at this situation and asking yourself why you ever put yourself through that. you always felt like this friendship was full of jealousy, hate, immaturity, and comparison. you may have ghosted this friendship, or the last conversation you had ended horribly. i feel like this past friend(s) resents the way things ended and views you as someone who wasn’t straight up and didn’t want to communicate your issues, but rather gave up and left. they view you as shady and that you use your charm and beauty to get away with things. they have this wobbly perception of you based on jealousy, and you may have even noticed that they started copying you.

ᝰ this past friendship led you to be closed off when it comes to friends, and you may currently have very few friends or none at all. you're tired of the fakeness, and in your darkest hour, you believe that you will never find true friends.

ᝰ please know that when this was going on, your spirit guides were on your side, helping you with this situation. <3 you are always protected lovely, never forget it.

ᝰ current and future friends view you as someone who is too hard on themselves and stuck in their head. that because you cling to things from the past, it’s hard for you to see your potential. 

ᝰ your friends may think it’s hard for you to think realistically, and that you're someone who tends to fantasize and daydream.

ᝰ they think you're someone who struggles to let their guard down and they think you have felt burdened for a while. you may currently be going through a rough spot right now, but please know that whatever you're going through is not permanent.

ᝰ i see new people coming into your life, people who will bring luck and opportunities into your life.

ᝰ your true friends view you as someone who is full of gratitude and that you carry yourself well. that your full of wisdom and give great advice. 

ᝰ i see you feeling grateful that you met true friends, people who admire and love your beauty (both your inner and outer beauty), and aren't filled with jealousy. it may be hard for you to believe, but you will meet your true friends one day.

ᝰ your friends view you as the mother of the group, the one who’s always checking up on everyone, making sure everyone is safe.

ᝰ they view you as someone who enjoys their downtime and who has plenty of hobbies that help you reconnect with yourself.

ᝰ your friends admire the peace you bring into the group, and they also view you as someone with a peaceful and calm personality.

ᝰ your true friends will help you release these negative thoughts that you will never find your people. you will become unbound from the imaginary chains you have. 

ᝰ i wish you the very best my pile three’s. <333

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꒰ ♡ ꒱ divider credits: @tsumiinum @kthice <33

꒰ ♡ ꒱ ah hello hellooo my lovelies!! i truly hope that this reading resonated with you and that you enjoyed~ i truly do luv doing these pac's and readings for you guys, so thank you so much for the luv and support <333

with so much luv,

your witchy tarot reader jas <3

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✶ the type of foreign places your 9th house sign may be weirdly drawn to ✶

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mini disclaimer: the 9th house is obviously much bigger than just travelling, and your sign alone won’t tell you exactly where you’ll end up going this is more about the kind of foreign environments, cultures + experiences you may naturally find yourself fascinated by. i’d also look at your 9th house ruler, Jupiter, planets in your 9th + aspects to them for the fuller picture. take what resonates 🤍

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♈︎ 9th house in aries

i’ve noticed people with Aries on the 9th house can be weirdly drawn to places that give them the feeling of being completely unknown again. they may like the idea of going somewhere nobody knows their name, where they don’t have an established reputation and they can just start fresh and do whatever they want. they’re usually more interested in places that feel alive, fast-moving or full of things to actually do rather than somewhere they have to sit around quietly for two weeks . they may gravitate towards countries with a strong independent spirit, competitive energy, adventurous landscapes or cultures that feel very direct and straightforward. i can also see this placement being drawn to foreign places during major periods of personal reinvention, because sometimes the attraction isn’t really about the country itself, it’s about the version of themselves they imagine becoming once they’re there. they may randomly decide “i need to go there” and then become obsessed with making it happen.

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♉︎ 9th house in taurus

people with Taurus on the 9th can fall in love with a foreign place through their senses before anything else. they may remember a country because of one incredible meal, a particular smell in the streets, the sound of the language, beautiful architecture or the feeling of sitting somewhere peaceful and watching the world go by. i’ve noticed they can be drawn to places with strong food traditions, gorgeous scenery, craftsmanship, art, nature or a culture that seems to genuinely appreciate the slower parts of life. they don’t necessarily need an extreme adventure to feel like they’ve experienced something meaningful. they might be perfectly happy spending an afternoon eating somewhere beautiful, walking around old streets or discovering a local market. they can also become surprisingly attached to the physical comforts of a place and find themselves thinking about the food, music or atmosphere years later. the funniest thing is they might travel somewhere and come home obsessed with one very specific thing they experienced there 😭.

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♊︎ 9th house in gemini

Gemini on the 9th house tends to be fascinated by foreign places through the people, language and information they can collect there. they may become obsessed with a country because of its language, accents, slang, media or because they met one person from there who completely changed their perception of it. i’ve noticed this placement can love places where there are multiple cultures and languages happening at once because there’s always something new to learn or overhear. they may prefer busy cities with bookstores, cafés, museums, universities, markets and neighbourhoods that all feel completely different from one another. they’re also the type to have a random list of countries they want to visit for the most specific reasons. one because they want to learn the language, another because they saw a documentary, another because they heard one song in that language and suddenly need to know everything about the culture. their curiosity is usually what takes them somewhere in the first place.

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♋︎ 9th house in cancer

Cancer on the 9th house can create a really strange emotional connection to foreign places. i’ve noticed these people can look at somewhere they’ve never been and immediately feel like they somehow recognise it, or they can visit a place once and become emotionally attached to it for years afterwards. they’re often drawn to countries with strong family traditions, meaningful food cultures, history and a sense of connection between generations. they may be especially interested in learning how families live in other cultures, how people celebrate important occasions or how traditions are passed down. there can also be an attraction to coastal places, islands or anywhere near water because the emotional comfort of the environment matters as much as the actual experience. they may secretly romanticise the idea of not just visiting a foreign country but actually belonging there, imagining what their everyday life, home and relationships would feel like if they had grown up somewhere completely different.

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♌︎ 9th house in leo

Leo on the 9th house can be drawn to foreign places that feel expressive, colourful and full of personality. i’ve noticed these people often love countries or cities with strong cultural identities, especially places where music, fashion, art, festivals, theatre or performance are a huge part of everyday life. they may be fascinated by cultures where people seem more comfortable expressing themselves publicly and celebrating their identity rather than hiding it. there’s also something about travelling that can unlock a more confident version of them, so they may find themselves dressing differently, being more outgoing or expressing opinions they normally keep to themselves when they’re abroad. they can also become attached to places where they feel admired or appreciated, because the 9th house is partly about discovering new versions of yourself through experience. they may come home from a trip with a completely new aesthetic, hobby or personality trait and everyone else is just like “where did THAT come from?” 😭.

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♍︎ 9th house in virgo

Virgo on the 9th house is one of the placements i’d expect to be fascinated by how another country actually functions. these people may notice things other tourists completely overlook: how public transport works, how healthcare is organised, what people eat every day, how schools operate, how clean or efficient the streets are, how people structure their working lives or how a particular industry functions. they may be especially drawn to foreign places through studying, research, volunteering, healthcare, education or learning a practical skill. they can also be the type to research EVERYTHING before travelling 😭, but once they actually arrive, they become fascinated by all the little details they couldn’t have prepared for. they may not necessarily care about visiting the most famous tourist attraction if they can spend the day observing how locals actually live. for them, foreign travel can be a form of research, even when they don’t consciously think of it that way.

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♎︎ 9th house in libra

Libra on the 9th house can be incredibly drawn to foreign places through beauty, art and social atmosphere. these people may have a very specific idea of what a beautiful city looks like and can become fascinated by architecture, galleries, fashion, museums, music and the way people present themselves in different cultures. but i’ve noticed they’re also curious about social behaviour abroad. they may wonder how people date, make friends, communicate, dress or interact with strangers differently from what they’re used to. they can be especially drawn to places that feel romantic or aesthetically pleasing, but the romance isn’t always about relationships. sometimes it’s simply the feeling of walking through a beautiful unfamiliar city and feeling like you’re inside a completely different life. they may also find themselves comparing cultures in their head and thinking about what their own society could learn from somewhere else.

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♏︎ 9th house in scorpio

Scorpio on the 9th house usually wants to know what’s underneath the surface of a place. these people may be fascinated by countries with complicated histories, ancient traditions, political transformations, underground cultures or stories that aren’t immediately visible to tourists. they don’t just want to know what happened, they want to know why it happened and what was going on behind the scenes. i’ve noticed they can become deeply obsessed with the history of a place after visiting it, especially if something about it feels psychologically intense or mysterious. they may also be drawn to foreign environments that completely change their perspective, even if the experience itself is uncomfortable or confronting. sometimes they aren’t looking for a relaxing holiday at all. they’re looking for an experience that leaves them thinking differently about themselves and the world afterwards.

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♐︎ 9th house in sagittarius

Sagittarius on the 9th house can create someone who feels like there is simply too much of the world to experience in one lifetime 😭. they may constantly have another country, city or culture they want to learn about because the feeling of discovering something new keeps them excited about life. i’ve noticed they tend to be drawn to places that give them genuine freedom rather than places where every second of the trip is planned. they may prefer longer journeys where they can actually immerse themselves in a culture instead of rushing through a checklist of tourist attractions. they can also become fascinated by places that challenge their existing worldview and make them realise how differently other people can live. sometimes they may romanticise the idea of going somewhere far away and completely starting again, but even when they don’t actually move, the experience of travelling can permanently expand the way they think about their future.

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♑︎ 9th house in capricorn

Capricorn on the 9th house can be surprisingly strategic about foreign places. these people may become interested in countries because of their universities, career opportunities, industries, political systems or long-term potential rather than simply because somewhere looks fun. they may visit somewhere and immediately think, “could i actually build a life here?” rather than just wondering if they’d enjoy a two-week holiday. i’ve also noticed they can be drawn to places with strong historical identities, old institutions, traditional architecture or a sense of longevity. they may respect cultures that have built something lasting and become fascinated by how societies develop over generations. foreign travel can also become tied to achievement for them, such as studying abroad, building an international career or gaining qualifications somewhere prestigious. they may not travel the most randomly, but when they do, there’s usually a reason behind it.

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♒︎ 9th house in aquarius

Aquarius on the 9th house is often attracted to places that make them question what they thought was normal. they may become fascinated by countries with unusual social structures, progressive ideas, alternative communities, technology or lifestyles that feel completely different from their own. i’ve noticed they can be more interested in how people think than what the tourist attractions are. they might visit somewhere and become obsessed with one unusual social custom, political idea or cultural difference that makes them think, “wait, why don’t we do that where i live?” they can also become fascinated with a foreign country through the internet before ever physically visiting it, especially through music, online communities, niche interests or friendships with people from different backgrounds. their ideal foreign experience is often one that gives them a completely new perspective rather than simply giving them a nice memory.

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♓︎ 9th house in pisces

Pisces on the 9th house can have one of the most emotional relationships with foreign places because they may feel drawn to somewhere without being able to logically explain why. they can become fascinated by countries with a dreamy, artistic, spiritual or almost otherworldly atmosphere, especially places with beautiful music, sacred spaces, old architecture, oceans, mountains or a strong sense of mystery. i’ve noticed they can also build an entire emotional fantasy around a place before they’ve even visited it, imagining what their life would feel like there and what kind of person they might become. sometimes reality doesn’t perfectly match the fantasy, but the attraction was still meaningful because it revealed something about what they were emotionally searching for. they may visit somewhere once and feel like a tiny part of themselves was left behind there, or hear a song years later and suddenly remember the exact feeling of being in that place.

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the 9th house isn’t only about where you travel.

it’s about what happens to your mind when you leave everything you already know.

sometimes you’re looking for freedom.

sometimes you’re looking for knowledge.

sometimes you’re looking for a completely different culture.

sometimes you’re looking for proof that life can be lived another way.

and sometimes you’re secretly looking for a version of yourself that only seems possible once you’re far enough away from everything familiar.

✶ what’s your 9th house sign? 🤍

[iuvs1ck]

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Placements/aspects that can give a strong, beautiful or unforgettable appearance according to my observations

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Doutzen Kroes the girl in the gif has venus and mars in pisces and they conjunct 🙈.

disclaimer: yes, i know the obvious beauty placements get talked about all the time 😭. libra rising, venus conjunct the ascendant, venus in the 1st house, etc. those placements absolutely can indicate beauty, but i wanted to include some observations that i don’t see mentioned as often. beauty is subjective and your entire chart matters, especially your ascendant, chart ruler, venus and planets in the 1st house.

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moon conjunct ascendant everyone talks about venus for beauty but i swear this aspect is one of the prettiest. people with this aspect often have faces that are incredibly expressive. people don’t just remember what they looked like, they remember the way they smiled, the look in their eyes and how comforting their presence felt. i’ve noticed they often have very soft facial expressions and can look approachable even when they’re not trying to be. strangers trust them way too quickly and people often project kindness onto them immediately. their beauty also changes depending on their mood. when they’re happy, they literally glow.

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pluto trine venus this aspect gives the kind of beauty that gets more attractive over time. someone may not notice them immediately and then suddenly become obsessed with one feature. their eyes, their smile, their voice or even the way they laugh. i’ve noticed people with this aspect often have a very magnetic quality where people remember them years later. they also tend to age beautifully and somehow become more attractive as they get older.

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venus sextile pluto there’s something very memorable about this placement. people often become weirdly fascinated by them and can’t explain why. i’ve noticed they usually have one feature that stands out so much to other people. maybe it’s their eyes, dimples, smile or even the way they look when they’re concentrating. people often think about them long after they’ve left the room.

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venus in the 8th house this placement doesn’t usually give soft, approachable beauty. it gives magnetic beauty. i’ve noticed people with this placement can walk into a room and immediately get stared at without even trying. there’s often something very intense or mysterious about their face and people can become curious about them instantly. they also tend to have eyes that make people feel like they’re being seen.

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saturn trine venus this is so underrated for beauty. i’ve noticed people with this aspect often look expensive 😭. there’s usually something very classy and timeless about their appearance. they often suit simple styles more than over-the-top ones and somehow look elegant in basic clothing. i’ve also noticed this aspect tends to age extremely well and can indicate becoming more attractive as the years go on.

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mars in pisces i rarely see people talk about this one for beauty but i swear mars in pisces people often have incredibly dreamy eyes. there’s usually something soft and romantic about their expressions and they often have a very gentle look even if their personality isn’t gentle at all 😭. i’ve noticed this placement can make someone look artistic, almost like they belong in an old painting. people also tend to project things onto them and imagine them differently than they actually are.

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neptune trine ascendant people with this aspect usually look different in every single photo 😭. their attractiveness is so dependent on their expressions and energy. i’ve noticed they’re often prettier in person because so much of their beauty comes from how they move, smile and interact with people. there can be something very dreamy or ethereal about them that is difficult to explain.

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moon in taurus everyone talks about venus placements but moon in taurus often has incredibly pretty features too. i’ve noticed they usually have nice skin, beautiful smiles or eyes that look very calm and comforting. people often describe them as naturally pretty or pleasant to look at. they also tend to have a very soothing physical presence that makes people feel comfortable.

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pluto in the 1st house i genuinely think this placement has some of the most memorable faces. even if they’re not conventionally attractive, people never forget them. they often have intense eyes, strong features or expressions that make people stare. i’ve also noticed this placement often goes through huge glow ups and tends to become more attractive with age.

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cancer venus this placement often gives a very soft and warm beauty. people usually assume they’re sweet before they’ve even spoken. i’ve noticed they often have really beautiful smiles or eyes that make people feel comfortable. their attractiveness isn’t usually loud, it’s the kind that slowly grows on people until everyone suddenly realises how pretty they are.

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moon trine venus people with this aspect often have a very lovable appearance. they tend to look approachable and kind and i’ve noticed people often compliment them when they’re not even trying. their beauty often comes from their expressions and warmth rather than one specific feature.

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scorpio venus this placement can give very intense and memorable eyes. people often become curious about them immediately and feel like there’s something deeper going on. i’ve noticed this placement attracts a lot of staring because their beauty feels magnetic and mysterious.

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jupiter in the 1st house this placement often gives a warm and radiant appearance. people usually seem friendlier around them for no reason. i’ve noticed they often have really nice smiles and expressive faces. there’s something naturally welcoming about them and people tend to remember how happy they looked.

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venus opposite neptune this aspect often gives someone a very romantic and dreamy appearance. people project fantasies onto them constantly 😭. i’ve noticed they often have eyes that seem emotional or faces that look completely different depending on the lighting and their mood.

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leo moon everyone talks about leo risings but leo moons can be incredibly beautiful too. i’ve noticed they often have amazing smiles and very expressive eyes. they literally light up when they’re talking about something they love and often look prettiest when they’re genuinely happy.

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chart ruler in the 5th house this placement often gives a very youthful and playful beauty. i’ve noticed these people usually become prettier when they’re laughing or enjoying themselves. there’s often something very charming and lively about their expressions that naturally draws people in.

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neptune in the 1st house people with this placement often get told they look different in every picture 😭. they usually have very expressive eyes or a softness to their features that people remember. their beauty often feels difficult to explain because so much of it comes from their energy.

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venus in the 12th house this placement gives hidden beauty. i’ve noticed these people often don’t fully realise how attractive they are because their beauty tends to be more subtle. however, other people notice it immediately. there’s usually something soft, mysterious and almost ethereal about them.

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venus in aquarius this placement often has unconventional beauty. people become obsessed with one random thing about them. maybe it’s the shape of their eyes, their nose, their smile or even the way they dress. i’ve noticed they’re often the kind of people who get prettier the longer someone looks at them because their beauty feels unique.

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mercury conjunct venus this aspect often gives beautiful mannerisms as much as beautiful features. people don’t just remember what they looked like, they remember the way they spoke, smiled or laughed. i’ve noticed these people often have very attractive voices and facial expressions.

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beauty in astrology isn’t always about having perfect features. sometimes it’s the way your eyes light up, the way you laugh, your expressions or the feeling people get when they’re around you. some people are beautiful because they’re striking, some because they’re soft and some because they’re simply unforgettable 🤍

thank you for reading xxx

[iuvs1ck]

saturn through the signs & houses: the part of life that feels like it has to be earned

how to use this: read for your saturn sign and/or house. if you have both the sign and house mentioned, it’ll probably feel even louder.

disclaimer: saturn isn’t just delays, karma and restrictions. saturn is also where you feel older than your age, where you compare yourself to other people the most, where you secretly feel behind, where you put impossible expectations on yourself and where you often become your own worst critic. it’s also where you slowly become incredibly wise with age.

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✶ saturn in aries / saturn in the 1st house

i don’t think people talk enough about how this placement can make someone feel like everyone else got given a handbook on confidence that they somehow missed out on. you may have spent a lot of your life watching people be decisive, bold and self-assured while wondering why things that seem so natural to everyone else feel so difficult for you. i’ve noticed this placement can make someone weirdly hard on themselves for making mistakes because deep down there’s a fear of looking incapable or not knowing what they’re doing. another thing i see all the time is people with this placement apologising for taking up space, asking for reassurance more than people realise or second-guessing decisions after they’ve already made them. you can also have a complicated relationship with anger. either you hold it in until you suddenly explode or you feel guilty for being angry at all. many people with this placement were mature in some ways very young but still feel like they’re “behind” in becoming who they’re supposed to be. what’s ironic is that other people often see you as much braver and stronger than you see yourself. saturn here tends to reward you later in life with a quiet confidence that can’t be faked because you’ve had to build it from the ground up. advice: stop waiting to feel fearless before doing things. your confidence usually comes after the action, not before it.

✶ saturn in taurus / saturn in the 2nd house

this placement often worries about security far more than people realise. even during periods where life is stable, there can be a little voice in the back of your mind saying, “but what if something goes wrong?” i’ve noticed a lot of people with this placement struggle spending money on themselves, asking for help or even accepting compliments because they often feel like everything has to be earned first. another thing i’ve noticed is that you may have a difficult relationship with receiving. receiving gifts, support, praise or affection can sometimes feel strangely uncomfortable because part of you thinks you should be able to provide everything for yourself. saturn here can also make someone underestimate their own value. you may compare your success, appearance, finances or achievements to everyone else and feel like you’re not doing enough. many people with this placement had to learn lessons around scarcity very early in life, whether emotional or material, which can make you cling tightly to what makes you feel safe. ironically, this placement often becomes incredibly abundant later in life because you’ve learned the value of patience and consistency. advice: you’re allowed to enjoy things before you’ve “earned” them. life isn’t supposed to be all responsibility and survival.

✶ saturn in gemini / saturn in the 3rd house

this placement can create some of the biggest overthinkers i’ve ever seen. you may replay conversations from years ago and still cringe over something nobody else remembers. i’ve noticed people with this placement often worry about saying the wrong thing, being misunderstood or sounding unintelligent. there can be a tendency to compare your intelligence to other people’s and secretly feel like everyone else knows something you don’t. another thing i see a lot is people with this placement thinking of the perfect thing to say hours after the conversation has already ended. some people with this placement grew up feeling unheard, interrupted, shy or like they had to prove they were smart enough. because of this, you can become extremely thoughtful with words and very careful about what you say. the interesting thing is that saturn here often creates incredibly wise people because you’ve spent your whole life analysing everything. advice: your voice matters even when it shakes. not every thought has to be perfect before it’s shared.

✶ saturn in cancer / saturn in the 4th house

this placement often feels emotionally older than everyone around them. there can be a sense that you had to grow up quickly or become responsible for things that shouldn’t have been your responsibility. i’ve noticed people with this placement struggle asking for help because they’re so used to being the helper, the listener or the dependable one. another thing i see often is people feeling guilty for having needs. you may take care of everyone else’s feelings while quietly neglecting your own. saturn here can also create people who crave emotional security but struggle to trust it when they finally have it because they’re so used to preparing for things to go wrong. home, family and belonging can feel like very serious subjects to you. many people with this placement become the “parent friend” because they naturally carry responsibility. advice: not everything has to rest on your shoulders and you’re allowed to let people support you too.

✶ saturn in leo / saturn in the 5th house

despite what people assume, this placement can actually be terrified of attention. you may want to express yourself, create things and be seen, yet simultaneously fear embarrassment, criticism or being judged. i’ve noticed many people with this placement hide their talents, downplay compliments or struggle believing praise when they receive it. another thing i see often is people feeling like they have to be exceptional before they deserve recognition. there can be a fear of looking silly, being too much or taking up too much space. some people with this placement become extremely hard on themselves creatively and stop themselves from trying things because they fear not being good enough. ironically, saturn here often creates some of the most talented people because you’ve spent so long refining your gifts. advice: your creativity deserves to exist even when it’s imperfect.

✶ saturn in virgo / saturn in the 6th house

i honestly think this is one of the placements most likely to be constantly hard on themselves. you may hold yourself to standards that you would never expect from anyone else. i’ve noticed people with this placement struggle resting because there’s always something else that needs fixing, improving or organising. another thing is that you may attach your worth to being useful. when you’re helping people, working hard or being productive, you feel valuable. when you’re resting, you can feel guilty. saturn here can also create people who worry about getting things wrong, missing details or not doing enough. many people with this placement become the person everyone relies on because you’re dependable, but it can become exhausting when you feel like you can never put yourself first. advice: your value doesn’t disappear when you’re resting.

✶ saturn in libra / saturn in the 7th house

relationships can feel incredibly serious to you. i’ve noticed people with this placement often compare their relationships to everyone else’s or feel like they’re behind in some way. you may put a lot of pressure on yourself to make relationships work and can stay in situations longer than you should because you feel responsible for keeping the peace. another thing i’ve noticed is that people with this placement often mature a lot through relationships and learn difficult lessons about boundaries, fairness and self-worth. there can also be a fear of disappointing others or making the wrong choices in love. advice: maintaining harmony shouldn’t come at the expense of yourself.

✶ saturn in scorpio / saturn in the 8th house

this placement takes trust incredibly seriously. i’ve noticed people with this placement often expect betrayal before it even happens. vulnerability can feel dangerous because you know how painful loss, rejection or disappointment can be. another thing i’ve noticed is that many people with this placement carry emotional burdens privately and rarely let others see how much they’re struggling. you may want deep connections but simultaneously fear them because closeness feels risky. saturn here often creates people who become fascinated by psychology, trauma, healing and understanding human behaviour because you’ve spent so much time trying to understand yourself and others. advice: not everyone is going to hurt you the way you’ve been hurt before.

✶ saturn in sagittarius / saturn in the 9th house

you may secretly feel like you should have life figured out by now. i’ve noticed people with this placement often put pressure on themselves to have answers, know their purpose or understand where they’re heading. another thing is that you may feel embarrassed when your beliefs change because you hold yourself to high intellectual or moral standards. saturn here can create people who question everything and spend years searching for meaning. ironically, this placement often becomes incredibly wise because you’ve questioned so much. advice: you’re allowed to be learning. nobody has all the answers.

✶ saturn in capricorn / saturn in the 10th house

this placement often feels like it was born carrying responsibilities. there can be a sense that you’re always thinking about the future, your goals or what needs to be done next. i’ve noticed people with this placement often tie their self-worth to achievements and can struggle to relax because being productive feels safer than slowing down. another thing is that people may assume you’re stronger than you actually feel because you appear capable and composed. many people with this placement feel older than their peers when they’re young and then younger than their peers later in life because they finally learn how to enjoy themselves. advice: you don’t need to earn rest.

✶ saturn in aquarius / saturn in the 11th house

this placement can feel like being an outsider even when you’re surrounded by people. i’ve noticed many people with this placement struggle feeling like they truly belong somewhere. friendships can feel incredibly important to you and you may take loyalty very seriously. another thing i’ve noticed is that you may compare your social life to other people’s and wonder why connection seems easier for everyone else. saturn here can also create people who feel different, misunderstood or ahead of their time. ironically, many people with this placement become the very person others look up to because they learn to embrace what makes them unique. advice: you don’t need to fit in to be valued.

✶ saturn in pisces / saturn in the 12th house

this placement often carries invisible weight. i’ve noticed people with this placement can be incredibly hard on themselves internally while appearing completely fine on the outside. there may be guilt that you can’t explain, worries that you keep to yourself or a tendency to carry emotional burdens that don’t even belong to you. another thing i’ve noticed is that people with this placement often need a lot of alone time but then feel guilty for needing it. boundaries can be difficult because you naturally absorb so much from the world around you. saturn here often creates deeply compassionate and understanding people because you’ve spent so much of your life navigating difficult emotions privately. advice: not every burden is yours to carry.

Thanks for reading love xxx

[ro15in]

can u guys believed I caught up with the pitt just in time for age gap april

[rubywingsracing]

JAWN CAHTAH MY BELOVED

Can’t believe it took me my whole life to find out about this man #needthat also I’ve joined the bentoncarteragenda on the side of bentoncarter!!! Greatest love story of all time fr fr fr

[pepper-is-an-art]

do people still like 'i'm not calling you good boy' memes? idc, i do

[jackabbot]

Think he knows anything? Well, he's my student. I'll find out.

ER • 1.01 || 2.22

[satanicfranic]

john carter the type of man to suck another man’s bludge through his boxers or pants moaning and whining like HE’S the one getting his dick sucked,,, he also cums his pants like it too

[vminswrld]

i'm so fucking crazy

[queercripple]

watching er for the first time is wild because i heard there was yaoi but no one told me a baby-faced noah wyle would spend the entirety of season one hanging onto another man’s every word. thank you 1990s accidental homoeroticism

[stainedpearls]

Thinking about Peter Benton and John Carter this evening… autistic Benton and golden retriever John Carter… believing in my heart that the fanfiction is real… they’re fictional and I’m making them kiss in my mind

[robbys-hairy-tummy]

His face when Benton compliments him ommgggg just kiss already

[puppiegracie]

I now pronounce you mr and mr beautiful big brown eyes

[piiledrivers]

self indulgent carol hathaway textposts (+ bonus carol/susan :3333)

[wisppyboyy]

Type of shit Peter Benton saw before hearing the most goofy ass shit spoken by a human man