VmprPpy

[vmprppy]

i mean i did say im a vampire puppy….

[vmprppy]

the best part about being in a polycule is now when i make a joke i get to hear 3 girls laughing :3

[thrivinghigh]

inner teenage angst

[patheticdogdyke]

need to be treated like the stupid pathetic submissive objectified and dehumanized fucking dog that i am soo badddd

[patheticdogdyke]

muzzled, leashed, and not allowed to talk as im yanked and pushed around and used however im needed. make me yelp and squirm and cover me in marks and bruises!!!! be mean!!!! be fucked up!!! choke me and deny me and make me cry!!!!

[scwambledeggs]

remember to give your sub a little squeeze~ <3

[vmprppy]

puppy made pancakes

[honeydippedspinalcolumn-deactiv]

[x]

[vmprppy]

coworker: “ heyy i know youre super busy but can i collar you real quick?”

me: “uhhhh… not really I already have an owner…”

[vmprppy]

wife said im not allowed to snort ket with the cool older trans women…. 😭

[vmprppy]

playing ut99 badly and everytime i get killed i get a shock

[hound-maera]

Reading WARHOUND during my break and then going straight back into my fulltime job really has me going from Dehumanisation, kink (good) to Dehumanisation, capitalism (bad).

[aldenisalive]

daily affirmations:

you are a good dog

you are a very good dog

who’s a good dog, is it you? it’s you, isn’t it?!?

good puppy!!

[morgue-bf]

who wanna beat me up and then kiss me to taste the blood in my mouth or whatever

[lilith-bat]

goblingruel

feeding time, god i wanna be her 🥺

[lucys-hound]

Fauxests your warhound

[henghost]

crossposting since rho isn't really on tumblr like that

[vmprppy]

me now i finished the book :3

[vmprppy]

i listened to are you lonely by shteppi again tonight because i was feeling so many emotions and just needed to process shit

i listened to the whole tuing feeling physically numb like my mind or body could t possibly take on anything more and it was just in limbo

and i finished the album and i just thought who is lonely? is it her? the last line is so candid and raw so it must be. but also its from the perspective of the other person. this didnt being me much comfort only leaving a slight nauseating confusion which I am sure is intention

and i looked out of my window and knew something wasnt right. my visual snow was strongest since when i was dissociating. Through the window i looked up and i said somethings not right. I know somethings jot right and i dont know what. but in that moment i let go and i just admitted i feel like a fraud

all the time people say “oh youre sooo confident” and i just wish they wouldnt. i dont know if im confident or not.

i mean i worry a lot less than i used to but i still get very anxious and overthink all the time I cant help it. but i DO want to be confident and i dont mnow if im just fronting -

putting on yet another mask i can eventually

rip off again in a years time or i am actually making progress and just getting imposter syndrome

. i feel like im putting so much effort into being a person - putting my all in at work - being social and actually wnjoying it (turns out im more extroverted than i thought) and spending time with friends and doing hobbies and i just think FUCK am I doing it right. I dont mnow what im doing - i doubt anyone else does but I still feel like im faking it til i make it. i swore i would stop being someone else when i dropped the mask and now i dont want to build a new fascade back up. i want to get out of my fucking head . im worried about my friend i hope shes okay i care about her. i worry about my gf shes so far away and i miss her. i worry about my wife because im scared of losing her. and all i want to do is let time stop and have someonr tell me im doing a good job