homebase

main blog run by an OSDD system!

[vocacharic]

Home base blog for a system! We are a median system with lots of blurring and little amnesia! we all have our own sideblogs, some more than one -`☆´-

心 / Kokoro: @kokoro-koded

Rana/Chrystal: @chrystaloid

Null: @nullbrained

flower: @viifurawa

system vent account: @nullnumbskull

Sysmates, please add yourselves and your blogs as you wish!

~Post by 心 ❀˖°

[vocacharic]

Whenever I appear, it causes the host lots of dissociation.

I don't know... I want to exist, and do not want to hurt anybody.

I sincerely apologize for leaving my community without a trace. You do not need to forgive me for it. It was cowardly and unfair. -Kokoro

[office-cabinet]

is this a switch and has literally anyone else experienced this

[squirrelyoak]

Holy shit I'm not the only one!!

[sugar-and-ink]

okaokay umum im turning on anons temporarily for a little game!

(most) hate will be ignored. but i do want people to feel free to ask whatever they wanna! You can ask Bendy stuff, of course! but this is for EVERYONE! so like- my whole family! u can ask literally whatever you want and I should get to them by tomorrow! this is a big step and practice for me with channeling! you can spam stuff, and I'll even let you send pictures! but this is only for 5 days! I saw other people doing things like this and I really wanted to join in and do it!

hate isn't completely banned 😭 you can be mean to them if you want to. but actual serious threats and stuff will be deleted and not tolerated. I know a lot of you guys aren't really into batim, so I'll leave a short description of everyone participating below the cut! this is also a challenge for me to shut the fuck up 🙏🏼 I'll do my best not to post anything outside this game for the next 5 days! I'll probably make drafts that I'll post after, though...hehe... I don't wanna censor anyone but I also won't let any of them bully any of you (unless you want that-..in that case, let me know). ask the most mundane or craziest things! whatever! i dont care.

I'm tagging every1 I know who I'm able to tag just so you can see this if u wanna participate! but don't feel pressured or anything! I'm sorry if this just annoyed you instead/gen maybe I'll even do little doodles occasionally to go along with the ask(?)

Bendy : ofc he's participating and you probably know him already (especially since he's all i post about). some of you might've even spoken to him before! He's a silly and loveable yet traumatised little toon imp made of ink who I'm in love with

Boris: Boris the wolf! He's Bendy's best friend and basically brother at this point. He's a friendly wolf who loves food

Alice: Alice Angel is participating too! She's more serious than the other two and is basically the big sister of the group despite actually being the youngest. she still knows how to joke around, though. She's generally fairly polite, but has a short temper and little patience

Henry Stein: My dad! :D also the creator of Bendy and Boris! He's an artist and animator who used to be close friends with Joey and is married to his wife, Linda! He's been through a lot, but he remains a kind and gentle man

Linda Stein: My mom! :) She used to work as a voice actor and as a teacher! both her and Henry don't really work anymore, though. She's a bit sassier and blunt than Henry, but still a very kind and loving woman.

Joey Drew: My uncle ಥ_ಥ... Well... He is an interesting and a bit of an eccentric man whos mind is flooded with ideas. He tends to put Bendy on a pedestal and cares for his daughter, Audrey. He is friendly but very fake and manipulative

Audrey Drew: My cousin! we're very close! She currently still works at Archgate Pictures as an animator and is a very hardworking woman! She's usually pretty focused. She's laid back, but serious when she needs to be and can be very playful. She likes prefers Disney

Sammy Lawrence: He's not as far into the depths of insanity as he is in game.. but does still experience some psychosis, mainly around Bendy. He's typically pretty serious and grumpy. mainly due to Joey. He can be eccentric aswell, and is passionate about his music.

Susie Campbell: She can also be a bit eccentric and a bit of a hopeless romantic 😭 (my family is just like that). But she's typically pretty cheery and has a slight southern accent. She has pretty bad mood swings and feels things deeply- but mainly expresses it through passive aggressive comments and sayings

Wally Franks: 🥹🥹 what a great guy (i have favorites, yes)! He’s curious but won’t go out of his way and into danger to figure something out. He worked as a janitor and now lives with his family in Fort Lauderdale Florida! He has a thick brooklyn accent and a corny sense of humor

Thomas Connor: a rather serious and grumpy man who keeps to himself and has some anger issues 😭 He’s a mechanic who was responsible for the creation of the ink machine and is married to Allison Pendle

Allison Pendle: She’s a bit more relaxed and levelheaded than her husband. She has a good heart, but doesn’t trust too easily and has a lot of mixed feelings on everyone and everything that has happened. also she likes swords 👍🏼

(u can ask other ppl too if u wanna, this is just all the people im gonna write down here for now 😭)

tagsshsan (ignore if u want): @w34th3rk1d @yandereloverrrrr @yourpuppetneighbor @yumeyuyumeyume @i-love-my-fictional-husband @idk-who-we-are-anymore @ozzipurrs @overflowingmilk @permaclumsy @profic-orchid @aratakiittoswifey @angelbun-rq @abigailselfships @akizuru @saiiko-japan @fuyukisworld @fgthesilliest @kokoro-koded @lua-poltergeist @camelliaua @comfilykeiko @vocacharic @niigoz @nightmareprincessrabbit @mccthekouignamaancookiefan @mistyscoopington IM SORRY IF U DIDNT WANNA BE TAGGED

[viifurawa]

i wanna front more often ! („•̀ ヮ •„)੭─ ✮ˊ˗ it's a bit hard for us lately. we've been having issues regulating our system and who fronts when.

[transid-confessional]

Some people will literally post something like "conabuse but it's not consensual" in the transid tags with no trigger warnings and I'm getting really tired

[rumlw-deactivated20251212]

One of my more controversial takes is that it's okay to fetishize everything. Yes, everything. Nobody is obligated to know what's in your mind and you can't hurt people telepathically with your thoughts.

Your actions determine what kind of a person you are, not your fetishes and fantasies.

[nurse-in-chains]

ATTENTION REJECTION PERSONALITY DISORDER

Attention Rejection Personality Disorder (ARPD) is a cluster-b personality disorder characterized by a craving for attention-- yet rejecting it when you get it.

Symptoms -

Attention craving

Attention rejection

Episodes of attention needing

A feeling of emptiness when without attention

Constant reassurance needed

Dysphoria

Acting toxic or rash for any slice of attention

Need to be center of attention but fear and rejection when receiving it

Related posts

attention need episodes

[vocacharic]

vent post, posting to main because it might be important. consider this a heads up that we may go slightly inactive for a while

we might be finally going "crazy," whatever "crazy" actually means

I suppose, the way we mean is losing touch with reality and losing all sense of self/selves

it's been happening since before we began this account. we post more about it on the shared vent blog and will continue to.

Weeks go by in such a blur that I hardly process them. It feels like nothing happens. There's shifts at work to remind us what day of the week it is. Every now and then, one day goes okay, and I think, "it's finally over," but in a few days, it's back to our regularly scheduled programming.

We keep on going multiple days without sleeping until we start hallucinating. It feels like shit. But sleeping almost makes us feel even crazier. Even getting multiple days of rest only makes us feel even more tired. We're contained to one small room where we can act ourselves because we live with host's shitty parents and we can't do it in public or among the friends we're trying to distance ourselves from.

We've gained new system members. Some of us are afraid we might stop existing as the beings we currently are.

I guess, I feel like, if i go crazy, someone should know. bad idea to overshare, but we're so alone, we can't help it. nothing feels real off the internet.

[fuwungi]

💔🦴🌈

[radq-stars]

TRANSABSTRACTED

☆.desc :

Identifying as / transitioning to being abstracted (in the TADC sense).

☆.alt text needed

☆.credits - @labqueer-coins

[labqueer-coins]

TRANSABSTRACTED : Identifying as / transitioning to being abstracted (in the TADC sense).

TAGGING // @arterial--amalgamation

[vocacharic]

tw sui ideation

we haven't been posting on any of our blogs much because we've been depressed and dissociating

we're gonna try and shift tonight, because honestly, we just want to off ourselves, so if we can leave this life for just a few hours instead, maybe it'll help

[rainbowpunki]

I revamped my old system emojis!

[vocacharic]

I apologize for our inactivity. We haven't been doing the best mentally. We're alright, we just don't have the energy or good spirits for much right now. -Kokoro

[rottingmideast]

transdead moodboard

transdead • someone who feels that they were born dead or were killed previously

[vocacharic]

I'm suddenly having a weird paranoia. We shared our screen a few days ago on a smart TV to show some videos. I honestly hate using things like Bluetooth, I'm so afraid of them connecting by mistake. We didn't know how to disconnect, so we simply closed out laptop and the projection went away.

What if it came back? What if, later that night, or any time the next morning I was still there, it was connected while I checked my blogs in the other room? What if these people I was with, who I KNOW hate transids, who I KNOW think it's racist and ableist, who don't even know we're a system, saw us browsing this account as we unknowingly played it in the living room?!

I had thought some of them were colder to me the next morning. What if they've actually seen? What if they think we're monsters? What if they think supporting paraphiles means supporting rape, and they tell our real life family that we're rape apologists?!

I'm really sorry to break down about this here. I don't know what I'm going to do,. If they saw it, they saw it, they would surely be checking our posts and talking. I feel like I'm going to cry. -Kokoro