kingdom of welcome addiction @vntildeath - Tumblr Blog

Long blog intro re-post sry

names aren't important here also im paranoid ×

I'm 21+ years old

trans × they/he

not actually using my real name for privacy reasons and because i'm paranoid about people finding this blog and confronting me about it

DNF/I

minors (preferably be in ur 20s but 18+ is fine)

-phobics (queer/trans/fat/etc idc. leave.)

pro-ed ppl/accounts

in recovery (i block u for ur sake)

If you made it past the DNI heres some things about me that are relevant ig:

#prsnl #wght #wght prog #log #etc #tsaf

one day ill be smaller one day i wont have this shit holding me back

bambirexicxxxs-deactivated20250

They should invent food that doesn't scream at you from the plate that you're worthless

conchobarbarian

hate when I'm trying to just take a normal drink but it turns out I'm thirstier than I thought so I end up gulping it down like a goddamn cartoon characer. the indignity of water lust.

vntildeath

i think my main goal is to focus on mobility workouts and stretching.

To start and keep up with it. i used to be so active but my body cant keep up with how hard i pushed myself in the past.

Being in denial for chronic pain, and exhibiting internalized ablism, for so long kinda fucked me.

vntildeath

not to mention i literally cannot get away with not eating all day in the summer unless im trying to collapse from the heat everyday. on top of my living situation being very healthy around food for a reason.

idk starting small so i don’t repeat my usual cycle of bs

#prsnl

i think my main goal is to focus on mobility workouts and stretching.

To start and keep up with it. i used to be so active but my body cant keep up with how hard i pushed myself in the past.

Being in denial for chronic pain, and exhibiting internalized ablism, for so long kinda fucked me.

#prsnl

taxidermychrist-deactivated2025

*covered in blood & in visible distress* i just need to write a list

#etc #me

heeyyy… back again.

not gonna ramble on why im back but

basically medically im like meant to be a fat fuck i guess

it’s medically 10x harder for me to lose/keep wght off

blah blah woe is me who cares im back here again like i usually am and whtever

#prsnl

byjove

I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.