erin

17 posts

[tescodietcola]

“Why do we try so hard for people who don’t even try for us?”

— Unknown (via thebrokenquotes)

[quotemadness]

“I spent most nights at home falling in love with the idea of you.”

— Micheal Faudet

[vodoii]

The beginning of another the same mental cycle

i’ve kept it short.

i feel like i need some sort of purpose, everything seems so black and white. also, so cyclical. round and round my head spins in the agony of over worry, self hate. even though this happens as just a couple points i’m constantly trying to tone everything i say -or well write- down to not cause outsider worry from anyone.

[valleypunx]

my tiny human body isn’t big enough to hold all the love that’s inside me and that’s why i’m always crying

[vodoii]

In this song, literally, the first line is “Ever since you were born you've been dying” and I really feel that. I'm not gonna be one of those ‘im so relatable haha’ people, they’re annoying, but I genuinely believe that line sums up my life. 

[vodoii]

[vodoii]

i cant tell if this is normal or not but why am i not hating my homework right now xd

I feel like at the start of every school year homework is okay, until i get loads of it and i suddenly despise it lmao.

[vodoii]

i feel like because in school for me we get to do the options we want for our gcse’s it’s really actually a lot better when it comes to not liking school, i don’t like school however i don’t hate it at the moment so it feels weird. i feel i should mention, while i don’t have many people that actually visit my “blog“ or just tumblr page, i’m still going to write about my life and update this as if people actually read it xd

[vodoii]

So i found a website, it does say “scary for kids” however i think it’s actually a really good website for what it is!

Im not sure whether to believe in the paranormal or not, I love this stuff however i’m a see it to believe it person xd

Scary Stories, Urban Legends, Scary Games, Scary Videos, Scary Pictures, Ghost Stories, Haunted Places, Scary Monsters, Scary Things and Sca

[vodoii]

Death scares me, what if I need to “complete” something in life first. what if there really is a reason for me living.

life’s confusing

I am fine, im okay don't worry. lol

[vodoii]

Sabaton - The Final Solution [Schindler's List]

I just got shown this song, I love this song along with many songs by Sabaton. The lyrics of this song, like many others, are actually very thought about I feel. 

So watch and listen to it nowww xd

[vodoii]

my current mood, just binge-watching creepy story things on youtube xd..

Just me who likes this stuff?

[vodoii]

why not put some great music on Tumblr

don't judge me for it, I see you judging ma music..xd

IT CUT OUT AT A REALLY GOOD POINT OF THE SONG D;

[vodoii]

literally my mood 24/7 </3

[vodoii]

I’ve been almost crying all day, the only thing that stops me is my mascara.

[vodoii]

I think too much.?

“I wish this day would last forever” I feel everyone’s thought this at some point in their life. I bring this up due to me plainly thinking more than I should about things on a daily basis and because I hear it often if someone enjoys that day of theirs. You would love to re-live that day at first except for when you can’t take back what you said and life would very quickly become boring. Not only would that day become monotonous after a day or two, you’d soon lose it as a memory and you’d be swallowed by suffering. If your day lasts forever, wouldn’t everyone’s? I imagine some people like you also wished this but also some people were perhaps suffering. Some people you’re saving from death-for a short period of time- but they don’t know this because nobody can say exactly when they’ll die. They’d die every day in pain and desperation that maybe that when they die it would be their last yet it wouldn’t and want to kill themselves and end it all, all the suffering but wait..the day lasts forever.

I could go on about this for ages and by then you’d probably get a book. But I won’t go on, I’ll leave you to think about this. 

[vodoii]

The marks humans leave are too often scars.

The Fault in Our Stars

Too true.